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2004 7 January :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: poop
Mr. play it safe, was afriad to fly, packed his suitcase, kissed his kids goodbye.
Everything can be summed up with one word, interesting. I'm opening my eyes up to everything around me, and taking it all in, piece by piece, bit by bit. I went grocery shopping today, I kinda liked it, except the paying for everything part, that kinda sucked. Oh, so everyone knows, I've been writing in my livejournal more often, and it's friends only, so if you wanna be my buddddy on LJ, holla. www.livejournal.com/users/fandapop . I'm talking to Co right now, he's my chinese friend, but he's sooo nice. God, I miss everyone at work. o0o0o Co told me that the deerfield boys, are all playing football on Saturday, now I have to find a way to weasel my way into going, I wanna see Pat, Mike and Mauricio. hmm..ok I'm off to dinner with my dad, maybe things won't be that bad. xox
<3mandyy
p.s. Patrick Moran, if you see this...call me.
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2004 6 January :: 9.50pm
Wow, just when I was beginning to think not too many people cared, and I was in this for myself..I got a voice mail from the unexpected. Thank you Pat Moran for that message, you made my day. xo
<3
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2004 6 January :: 9.43pm
I'm starting fresh, clean slate, heh...it's all over from here
;x
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2004 6 January :: 8.03pm
:: Mood: energetic
i drove to naples by accident
today consisted of:
getting up early
going to school
butterflies <3
schedule change
rehearsal (and it got delayed another 2 weeks)
activity bus
fooooood
tv
:)
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2004 5 January :: 12.03pm
:: Music: some fuking all american rejects song in my sisters room
the day after
yea i just woke up
i dont remember what i did friday...weird
saturday i worked in the morning and i chiled with joey and pat, i snuck out of my house @ 2 and we drove to cumberland farms and went around causing anarchy all between boca and coconut creek. we then went stealing emblems....and then fucked up some people chritsmas decorations good night, i then snuck back in my house at 10 in the morning which leads us to sunday morning
Sunday- when i cam in at ten i slept for 30 minutes and headed off to work, jesus i was tired. i worked till five. from 6- to 7 is a complete blur :) then i chilled with josh and carlos till like 9:30, then i went to joses and met up with tommy and the crew at loggers run park we just chilled and i was speeding when i came in so a cop was giving me shyt but he didnt give me a ticket, damn str8
later on we went to some girls house and watched porno with all these gurls and did narrations
i'm out i'm still tired and i'm damn hungry
to be continued...
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2004 4 January :: 2.23pm
:: Music: linkin park // numb
I want what I had, and what I had wasn't what I wanted.
This weekend was an eye opener for me. I had too much thinking time on my hands is what I'll call it. I left Friday with Lauren, Dan, Heather, Brian, Matt, and other Brian for camping. It was fun, I loved it. I'm not so sure, how i felt about being there with the ones I was with, not cause I don't like them, or anything of that matter, I just felt so alone. All weekend, I had this pit in my stomach, of loneliness. We were on the beach on Saturday, it hit me hard. I had to walk away, and I cried and cried. A good cry can truly help sometimes. The other day, when someone asked me what was wrong, I said I don't know, I'm just kind of sad and alone, they told me it's called depression..I am not a depressed person, and that really bothered me to think I'm depressed? I don't know how I'm feeling right now, but I know for sure, I'm feeling regret, too much of it. Another thing that I thought about this weekend was Sunrise Cinema's and how much I want it back. How much I loved my work friends, and how good I had it there. But I fucked things up there with my boss, and I ruined my chances. Now, I'm screwed, and there isn't one thing I can do, to get it back. So I'm left here now, sad alone and regretful, and all want to do is talk, but the words won't come out.
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2004 2 January :: 2.04am
:: Music: nirvana // smells like teen spirit
My friends got a girlfriend and he hates that bitch, he tells me everyday.
Tomorrow, or rather today is camping. I dont know why but Im scared, and nervous...like I dont wanna go anymore? But i think once i get there, i'll have fun. Yeah, so it's 2am and I still havent packed, i ahte packing, and i dont know what to bring, so now im scurred. lol. Atleast i found my sleeping bag, thats a plus. I'm suppose to go to Deerfield for a bit to chill w/ Mauricio but he's making all these comments and now I'm scared, so I'm trying to get out of it and he's guilting me into it cause he says that I always have an excuse. And I've been doing too much thinking tonight, I think I'm in love with a former friend of mine, like i'm really sad about him now. Im missing Maria like crazy, last night at 12 I called her, and started crying, i miss her in my life, a lot. I need to go shopping, I own no clothing that's wearable anymore. It's cold out, I think I need a new sweater. And I'm tired, but i have to pack and go to deerfield, sorry mauricio but i think my trip to deerfield is going to be postponed. I'll write again when I get bck from my trip to let you know how it was. holla youngin, woop woop.
<3mandyy
x to the o.
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2004 1 January :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the reverb urethra (Me and Alex-freestyles)
200four Happy Fuking New Year
hey wats up,
fast and sweet
my new year was awesome
(too long of a story)
right now i'm here with alex freestyling
ricky and gina and michelle just left
i had to work today , i work tomorrow
i am manager now
i g2g i'll update later
-Peac-E
-Hamon
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2003 31 December :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: tired, aching
can i help you?
someone please kidnap me tomorrow morning and take me to the beach so i dont have to work for the 6th day in a row.
..and so i can actually have a reason to wake up in the morning.
:-/
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2003 30 December :: 2.18pm
If you go to my journal site, and stay long enough, Girls just wanna have fun comes on..I swear.
::edit:: I took the music out, it made my journal freeze...damn.
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2003 29 December :: 10.54pm
I'm contemplating taking a "woohu break". I dont know why, but lately I've been thinking about resigning from my beloved journal..we'll see. I'll know after New years.
<3mandyy
any thoughts?
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2003 28 December :: 7.43pm
:: Mood: slightly amused
father on the phone
sit down.
stand up.
pace 2 times.
sit down.
cross legs.
uncross legs.
stand up.
pace kitchen.
sit down.
et cetera
yeh.
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2003 28 December :: 2.13am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Me on the acoustic
going places...
Y0!
today- i woke up and went to rickys house and we video taped some F.A.C.E. and then we chilled at alexs and his brother showed us his car/truck from the early 70's it fuking rusting all over lol, then we all went back to my house and we fuking just messed around at the DP
me and ricky were late to work cuz we fuked around too much
i made $20 tonite truuu
last week i bought a baker and i've already cracked the shyt so i have to get a new board
tomorrow- i might go to Spanish River to go work out with the football team cuz Spring Season is coming up and i need to get in shape for this shit
also tomorrow is band practice at pats house
me and geori are gunna chill tomorrow which was just confirmed about 1 minute ago, i'm gunna give "Tosha" a call if she wantes to chill cuz i'm writing her # down riiiiight now. i really wanna see the last samuri. anyway i'm madd tired cuz it 2 in the morning i'm out
-Peac-E
-Hamon
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2003 28 December :: 12.19am
:: Mood: angry >:O
:: Music: its my life // no doubt
Yeah, my car died tonight, along with my life..
So I got home from work, and had an IM from...you. I realized I miss you in my life, a lot. Just as friends, as we were before..=( I need you back..
<3mandyy
x to the o.
p.s. yeah, my car died at work tonight, my step dad's trying to save it..life as we know it, is over.
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2003 27 December :: 1.12pm
Mommy wow, I'm a big kid now...FUCK YOU.
I got home this morning, and my mom tells me she is leaving on Tuesday and not coming home until Sunday, I got so excited....Christmas Break, a house to myself, New Years, a house to myself..than she says but you have to go stay with your dad. I freaked, I mean, I love my dad, but I hate going there, all he does is ride my back about stuff I should be doing, and what I shouldn't be doing. Than she says, well go stay with your grandparents? I don't understand the problem with me staying at home..I dont see an issue with it, I did it over Thanksgiving break...and it was fine, i was fine, everything was fine. But this time, she's scared, because the other day some people got arrested in my neighborhood? So it's not safe now, man, fuck this. I'm not the one getting arrested, I don't hang out with the ones who did, I"ll be fine. UGH, I refuse to leave my house.
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