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2006 9 January :: 8.49pm
I'm in a really bad mood tonight and anyone who talks to me pretty much annoys me.
Tonight when my sister and I were on our way home from shopping she was trying to do something to my mirror and I wasn't paying attention since I was driving and she pushed the on*star button because she didn't know what it was and that was a bad idea lol. My radio all of the sudden turned off and then this weird music started playing and then a lady started talking to us and I didn't know what was going on and she was going to send help but then we said it was an acciden't and she said something to us and she turned it off, but it was pretty hilarious.
School is so stupid I just want it to be the weekend again. I always have fun on the weekends.
My sister Danielle dyed her hair dark brown so now we have the same hair color and now all I keep hearing is how we look like twins....
And Stacy was everyone being serious when they said were hanging out with Big Nasty this weekend? Haha I love Ben he's so cute!
I know this is hurting you but it's killing me.
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2006 9 January :: 8.04pm
well...how can one aspect of your life be perfect, and another part be so unperfect? I am in a very....sad mood I guess. I don't know what to do. It's hard to even fake being happy right now.
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2006 9 January :: 6.31pm
THIS WEEKEND IS GOING TO BE THE BEST EVER!
If Everything Works Out The Way I Want Lol.
Rachy, Sara, Katy, Kari, David, Chris, Jake, Ashley... and everyone else who i dont know whos going...WERE GUNNA HAVE SO MUCH FUN!
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I don’t give a *BEEP*
Keep lookin’ at my *BEEP*
‘Cos it don’t mean a thing if you lookin’ at my *BEEP* (Haha)
I’m a do my thing, while you playin’ with ya *BEEP*
Hahahahahahaha
^^ Def. My New Favorite Song Lol. Im Obsessed With This Song.
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2006 9 January :: 12.48am
:: Mood: Happy & Tired
Lindz Day
I was with Lindsey for about 6 hours, and I enjoyed every minute of it. Her baby is by far the cutest thing I've seen since I last looked at my baby pictures lol. Sydney (Lindsey, sorry if I spelled her name wrong, tell me how to do it so I don't do it wrong again) is so tiny, and funny. I love that little girl.
I needed that dose of Lindsey though. I really did. All my friends that I've been hangin out with are amazing, but I missed Lindsey so much. Tanya did good by even mentioning her to me that one day. Ahh.. I had so much fun. Totally gonna do it again sometime soon. Next Sunday I'm going to Chicago, so maybe the Thursday before that, or after. We'll see.
So, my uncle and cousin almost died. Marisa got up to go to the bathroom, but she fainted, and my aunt and uncle heard her hit the floor. My uncle flew out of his bed, went over to Marisa.. then he fainted. My aunt was screaming and yelling for Scott to get up (he sleeps with his window open, vent closed, and door closed), went over to Marisa and Ralph. My aunt was on the phone with 911. Anyway, so Scott took Marisa and Ralph out to the deck. Their house was at like a 410 carbon monoxide rate, when you're supposed to be at like a 10 or something. 40, whatever. Anyway, so that's what happened. My cousin and uncle were hooked up to oxygen systems for about half the day. Poor guys. They're alright now though.
So, that's my day. How was yours?
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2006 8 January :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: Exhausted
:: Music: *Beep*- Pussycat Dolls
The Weekend!
Friday: I hung out with Rachael, Lee, Katie, Rodney, & Jimmy. We went to see “Grandma’s Boy” at like 12:00 at night lol, but we couldn’t get in because Rachael didn’t have her ID with her cuz it was R so we were waiting there for like 10 minutes trying to figure out what to do then finally Rachael was just like “fuck this I’m just gunna ask someone” so we went outside and she asked this guy to buy our tickets for us and he did lol. The movie turned out being the dumbest ever. After that we went to IHOP at like 2:30am lol. It was packed for being that late lol. Then on our way home, haha that’s another story. We were turning on 15 mile from Northland and there’s this horse in the road lol. So we were knocking on this persons door at like 3:30 in the morning but no one came to the door. Then Rachael remembered that Taylor’s horses were boarded there, so we went on knocked on Taylor’s door, and finally her dad woke up lol. I felt bad, but there horse was gunna like get hit or something. Then we went back to Lee's and i spent the night there.
Yesterday: I had to say goodbye to Kerri. :( I (h.a.t.e.d) it. I've gotten so use to her being here. I went over there at like 7:30 and then left at 9:00. I hate Valparaiso.
Today: I ran like 1 ½ miles. I’m so tired. I haven’t ran in forever. And I cleaned my room and that’s about it. Stupid school tomorrow, *sigh*.
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2006 8 January :: 3.31pm
What did you say...that you only meant well and this is supposed to be for the best.
This isn't what we need..but you decided this.
Well last night..on the way to Stacys house I was in the front seat and Danielle was driving and Sam Foley and I were talking and she was saying what if a bloody guy just walked in the road and we hit them and all of the sudden something ran in the road and I wasn't paying attention and Danielle started swerving all over the road and I just seen this huge shadow and I don't even remember what happend after that but when it was done and over with Sam and Danielle said I was screaming bloody murder but I don't really remember because I was so scared we were going to crash and die. That would probably be unfortunate.
Somehow when I'm with Danielle, we almost always die. One of the days we probably will.
We went to tgi fridays again last night even though I was just there with Em, Logan, and Justin and I had to get the cheesecake again. It's sooo good.
Well I hope everyone had a good weekend but Em just called and wants to hang out tonight so were going to go out with Logan and Justin so I'll ttyl.
Ohh I'm so glad Devin finally skanked for me and Sam lol.
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2006 8 January :: 12.42am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor
new layout
I changed my layout to Eminem. I'm obsessed with his song When I'm Gone, and the music video. I downloaded it onto my iPod, and I watch it all the time lol. Trust.
So, I had a really good day yesterday. Jeremiah, Wendy, and Liz came into Story's to visit. That's fun. Tanya noticed I was having a really good day, so that's good too. Lee hasn't been a huge dick lately, so that's good.
I love my friends. I really do. They're all wonderful, and I wouldn't trade them for the world.
How was Jaba's wedding?
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2006 7 January :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: OZMA
this song is so beautiful
Ozma - Utsukushii Shibuya
i've been thrown the gaijin glare for so long
by now i take the scorn in stride
got no time for pride that only serves to divide
got no time for miscommunication
i've been trying to set this straight for so long
trying to hammer out what's bent
you trust in my intent
you must be heaven sent
and i've been trying to let you know that i love you so
i've been trying to find a girl for so long
that tears have often filled my eyes
under azure skies as we said our last goodbyes
i was trying to let you know that i love you so
i love you so
you'll never know
but i love you so
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2006 7 January :: 9.13pm
"All For You"
Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe 'cause I'm trying
There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you
I thought I'd seen it all
'Cause it's been a long, long time
But then we'll trip and fall
Wondering if I'm blind
[Pre-chorus]
[Chorus]
Rain comes pouring down
Falling from blue skies
Words without a sound
Coming from your eyes
Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe cause I'm trying
[Pre-chorus]
[Chorus-Chorus]
It's hard to say
It's hard to say
It's all for you
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2006 7 January :: 8.34pm
I decided to copy the other billions of people who did this....even though at most i will get like 1 response from it. (Dont forget to read my other entry)
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Wanna makeout?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you have a crush on me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
15. Am I loveable?
16. Describe me in 3 words.
17. What was your first impression?
18. Do you still think that way about me now?
19.Have we ever hung out?
20. What makes me happy?
21. What makes me sad?
22. What reminds you of me?
23. If you could give me anything what would it be?
24. How well do you know me?
25. Do you wish to get to know me more?
26. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
27. Do you think I could kill someone?
28. Whats the first thing that comes to mind when you hear my name?
29. What is your favorite thing about me?
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2006 7 January :: 5.07pm
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't.
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today.
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today
and I know I'm not ready,
maybe tomorrow
Tomorrow it may change
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2006 7 January :: 4.06pm
...oh boy. Here I go again. Shit.
I've been having weird dreams lately, but as "weird" as they are, I find myself not wanting to wake up from them. Maybe its something I'll get over soon.
I had a really good time with Mandy the other day. She took me around in her car and chased some bad guys, and we even pulled a guy over. That was pretty cool. I tell you what, her lights went on and BAM! that guy was on the curb SOOOO fast! It was insane. I love her to death! She's such a sweetie. She's taking me to dinner this Thursday with her boyfriend who is also a police officer, and her best friend! I am SO excited!!!
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2006 7 January :: 1.40am
Tonight was fun. I went to the basketball game at Forest Hills Central with Emily, Justin, and Logan. We definitely got lost on the way there. We even got directions and Logan is a moron and we were supposed to get off at exit 40B so what does he do? He gets off at exit 39 that takes us god knows where. We finally ended up at the game after like an hour of driving.
The game sucked. We lost.
After that we went to tgi fridays and we about died getting there. I'm not even going to get into that. When we were walking out Emily and I were reading something and I ran into a car. Emily said it was probably the funniest thing that shes ever seen. We just about died laughing.
Then we just went to Justins and watched Wedding Crashers or something. I don't even know. I just fell asleep anyways.
Logan said that Emily and I are exactly the same. Which come to realize after this whole past year after everything we pretty much are. We've been through alot together and somehow at the end, were even better friends than we were at the begining. We can't even listen to the same songs or it will make us cry. We pretty much should be twins.
Anyways after tonight I had tons of fun and I'm glad everything can just be back to normal for good.
Yes, each new day brings with it a new set of lies.
The worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep.
We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy.
Or, that he's happy.
That we can change.
Or, that he will change his mind.
We persuade ourselves saying we can live with our sins.
Or, that we can live without him.
Yes, each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves...in desperate, desperate hope, that come morning...
It will all be true.
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2006 7 January :: 12.14am
hmmmmmmmmm...well....I got no punishment whatsoever.....maybe he DOES know I'm in college with a life..............
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2006 6 January :: 5.23pm
I almost didn't go to school today again. I couldn't fall asleep last night either and my alarm started going off this morning and I pushed snooze and then all of the sudden the buttons froze so I just turned it off and went back to bed and my mom came upstairs at like 7:10 yelling "Why isn't anyone up in this house yet?" so I pretty much was ready in like five minutes.
Today was a pretty boring day. I was just going to skip fifth hour because Brittani and Dani wanted me to go to Yesterdog with them but I figured I probably should make up all my missed work.
The Spring Hill meeting was today and I'm pretty excited for that. It's in a month.
And well I guess I don't really have anything to write about at the moment. Emily is almost here and we are going to Logans for a while and then going to Justins and then going to the game and then afterwards I was just going to come home but Emily wants me to hang out with her so we'll just go hang out with some people. I don't really know what else is going on this weekend but I should go.
<3 Ashley
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2006 6 January :: 3.25pm
well, I need to prepare myself for tonight, it's not going to be a good thing. I'm actually pretty scared that all good things are gonna end for a while.
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2006 6 January :: 11.25am
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor
Twisted Transistor
I am in love with this song.
I really, really like Korn. I don't know why, but I always have. My mom hated it that I listened to Korn, so she never let me buy any of their cds. Which I thought was lame. But I was young, so I had to listen to her, right? Now, I'm older, and I'm going into a Korn feild and I'm gonna pluck me some Korn. Ha. Sorry..
I have to go to work in.. a half hour. Fuck work. I hate you, work. I miss you, Burger King. Oh, and I tend to relate my friends and family to famous people or to.. things sometimes. My mom.. looks like a turtle. So that's cool. Ross looks like Orlando Bloom. If you don't believe me, go look at him. Ross. Then, go watch Pirates of the Carribean or something. Elizabethtown. Either of those 2, and you'll be like "goodness, that's Ross." I bet you a dollar. Andy Bekins looks like a young, drugy John Cusack. Anne looks like a smurf. But I love them all :) lol.
Um.. what. I was gonna say something.. oh. I downloaded 3 music videos last night. 6 bucks man. That's alright. It's nice to say I have some play money. But I really really have to watch what I'm doing. I owe a lot of money this month, and I have to save my money. I told you, I can't do it. But I swear after I get back from Chicago I'm going to.
I'm gonna try and see Lindz Sunday. That'd be amazing. I love her. Talked with her last night on the phone, and heard her baby. Aww. I miss her so much. I'm excited.
Alright, gotta get ready for work now.. :(
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2006 6 January :: 9.14am
i just about have the best most wonderfulest boyfriend in the entire world.
everyday he amazes me in a whole new way.
last night my sister was sick. (she's 5) and if you know me at all... im the same as my mom. we dont take to well to.... errmmm.. you know ( i dont even like to say it) i remember this because it was the same way when i was growing up. call it weak stomachs i guess...... but keegan stayed at our house last night and helped take care of shelby.
everytime she had to get sick he stood behind her stroking her little back and telling her that it would all be ok. then he cleaned her little face off and talked to her about random things to get her mind off it. just watching how good he is with her makes me want to melt. he could have just left, no one asked him to stay... but he cares about her so much that he wanted to help.. and he wanted to help my mom.
how many guys would do that? i really did get a good one and will by no means let him go.
and waking up this morning was so much nicer knowing i had someone by my side.
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2006 5 January :: 11.38pm
I'm throwing all the hints..giving you all the signs..why can't you just see it?
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2006 5 January :: 9.01pm
Yesterday I went shopping with Ash(A)ley *lol*. Before we went shopping though we stopped by Kerri’s house for a bit just to say hi and I ended up just talking to Kassie the whole time anyways but oh well. Then me and Ash went and got her lap top at her dads. It was funny: she was laughing at like everything cuz she was so excited. She opened it… she laughed; she clicked something, she laughed lol. We went to Kholes, and Zoup’s (sp). There soup is goooood.
Today: Ash didn’t come to school so… I went over there after school and we worked on our homework for English. (which is the gayest thing ever by the way). But before we did that we talked to SmaterChild for a few, lol. Pretty funny if you ask me.
<3 K
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2006 5 January :: 12.56am
well well well! Jake, you are proving to be more and more perfect everyday. and if I need to remind you I will! hehehe! Oh, and I was told that I better let you know that I like you alot, so, just let your new girlfrend know, and find out what she thinks about that! I'll beat her up if she tries anything! ahahaha!
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2006 4 January :: 6.43pm
I am so happy. I can't even begin to describe it. Jake Mellema, I can't believe you would do that to me!! Make me so happy I mean!!! HAHAH! And I'm going to find out the secret threat don't you worry!!!! lol!
and just so it's out there.......if you haven't figured it out already, Jake is totally and completely my boyfriend!!! muah! and I couldn't be happier!
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2006 4 January :: 12.22am
A fucking waste of time is ALL you've become.
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2006 4 January :: 12.03am
Today was anything but ordinary. I couldn't fall asleep last night for the life of me so I pretty much just stayed up all night watching the first season of Desperate Housewives. I'm pretty far, I must add. I am so used to being out all night with people and not falling asleep until around 3 AM so last night was definitely a challenge. I got to school, not looking forward to seeing a certain someone. There was a little tension going on there. So anyways, I'm in first hour (Modishers) and Mr. H called him and wanted me to go upstairs to his class room and I figured it had to do with my monologue or something like that. I walk up there and there standing in the hallway is Veronica. I just about died. I kept saying "omg". H then said that she remembered me and I just about died again. I ran up to her and gave her the biggest hug I've ever gave anyone and this hug was differen't than the last hug I gave her when she came in with her mom, not remembering anyone and she had to sit there and see me bawl my eyes out, and she had no idea why in the world I was crying. When we hugged that day, she barely hugged me back but today she wouldn't let go. I knew she remembered me and I was so happy. I've waited so long for this to come. H told me that she doesn't really remember everything in our friendship but she remembers alot of it so I just have to fill her in on the rest and then she told me she remembered me bawling when she came into school and she had to ask her mom why I was crying and her mom said because we were basically best friends. She told me she felt bad that I was crying but it's not her fault this happened. All in all I'm really happy that she remembers me. She asked me who about six people in our drama class were. She didn't remember them at all. But anyways things are slowly getting better for her and that makes me really happy and now I feel like a moron when we talk because I don't know what parts she remembers and what parts she doesn't so I have to ask her and either way I feel stupid but this is all worth it…..
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2006 3 January :: 3.40pm
Bla, the first day back to school went by SOOO slowwww!! But, all in all it was a good day. Plus, I got some of my Senior stuff from Jostens. I got my Class of '06 dorm pants, a picture album with a really pretty silver frame on the cover, and some sort of memory book. Im so excited to start looking through them!! Im not so excited about graduating though. :(
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