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2005 25 October :: 6.09pm
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me
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2005 25 October :: 3.31pm
You are Soap. That's right soap was,is, and always
will be the main character of this movie. You
make everything funny and a bit odd. But you
use that to your advantage. You get along with
almost everyone, But at times you are a bit
slippery. You have a unparalelled expertise at
getting others into trouble. You are a good
friend but your up-bringing is not without it's
consequences. If manipulated properly you
become a deadly explosive force that doesn't
care what you hurt. You life seems short but
within that span of time you do great things.
You are a goo honest person. You just happen to
be very tempermental. Sleek in design, Cheap,
You even come with your own brand name.
Which Fight Club main character are you?
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2005 25 October :: 12.13pm
Spartan girls are sassy,
UM girls are smart,
but it takes a "Laker girl" to win over his heart.
Western girls can't dance,
Those Tech girls can't flow.
So if you want the best of all,
Grand Valley's where you go.
Wayne State girls are wild,
Central girls are fun,
but when it comes to drinking,
Those Lakers 'get-err-done'!
S-Valley gals are boring,
Ferris girls are fake.
So when you want the very best,
GV girls take the cake!
Girls will be girls,
No matter where you head.
But if you want the best of all,
Remember what I said.
So any guy who reads this truly has to know:
If you have a Laker girl,
NEVER LET HER GO!
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2005 24 October :: 2.56pm
shit im tired. I just slept the day away.it was great. i needed the sleep. ive got something going on. medically. i dont know what, unfortunately the soonest i could get in to the doctors is december 2. what the hecks. that sucks hopefully its nothing serious right. damn. okay im going home for dinner and then to the haunt.
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2005 24 October :: 12.06am
I am in one fucked up stage of my life.
I got my first write up tonight,
well it was a verbal coaching.
for something that i know i did but i completely dont remember doing, not the actual thing or any of the events leading up to it. Its craziness. Im so faized, and everything is crazy. Life has to turn itself all right again. I am so exhausted i need to eat so i can stop shaking, go to bed, write my paper and stop smoking.these four things will make everything better.
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2005 23 October :: 2.46pm
i've been playing halo 2 again lately.
it startd out at justin's house with him carl and beth.
its getting fun again.
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2005 22 October :: 3.07am
Well interesting night. Joslyn is staying here with me tonight. BITCHIN'
Tomorrow night, chillin' and some saved. work. lots of work. god im tired.
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2005 21 October :: 12.48am
gotta get up at 8 and its gonna be hard, thanks a lot stupid ray.
ah.
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2005 20 October :: 7.40pm
Dinner with the parents was fantago.
We get along okay.
and Now I am doing some laundry.
Trying to work on this paper. Not going to get it done.
I find myself blocked, but as pj says I will find a way and somehow I will come out of this too unscathed.
I am fabulous.
In case you didn't know.
only 3 minutes until my laundry is done. How sad that Im like waiting for that moment. lol.
okay thats my night then.
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2005 20 October :: 3.29pm
I am having dinner with my parents tonight. I am currently just waiting for them to arrive here at my dorm.
I am bored though, bored bored bored. BUT Joslyn comes home to-morrow. yay above yays. That is all my excitement. Im going to start my paper. they are here.
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2005 20 October :: 1.47pm
I am currently in good standing at this university and not failing. that is fantastic, im gettin 3 c's and a B but that is so much better than I thought i was doing. not that it will be that way too long after the two tests I bombed today combined with that paper that is due tomorrow. shooty shoot shoot.
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2005 19 October :: 2.25pm
the day is getting better.
but for those of yous out of the loop let me fill you in.
I am currently seeing a guy named ray.
Yes sudden. Im sorry.
Hes nice.
anyway he lives with his ex girlfriend. only she wont accept that he is broken up with her blabh lblah
last week he went to texas to get a new car in order to leave her house.
well las tnight we went out and he got pulled over and since he just got the car home that day and so he didnt have it registered.
bitches impounded it.
so now he is staying with me. or he did last night. im not quite sure what the arrangements are but whatever. we will figure that shit out.
but yeah so that is the shit that is stressing me out.
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2005 19 October :: 2.09am
well the worst day ever concludes with the worst night ever.
the one fucking time that we arent doing anything wrong and the cops come.
fuck you guys.
my life is suck.
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2005 18 October :: 6.53pm
QUIZ WHORIN'
You are a very simple person and thats very cool
because you dont complicate much and you always
look good.
What is your clothing style?( girls only)
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You are a Playful/Innocent lover! Love for you is
like childs play! Not in the bad way, but that
your love is the most pure and innocent of the
all. When you love someone, you know it in your
heart because you get a feeling that makes you
feel on top of the world! If people look down
on you because they think you are too immature
for love, dont bother with them, they probably
just wasted their childhood lives trying to be
adults, while you have the right sense of mind
to keep innocent as long as you possibly can.
What Kind Of Love Do You Show?(With Pics)
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2005 18 October :: 12.22pm
i'm usually not one to post stuff like this, but i thought it was cool.
stare at the black and the pink dots dissapear.
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2005 18 October :: 12.49am
paintball:
end of the season game at colors this year, i dont know a date yet, but its probably going to be on a sunday in november.
Field fee's are free,
Paint is $50 a case Feild paint only.
air is free, i odnt know about CO2
anyone want to go.
phil, i know you have a mag.
PJ's got his tippmann's
Kelly's got a piranha.
Jay's got his guns.
anyone up for it?
I'm going to bring beth, she wants to try it.
Quik will be there. (none o fyou know him though)
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2005 17 October :: 5.17pm
so thats an interesting theory, when you know someone for long enough do you start running out of things to talk about, do you repeat conversations. huh. good question. off to work now. i am tired.
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2005 17 October :: 12.48pm
wow. i need to stop reading your email, because what your mom said really hurt, she knows nothing.
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2005 17 October :: 12.42pm
"I started smoking cigerettes theres nothing else to do I guess"
sounds about right 4 on the drive home, fantastic.
Everything is so screwed up right now. my head is spinning i knew seeing you and talking to you would fuck me up even more. it was an okay day though, minus all the crying and sadness.
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2005 16 October :: 11.23pm
Im tired and hungover and stupid,
this is all the last thing that i need, but then again i did it to myself right?
I mean god imagine changing and feeling shitty about being lied and wanting to make sure that things work out right in the long run.
i cant believe that.
and at the same time i cant because its too damn hard
everytime i get somewhere and draw some conclusions you are there talking or you left some post that just fucks me up more than anything in the world.
I fucking hate myself and im beginning to not like you so much either.
im sorry to say that, even sorrier that its true.
i dont know why you love me so much, im not that great.
i made you give up yoru best friend and im a bitch adn i hurt you.
what the fuck do you want with me.
for the first time in my entire life i really wish that i was dead.
honestly i dont feel like I have anything left to live for.
im crying all the time.
and you all see is this front,
and im struggling and dying, and trying to make some sense out of it all and all I get all the time is criticism because for the first time in a long time i did something for myself. something that i felt i had to do.
You want to know why, because things were shitty, I didnt trust you, yeha ray, he came along, he called me sweetheart and before things went too far i told you that it was over because i knew that i was falling hard and fast. maybe your right, maybe i did leave for something better. i dont look at it that way, but go ahead if that is what helps you sleep at night then go right on and believe it. but to me it was something different and maybe the relationship would be better, mabye i wont get lied to. or maybe ill see someone new and realize that you and I are meant to be toghether. who fucking knows right?
this last week has been a constant struggle of you and him,
i wanted to go back to you I really did, your comfortable and I love you and I probably always will, and i was really close god knows i was, but you kept pushing,
and your still pushing, and the more you push the worse i feel and the less i want that back.
because what is it going to amount to, your pleading and wondering and pressing and me being suffocated.
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