:: 2005 8 September :: 9.17 pm

i finally talked to mike. i feel alot better now. i am really tired tho. i hate 8am classes everyday. but tomorrow is biology and french. i love french!

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:: 2005 8 September :: 6.23 pm

i wish someone would call that isn't my parents. i am so incredibly bored. i miss my phone. i have lost contact with the world. i haven't talked to mike for 4 days. i hate it. i need to have my phone!!!!

aside from that, my CSS teacher reminds me of Reed, but not bald. and my
Political Theory teacher is really boring. it's horrid to sit in his class for 2 hours and listen to him. My other teachers are great... well i don't know the guy that teaches my bio lab. but my actual teacher for that class is so cool.

also there is this kid who is in 3 of my classes named Sam, he is a football player, italian, also a Poli Sci major and he has a gorgeous chicago accent. he reminds me of the gotti boys. *drools* i kid. but seriously, there are so many great boys and they are all so fucking hot! it isn't fair. i swear, if i don't hear from mike by saturday i am going to do something stupid. as well as be extremely fucking pissed.

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:: 2005 7 September :: 11.27 pm

#1 thing i hate... not being able to talk to mike. i really wish that he would call or something because i miss him so much

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:: 2005 7 September :: 2.50 pm

okay. so we have wireless in the dorms, but it doesn't always work... so i wrote this really long entry about how everything is and then it disconnected. so i guess i can just say that school is good. i'm still a loner. and i miss mike more than ever. it makes me die inside.

other than that i haven't smoked for a day and a half so that's good. and my room mate is nice but idk. i don't feel right around any of these people, they are all too uptight.

2 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2005 6 September :: 5.41 pm

so college is okay. but my roommate just asked me to go eat at the caf. so i guess i will tell you all what is up later

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:: 2005 3 September :: 1.06 am

so here it is. last entry before i leave. i have insomnia, i leave in 4 hours. last entry from this computer. last entry from michigan. he. and i still am in love with mike.

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:: 2005 29 August :: 10.50 pm

i am definitley T.O.ed
so apparently people think that it is fun to fuck with my friendships. thanks so much. i never said i was going out with izzy. i never would have said i was going out with izzy and thanks to you gossiping bastards, he is pissed off at me for something that i never did.

now, i realize that his friends do not like me, and quite frankly i did not ask them to. all i wanted is to hang out with the kid. and now thanks to you rat bastards, i can't even do that.

thankfully i love mike, and am very happy with him. so suck it you stupid bitches!

6 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2005 25 August :: 8.32 pm

blah blah blah. i'm bored as fuck i wish today was tomorrow so i could see liz. and i wish tomorrow was thanksgiving so i could see mike. ah. and i wish izzy wasn't at work so i could get a massage because my back hurts bad.

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:: 2005 23 August :: 11.29 pm
:: Music: The Postal Service-- Such Great Heights

Open your eyes

:: 2005 22 August :: 10.58 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: some kick ass song on The Lisa C.D.

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:: 2005 21 August :: 11.07 pm

why am i even trying? nothing i do is good enough for my parents. it is fucking retarded. gah. idk. and the whole thing with izzy now. it's so confusing because i like izzy but i want to stay with mike.

i leave soon tho, so i should just stay with mike. idk. off to bed. lots of love.

2 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2005 20 August :: 11.42 pm
:: Music: Fionna Apple- Love ridden

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:: 2005 17 August :: 3.14 pm

hah! izzy called.. finally. anyways yeah. i got all giggly. not when i was on the phone with him... afterwards. but it's sad... because i have mike now... and izzy is the only guy i took any interest in since mike left. lol.

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:: 2005 16 August :: 7.05 pm

for laughs
+++++ FACTS ABOUT SEX+++++

1) 94% of men lie about their penis size.
According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of
men use extra large condoms.

2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect
(no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the
truth).

3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even
though Pediatrics say it is not necessary.

4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can
make your penis grow but time (most men reach
the end of their growth by the early 20's)

5) There is no correlation between penis size and
shoe size, hand size, or nose size.

6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically
called "prostatic congestion."

7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.(Mr. Evans is a proud sponser)

+Some stuff on the ladies+
------------------------------

1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider
themselves "attractive" (20% of British women
do).
43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say
they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the
term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking",
and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of
women say they are "sexy".

2) An estimated 85% of women wear the wrong
size bra.
3) 60% of women have had breast implants.
4) 75% of women dont like oral sex
5) 95% of women shave their privates.

+Both+
--------------------------------
1) Masturbation is healthy for both men and
women.

2) 70% of highschoolers have had sex before
they
have graduated. 27% loose their virginity senior
prom night. Only 3% wait until marriage.

3) 95% of men would have sex with a girl after 1
month of dating. Only 10% of women feel this way.

+5 Reasons Why Sex is Good+
---------------------------------------------
1) It is a good workout. Sex burns about 150
calories every half an hour of it. It will lower your
cholesterol and improve breathing circulation.

2) You won't get sick. According to research if
you
have sex 1-2 times a week you are less likely to
get sick.

3) You'll feel happier. You will feel a greater sense
of well-being. Women who have more sex were
clinically proven to be less depressed than women
who dont have sex.

4) Makes you look better- [ problem is ugly people
don`t get any ]. Sex releases hormones in your which make your skin and hair softer and
shinier and tone your physic.

5) (The best reason) You will live longer. Studies
prove that sex makes you live longer. Men who
had sex 1-2 times a week had half the death rate
as those who did not indulge themselves at least
once a month. It also makes you look younger. If
you have sex 3 times a week you may look up to
10 years younger than you really are.

Did You Know
----------------------------------------
1) Having sex 3 times a week for 1 year adds up
to
running 75 miles!!!!

10 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2005 15 August :: 3.44 pm
:: Music: The Postal Service-- Such Great Heights

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