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2002 20 October :: 6.31 pm
ah yes heaven...
mr tews told me that i have a good taste in men, of course i do... i have mildly high standards.
yes i like him, i hope that we go out.
we already act like we are. Cute couple they all said. Ah sweet irony
ah yes i am a poser i openly admit it yo freak...
smiles and sunshine
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2002 20 October :: 2.45 am
as i got out of the car he held me and helped me out.
I want you he said, and then his lips brushed my neck.
yes that's right he kissed my neck
i think heaven may be closer that it seems
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2002 19 October :: 10.48 pm
i am going bowling... i a freaking prom dress... ah
I love you and will see ya'll on monday
oh i saw Hans today, I am going to pick him up in 10 min. I like him... I think we might date, I hope....
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2002 19 October :: 10.48 pm
:: Music: Britney Spears- I'm a slave 4 you
what britney spears video are you?
(brought you by april)
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2002 18 October :: 2.52 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Dashboard confessionals-- Again i go unnoticed
 I WAS A GIFTED CHILD
i had my niche.
intelligent. creative. or artistic.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)
i hate people...
why must life be like algebra?
grr. jay and his friends deserve to burn in hell right now... (no offence justin)i was refering to the f*ing posers.
yes i said POSERS!!!!
god fuck you all.
anyways for my friends here is an anoying survey because i am bored...
Current Clothes ] a pair of jeans and a coca cola tee
[ Current Mood ] frustrated
[ Current Music ] DC agian I go unnoticed
[ Current Taste ] pizza
[ Current Annoyance ] POSERS[ Current Smell ] roses
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] cleaning
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Sally and Jack Kissing @ the end of the nightmare before christmas
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Fiona Apple
[ Current Favorite Group ] DC
[ Current Book ] SOmething we are reading in English
[ Current CD in CD Player ] the white stripes
[ Current DVD In Player ] i am to poor to have a dvd
[ Current Refreshment ] water
[ Current Worry ] that everyone hates me :(
[ Current Crush ] Definatly ryan
[ Current Favorite Celebrity ] Josh HArtnett
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] I hit liz
[ You Talked to ] Dana
[ You Hugged ] Nick
[ You Instant messaged ] Jessie
[ You Yelled At ] Jay
[ You Had A Crush On ] ryan
[ Who Broke Your Heart ] ryan
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] goolash
[ Drink ] water
[ Color ] pink
[ Album ] i have none[ Shoes ] flip flops[ Candy ] peach rings
[ Animal ] probly my cat Bianca
[ TV Show ] The Practice
[ Movie ] The nightmare before Christmas or the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ Dance ] ....
[ Song ] Paper Bag- Fiona Apple
[ Vegetable ] Artichoke
[ Fruit ] pears
[ Cartoon ] Sailor Moon
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] for the most part
[ Open-minded ] Probly not
[ Arrogant ] very
[ Insecure ] YES
[ Interesting ] i have been told yes and no...
[ Random ] People suck
[ Hungry ] very
[ Friendly ] only to people who are nice to me... if you are an ass then i am too
[ Smart ] smarter than most although i act like i am not
[ Moody ] hell yeah
[ Childish ]sometimes
[ Independent ] very[ Hard working ] BAH
[ Organized ] somewhat
[ Healthy ] i think so
[ Emotionally Stable ] well i have the same emotions... that counts right?
[ Shy ] depends where i am
[ Difficult ] definitly
[ Bored Easily ] depends
[ Messy ] a little
[ Thirsty ] yeah
[ Responsible ] yes[ Obsessed ] umm maybe[ Angry ] extremely
[ Sad ] yes
[ Happy ] i was until some one f*ing stabed me repeatedly
[ Hyper ] I was earlier to day
[ Trusting ] you can't trust most people but if you find someone you can trust take advantage of it
[ Talkative ] you betcha
[ Legal ] legal is my middle name.. hahaha
[ Original ] to an extent
[ Different ] i would say so
[ Unique ] no and yes[ Ignored ] VERY MUCH SO!
[ Reliable ] more so than my friends
[ Content ] never
[ Optimistic ] umm, no
[ Deep thinker ] yes
[ Self-disciplined ] no
[ Sleepy ] eh...
[ Lonely ] *weeps*
5 things that scare you:
1. being played with
2. never being loved
3. jay ruster
4. being controlled
5. Jessica
5 things that make you laugh:
1. nothing makes me laugh anymore
5 things you love:
1. God
2. Ryan
3. My friends
4. school
5. My dad
5 things you hate:
1. My mom
2. People who try to make them selves look better that others when their not
3. When people judge you on how you look 4. when people dis you because they are beter at something than you...
5. Ignorant people and posers, not saying I\'m punk, but all punks are are the same as preps, they just look funnier...
Thank you kevin for your words of wisdom
2 things you don\\\'t understand:
1. Ryan
2. boys
5 things on your desk:
1. a tape dispenser
2. a cup
3. a calculator
4. a magasine
5. bills
Right now you are:
1. Waiting for Hans to call
2.hurting
3.wanting to die
4.thinking
5.freezing my ass off
5 positive facts about you:
1. I am fun
2. I try not to be abusive
3. I love to love
4. i don't hit people for no reason
5. I don't say something unless i mean it
5 things you plan to do before you die:
1. have sex
2. go to columbia
3. be loved
4. live in England or Europe
5. have a band
5 things you can do:
1. draw
2. write songs/ poetry
3.sleep
4.make people feel guilty
5.pole vault
3 Things You Can't Do:
1.play guitar
2.skate board
3.Be loved
4 Famous People You Want To Meet:
1.Fiona Apple
2.Sarah Michelle Gellar
3.Shakespeare
4.Avril Lavigne
Top 5 songs you think are cool:
1.Avril Lavigne- Things I'll never say
2.DC- Again i go unnoticed
3.Allanis Morssett- Mary Jane
4.Fiona Apple- Paper Bag
5.The White Stripes- Dead Leaves on the Dirty Ground
Top 5 movies:
1.THe Nightmare Before Christmas
2.The Rocky Horror Picture Show
3.Lord of the Rings
4.My Fair Lady
5.Breakfast at Tiffany's
Top 5 things you say the most:
1.hey, fuck you
2.BAH
3.eat my ass
4.eh
5.god i hate you sick masochists
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2002 15 October :: 9.28 pm
That sums it up
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
joslyn, you sound so much more sophisticated on the cpu
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
you have no idea...
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
its wild
Close lipped, another goodnight kiss, robbed of all it's passion... says:
i am expected to act dumb around my friends
Close lipped, another goodnight kiss, robbed of all it's passion... says:
it makes them feel better
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
ha
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
kinda a crappy reputation
Close lipped, another goodnight kiss, robbed of all it's passion... says:
??
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
if you have to act dumb around ur friends
Close lipped, another goodnight kiss, robbed of all it's passion... says:
yeah
¤~Äñdý~¤ says:
are expected to*
Close lipped, another goodnight kiss, robbed of all it's passion... says:
ah
Close lipped, another goodnight kiss, robbed of all it's passion... says:
it's easier trying to be the 'life of the party'
sischo you freak LOL
J/K
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2002 15 October :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: read the damn entry
My dc songs:
Again I Go Unnoticed..
So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feeel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
casue I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.
I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
won;t be the only way you'll look at me then.
The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most..
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and covered with a perfect shell,
such a charming beautiful exterior.
This is one time
that you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave
the refuge that you've built to flee
the places you have come to fear the most.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
and hidden in the public eye.
Such a stellar monument to loneliness.
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by.
yes these describe me/my life/ and my love life...
how crappy.
1 find grace |
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2002 15 October :: 7.15 pm
:: Mood: yearning for what i will never have
:: Music: Dashboard confessionals-- Again i go unnoticed
please send me any thing
but signals that are mixed
cuz i can't read your roling eyes
out of touch,
are we out of time?
yeah that about describes it. Damn you boy
you have left me in the cold and now i want you more than ever.
to bad the odds are against me. Damn you sick masochists.
1 find grace |
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2002 14 October :: 8.40 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Avril Lavigne-- Things I'll never say
why can't i have him:
touch him; feel him; be near him
life sucks
if there was only a way, some way some where that i could be good enough for him and his friends. why can't i be why must i be boring little me. *sigh*
if he only knew. I care so much and i could be be the perfect girl for him...
i could make him happy but no just like everyone else you can't wait to know me you judge me by the baggage that i carry. grrr. i want i boyfriend; i need someone to care for so i don't think so much about myself; someone that i can run to when i am hurt or when i aced a test. then again it won't happen why must i grumble so... blah...
screw it i will go to sleep now.
*tear*sniffle*starts balling*
4 find grace |
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2002 14 October :: 4.30 pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Wonder Wall
hi guys
hey guess what my old best friend called me today. It was Teri calling me on the phone saying hi and letting me know she really is going to quit leaving. isn't that gr8?
and I am happy because jessa isn't leaving me and i won't have to worry anymore.I still hate brad and although i seem transparent you don't know me. bah k i will now go away before i say too much but yeah...
oh and for jessie and sischo you guys are the reason i come to school in the morning. i mean if it weren't for you i might skip 2nd hour
love yall wayz
josie
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2002 13 October :: 10.06 pm
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yup i am a loser and must copy jessica...LOL
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2002 13 October :: 9.22 pm
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2002 13 October :: 8.44 pm
:: Music: Bowling for soup-- girl all the bad guys want
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wahhh....
oh jess might be going to pine rest...
BAH i hat emy friends
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2002 11 October :: 9.55 pm
hey kids
i bought scooby doo and the rocky horror picture show.
i wish they would have had the nitemare before christmas. :( oh well
be happy anyways... good luck with your dad jessa
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2002 10 October :: 8.14 am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: DC- The things you fear the most
heyalz
how are ya.
you know what i couldn't peirce my belly button beause instead of just having a layer of skin i have muscle form working out so much. grr. how crappy is that?
anyways i am feeling good. Billy got moved to the other side of the room earlier this week and i am debating on if i will be Sally from A nitemare before Christams or if i will be quinn from Daria.
Oh and i met this cool kid Hans. He is moving into Cedar District and is going to the Cedar Game tonight. Go sischo. yay.
anyways i am still luving ryan patrick and tasha's birthday is this weekend... but what to get her?
oh well party on have fun and i can't wait until i get out of BST.
lots of luv
josie
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