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Bounce Bounce

:: 2009 13 March :: 9.51pm

Sooo, yea. Went to the Women's Expo today. It was fun. I looked at all the wedding booths. I'm getting excited. We just need to set a date now. Uggghhh.

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butterfly

:: 2009 12 March :: 3.10am

More fun surgery >.<'
To defy my therapist [because I'm badass like that] I fucking snapped the metal plate screwed to my ulna in half.
He said it couldn't be done, so take that, I showed you bitch.

Actually, the only reason it broke is because the other shit that needs healed [Read: everything] is taking precedence over the two breaks in the forearm for some reason. Like, the ulna is snapped in half and the two ends don't even touch. Add lots of use and pressure... this makes the plate screwed over the gaping hole bow. And it finally gave out.

Soo... surgery on Tuesday. They will remove the broken plate and replace it with an even larger plate with more screws holding it in.
To make this shit not happen again, I increase my calcium dosage and they give me a device to wear on my arm at night that sends signals to the bone cells, making them work harder and faster to form new bone.

The End.
(I pray)

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mochababy49319

:: 2009 11 March :: 12.07pm

At Brenton's moms right now. Gotta leave soon and go home. I've got work tonight and tomorrow. Friday is my only day off this week. After Friday I work Saturday-Tuesday.

Found out my stepmom and dad are getting a divorce. Not sure what my dad is going to do. It sucks. My stepmom is awesome. Her family is awesome.

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rayray

:: 2009 9 March :: 7.17pm

So I just read like 300 and some of my passed entries.
And I can't believe how lame they all are.
I wish I could just turn my mind off sometimes..

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butterfly

:: 2009 9 March :: 1.38pm
:: Music: Straightjacket - Alanis Morissette

Mt. Dew + Pepsi = Delicious.
So I fucked up my left arm. No idea how, but it hurts super bad and I have an appointment with my surgeon wednesday at 2:45. I have to keep my arm in a sling and not use it "at all." Really not looking forward to that. I might have to have surgery on it again... fail.
Fuck my life.

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rayray

:: 2009 8 March :: 1.40pm

I don't even know where to begin..

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rayray

:: 2009 7 March :: 2.03pm

I really wish that the drama would just stay as far away from me as it could.
I absolutely hate it.
I hate it when people say anything that involves my boyfriend cheating on me.
Especially when we are barely apart, and he really doesn't have time to cheat.
It literally makes me sick to my stomach when someone says those words.
I instantly get tears in my eyes, and my stomach gets knotted up and I can't swallow.
It doesn't happen because I feel like I can't trust him.
And even though I know I can trust him, it still gets my mind thinking, well can I really trust him, how faithful is he, has he done it before, who is it..
It happens because I care so fucking much about him, and the thought of it eats me up inside, because I already don't feel good enough for him.
The thought of losing him kills me inside and I feel like my whole world is crashing and burning right before my eyes and there is nothing I can do about it.

I swear I go through this atleast 5 times a year, at minimum.
Where someone says he is cheating, or that he made a move on them, or something that involves him and another girl.

People fucking suck.
And they are lucky I'm not completely crazy.

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butterfly

:: 2009 7 March :: 11.13am
:: Music: Tuesday's Gone - Metallica

The way things are now kind of just confuses me even more.
He says he does, but doesn't always act like it.
I hope I confuse him just as much... just so we're even. heh

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rayray

:: 2009 6 March :: 2.29pm

I hate when my friends are all unhappy and their worlds are all falling apart.
The selfish part of me hates it, because it makes me reflect on my life.
The unselfish part of me hates it, because I hate watching my friends go through all that crap.

The only unhappy thing I have to look back on right now, is the fact that I have had a migraine for 2 almost 3 days now, and nothing is relieving the pain.
That and my cat is a bitch. I love her, I really do, but she needs a new home.

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skippi16

:: 2009 4 March :: 10.23am

there was no real news the last time so here is the 411....

Im back to working 40hours a week and im glad. We are moving to a duplex a few blocks away in about a week which is awesome because there is more room and a garage for the boy to play in.

The chemotherapy treatment has so far went very well, my hcg levels are going down like they are supposed to. the good thing is side effect wise i only get nausiated. im just glad it was early and nothing too bad realy happened. i mean think about it a few more weeks and i could have died! its scary to think about. Unfotunetly as part of my treatment i can drink, or have ANY fun until my levels are at 0!! which is about 3-4 weeks....uck i just hope tj can wait that long if you know what i mean

Life in general is good right now, i really cant complain, but give it a week im sure i'll find something

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butterfly

:: 2009 3 March :: 10.15pm

oooooooooooooo
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

space cow.

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skippi16

:: 2009 3 March :: 12.09am

life has recently thrown us some curve balls especially this week, we have grown stronger. its been very sad, and boy have i cried but i am so lucky to have the support that i do and thanks guys for all the love!

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rayray

:: 2009 2 March :: 6.10pm

I have an interview on Wednesday at 4 pm.
An office position at Town and Country Title Services.
Its 40 hours a week too! :)
Now I must find something to wear..

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butterfly

:: 2009 28 February :: 12.48am
:: Music: second chance - shinedown

Tonight was nice
However...

I'm scared of it bringing back feelings I've worked so hard to subdue.
I already feel them surfacing.
/sigh

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rayray

:: 2009 27 February :: 10.46am

Needs a washer and electric dryer..
Badly.
It's been like 6 months that I have gone without. Can't do the laundromat thing anymore.

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