Kandy

Kandy

:: 2007 12 January :: 8.52pm

So I have finally moved.
I live in Sheridan
The quiet little town of Sheridan.
I live with my boyfriend who I love more than anything.
Even though we don't have the most perfect relationship I love him to death.
And it seems like all my friends are getting hitched or knocked up.
Oh well.. Those plans aren't in my future...
Well I'm off..

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eddy

:: 2007 12 January :: 1.22pm

Skipped my first class today. Walked in, turned around and walked straight back out. My day had already started out bad. It wasn't helping me. Just finished dropping that class. >.>

There's one small fact that make me irritated that im not staying in. But it would be that way regardless if I were there or not, so there wouldn't be much I could do. At least I don't have to watch it happening, and make myself feel even worse.

P.S.
I really fucking hate one way streets, hardcore. Who the eff invented those anyway??? What's the freakin point?? Besides to confuse. ><
And when there's construction going on also, its even worse DX<

*Sigh* Yay for Friday afternoon cartoons.

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eddy

:: 2007 11 January :: 10.55pm

My first day of college today. One class at 6:15 p.m. to 9:30. Art History II

My teacher is awesome, she makes great facial expressions. And she said fuck today. (phuc) Cuz its the french word for seal, aparently. =]

My life has been feeling crappy lately. Who knew it would take school to make me feel like it was heading back on up. >.>

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chelthesmell

:: 2007 10 January :: 6.17pm
:: Music: knocking on heaven's door - guns n roses

so yeah...Root Canal. Should be a fun time...along with wisdom teeth.
Can I get any luckier?

errg...

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chelthesmell

:: 2007 6 January :: 4.10am

Justin says "Hi".

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rayray

:: 2006 31 December :: 11.28pm

Right now I am sitting at my dads with my sister, brother in law and my dad.
I'm incredibly bored.
And have been here since 10:30 this morning.
I'm waiting for the ball to drop so that I can go home and go to bed.
Or finish packing.
The packing thing I really need to get to.
Moving has been delayed a week.
Hopefully we can get the apartment we're looking at on tuesday.
We were going to rent a house that was 1/2 way between Sheridan and Crystal but the guy told us that he changed his mind.
We were kind of pissed about that, but what can ya do..
Only a half an hour until the new year, and I could careless.
I am so tired at the moment that nothing matters.
I just want to go home.
Crawl into my bed, and curl up.
Anyway, this is the end to my sad entry..

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 29 December :: 1.39pm

not too much new.
i have a boyfriend again
yay for new mike
he is great. i <3 him.
we both go home on the 2nd
i might be transfering to Illinois institute of arts for Advertising
after school i will be moving to wyoming or seattle
we shall see, i am still lost and wandering
but mike is helping me figure things out, and fight the depression that runs rampid through my veins.

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rayray

:: 2006 24 December :: 3.59pm

So much for having a good Christmas Eve.
Started to suck about 9:30 this morning when my mother decided to act childish.
I called and asked if it would be okay if I were to show up to dinner at the most an hour late because Michael really wanted me to go with him to have Christmas with his daughter and whathaveya.
But no, my mother started balling and guilting me into not spending christmas eve with my boyfriend.
Why do I let her get to me so much?
After I got off the phone with her, pretty much in tears because I knew that I'd be spending the day without him, he hugged me and then we finished his christmas shopping.
Then the day started to suck more when his truck wouldn't start because the battery died, and then he locked the keys in the truck.
Now I'm sitting here missing him and waiting to go to my Grandma's to have christmas with my mother and the rest of her family, which my sister will not be attending.
I know this is childish, and I understand my sister has good reasoning for not being able to make it up here this weekend, but why is my mom okay with her and my brother-in-law missing christmas but it's not okay for me to show up no more than an hour late?
It's fucking retarded I tell ya, Re-tard-ed!
Hopefully tomorrow Michael with join me in venturing to Novi for Christmas with my dads side.
Or maybe he'll surprise me and show up at my grandma's this evening when he comes back from his christmas.

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 24 December :: 11.46am

Yay! I like Christmas!!! =)

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eddy

:: 2006 22 December :: 3.20pm

Hmmm, another funny work story. This one happened a couple days ago though.

Guy orders a hot dog. With a bunch of stuff on it. Relish included.

Eats it about half way through. Then complains that his relish is cold

=/

Ummm....relish is supposed to be cold. We are required to keep it cold by the health department.

What a pyshco.

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rayray

:: 2006 22 December :: 5.30am

Things seem to be going better.
Mike and I are terrific.
We have been having a lot of fun lately.
The other day we did some christmas shopping and he was acting like a little kid in the store.
He even had me push him around in the cart.
We also played baseball/volleyball with packages of toilet paper.
Today is my last day of work until the 2nd.
Kind of excited about that because this getting up at 5 thing is starting to kill me.
Especially being that Mike is back on third shift until the middle of January.
I cannot sleep alone.
Christmas is almost here.
I'm excited for it one day, not looking forward to it the next, so we shall see how the mood is by the time it's actually here.
Anyway, it's time for me to finish getting ready for work..

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box

:: 2006 21 December :: 4.42pm

Since im laid off and have to wait for unemployment to start coming. I guess i have to sell some stuff.

First to go is my Xbox 360

I have the xbox 360 pro kit, with :

2 Wireless controllers
2 Play and charge kits with re-chargable battery packs
a Nyko Intercooler to keep it cool
Farcry instincts predator
Dead or alive 4

Asking 400 dollars for all of it.

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eddy	:: 2006 21 December :: 3.18pm :: Music: My Chemical Romance Your misery and hate will kill us all. 2 No way... \| Tell me...

rayray

:: 2006 17 December :: 1.27am

Just like to take the time to say, I made an ass out of myself.
Or atleast I feel like a total ass.
I called Justy tonight and I was completely hysterical.
I was out driving around and I started to have what I thought was a panic attack.
I guess I just need to stop pretending that everything is peachy keen.
Especially when I'm feeling completely empty and numb inside.

I have a problem.
I'm depressed.
And I think about how I am going to die.
I don't think about killing myself.
I just think of all the different kinds of acts of God that could accure and I'd be history.
Is that the same as suicidal thoughts?

Anyway, time to go to bed and try and get rid of the stress headache.

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rayray

:: 2006 14 December :: 12.26pm

Mike and I were both sick last night.
He was the only one that was able to get up and go to work.
Lucky him.
Instead I sit here, hoping my head really doesn't explode.
I think I miss him more when I'm sick.
All he did was cuddle me this morning and of course all of last night.
But this morning he was holding his shoulder when he went to get in the shower, because he slept on his bad shoulder all night just so he could cuddle me.
And I felt bad.
I love him so much.
I know we have our problems, and have a little argument atleast once a day.
But I want it to last.
As I sit here writing this and recieve a text from him, I start crying.
I'm pathetic.
I miss him so much right now.
I'm not sure if the crying is because I miss him, or because of the headache, or even both.

Anyway, getting my hair cut today.
Well, more or less a trim.
Then maybe off to Lori's to get it highlighted.

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rayray

:: 2006 10 December :: 8.03pm

Today Mike and I took his eight year old daughter the mall.
Never again.
Those are the only words I can find to describe the experience.
But it made me feel like we were a family.
Put weird feelings in my heart.
But I love him to death.

Christmas is coming, and I have all my shopping to do yet!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 8 December :: 7.47am

i have feelings for him, and i have to ush him away

i agree with you liz, it is for the best
but it hurts
and i want to push everyone away

i don't know how to explain all of this to him, and i know he doesn't quite grasp the gravity of this situation.
but i am a horrible person, and m. should not want to find anything from me, just as i know in my heart that i can never have anything from a.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 7 December :: 5.53pm
:: Music: Elliot Smith- Twighlight

i feel like a mistress....

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 5 December :: 8.29pm

boys will be boys
a: I like it better when the girl is (in control)
a:which is probably why I'm fascinated with you
JoziJewelz : why are you and how are you fascinated with me?
a: because you're different, because you don't take shit
a: because I want you to pin me down
a: and maybe because I want to control you, because you seem so uncontrollable
a: so then it's a challenge

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 5 December :: 6.10pm

things i learned today.

kelly still thinks he is better than everyone
honey taste good with cigarettes and potato chips
milwaukee is only 27 miles from kenosha
and
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off....

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Eddy	:: 2006 5 December :: 4.00pm "You can't give up on the world....of Warcraft" 17 No way... \| Tell me...

joslyn_julia

:: 2006 3 December :: 7.47pm

poking smot is great fun.
lol

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 2 December :: 8.50pm

sooooooo. i am bored and have been sleeping alot. i got home from work and fell asleep for like 4 hours until my room mate came home. lol, damn.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 29 November :: 10.10pm

umm, my tongue kinda hurts....

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