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bacardi

:: 2005 9 March :: 8.21am
:: Music: candyshop - 50cent

Stolen From Nadia

You can ask me ANY 5 questions, no matter how personal, inappropriate or random. I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfully. Repost this and see what people want to ask you!

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bacardi

:: 2005 9 March :: 8.16am
:: Music: Gatman and Robbin - 50 cent feat Eminem

Sir Vay

*Your name?: Kevin

*If you could have 10 friends stranded on an island with you, who would they be?: Kyle, Jon, Jacob, Anthony, Brian, Kasie, Joe, Tom, Jesse, Nicole (two girls for 8 guys that would be a good time! =P)

*If you could have only 5 things (not people) what would they be?: Like Lauren said you gotta let one person of the opposite sex... Oh well.... My mp3 player (music is a MUST!), newcastle, italian food, a fast car or bike, my dog!

*What do you think would be the worst way to die? (Ex. drowning, being burned, being hung, cut up into little pieces): drowning, it takes 7 seconds for the water to complete fill your lungs and its painful and you are still alive!

*If you had to pick someone to marry right now, who would it be and why?: Lol no one, im not gonna marry.

*Realistically, do you think you will drink or get drunk before you are 21?: my first time I was like 2 months from being 19.

*Have you had a nightmare lately? yah

*Do you ever have a reoccurring dream? If so, what is it?: I have one but I don't remember it unless I have it that day.

*Have you ever had a dream, and then that exact same thing happened in real life? Lauren:Isn't that deja vu? Yep!.... I think I made stuff happen that I had in a dream

*Do you have a secret you have never told ANYONE???: not really, I think I told my ex everything (wish i hadn't)

*What is your absolute favorite song at this very moment?: KMK - Light it up

*What do you think of "inside jokes"?: this defines me, joe, kyle, and tom

*Do you believe in love at first sight? If no, why not?: I believe in LUST at first sight

*Have you ever wished upon a star, seriously? If so, what did you wish for?: Probably, but I dont remember.

*Do you know a member of the opposite sex who you are comfortable enough with to talk about almost anything? If so, who?: Probably my cousin Vanessa... but anything sexual I wouldn't talk to her about.

*Do you have a friend of the same sex that you could tell almost anything to? Who?: Depending on what it is I have many friends for this... But Kyle would be first probably.

*If you found out that you were gonna die tomorrow, is there anything you would want to say or do?: I would want to get onto tv and flip off the world (eminem style) and say "Peace out bitches". (It would be talked about for years)

*Right now, what is your biggest regret?: Getting with her in the first place (all of college wasted)

*Name one person who has seriously changed your life for the better: sorry can't just name one... my family!

*For the worse: no one

*Do you want to have any kids? If so how many and what will you name them?: I will adopt a son after I turn 25, so long as I have a good enough job for me and him. His name will be Seth Preston Randall

*Is there anything you oppose? (Ex- abortion, gay marriage...): Nope, I oppose opposing stuff.

*What is the worst name anyone has ever called you, and who called you that?: I'll get back to you with this.

*When did you last cry? What makes you cry?: Haha, probably watching Sports Night, they touch on some serious issues. (im a nerd)

*Have you ever seriously thought about committing suicide? If so, why?: I won't let them win.

*Theoretically, if you were going to commit suicide, how would you do it?: Drive my car off the freeway doing like 160... I would have to die doing something where all my adreneline is pumping.

*Who are 9 friends you would do anything for? ANYTHING: Mom, Dad, Kyle... MOST THINGS: TOM, JOE, Grandmas... LOTS: rest of family and friends

*If you could change one thing you have done in the last 24 hours, what would it be?: No regrets baby!

*Who can make you smile, no matter what mood you are in?: My dog, duh!

*During World War II, a woman was forced to choose to take with her to safety
only one of her two children, who consisted of one boy and one girl. if you were
faced with this choice, which would you choose or what would you do?: Yah Lauren was right... Give yourself, "NO ONE wants to bury their child."

*What is the corniest pick up line you have ever heard?: If a chick tried picking me up, it wouldn't matter what she said.

*Is there someone you can talk to for 12 hrs straight and never get bored? If so who?: Kyle or Joe... I have had many long convos with them before.

*Would you ever get plastic surgery? If yes, what would you get it on?: Bah, I hate plastic surgery.

*What CD is in your CD player right now?: Car Player: Blink-182: Blink-182 (newest one), My mp3 player is currently playing 50 Cent: The Massacre.

*Would you ever get a tattoo? If so, what and where?: yes I have two planned out for sure already... and of course my kids names on my shoulders, and brother in italian or latin on my left peck (kyle getting this too, duh)

*If you got pregnant when you were really young, like 14, would you have an abortion?: OMG who gives a shit, that was 8 years ago!

*Do you feel safe at school? On a scale of 1-10 how safe do you feel? (10 being very safe, 1 being not safe): LOL im not answering this

*What is the scariest movie you have ever seen? The funniest?: Scariest: Probably "When a Stranger Calls" back in the day! Funniest: Super Troopers (I agree with lauren here)

*Have you ever gotten a detention or suspension? If so, for what?: i think i have had detention once, probably talking to brian after i was told to stop... haha good times.

*And last, but not least, was this a better survey than you have taken in the past?: I'm not gonna lie, I like surveys (something to take up time while at work!)

1 Bridges burned. | Light it.


bacardi

:: 2005 8 March :: 2.18pm

my life's soundtrack

Screaming Infidelities - Dashboard Confessional
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again
And there's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
I will love you always and forever

As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone
Making out.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
and I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.

Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
but as for me, I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone
Making out.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
(x4)


I Am Missing - Dashboard Confessional
Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma
Was it worth it when it was over
Proving yourself right
You'd make the biggest noise
I'd lock my hands behind my head
I'd cover my heart and hit the deck
I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you

(It's a long way) Is there anything
(For an answer) Worth looking for
(Is there any news) Worth loving for
(Is there any word) Worth lieing for
(Is there trauma) Is there anything
(Or a struggle) Worth waiting for
(Am I missing) Worth living for
(Was the body found) Worth dieing for

Light it.


bacardi

:: 2005 8 March :: 12.46pm

3 Bridges burned.#FFFFFF | Light it.


bacardi

:: 2005 7 March :: 3.26am
:: Music: We Ain't - Game Ft. Eminem

bah

I think I have consumed more Newcastle since my birthday than I have in my entire (drinking) life. I have been saving every Newcastle bottle cap since then and I have alot. This doesn't include any beer or alcohol that I have drank anywhere else.

I don't think this is a good thing either. Today I get bitched at by my parents for smoking like every now and then yet I drink alot. I told them I would probably die of alcohol before smoking kills me. My dad told me that my tomestone would say "Alcohol killed me before the smoking could"

Anyway I got the entire series of "Sports Night" which was a show I watched back in 1998-2000. I love this show, you have no idea. It's also cool that I have this series since all the current shows I watch on TV I can still somehow relate to "her". Ya ya, I know what your thinking... Your still thinking of "her", I thought you were over her? Yah I know I thought I was but its freaking impossible to get over it in such a short time, especially since we were together for so long. End it....

Okay this weekend we pretty fun... The concert on wednesday.... then on Friday Jacob was out here because it was the last weekend of his spring break and he had 3 of his friends with him. So we hung out at my house for awhile then we all (Kyle, Jon, Jacob, Tilly, Matt, Charlie, and me) went to Fullerton to visit the trio (Anthony, Jesse, and Chris) it was cool for a little bit but after awhile those turds kinda ditched us in one of their rooms so we decided to leave. I was already pretty messed up when we left, then we went back to Jacob's and I drank some more.... Skip to the next day because I don't need to tell you where I ended up with all the beer in me (toilet)...

Saturday was Vanessa's birthday party and it was pretty cool, we played some gambling type game and my aunt was getting all pissed at me because I was mocking her drunkness so she told me to get a drink too, which of course I did. When this was over Jon had JD, Kyle, and me go with him to some dudes house in pomona to play Halo (it sounds nerdy but there were like 16 gangsta ass fools there but it was still fun)....

Sunday we played football and basketball with Jacob and his buds and I was pretty fun, especially since I haven't done anything active in awhile. Then Sunday night we went to a Hookah bar and they had Newcastle on tap (BAM!) wow it was great...

So yah if you actually read that, your a trooper because I really only write this shit to document my otherwise pointless life.

Peace.

P.S. I started this at 3:07 and now its 3: 26... So yah and I am no longer listening to Game, now its HIM - Gone With The Sin (HAHA JOE)

1 Bridges burned. | Light it.


bacardi

:: 2005 3 March :: 6.55pm


Stole from Nadia.

(x) snuck out of the house?
( ) gotten lost in your city?
( ) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
( ) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
(x) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
(x) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
(x) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
(x) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
(x) broken a bone?
(x) been high?
(x) given someone a bruise?
(x) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(x) bitten someone?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex?
( ) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
( ) shoplifted?
( ) been fired?
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
( ) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
( ) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
(x) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi?
(x) Been snowboarding?
(x) Met someone in person from the internet (to sell car parts)
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself? (shirt off)
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now.

6 Bridges burned.#FFFFFF | Light it.


bacardi

:: 2005 1 March :: 2.57pm


Woot.... dashboard tomorrow night at the house of blues in hollywood!

8 Bridges burned.#FFFFFF | Light it.

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