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2003 29 October :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: sad and frustrated
:: Music: linkin park // in the end
I just want you to know that every i hate you was my way of showing you how much you meant to me.
It makes me sick to my stomach to sit here and watch someone i consider a second dad pack up his things to leave. i knew they were fighting, i knew something was wrong, but didnt know that eddie is leaving forever. i cant stop crying, i'm beyond sad, i'm emotionless. i dont have anything to say to my mom or eddie, i just want him to stay, forever.
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2003 28 October :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: none...again
so...
ok today...
- woke up went to school and then after school i went to the FBLA meeting, and i wanna join but i'm gunna wait till i see what happends, then i went to Mike Solomons house and we watched billy madison and then ate a shitload of lean pockets lol then we both headed off for powerderpuff practice (i thought there would be no guys) i was wrong, there were so many guys...there was brad resenic and brian notawitz and david fuentese and others, we had fun and learned ll these dance moves, Anna is playing for the flag football team and we'll be cheering for her. haha weird, anyway after practice Anna wanted tp give me a ride home and i said ok, plus it made sence considering mike would have to go all the way to my house and back, so me anna were in her dads car and she was driving me home, it felt a lil weird since i hadent talked to her in a long time. and she was asking me all thesequestions about if i was going to homecoming, now i dont wanna sound like a gloater, but i think she was trying to get me to ask her to go to homecoming but i might be wrong, but we talked about how she MIGHT be going to re-hab cuz her mom thinks she has a drinking porblem. and i dunno i guess got re-aquanted but just as friend which is cool, like i dont have those "feelings" i did when i used to really like her. its nice to know you can let go of someone after likeing them sooo much. plus i got other reasons :) so she drive me home and then i let her in to get a screen name for an old friend and she left.
right after that i immediatly ran in my house and asked my mom if i could go to coldstones cuz i had to ask for halloween night off which is really important. so she said yes and i took the van out and headed for coldstones (i was listening to a casette of powerline first practice at pats house, ahh good memories) anyway i got there and got the whole thing fixed, ***then i umm did my thing and left :)**** but that pretty much ended my night, after that i went home a made a call to a friend and did my french hmwk. tomorrow is a new day i'm out
Bye
sincerly,
Hamon
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2003 28 October :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: tired
we all live in a yellow submarine
taking a quick break from studying for my econ. test tomorrow and our mice/men test in english.. fun fun.
i actually dont have much to write cause im still absorbed in my work. :erm: um..
random thought: bagels get FREAKING HARD after a couple of days. they become weapons man.
not sure what im doing halloween, with my luck ill end up at home doing my lovely schoolwork.. we shall see.
yeah.. nothing to say. my bruise doesnt look like it wants to go away anytime soon. :'( that means pants for all eternity...
good bye
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2003 28 October :: 6.41pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: kelis // milkshake
I'm good. Friday i think i'm gonna stop at paris', paige's see what jenna's up to and them i'm off to laura's slumba party. I'm bored, good to be back bowling. =)
<3mandyy
i'll update later for real, i just have to do something.
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2003 27 October :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: watching the radio music awards...poop.
Once you pop the fun dont stop
I'm getting a headache, i've been doing so good and not getting them, and i've gotten TWO today. blah.
I've never been able to actually say I'm not looking foward to Halloween. I just, I dunno, no plans, everyone else is going everywhere else, i shouldnt have taken off work, cause i coulda gone and made some money, but instead i'll sit at home, in my lion suit, thinking i have somewhere to go, and i'll watch tv. Sounds good, i guess.
I have to finish my hw. I'm out.
<3mandyy
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2003 27 October :: 6.58am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: no music
Under the Sea do do do do
Today = Snorkeling.
People = Sellouts.
Me = Excited.
Ridiculous = 1 word
<3mandyy
now, paris, i'm sure your four words thing had a meaning to it, but really?. lol
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2003 26 October :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: none
makes me shake
dont even bother i'm already there :)
i ahd a good weekend, nuthing special. but tonite, changed it alll around.
fri-i worked and went home after
sat-worked in the morning and hung out at ginas w/ ricky
sun-worked and went to the fair :) this is where it all happend...and leaving you in awe is exactly what i'm going to do. thats right. i'm outtA HERE
BYE
sincerly,
Hamon
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2003 26 October :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: satisfied
my weekend <3
ah this weekend has been a w e s o m e.
friday night i went and chilled at christini's, fun fun.
saturday i worked, but it wasn't that bad at all! then i spent the rest of the day eating/getting ready for homecoming <33
it was really fun! all the dancing... my feet hurt after a while.. but its all good..
today i went to the beach, havent gone in soo long. the waves were effing weird though.. choppy but shallow but big but weak.. yeah... only one minor injury tho so its all good! haha.. <3 u guys!
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2003 26 October :: 1.37am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: "Is this is it?" Already there
ummmmm
ok its 1:10, a lil while earlier i got back from ginas house...rickys good friend...we got to her house around 8-8:30 and watched night at the roxbury and Spun. then i got home a lil while before now. i just watch fraternity life. lol. stupid show.
now i'm going to bed cuz i have to work tomorrow at 11 till 5, after that i'm gunna go to the saint jude fair. wooooo. anyway i'm out later
-Peac-E
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2003 24 October :: 5.20pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: fame // fame
I'm gonna live forever ;]
Today was long and boring. Afterschool rehearsal was dumb. Tonight, gma's birthday dinner in Lake Worth, than at my dads house. Kind of looking foward to that. Tomorrow is work and drama party, dad said i can stay out later so i dont have to leave early. =D! Sunday, dad time and work at 5.30. Not to bad, maybe Saturday night I can get some people to go beaching, that'd be fun. Well no journals for me all weekend, cause then dad finds them. So Have A nice weekend all. calllllll me 9542635318
<3mandyy
xoxo
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2003 24 October :: 12.00am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Punk Rock Academy
t-t--t-tired
ok i'm really tired so i'm make this really really quik
today- woke up, 1/2 day, went to beach after school, deedee lost laquisha, (me and D.M. are going to plana funeral, i'm going to assign everyone a job for face by the end of the week.) went back to rickys house ate, played guitar for p-line, and then alex came and we went to u-turn. hung out, i jumped over 7 chairs longways. ricy has my wallet.
Downers: laquisha's gone, i didnt do my french hmwk, school tomorrow, work tomorrow.
Highlights: good friends good times
Peac-E
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2003 23 October :: 4.06pm
:: Mood: annoyed with myself
:: Music: sugar cult // first band
I'm dumb. d-u-m-b
Today school got out, i came home let my dogs out and changed, and cleaned, and then i brought sarah too tiffany's cause im nice like that. after that was finally off to the beach but not before i ran into fil and w/e took him to school. sorry fil but that bitch was far, never again.
Got to the beach and found Peasha and arthur, then elena and jenna came trailing up out of the water. talked for a little bit then went down to the water and saw pat, who was digging a hole. elena made a sandman, it was so amazing<3. then jenna, elena, peasha, and gula(?) left, and i was gonna, but i stayed back a little and chatted with jenny<3. oh man, i loved talking with her. <3<3. And jenny, things will work out, love youuu. So altogether 348739 people were at the beach, cause i also saw, Marissssssa, Erinn, dani, geori (we talked about shells and spencer haha), hamon, alicia and others but i dont know names. :-\ Went to work to say hi to jessica who is making 1300 popcorn boxes, sorry babe. found out that there's a preview for RADIO I wanna go!! I only hope Drier (owner) doest come in, cause if he does, no preview.
I'm out for now, i'm in a funny mood.
<3mandyy
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2003 22 October :: 11.07pm
:: Music: sugar cult // no action
It's about time, really, its been one too many days.
tomorrow = beach time<3 im excited, its been a while. wheeeeeeeeee.
<33mandyy
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2003 22 October :: 9.45pm
:: Mood: racing & pacing
:: Music: DC-"hands down"
if we go down we go down together
Last night0 i found out something that felt like betrayal, like i was cheated on, and not just me....ricky and jose as well, and i forgot to tell ricky....ugh i'll just get to the point....pat joined a diffeerent band w/o my cognizance. i was devastated. but just now... tonight i feel ok. Just because Pat isnt in the band anymore doesnt mean we can't be a kick ass band, like it wont be the same but we'll pull through, we mihgt have to change our name and whatnot but we'll figure sumthing out. ugh hurts now but i'll get over it. i've already been talking to people about filling the position for bass. i'm gunna put up flyers and stuff to advertise the availibilty. but anyway....be prepared for a brand new powerline cuz i have been working on these new songs that are sumthing you'll like i promise you. Hands down
Today i went to school and spent my 7th hour in the tardy room, then me alex and oto went to tthis sushi restaurunt and i ate a whole bunch of wusaki by accident and almost threw the fuck up. then me and alex hung out at his house
Tomorrow- is a half day and the WHOLE crew is going to the beach, after that is U-turn maybe and then the RADIO movie!!! whooooo then w/e happens
Downers: the band, my french speaking skills, lol and uhhh u know
Highlights: 1/2 day tomorrow, me jose and ricky are gunna hit it! and lol uhhh you know
i'm out PEAC-E
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2003 22 October :: 8.39pm
| what`s the first thing you`d do if you found out there was no god?: | well how would i find out a thing like that? its subjective, and i believe in god so yeah.. | | ifCHANGINGyourLIFEtoSOMETHINGyouHATEDwasTHEonlyWAYtoLIVEwouldYOUchange?: | for the time being, yes, then i'd determine exactly how much i hate it and go from there | | pot/nature/drinks/one person OR pot/tv/money/food/ one person?: | ??.. pink.. elephants? | | order their way OR chaos?: | order OUR way | | please define FREEDOM.: | being able to do whatever it is that brings you joy | | if you could have ANYTHING at all [money, house, cars...] what?: | just a nice little echo.. or maybe a jetta.. :) | | to you, what is love? what`s it about?: | an abstract concept to which there is not one definition, its different for everyone | | THINK: we`re not big.one star could destroy our planet.we`re not powerful.: | very true, and definitely humbling | | WELL THEN, what else would you rather be doing?: | JUMPING ON A TRAMPOLINE! | | do you think it`d be better without electronics?: | eh, theyre good for a lot of things but we are too dependent on them | | why can clouds hold TONS of water, and not people?: | um, cause people are fat, and water isnt? duh guys. ;) | | [youre not supposed to answer all of these FACTantly] arent we a speck?: | speck? like a sea monkey? yes, in the grand scheme of things id say so | | what was ever wrong with public displays of affection?: | some are okay, but when you're conceiving a child in the middle of the hall, thats just not right. | | what are you thinking right now?: | i want a butterfinger blizzard | | WHO DO YOU LOVE? if no one. who do you wish you loved?: | my friends.. you guys put the 'ool' in cool. eh it works better with dor and adorable lol |
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