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2017 22 October :: 8.40am
so much debt
so many stupid fucking decisions
i'm a fucking piece of shit and i don't deserve nice things
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godessalthena
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2017 14 October :: 7.55pm
i love the feeling of fresh ink
especially when i know the next session will be the last and this sleeve will finally be done and i can move onto something else is so exciting
i was to get an evil eye on my chest between my wings, get the wings touched up...
i really need to get my back stars covered or fixed because they are just so terrible and i would love to have something awesome back there instead of just some half ass whatever.
but man my legs are so bare
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godessalthena
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2017 10 October :: 12.29am
vanilla huckleberry macarons
meh
my back hurts and i'm tired
i just want to cuddle
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godessalthena
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2017 7 October :: 9.01am
woke is an odd work
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godessalthena
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2017 6 October :: 10.13pm
chicken parm turned out ok, will be better next time if i do it again!
so incredibly stoned right now, but can't quite relax
can't sleep much anymore
getting headaches from my nsaids
the world is about to explode on itself
but thank fucking goddess there's fucking weed
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godessalthena
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2017 2 October :: 9.34am
i was hoping that a sleep would help get rid of this empty hollow feeling deep inside
but how can sleep help with horrible things when horrible things happen whilst there?
i don't want to live here any longer. maybe all those celebrities died last year because they knew what was coming.
please someone stop this crazy ride, i want to get off.
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godessalthena
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2017 1 October :: 9.38am
:: Mood: crushed
i have a big old heart of stone today.
i fucking hate you sometimes. i don't know why im still holding onto a friendship that burned hot and then burned out so quickly. maybe i don't want to accept the fact that i was just a tool in your life, a means to an end that was ultimately inconsequential to you. yeah you still occasionally compliment me, but i don't care how "beautiful" or "remarkable" you say i am, i know you are just.blowing smoke.
maybe if instead of bailing on all the plans we make, scheduling me for 2 weeks in advance to hang out and then "forgetting" even though i reminded you the day before, maybe if you actually once asked ME how I am doing rather than just talk about your life and problems.
i am happy you took a step to make yourself happy and are now living the life you always wanted. i wish you would just let me know because i know you don't even like me. you only love me conditionally when it can get you something you want.
you even told me you loved me once, and that you would be with me. and that was a lie to put a collar on my hearts it still hurts. it cut me like a dog forgotten tied to a tree.
it just fucking kills me. i miss you, and yet i hate you.
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godessalthena
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2017 29 September :: 11.12pm
i understand your sadness so i guess i should hold my tongue
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godessalthena
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2017 25 September :: 8.18pm
juanjolio got a bearded dragon and named him hobbs
he's light tan and when he wants out of his enclosure he goes super pale and makes his throat black and tries to get out
he didn't like me at first but i think now he likes me a lot
he found hobbs on craigslist for free some little punks couldn't give him the time, he came with a bum eye but it's getting better
he's so mad right now, too. he's a grumpy guy sometimes.
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godessalthena
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2017 23 September :: 8.15am
nothing feels good
nothing is fun
my job sucks away all my joy
all my time
all my ambition
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