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2006 11 April :: 5.06pm
I fell asleep during first period Dance.
Perhaps I should start getting more sleep.
.. Independence.. 1776.. Constitution.. 1787.. triangular prism.. (bh/2) times height.. cells.. protists.. history.. math.. science.. exit level TAKS.. tests you've got to pass to graduate.. arrgghh..
Next. Week.
THEN there's SATs or ACTs or whatever. Scholarships. Colleges. Career choices. Vehicle. AGH!
I just want.. to sleep.. ;-;
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2006 5 March :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Three Days Grace
Seriously: bor-ambl-entry.
Whoo.
I'm going to Dallas with my friends Skye and Drew tomorrow, and staying until Thursday evening. Skye goes to school at the Art Institute there in Dallas. Dallas is about 2 and a half hours away from here, and my brother Jamie lives there with his wife.
There. In-for-ma-tive. (-hugs Mitch Hedberg doll.-)
Man, I really miss my little Woohu journal.. but school keeps me busy nowadays, and I rarely have much of anything to update about except for classes. -_- Hyah.
In other news, I am supposed to be getting a jeep. Well, it's not necessarily mine, but Mom and I are going to claim it's ours. It's Skye's jeep, actually, though it's soon to be ours.
Yeah.
Anyway, I've got to find something to do for a while. I can't go to sleep yet; it's too early.
.. hm.
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2005 24 December :: 11.54am
Merry Christmas (or whatever other holiday).
[final edit] All right. Here's what I've gotten for Christmas thus far, from..
Read more..
Happy holidays.
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2005 22 December :: 4.18pm
Yep. That's it.
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2005 30 September :: 11.13pm
Just a notice:
I'm alive, and still have a home. Hurray.
Hope everyone's doing well, and I still read all the journals on my friends list nearly every day.
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2005 23 September :: 5.17pm
Hurricane Rita.
It's going to hit us late tonight and tomorrow, but by then it'll be a 'tropical storm'. Winds are supposed to get up to be 40-60 with 'strong wind gusts at times', which wouldn't be so bad, except that I live in a trailer. We're not leaving either. I think a few of our neighbors are, though.
Oh. Isn't it funny that our RV is more likely to survive these winds than our trailer?
We've got some kids from New Orleans at our school, I think, in the younger grades. Poor kids. Poor people who evacuated from Louisiana, just to get hit by Hurricane Rita, and then there's the tornadoes that will probably spring up because of the front from the north hitting the air from the hurricane.
I think I've only ever seen a 100% chance of rain a couple of times before. The one time that I remember vividly was when I was around 4 years old. I went outside and was swinging around a pole under the stairs (in the apartment complex we used to live in). It was misting. It never rained.
Fun.
Anyway, I think I'm going to go outside for a bit. The wind's only around 15 mph right now. Nevermind all the sand.
Yay windchimes.
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2005 18 September :: 3.23am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: "Mad World" - Gary Jules
And I Find It Kind Of Funny
I Find It Kind Of Sad..
I'm reading three books currently:
Animal Farm, by George Orwell, for English III.
Fahrenheit 451, by Ray Bradbury, for myself.
Wuthering Heights, by Emily Bronte, for myself.
Books to be read:
Eldest, by Christopher Paolini, for myself.
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, by JK Rowling, for myself (rereading it).
Fun, fun.
Isn't it great how amazingly screwed up things can get? Kind of keeps you on your toes. Thank God for fan-fiction and books to distract you from reality. Too bad you've always got to come back.
Hopefully scheduling a doctors appointment on Tuesday or Wednesday. I need it. Also, supposed to get a haircut and license sometime this week. Hurrah.
Well, it's 3:29AM now, so I really should go sleep a few hours; don't want to sleep too late.
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2005 20 August :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: Betrayed
Just goes to show that you can't trust anyone in this world.
I'm with Britt on this one.
I think we all deserve an explanation.
-xhan
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2005 30 July :: 1.14am
:: Mood: chipper/sick
:: Music: "Pretty Girl" - Sugarcult
Schedule for Junior Year.
1st Semester:
Photojournalism.
Web Mastering (try to change to Multimedia).
English 3.
Theater Arts.
Chemistry.
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2nd Semester:
Dance.
Keyboarding / Word Processing.
Algebra 2.
US History Pre-AP.
Psychology / Sociology.
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Whoooooo -falls over.-
I hope, oh, I hope, that this year is a greeaat one, and I hope these classes are good. ^^
We have 10 (I think) new teachers at Tatum. Wow. New choir, band, journalism, and drill team teachers. And some others for other subjects.
Whee. Junior year.
<3.
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2005 28 July :: 2.44am
:: Music: "Bottom of a Bottle" - Smile Empty Soul
When I-
I wonder why I try
And I -
Wonder why I bother
And I -
I wonder why I cry
Why I -
I go through all this trouble
- S.E.S.
Blah.
School starts back on August 10th. Junior year.
Not much to update about..
.. Well, there is kind of a bit to update about, but I mostly don't post on online journals anymore. I still check my 'friends list' and 'subscriptions' [Woohu, Livejournal, Xanga].. But that's about it.
I wonder.. when we paid that $2.. How long does that last? I don't even really remember whether it was a year or two ago that we did all that.. hrm..
Aye well.
I think I'll go and read my fan-fiction again.
Oy. I -did- read the Half-Blood Prince. Cried quite a bit. Still not entirely convinced about Snape and whether he's good or bad. Not sure which I want him to be.
Guess we'll find out in the last book, eh?
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2005 9 July :: 6.02am
>\. Lefties.
"Difficult or stressful births happen far more commonly among babies who grow up to be left-handed or ambidextrous."
So, I'm left-handed because I died when I was born? [Umbilical cord wrapped 'round my neck, no oxygen, heart stopped, was revived, voila, here I am.]
"A study published in 1991 claimed that these statistics indicate that lefties' lifespans are shorter than those of their right-handed counterparts by as much as 9 years. They explained this gap by asserting that left-handed people are more likely to die in accidents as a result of their affliction, which renders them clumsier and ill-equipped to survive in a right-handed world."
.. -Glare.-
Lefties shall prevail!
.. Just had to update because of that.
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2005 8 July :: 11.05am
Pretenses.
Overwhelmed by emotions,
Or overwhelmed by emptiness?
(I can't pretend that I feel it anymore)
In love with the memories that weren't real
The ones imagined in the dead of the night
(When we were looking for excuses to stay)
There was nothing in all that we were
No deeper meaning behind the shallow words
(I love you, I need you, I love you, please stay)
Pretending that there was something hidden
Deep below the surface of our make-believe love
(If I tell myself this, it'll be true; it'll work out)
Telling ourselves that when we look back on it
It'll be something more, and we weren't lying
(I really felt something, it wasn't pretend, really)
Saying goodbye with crushed forget-me-nots
Hoping you'll figure out the message, the truth
(If I wanted you to remember, I'd still be there)
A rose is not a rose when it's been burned to ashes
There's nothing still there to make it what it was
(Pretenses are the only meanings that matters)
You might have loved me, but I didn't love you
Take another step, and you might fall again.
(Say goodbye now before it starts once more)
It doesn't matter to me.
(I'm sick of the lies.)
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2005 7 July :: 9.04am
Bombings in London.
Listening/watching the news... A series of bombings in London. Numbers of the dead are rising as they find them. TV says over 150 injured, at least 45 dead, and to expect the numbers to rise.
Scary times we're living in. Horrible people..
And we're just watching the numbers rise on television.
AOL news as of around 9 AM behind the cut.
Read more..
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2005 30 June :: 7.58pm
Yay!
Dad doesn't have cancer! Everyone is so relieved and happy. Even the dog! o_O
T'is very hot in Texas. I really want to go out and do something, but, as usual, we can't really afford it. That's okay. Maybe I'll go grocery shopping with Mom and Dad tomorrow. It's better than just sitting around here collecting dust.
I was kind of planning on going to Dallas with some friends but my parents decided against it. They've got their reasons. Same old story: can't afford it, it's kind of far away, I'm 15, there's going to be guys, etc. I understand why I can't go. I don't resent them for it. After thinking about it, I guess it might be a good thing instead of a bad thing.
Hm. An attempt at optimism. Kind of working.
Except now, Mom's having heart problems. =\ Things can never be ALL good at once, eh?
Adios.
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2005 24 June :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: "Simple and Clean" - Utada Hikaru
Really Need To Read.
I've got.. 4/5 books that I'm in the process of reading. I think I should map out a plan.
1. Pride and Prejudice. (due next Wednesday)
2. The Unhandsome Prince. (need to give it back to Laura soon)
3. The Taking.
4. HP and the CoS.
5. [I'm sure there's another book I'm supposed to be reading, but can't remember the title.]
I've finished "Girl, Interrupted", the other book I checked out from the library, so that's not it.. Oh, well, I'll figure it out later.
Degrassi marathon all weekend long. I've seen almost all of the episodes over 10 times, so I'm not particularly worried about missing it. However, I do think I'll watch the marathon on Sunday, season four(?), because I've not seen them so many times. Then next Friday is the season premiere of Degrassi and Instant Star, a show that I'm not entirely sure about.
Mm. Can't wait 'til Mom and Dad get home with my chedder pretzels and cheese dip. Yes, I'm a cheese-aholic. And a choco-holic. And.. well, that's enough.
I think I have a new nickname. I'm not sure if Skye was joking or not when she said "I'm Moo, you're Cackle," so I guess we'll see. Cackle? Me? Sure, I say/do it alot, but... Cackle? XD.
Anywho, I'm off to do whatever. 'Bye.
-Ash
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