A L I C I A

:: 2003 7 September :: 8.57pm

not that im a follower of tennis or anything.. but andy roddick won! :) hotness... <3

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:: 2003 7 September :: 12.14pm
:: Mood: boreddddd

looking at the night sky,
the moon gives hope to so many
in that maybe somewhere,
someone else
is eyeing the same sight..
and thinking of them.

must... procrastinate...

:: 2003 7 September :: 9.44am
:: Mood: tired

happy anniversary
so last night was the reception thing... it was reallllly cute. they had this adorable porch with tables and candles and thosecool tiki torches all on a lake.... that house owned. then later they brought in th mariachis.. heh.. it was just very nice and quaint. my mom got them a card that said happy anniversary by accident.. harrr.

today i have elephant piles of homework to do. we have a meet on tuesday. eek. i assume that most of us are doing freestyle since thats all we've done so far hahah. i still need my sweats goshdarnitgollygeebobwillakers.

au revoir.

:: 2003 6 September :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: that sweat drip off my balls song..die!

Two hours of sleep, bowling league, city place, and my mom bitching, not a good combination at all..
I'm soo bored. I've been up since 8:00, and i've been running on less than two hours of sleep...I'm soo tired.

My mom and I went to City Place today, i hate going there, it's boring, and no good shopping there, but tomorrow is my moms birthday so, it's her weekend. Then for dinner we went to Crazy Buffet, only one of my favorite places <333.

I'm suppose to call Paris now, cause she's down the street at Nicole's, but i'm so tired, and i dont feel like walking to nicole's, so i think, i might stay in tonight. My mom is going out with a friend, and I dont know, we'll see..

I like a new boy <3 haha, i'm so excited lol...but people keep telling me he is dumb :-\.

I missed Emily's party, and i'm so mad, Miscommunication with me and emily, and i could have gone, could have slept over, but it didnt happen...I'm gonna celebrate with Emily, i promise. :-\

Ok I'm out for now..

<3mandyy

:: 2003 6 September :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: :-\
:: Music: chevelle

me= no want to go to wedding thing.
wedding thing= an hour drive, being bored all night, in uncomfortable shoes that make me 10 ft tall, being gawked over "how grown up" i am, not understanding conversations, being forced to eat only rice and vegetables... cause they dont serve veggie stuff at weddings, being dragged out to "dance", saying hi to people who i dont even know who they are. lol. (i think natalia understands some of this)

i really want to stay home tonight but i feel bad.. it is my cousin. well actually its my moms cousin. but we're all cousins in my family.

andy roddick is hot. :)

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:: 2003 5 September :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: accomplished

welcome
ive revamped my woohu... yes that is my eyeball right there. don't ask. lol.. i guess since its pretty now ill be using it more. ;) see ya later..

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:: 2003 5 September :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: saliva- rest in pieces

my depth perception must be off again..
>:o!!!!!!!!!! fucking livejournal! i went to update there but nooooooooooo TWICE it deleted my entry. nice. piece of crap.
so here i am, resorting to the woohu. not that its bad or anything, i just enjoy the false illusion of anonymity... thinking that no one reads that one although they probably all do, and if they didnt before... there goes that. and yes i know theres such a notion as private entries but for some reason i feel i can trust strangers with my thoughts.. i guess cause i dont know them and theres no risk of them being offended. okay im shutting up about that now.

annoyances..... attitudes... lack of appreciation.... regret.. isolation... stuff ive been enduring

later <33, cause its like, the new thing now.

theintervoice

:: 2003 5 September :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: stuck
:: Music: keyboards being typed

the fuck up
ok i'm at school right now, and i feeel really pissed off. school just ended, i'm waiting for my mom to come to the student pick up around 5:30 and thats a long way away. looks like i'm stuck here for another 2 hours and 30 minutess..pleanty of time to do my hmwk though.

ok now on to the real reason i'm writing in my journal after school is done.

at first i just got really fuken angry and now its a mix of determination as well. its probably not as obvious but i am the jealous type, all i need isd a spark and i get going. its not fault tho i dont understand. some times its yes like earlier this morning when she was waiting for me out side the 1st hour room and some times it s hell no when she just goes off completly disregarding everything i say to her it soo fuck up....ughh...but now on to the determination part. i know now that i cant be want i want her to see me as, i'm nto gunna act like a thug just cuz thats the kinda boys she likes. and i dont know what she does over the weekends now cuz we dont hang out anymore...thats my jealousy taking over me....maybe it was me maybe i was to afrid to say what guys are suppose to say when they get this close to someone...myabe i skipped oput on the " do you wanna go out" and now i'm way overdue and she doesnt wanna hear it, or maybe she does and i can't see it..... or maybe i'm fessing over sumthing that is absolutly nuthing at alllll. heh this is me right now. this is my life as it is right now. this is me pressing the period button in frustration. stuck.forever.

theintervoice

:: 2003 4 September :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Mest - "drawing board"

well well well
Today was my first day of work...it was pretty cool, made 12 bucks tonire in tips, and got to hang out with my good friend ricky....this means i will probabaly to buy a new guitar hooray!, ok but today i didnt do any hmwk and i didnt study for my french test so i'm fuked schlasticly, but w/e
there is this new gurl that works, her name is anna hmm an ice cream anna how ironic, ohh and she is hot. but i dont think i have much more left to say so i guess i'll see you later....bye

:: 2003 4 September :: 10.45pm
:: Mood: weirded out
:: Music: none..my moms talking..ugh.

<3<3<3

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY EMILY <333.

I miss and love you <33

<3
mandyy

:: 2003 4 September :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: touched
:: Music: none.

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:: 2003 3 September :: 10.47pm
:: Mood: bipolar
:: Music: clouds <3<3

UGH UGH UGH! :-(
I got my work schedule today, and you know what?...I WORK FRIDAY NIGHT 6-10:30. Yeah what's at 7?...Emily's Birthday party..can i go? FUCK THIS!...

So I asked my mom what should i do? cause i mean, honostly, ic annot call in sick for work, it's my third day in there. So she said she would take me to Emily's after work, so 11ish, I was all excited, then i realized... how the hell am I getting home? Fuck me in the ass...of course not literally.

shout outs: my mom..and 102.7...the oldies make me smile, when i'm down <3.

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:: 2003 3 September :: 6.38am
:: Mood: dumb <3
:: Music: listening to mtv music videos <3

Cause everyone updates at 6:40 in the morning..its the cool thing to do ;]
Couldnt sleep, I've been up since like 2:45...thats ridiculous...
I never realized just how many people are online btwn 6-7am that i actually talk to online..thats crazy <3

:: 2003 1 September :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: listening to my mom watching analyze that

survey time..cause i'm bored.
BASICS
+ 001. name : Mandy Elizabeth Dowd
+ 002. nicknames : Mandala, Mandelina, Mandalanda, and fanda/fandapop
+ 003. sex : female
+ 004. birthday : April 06, 1987
+ 005. age : 16
+ 006. star sign : aries
+ 007. place of birth : Boynton Beach, FL
+ 008. current residence : Boca Raton
+ 009. hair color : Brown..was red -(
+ 010. eye color : Brown
+ 011. height : officially 6'2''
+ 012. writing hand : right

__BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails : not anymore
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : no :-(
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : no, that'd be cool though
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : nope, never really tried though
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : haha yeah
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yepp, one at a time too!
+ 020. colored hair : yep
+ 021. tattoos and where : none
+ 022. piercings and where : just two on one ear, and three on the other
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : kinda, yeah.
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear: why are you asking?
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : i switch that up a bit
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : lol yeah
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : none lol
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: watch, candy look alike bracelet, two rings, string bracelet, and my funny girl yarn.
+039. whats sexiest on a guy : I like arms, legs..the calf area, and i really like eyes <3<3
+040. whats sexiest on a girl: never really thought about it?
+041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time and look ok
+ 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : twirl
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : 0..dont like cereal too much
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands =D
+ 045. do you cook : yupp and i like too <3
__GROOMiNG
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : twice a day, sometimes three...
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : atleast once a day
+ 048. how long do these showers last : umm...i'd say 20 minutes or so?
+ 049. hair drying method : air dry it, then attack it with the straightner.
+ 050. do you paint your nails : yess
+ 051. do you swear : yeah
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself :
not in public lol
+ 053. do you spit in public : i dont spit
+ 054. do you pee in the shower : thats gross. no.
+ 055. in the cd player : haha i thought you meant, do you pee in the cd player, hahah.
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with : Paris..or Jon. I dont realy like the phone though.
+ 057. what color is your bedroom : white/pink its girlie lol
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : yup
+ 059. name four things or people you're obsessed with : lol only 4?
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : hahahaha kinda..well i didnt, they did.
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : no
+ 062. window seat or aisle : aisle...long legs..remember.
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : on my side...or i dont know lol
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like : mine <3<3<3 its a soft water bed with 453879 pillows, and 347397 comforters.
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yeah, most the time, cant sleep without one.
+ 066. do you snore: i hope not
+ 067. do you sleepwalk: yes
+ 068. do you talk in your sleep: yeah, and its not always good, i say things that i shouldnt hahah
+ 070. how about the light on: if i just watched a scary movie.. yes lol
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio: radio/cd or if its raining, the rain <3<3

__WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ 072. had sex: never :-D
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone: its been a while
+ 074. watched bambi: years and years
+ 075. cried: Friday night..
+ 076. talked on the phone: tonight
+ 077. read a book : thursday night.
+ 078. punched someone : haha i dont know, ask peej.
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : out of college, in NY or CA
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : lol not telling, but i know who i'm gonna marry hahah
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : 2 or 3, but definitly 2, i hate being an only child, so i wouldnt want to do that to my kid.
+ 082. your profession : I wanna be performing, some way, some how. or even teaching <3.
+ 083. future school : I would love NYU, but thats not happening. so UCF or UF?

__MUSiC
+ 090. is music important to you : sure
+ 091. do you sing : i try too
+ 092. what instruments do you play : none
+ 094. what do you think of Eminem : umm..he's kinda mean.
+ 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time : oh god i cant choose

__DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music : some
+ 097. rock music : yuhh
+ 098. punk music :yuh
+ 099. rap music : lol some, just depends.
+ 100. hip-hop/RB : some
+ 101. country : yess
+ 102. jazz : kinda, yeah.
+ 103. classical: no
+ 104. new age: not really
+ 105. hardcore: not really
+ 106. indie rock : yeah kinda
+ 107. emo : yeah

I dont think anyone is going to read that, but there ya'all go. have fun

<3
mandyy

p.s. stole this from tiffany <3<3 thaaanks.