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skife

:: 2006 17 November :: 12.34am

the weekend, nothing to do.
definatally some WoW and posiabally some drinking.

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skife

:: 2006 12 November :: 11.25pm

finally i have internet in the dorms now.

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skife

:: 2006 11 November :: 4.05pm

i'm in ohio
made it htere in a $100 car.

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skife

:: 2006 11 November :: 4.05pm

i'm in ohio

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skife

:: 2006 2 November :: 10.30pm

the 3rd corvette ever made just sold for a million dollars.... wow

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skife

:: 2006 29 October :: 9.35am
:: Music: metallica

okay, the metallica probe can finally play metallica... really really loud.
i have a redneck "system" in there, it was compleatly free and came from my basement, pics tonight if your lucky(dont count on it)

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skife

:: 2006 25 October :: 7.28am

okay, so day, 6000 DVD cases to "the twilight zone" seasons 1-6 need to be sorted.

the past 2 days, we worked on like $150,000 worth of bibles.... some glue failed to stick on the boxes.

a trained monkey could do my job, to top it off, we get annoyed by this dumb bitch that works there that is married to stephanie davis' brother.... she doesn't shut the hell up either... my god all she does is try to be funny.
GAH

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skife

:: 2006 20 October :: 8.54am

uggghhh, more stress.

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skife

:: 2006 18 October :: 3.31pm

so i hung out with gravy today, we ended up decided we're going to pay marini a visit, we get about half way there and my car runs out of gas (not my fault, fuel gauge doesn't work and the odometer doesn't work) but its my fault that i didn't have my phone on me, we ended up walking from peterson and meyers lake, up to young, down to 11 mile then to meyers lake and then finally to 10 mile, it was like a 6 mile walk... and it sucked, thank god i had some good company

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skife

:: 2006 15 October :: 2.52pm

i never knew how boring i am.

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skife

:: 2006 14 October :: 4.47pm

i dont feel like going to work today...
damnit.

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skife

:: 2006 12 October :: 12.01pm

i've got some sort of new goal, i want to hang out with all my old friends again, saterday was a fucking riot, i really did miss you guys alot. it felt good to hang out with everybody even though some dumb shit happend. But it was fun talking about paintball with jay and AJ, even though my gun is on Ebay right now.

it was really good times.
drinking and video games :D

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skife

:: 2006 12 October :: 11.58am

cold, hungry, stupid car.

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skife

:: 2006 11 October :: 6.59pm

hey box, you remember that day we did donuts in rowlands field with the brown blazer and the wheel came lose?



Someone took a picture of it.

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skife

:: 2006 4 October :: 11.15pm

anyone selling a car cheap?
i've got a buddy looking for somthing.

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allyson

:: 2006 4 October :: 10.32am

I want a family of my own
I don't even know how to start this.

With Jared and Morgan, I always feel left out because well.. I'm not her real mother. So, things will always have to be discussed with another woman. It sucks that something so special that I waited to do. Jared has already done with someone else.

You always hear from people that the happiest day of their life was when they got married and then when they had their children. Jared's already had that and with someone else and I really don't feel like I should be a part of it. Especially not right now at that.

Jared always says you don't think our marriage is special. It's not that.. I'm just ready for the next stage in our marriage that he's already been in for 2 and a half years. I don't think he understands that we can't just pretend Morgan is mine forever. She calls me mom often with the occasionaly ada in there with it that (it's cute). The way I feel when she calls me that... man, I can't even imagin how it's going to feel when she/he is actually mine. I want that. But I can't have it.

For some reason going to get family pictures (I think) is going to make me feel like what we have is a real family for me. But it isn't. It never will be. There will always be someone else in the picture.

Does anyone understand how I feel?

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skife

:: 2006 29 September :: 9.40pm

I own justin at the internet
*Bethy*

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allyson

:: 2006 26 September :: 6.33pm

Last night I woke up feeling so sick and then I wake up this morning.. fine and dandy. It was really odd. Anyways, we get morgan tomorrow all the way to sunday. How exciting huh? We bought her so much new stuff in the past few weeks. Like a total winter coat and pants, snow boots, and fall jacket. OOH these way cute levi pants that have a button waist so you can make them tighter without using a belt. We already bought her a new pair of shoes. They are all pink and adorable. Also we got her a few new shirts too. We bought her some learning puzzles and a book too. So far she's digging the book more then anything else we bought her. Jared and I plan on getting a family photo done this weekend. We are unsure of what we are going to wear. I already have Morgan's outfit picked out though. Haha.. I'm pathetic. Let's see what else... Jared and I are also getting the house in rockford figured out because.. my dad is getting really annoyed with us. I was annoyed with him as soon as we moved in.. but at least he let us move in right? What else...

I'm still looking for a frick'n job. I need at least a part time job of anything so that we can afford the house in rockford. 1422 a month.. yippy :| That's if Lance is okay with letting us take it over. We asked today...

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skife

:: 2006 26 September :: 1.22pm

so yeah, i'm sitting here, and beth is trying to unbutton my pants.... with her mouth... kinda funny, well actually really funny.

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allyson

:: 2006 25 September :: 9.46am

This is not a request for compliments so...don't think that
*deep breath* Last night on desperate housewives I was crying inside for lynnette. Then, I did actually end up crying. Not because of that though. Well.. partly, but mainly because of how I feel about myself. I honestly believe that I am absolutly ugly. I told jared last night that, Once we get a house I'm saving all my extra money so that I can get the plastic surgery I've needed since I was thirteen. And, of course he said I didn't need it. But I do. I don't feel pretty at all. I mean I don't even think about it when I'm with just Jared but.. I'm not always with just him. I feel bad for him that he has to be seen with me. I try my best to look as good as I can. Cakein' on the make up and wearing (try to at least) nice clothes. I've felt this way since I could remember considering I got this scar at the age of 4.

Anyways, enough of my sad pathetic..ness. Jessica (morgan's mother) has taken away her friendship and says she will take away the nice things she's done for us ie. lowering the child support 70 dollars. She would prefer it if I delete my entry on myspace about Jared having sex with her and all the things she said. Her friend is sticking up for her and saying it's non of my business. How is it not?

I'm holding my ground for now. Needing a job, applying everywhere. Sending out resumes as well as filling out applications. Still no luck. I applied for a receptionist posistion at a company in cedar. That's the latest. I sent it out saturday so.. maybe I'll actually hear. I doubt it.

Alright, hope whoever reads this has a good/nice day.

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