(So Many Assume) <marquee>...So Little Know...</marquee>

:: 2005 26 December :: 8.05pm

I'm seriously the worst minesweeper player in history. Ever.

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EyesOfCrystal

:: 2005 26 December :: 7.33pm

Oh....if anybody wants my new nextel number....just let me know.

EyesOfCrystal

:: 2005 26 December :: 7.04pm

Pheew. What a Christmas Break I have been having. So many weird, crazy, unexpected things have happened. But its been fun. I got sick a few days ago. It frikin sucked. I woke up at 5am, thought "oh shit" and then ran up the stairs and threw up in the toilet. It was horrible. I havent thrown up in a while.....and i wish i hadent.! Yuck! I couldnt breathe or anything and i got really shakey. We thought I had food poisoning at first, but then my dad said there was a 12-24 hour bug going around that resulted in those symptoms. I still wasnt sure...but now Tony has the exact same thing...so im guessing thats what it was.

Umm...well Ben came over today. We had a really good time. He hung out in the room for an hour or so, and then me and him and tony went to check the movies but we missed the times. So then we went to Meijers and....oh we looked at video games, and I got some starbucks!! Yummm. Then we went bowling and then played pool. Then we went back to meijers....and now Ben is gone again. He had to go to a family Christmas party. But we might see him again before he heads back to California. I hope we do anyway.

Well...I guess thats it.

whispers

:: 2005 26 December :: 6.29pm

I'm happy, and I'm happy to know I want you dead. :)

I'm glad I can finally say that out loud. So go ahead and get into a car accident and die. Sure, I'll see you in hell because of what I just said, but.. I'm willing to accept the consequences.

3 months from today, I'll be gone. And I'm gonna try my heardest to not come back for long.

Another thing, stop reading my shit. It's kind of annoying hearing people tell me you read this, then bitch about what I say. If that's such a great thrill for you, get a life. It's kind of annoying to hear "so (insert name here) is bitching about how you said you want him/her to go drink bleech and die" well.. I only tell the truth these days. Lies are hard to get yourself out of.

Plus, you're going to hell for being a rotton friend. And I hope you get burned.. bad.. by somebody who you thought would be there for you for a long, long time. I really do. God speed whenever it happens to you, because with your attitude, it will.

PS, most of this is directed to about 3 people. I'm sure you can name one of them, think hard enough.. you can name 2. The third, well, that's gonna be my own little secret.

Okay, Tanya cracked my back earlier, so now I'm gonna go get me a massage. See ya!

:: 2005 26 December :: 6.25pm

I don't know why but I just have a bad feeling that you lied to me and I hate being lied to more than anything.The worst part about being lied to is knowing that I wasn't worth the truth and if thats the case then we have some problems. I don't even know, maybe, just maybe I'm wrong but right now that seems highly doubtful.

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Chloe
First Screen Name: I don't remember the very first one but one from millions of years ago was cutiepie15032
First Pet: Jackson (Dog)
First Piercing: When I was like 11 months old
First Crush: Curtis, my little boyfriend when I was four
First CD: Like I remember
First Word: Probably Mommy or Daddy
First Real Love: I can't really say that I have been in love
First Stuffed Animal: An elephant named Ellie

NINE LASTS
Last Alcoholic Beverage: A sour apple martini and then today at Olive Garden my sister told me to drink some of my moms drink (I don't know what she was drinking) and I thought she meant drink the whole thing but apparently I was just supposed to take a sip of it and I drank the whole thing and wow that was a mistake ;)
Car Ride: Coming home from shopping today
Last Movie Seen: I don't remember but I watched Laguna Beach this morning if that counts
Last Phone Call: Jessica (were talking on the phone right this moment and it's not going well at all)
Last CD Played: Taking Back Sunday
Last Bubble Bath: Like last Saturday
Last Time You Cried: Last night AND the day before AND this morning..wow I sound like a basketcase but each time was for a differen't and good reason.

EIGHT 'HAVE YOU EVER...'S
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Yeah but it was just a summer fling
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: Yeah in California lol
Have you ever been on TV: Yeah on the news here but that doesn't count because here sucks but I was on National Tv when I was in LA
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: Oh quite a few times
Have you ever cheated: Thats just a sketchy question to ask
Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Oh yes
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yeah and it's not exactly fun

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Tank Top
2. Jeans
3. Earings
4. Sweatshirt
5. Socks
6. Necklace
7. Livestrong Bracelet

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Watched Laguna Beach
2. Bought 5 cds and lots of clothes and a purse
3. Ate at Olive Garden
4. Fought with someone
5. Drank
6. When we were walking out of Olive Garden this car almost hit us and he was supposed to stop for us but he didn't so I hit his car really hard with all my shopping bags haha

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. California
2. Modeling
3. The O.C.
4. Music
5. Clothes/Shoes/Purses

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. Chloe
2. Lisa
3. Mishy and Stacy
4. Veronica (well before her memory loss)
(that was five but I don't really care)

THREE THINGS YOU HOPE TO HAVE IN THE FUTURE
1. Love
2. Career (be famous)
3. Kids

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Go to where I'm from (ITALY!!) lol
2. Go on a road trip across America. Every state. ( I agree with Jordan on this whole little thing)

ONE SECRET
1. I'm scared to be in love.

:: 2005 26 December :: 12.13am

I seriously can't believe my friends sometimes. Okay let's just say one of my friends in particular. I thought we were supposed to be in this whole thing together but she just proved that it's now a competion to see who is better. Yeah well we'll see about that now wont we? Sounds like someones a little jealous to me. Whatever. I'm going to go cry now and be upset like I can be because this is our first fight over the dumbest thing ever.

:: 2005 25 December :: 10.44pm

My Christmas was......awesome!!! I got a bunch of wonderful things and talked to and seen a lot of wonderful people!! Jake even called me all the way from Florida!! I miss you and you need to come home in lightening fast speed! and I just got home from my grandmas where we ate food, and sang songs and laughed...a lot.. and played some games, they learned how to play Mafia!! ahah, my grandma and aunts should never play games with too many things going on at once, but I guess they made it a lot more entertaining to say the least!! ahah! Well, now my sister's are going to spend the night at my Aunt Becky's and I would be going to but I don't feel good. I'll be alright tho! Don't worry!!! ahah! I love you all!!!! night!

TonyP.

:: 2005 25 December :: 8.46pm

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
hope everone had a good day
i got my tattoo stuff and boy am i happy...didnt get much else but i dont mind really.
i got a new phone but it has my same number so if anyone who wants me to have there number please call me in the next couple of days or leave your number on here..thanks.

:: 2005 24 December :: 10.21pm

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
HEY BABY!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
I MISS YOU!!!

I miss Danielle too. I feel so lost without seeing some of my friends.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
lol its ok...if anyone laughs ill be like "hey trailor bitches! thats one of my favorite people in the world over there face first in that snow drift with those little feet sticking straight up! so back the fuck off niggaaaaaaa!"

Haha, wow. She cracks me up.

Paradox

:: 2005 24 December :: 12.46pm

Ahhh... last night was a reminder of why we're so great together...

Hope everyone has a safe and merry christmas. I know that I will...

:: 2005 24 December :: 10.56am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: A Decade Under The Influence- -Taking Back Sunday

Christmas Eve
This morning I had Christmas at my dads house. It was quite eventful. We didn't really go to bed at all. I slept for like 10 minutes here and there but other that that, we stayed up all night and we opened presents at 6am. Pretty crazy I know. I'm really tired and I want to go back to bed right now but I can't. I basically knew what I was getting the whole time anyways but I was still excited. My dad hates malls so I just went on websites and made wish lists and then he told me to just order what I wanted because he was afraid he would order the wrong thing so that basically defeats the whole "being suprised" purpose but oh well. I got a dell laptop and it's pretty awesome. I'm hoping that I will get internet for it in the next few weeks. I'm just rambling and I'm out of it so I'm going to go.

Smile cuz in one day......

2 Chances | Words Of Hope?

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.15am

I love him and I love her

mish is electric: when youre famous
mish is electric: youll get to meet him
mish is electric: and have his children

Yeah shes right. So right.

Read more..

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tonyp.

:: 2005 23 December :: 8.48pm

well i just got back from florida and i hated it, well florida was ok it just wasent for me....at all.
i sure am happy to be home for christmas and be with my family who love me.
well i no longer have one of my partners in my tattooing and airbrushing business. i guess he was just in it for the money and i he thinks hes going to make more money surving drinks.....well good for him. well ill always have ben hes not in it for the money hes in it as a friend and wants to do something with his talent and he told me he would. cant wait to see him
i missed erica soo much boy do i love her but everone wish her well because shes been dun dun duuun food poisined and its time for privite eye putt to find out whos trying to kill my baby
well everone have a merry christmas and a happy new year!!

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whispers

:: 2005 23 December :: 2.15am

March 26th

The day I leave for Florida & Georgia, and I'll be gone for 4 weeks. I'm so excited.

Be happy for me. I know you want too.

I'll miss Anne. Totally having to send like 80 postcards.

eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 23 December :: 12.05am

Wow, I had a really good time with my mom today and yesterday. But, man-o-man did she spoil the crap out of me. Yesterday we went to dinner at T.G.I.Fridays and pigged out. And then we went to Woodland mall for 4 1/2 hours!!! Umm...lets see....that day I got...a shirt from hot topic...it is SO cute...I don�t know why people think that store is just for rocker/punk/goth kids...their stuff if SO adorable! Anyway...umm...I got a book at Waldens, and Love Spell Perfume at Victoria�s Secret. Then, today, we went to Rivertown Crossings, and were there for 7 FREAKIN HOURS!! Can you believe that?!? Well, we went into JC Penny because my mom needed jeans. Well, they had THE cutest pair of boots there and I just had to get them. They are brown and come up to about my calf, and have a slightly pointed toe. They were originally $100, but they marked all of them wrong....at $20!! So my mom and I both bought a pair!! You can�t go wrong getting $200 worth of boots for $40! Well...I didn�t have anything to wear them with, so I had to buy an outfit to go with it. I got a matching brown peasant skirt, with a matching brown lace-ish tank and a tan crop sweater to go with it. It looks SO cute! Then we went to Charlotte Russe, and I got this adorable brown corduroy type jacket with faux fur on the collar. I also got 5 pairs of panties there. (they are so cute!! I know someone who will like them!! *cough cough*) Then I got two shirts at Rue21. They are so cheesy but they looked cute on me. They are both brown. One says �Everyone Loves a Brunette� and the other has a picture of a little yellow duck and it says �What the Duck� Aww they are cute. Oh, then I bought a pair of black fuzzy boots. They are adorable too. I think that�s all I got�I�m not sure though.

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What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

:: 2005 22 December :: 11.44pm

It def. would be this song.

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.

:: 2005 22 December :: 3.29pm

I'm worried about what's going to happen. I mean, I shouldn't be worried, but I am, and I'm really bummed. It sucks, but I really don't think I'm allowed to care, it's like I just messed things up for me by getting involved. I hate history, and I hate everything!

brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 December :: 12.58am

this is now friends only.

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tonyp.

:: 2005 21 December :: 11.18pm

I love christmas, i miss the snow and im glad to be going back home tho i did enjoy the stay even tho most of my time here was spent in a car...i think im becoming clostrophobic.
i cant wait to sleep in my own bed with erica again, i miss her the most...i love her so much
once i get my tattoo stuff on christmas my process of learning to be a great tattoo artest begins and im ready for it.
i dont know what im gona do for presents for my family. ive been gone so long and i dont know how im gona get them anything tho i think they will love having me home.
im pretty upset that some of my future plans got screwed up but what can i do. i know me and ben will be fine. i cant wait to see him again.
i want to be cold again, i hate being hot.

whispers

:: 2005 21 December :: 10.01pm

cheater
Tanya.. encourage cheating? No way. If you know Tanya, you know she doesn't encourage cheating.. but she is. I love it, but I hate it at the same time. I'm like "great, totally what I wanted back in the day when I didn't care, but now that I have the opportunity to cheat.. I can't do it." The answers are sitting on my bed.. taunting me this very moment. Such agony. I'll do it, then read it over. That's good, right? I'll have a few hours to read 4 books. Shit, I can do it. Alright, I'm gonna cheat.

Cheating on this = getting away faster. Yes. I'll do it. Only because Florida is yelling for me. And so is Georgia. I can't wait.

I'm calling tomorrow. I'm talking to my mom tonight. Hopefully.. March will be my month. February would be even better, but that's totally in 2 months. Not long enough. March.. 3, a little better, and anything after is just too far away. Ahh, I hope March is available.

I'm so excited, I could scream. But, I've been told if I yell loud enough, my neighbors can hear me. They don't need to know I'm yelling with joy. That's just not something that happens on Jeffery Street. Ever.

Okay, Tanya, I'm gonna cheat. I'll update tomorrow about the for sure date I'll be leaving Cedar Springs, Michigan. Excitement.

eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 21 December :: 12.22pm

Well, my birthday ended up being ok. My mom called me 2 times to wish me a happy birthday, my sister called, Bri called, and Tony called. And...for the second year in a row...my dad did NOT call. I cant believe I actually thought he would call this year. Its ok I guess.

Im going with my mom today. She is picking me up around 2pm and we are taking off for a night or two. Its gonna be awesome! I really need some mother daughter time with her. Ever since I got my cell phone turned off I havent been able to keep in touch with her as much. Thank God Mama Putt is getting me a new one for Christmas. Now I will be able to talk to my mom everyday again.

just_peachie

:: 2005 21 December :: 12.09pm

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

:: 2005 20 December :: 11.39pm

Sorry, I'm really really bored!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 57% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

You are an optimistic person who is easily content.
You enjoy casual, light tasks - never wanting to delve too deep into anything.
A bit fickle, it's easy for you to change plans or paths when presented with something better.

You enjoy all of the great things life has to offer - food, friends, and fun.
A great talker, you can keep the conversation going for hours.
You are optimistic and sure of your success. If you fail, you don't worry about it too much.

At your worst, you are vain. You are obsessed with your own attractiveness.
A horrible flirt, you tend to jump into love affairs and relationship drama easily.
You're very jealous - which just magnifies the craziness around you.

What Temperment Are You?

hmmm, I don't think so but what do I know!

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

miniredhawk

:: 2005 20 December :: 10.47pm

Your 2005 Song Is

Don't Phunk With My Heart by the Black Eyed Peas

"I always want you with me

I'll play Bobby and you'll play Whitney"

You were insanely in love in 2005 - and still might be!

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

kellilynn21

:: 2005 20 December :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: Calm
:: Music: Diamonds- Kanye West

((Week))... So Far
Yesterday was pretty fun. I went over to Jordan's at like 10:30 and we baked Christmas cookies like for 4 hours! Then we took a break and decided we didn��t want to make any anymore. Then Jordan wanted to go get her glasses, so we went and got her glasses lol. We stopped at Kerrilynn's for like 2.5 just to say hi. Then we came back to her house and sat there until like idk 6:00ish. Then we went and baked cookies with Joeys mom haha. Then I went home and went to bed, fun huh?
Today I'm not sure what I'm doing. But tomorrow Demmers is coming over and were gunna party lol. Then were gunna stop by the camp reunion for a couple hours. Then me and Demmers and Tia are gunna go party some more lol. Sounds like fun to me.
<3 K

::EDIT::
Today was pretty fun, yay! I didn�t really get out of bed until like 12:30. Then I didn�t really know what I was gunna do but I didn�t really want to just sit at my house so I got ready, for what I didn�t know, and I gave a couple people a call. So I ended up going to Kerrilynn�s for a couple hours. The only thing we really did was pretty much: watched the Tyra Banks Show with Kevin lol, and after that Kassie and Kerri and me just pretty much sat on our butts and talked about Kerri going to Africa for 2 years :( and some other sad stuff. Im just happy i got to see her today. Anyways so then after that whole deal- I went back to Jordan�s and pretty much made cookies, again. I�m kinda all cookied out.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.