Love me or leave me

:: 2007 19 May :: 9.50am

today is going to be crazy...

was up at 11 yesterday, played 9 holes at north kent, worked from 5-7, worked from 11-11, going to what was formally mayhem and is now magnum sports (ghey name) filling my tank, get to daryl's about 2ish maybe, rock the field for a few hours, go pass out. wake up and do it again!

:: 2007 13 May :: 7.28am

another kill for the tempo.

was coming back from IHOP turning left onto patter son and was in the left side of the left lane and there was this guy in the right in a blue chrysler 300, probably a V6. But anyways he got on it and so did i, but he had the run on me from the corner, anyways we make it down to 40th street light its red and i look over at the guy and he's smileing. light turns green, i was asleep at the light :( he had about a 1/4 car on me, started going through the gears and a bout half way through second i started to pull in front of him, by the time we both shut them down i had like a 1/2 car on him i think.

it was fun haha. The guy got beat by a ratty old tempo :D

pjlmaster

:: 2007 10 May :: 11.44am

BF2142 300 trailer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzyLbH7YHLg

i got to be an "actor" in it, and its badass!

:: 2007 8 May :: 4.21pm

ironic how i'm so pissed off right now and i just came up with a sort of revloutionary idea for the valve train of an internal combustion engine.

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 8 May :: 4.04pm

it would be so easy and convienent to just quit right now.

:: 2007 7 May :: 9.55pm

i got this really cool dollar coin out of the vending machine today, been trying to find super glue all night so i can glue this thing to the floor and watch warehouse workers try to pick it up.

edit

like 2 minutes later, i asked ed... he had some

there is now a new $1 coin glued to the floor in front of my desk

1 find grace | Open your eyes

empath

:: 2007 6 May :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: my buzz is almost dead
:: Music: something interesting at the coffee shop

Rolling with the Punches.
I haven't updated in months and months. I have been so absorbed in this whole business of making a living and a life, with Dustin. It's definitely drained me. I did not do as well in school as I probably could have because I didn't focus. I'm off of school until the end of June: I am taking one summer course to catch up my chemistry credits. I already had to take Bio twice because I skipped too many classes(including exams) my
first semester.
I just moved on Friday. Almost on a whim, Dustin and I signed a lease for this little apartment near WMU campus two weeks ago and just... moved out. It's hard because we were living with brother in the house my parents own and now he's left with a ditsy, deadbeat 'model' (whom I personally kicked the shit out of one night a couple months back), and her brother. They don't know what he has to go through just to live in that house. It's complicated, I guess.
I haven't really made any friends down here at all. The one time I went out with some of the people I work with, I got everyone kicked out of the bar, and I haven't been invited since. I'm doing a little better at keeping the few friends I've got floating around Grand Rapids (and Chicago), and those are the ones that reall y matter to me; but there are many that I lost touch with and miss :( I don't dwell on it, I try to move forward.

Everything will be fine, it just isn't yet..
Peace, for now.

:: 2007 5 May :: 9.40am

my eyes keep fucking with me... like i'll see mice crawling around and shit.... i've been up way to long.

8 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 5 May :: 7.30am

i'm so tired i'm just randomly blacking out sometimes at the slightest moment

i wish i could sleep.

3.5 more hours.

:: 2007 29 April :: 12.07pm

this is bullshit.... complete bullshit

i've been up since 6pm last night okay, i worked a 12 hour shift, and on my way home i noticed how nice of a day it was and called my dad and was like "hey lets go pull the motor out of my truck" and he said "awwwe not today" i replied "come on man, i've actually got ambition for once" and he says "we'll talk about it when you get home"

so i get home and he says he doesn't want to do it... doesn't give me a good reason or anything.

i'd go do it by myself but the fucking thing is at his work locked up....

i mean come fucking on, i worked 12 hours and have been up for like 18 and still want to go pull that fucking motor and he just makes fucking excuses what the fuck is that all about. i'm so pissed right now.

3 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2007 29 April :: 8.40am

i think the most exciting part of another day at the office is when carmen came to me to see if i could call someone to fix the toilet.

i just fixed it myself. and i logged it in my activity log.

thats right... i'm good like that.

:: 2007 29 April :: 7.32am

somthing exciting finally happened, i got a call from mark.
he said tell the temps not to clock in for another hour or so....
so now i've got to deal with a mix of 6 pisssed off black and mexican people.

1/2 of them don't speak english. and the ones that do i can hardly understand them.

:: 2007 28 April :: 11.17pm

any of you bastards want to keep me company tonight.

i_have_monkey_toes@hotmail.com add me to msn messanger
iamtheskife AIM

:: 2007 28 April :: 7.55am

quote of the night

"endale endale, fold some boxes, hurry up or no corona!"

i think gale said it.

funny as shit.