My soul (or lack thereof)

:: 2004 6 November :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: tired

Why can't I just get certified and be done with it?

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:: 2004 6 November :: 5.55pm

I'll show you overdramatic.

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:: 2004 6 November :: 2.37pm
:: Music: Panda Panda Panda by Deerhoof

Tell me what you think
You know what's an awesome song? Panda Panda Panda by Deerhoof. Here it is live. That's pretty very good quality and not different from the actual song minus the live vibe to it and it's not quite as strong.

Download it. Download and tell me what you think.

I'm going to have this song stuck in my head forever.

I love you all.

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:: 2004 6 November :: 12.27pm
:: Music: TSO

I'm taking the ACT on December 11th again. I'll do better than last time.

I'm going to visit Aquinas on the 19th. That's not this Friday but the next. You all should sign up to visit too. You get to miss school, sleep in for an hour or so and get a free lunch. Come with me pleases.

My parents are away at some football game all day.

They bought the new Trans-Siberian Orchestra CD last night.

TSO always makes me want snow tens times more than I already want it. That's like a bajillion times of wanting.

They have a lot of piano on this CD compared to their other ones.

I cannot wait until the concert. We're going this year again like we have since we discovered TSO. December 19th. I cannot wait.

I think that's it.

Oh yeah. Mogwai, Explosions in the Sky, Broken Social Scene and Namelessnumberheadman all rock hard. I love indie rock bands. Mogwai is especially awesome.

Right.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 5 November :: 11.23pm
:: Music: Explosions in the Sky

Things you might not know
I'm really bored.

I can't understand why anyone would want to come back to high school or have these four years be the best of their entire life.

I have a hard time talking to Brett Bretterson on the phone.

I dislike the fact that some people thought I broke up with Ben.

I hate people.

Sometimes I can't help but get involved.

Even though you say it's none of my business, I always feel better when I tell the person what's up.

I can't remember when I remembered my last dream.

I hate the dreams in which I can't talk. I feel so helpless.

I can get out of dreams and wake up if I try.

There was a period of time not too long ago when I was getting maybe two hours of sleep a night because I thought that there was someone in the house or just couldn't sleep.

I survive best on three hours of sleep. Four makes me feel exhausted and I usually get five.

I almost cried at school today.

I can read people.

I don't mention things that I feel shouldn't be mentioned.

I'm lonely even when I'm not alone.

I love to be by myself but sometimes I need a hug or a shoulder to cry on or just someone to cuddle with.

My throat hurts.

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:: 2004 5 November :: 9.22pm
:: Music: Midnight Show by The Killers

Drive faster, boy
Just got back from the play.

It was good and funny. Wish I could've sat by Ben and Kelly but that was a brain slip-up on my part.

Saw Mr. Hess. Had a convo with Kelly beforehand that left me feeling old.

I've been tired since forever.

I need to stop.

I love you all.

P.S.
So take your suitcase, cuz I don't mind
And baby doll, I meant it every time
You don't need to compromise
I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew
I never knew
But it's alright...

Everything will be alright...

:: 2004 5 November :: 5.00pm

(I like The Killers)
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss...
I just can't look, its killing me and taking control. Jealousy: turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis but it's just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes, I'm Mr. Brightside.

Angel_Bob

:: 2004 5 November :: 4.03pm
:: Music: Completely Miserable by Lit

I love the things that we should fear
All castles made of sand fall into the sea eventually.

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:: 2004 5 November :: 3.28pm

PA on Killzone (that "Halo Killer")
I was there when they announced it as well, and it seemed at the time like a good vessel for the hopes of that system. But Halo Killer? Be serious. There's only one Halo killer, and I'll tell you this much: it's not on the PS2.

The nicest thing you can say about Killzone is that it flies real good when you throw it.

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:: 2004 5 November :: 3.12pm

Last night was really cool.
This week is culture week at OU and last night was the International cafe thingy where they had some food from different cultures (egg roles, some weird ham roll and chocolet cupcakes). They had music (they played some of my Japanese CD's!) and the different culture clubs had posters and some even had dance or singing presentation. Looking around I finally found the people I have been looking for the whole time I've been here: nerds. More specifically, anime and Japanese nerds. So I quickly found the Japanese Club booth thingy and got talking to one guy almost immediently. I was introduced to his friends and we were talking for a while, and I met others that are taking Japanese classes and into Japanese culture. I finally met the Japanese foreign exchange student. His name is Tomo and he loves J-pop and anime, including Hamasaki Ayumi and InuYasha! It was really cool to talk to him and I have his dorm number and email address if I ever need a Japanese fix. (Yes, I'm addicted. What's it to YOU? O_o) I also met a nice guy named Steven and I have his email address too. He has a girlfriend whom I met as well, and they are both pretty cool. But as I said, nerds. Oh and I talked to Sara and Lisa from my Japanese class. They were both in second year when they graduated, and I think they were in the split class during my second. But Sara's major is East Asian Studies Japan as well, and she, Lisa, and two of their other friends are sharing an apartment a little ways from school. The other girls graduated with me as well and were in Japanese too come to think of it. But yeah, last night was very cool, I stayed to talked to everyone for three hours or so and would love to hang out with them again. They also gave me great advise for my Japanese class, so I think I'm going to take the 115 class, just because I'm a little rusty and 214 might be a little too much for me right now. That's all I got.

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:: 2004 5 November :: 6.14am

So today I have 6 pages for AP Lit due.

And I'd turn them in if I had more than 2 done.

But last night as I finished my second page and thought about what I had written, I fell asleep.

And I woke up with my alarm as usual.

Tons of points down the drain.

I am not going to slack off again. I've said that a thousand times and I never don't procrastinate.

I'd stay home and finish it if I wasn't going to the play tonight.

Ug. I feel so bad about not finishing it. I can't believe I fell asleep.

I love you all.

:: 2004 4 November :: 10.26am

I got a question for you all. I took the Japanese placement test and the head Japanese prof said I could make it in the 214 class, but I wanted to start in the 115. I have the option to take 214, but should I? Do you guys think I could handle it?

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:: 2004 4 November :: 6.13am

All we are: our own connections.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 3 November :: 9.58pm

Penny Arcade/Gabe says:
Also check out our Halo 2 ads. It's funny because we talked to Bungie about it months ago and originally they wanted the ads to say "Remember that shitty game Halo? Well this is the Sequel." We thought that was fucking awesome but unfortunately the Microsoft PR machine didn't agree and so we ended up with pretty standard Halo 2 ads. I'm still proud to be advertising it anyway. Tycho's played a lot more of it than I have but we both agree it's going to be a Halo killer.