Love me or leave me

:: 2007 7 September :: 11.59am

last night, i downloaded

Clutch, live at the orbit room 3-17-07 not the best recording, but i was there :D

:: 2007 6 September :: 11.22am

wow, i'm horrible at accomplishing my goals.

my truck still doesn't run
i still live at home
i now don't have a job

i need to buckle down and get back to school.

:: 2007 3 September :: 10.15am

i just woke up, this weekend turned from something crappy to something alright.

you know, i havn't been drunk since i turned 21, weird huh?

the car breaking got me thinking about death.

the night before the tie rod end broke i was doing 95 down a rough part of the highway, if the tie rod would have let loose there, i would have smashed into a concrete wall or a line of traffic. just thinking about it freaks me out a bit.

hopefully next week gets better.

:: 2007 2 September :: 9.52pm

today, miranda took jessi sly and myself here.

http://forums.ghosttowns.com/showthread.php?t=15355&highlight=marlborough

marlborough mi, michigan's largest ghost town..

its amazingly huge.

:: 2007 1 September :: 2.30pm

camping.

found some wi-fi in baldwin, like no place had it except for this restraunt on m73.

this has been the worst week ever.
first off monday, i hurt my back at work, there was no manager there to report the accident to, so i didn't.
i called work the next day to tell them i'm not coming in and why, the manager says "okay" so whatever i figured
i told someone about it.

wednesday:
i go into work, filled out the accident report, try to work and can't, my back is still extremely fucked up.
They (my work) refuse to send me to a doctor because i filled out the accident report to late. i go home pissed.

thursday:
i call in to work again, make a doctors appointment, show up at the doc's on time. I get there tell them
what happened they said its a workman's comp case and they can't take it without a formal denial of workman's comp.

i call my boss, he calls the human resource lady and they tell me to go to the doctor on alpine, i started on my way there from 28th street.
i took a shortcut through the ghetto where my car decided to break a tie rod. middle of the fucking ghetto...
I walked to danielle's about a mile and a half north. on that walk i get a call from my boss saying not to go to the
doctor the owner told him not to let me go. and he tells me that i need a doctors note to miss anymore work.
i ask him how i'm supposed to get one without a formal denial of workman's comp. and he said he'll print something up.

pretty much from what i understand from that is my back is fucked from work, they arn't covering me, and know i can't work
they pretty much fired me.

Friday: wake up on danielle's futon, i borrowed andy's car dolly. my brother brings it down, we get the tempo out of the ghetto
i then go camping with my parents. uggh.. i hate the great outdoors. To really fuck the week up, i get a call at about 11 last night
from jen and she told me she doesn't think our relationship is going anywhere. way to kick me in the balls when i'm already down
i wish i would have stayed home. i'm in a pretty big hole right now, bigger than i've ever been in before.
and i thought ohio was bad.

saturday:
wake up earlier than usual because people are making noise and shit, don't want to be in baldwin still. its white trash as shit up here.
trying to get my brother to go to sliverlake to fuck around on the sand dunes, doesn't look like thats happening though.
hopefully i can find a ride home today, or some internet.

3 find grace | Open your eyes

liz

:: 1988 1 January :: 2.11pm

so I am at school right now just dicking the time away.
I had to take the bus because my car broke down and so I borrowed one from my parents but then it broke down too. its been a bad week and now i have to go and buy books and that will be pretty damn hefty in itself. yuck on book buying.
andy and I seem to be pretty okay all things considered. we moved and our new apartment is awesome sauce.
no other news.
im going to trek it across campus to see if books are cheaper at brians. im fairly sure they are also I have three hours to kill before my next class.

:: 2007 19 August :: 9.42am

Woodward Dream Cruise 2007!
Teh Babez

Eleanor...what else needs to be said really?

2 fast! 2 FURIOUS!

the rest of the cars can be seen here

The Cars

this year was expected to have forty thousand plus classics and well over a million visitors lining the 14 miles or so of road the event now takes place on, we walked maybe a quarter of it

:: 2007 18 August :: 7.50pm

woodward dream cruise
that carshow was like rolling sex covered in horsepower!

pictures coming soon...LOTS of them

P.S. I saw...

ELEANOR!

:: 2007 15 August :: 7.55am

well so, i think its time for an update

Monday the 13th was pretty much the best day ive had in the past 3 or so years, or at least one of them, i got a call for an interview which is today at 1:30 so wish me luck there, not only that, but i got a call back finally from the school im lookin into taking classes with, so thats really fucking exciting

Then yesterday i was really excited about because it was my best friend Brittany's court date to see if she could get out of jail or not, which she did, that was super exciting, and i got to give her a hug for the first time in about 3 years (not because she was in jail that long lol), then we hung out for most of the rest of the day, and will hopefully get to do so this weekend as well. she will never be out of my life again, thats for damn sure, i love her far to much to let that happen again.

i like JUST woke up today, after having the best dream ever, and prolly one of the scariest in one night, about lizzy and the job interview today, which made me realize some stuff, and then when i woke up, i literally said, oh thank god about 5 times after seeing what time it was.

anyways, this was alot shorter then i thought it would be, but its an update!

:: 2007 8 August :: 10.56am

sooo,

update?

good things since last update:
Jen
21'st birthday
new job at goodyear on alpine

Bad things:
truck needs more parts/money
i havn't updated alot
i'm sorry.

have a nice day.

4 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 1 August :: 12.12pm

posting this for box since he's got no internet.

:: 2007 29 July :: 12.58pm

things are still goin shitty, i havent heard from my counselor to get back into school for two weeks or so now, but they sent me some letter saying i didnt meet their qualifications, however seeing as how i didnt apply yet i was kinda wonderin what the hell that was about. to make matters worse, my car is starting to act like dog shit (transmission or electrical problems it seems like) neither of the really good leads i had on jobs have called me back yet either.

i did go climb the devil's soup bowls the other night though, then rode my bike about 7-8 miles yesterday, and then another 3 today in <20 min.

i have a 360 now too, so thats cool, its the first microsoft product i dont hate.

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 23 July :: 3.03pm

random stuff i've found in my room so far.

3x hungry howies hats
1x Beth's AC/DC shirt.... tried it on, tight in my arms loose the rest of places, doesn't fit right.

more to come

:: 2007 20 July :: 7.23am

i hate this job, i wake up every morning and dread going to work. It really makes it hard to get up in the morning.

i'm going to quit...

:: 2007 19 July :: 7.27pm

anyone want to move out?

with 4 people and utilities and shit i think we could get this place for under $450 a month per person.

imagine the partys

http://grandrapids.craigslist.org/apa/375515659.html