swimfan14
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2005 20 December :: 10.32am
Going shopping with Chloe and Lisa then I'm leaving for Detroit!! Be back on Friday!!
<3 Ashley
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EyesOfCrystal
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2005 20 December :: 3.34am
ITS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!
....I wonder if Andrea will call me and wish me a happy birthday
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swimfan14
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2005 19 December :: 5.22pm
Here are those pictures Stacy.
I love that little girl.
Read more..
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swimfan14
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2005 19 December :: 3.56pm
If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.
Scratch that idea.
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eyesofcrystal
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2005 19 December :: 2.13pm
My 18th birthday is tomorrow!
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jennapie
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2005 19 December :: 12.54pm
So my morning..............royally sucked. I started it off by getting up late. And I had an exam, so you really shouldn't be late. But anyways, last week, my change oil light came on in my car, and I was like, that's weird, it's only been like 1,000 miles.......so I pull into Quick Lube, and they check and tell me that I'm TWO quarts LOW!!! seriously!!! my car only holds four and a half quarts!!!!! So that wasn't good, and I was like, well what the heck! and they looked under my car and said that some gasket was leaking.....and I'm like GRREEAAAt! So anyways, they top off my oil, and my winshield washer fluid too, which was nice of them! even tho it's their job, it still made me happier! SO I beeped my dad and told him about it, and made my day better by saying that it could be expensive! yea right! But anyways, that was last week and I've just been checking my oil and watching my temp. gauge, and all that. So a few days ago, my temp went up to like 3/4 of the way up, and I'm like woah! what's going on!!!? It's never gone that high before! So, because I am who I am, I start freaking out and shaking, and I feel the need to get off the high way as soon as possible and panic. And I beep my dad, and he told me to pretty much stop freakin out, and all that stuff that a dad can say to make you feel better. Oh, but before I beeped my dad, I cranked the heat in my car, and it went back down to normal. But I was still all nervous. So then back to today......I get up late, and fly outta the house and leave. and I'm thinking...ok, I might be on time. So I'm driving through town, and get to the point where my heat finally starts warming up my car good, and still nothing. SO I get to the highway, and I'm like what the heck!!! Why isn't my car getting warm! I mean the engine was warm, but there was no heat coming out! and I was FREEZING! seriously, I could see my breath! Then the damn temp. gauge started going up! and I couldn't even crank the heat up any higher cuz it was all the way up! I was like greeat, what do I do now? cuz I HAD to get to school. So anyways.....guess what I do!!! I beep my dad!!! WHOOO!! and he tells me to check my anti-freeze. So I do...and ooops, it's low. So as I'm going up Cresent to the parking ramp, my temp goes up into the red and lights come on and some bell starts dinging. and I'm pissed. and I just started praying to get me in the freakin parking ramp! So anyways, I get there, and turn off my car, and go and fail my exam. Ok, so after that, I go to my dad's work, and get his car keys, and go to Advance Auto Parts, or something like that, and buy two gallons of anti-freeze, and those little disposable filters. and then I went back to my dad's work, and begged him to let me take his car home. So now, I'm home all safe and sound, and my dad has the demon car at work in grand rapids! I hope nothing happens to it! He was going to put in the anti-freeze at his lunch. So that was like an hour ago. Oh yea, last night, when my dad was looking at it, he broke my radiator cap, so that might have something to do with it........I'm not sure tho, yea, I know stuff about cars, but not that much! So.....could the anti-freeze being low have anything to do with me not having heat...? I don't know, but to me, that sort of makes some sense. Someone with a little car knowledge...let me know what the heck is happening! I'm mad! grrr! and I have to drive my dad's car now. pft! At least I'm not shaking and freezing in that tho!
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swimfan14
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2005 19 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: All-American Rejects-11:11pm(CST)
If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.
Chloe is up from Florida right now and she's coming over soon. I'm freaking out!!! I imagine were going to see, well just nevermind that.
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2005 18 December :: 10.08pm
Well, Tony is still in Florida. I still dont know how much longer he is gonna be there. I want him to come home soon though. He doesnt need to be around the people he is around right now. He needs to be home with people who care about him.
I've spent most of the night on the computer looking for Airports near the place Tony is staying in Florida. And then the rest of the night was spent looking for tickets for him. The cheapest one we found was about $260. The rest are anywhere between $260-$400. And thats if he leaves on either the 19th or 20th. If he has to get flown back later than that...well we cant find tickets any cheaper than about $600. And we definitly dont have that kind of money. But I guess thats what this family gets for trusting someone likfe Brad. We all had a bad feeling about this, and should have went with our gut...but no. Now we are gonna get screwed out of a lot of money because Brad probly wont pay us back like we are gonna try to make him do. God he pisses me off. I will be so happy when Tony stops being friends with him.
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brokenmentality
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2005 18 December :: 9.13pm
yesterday was the battle in detroit.
i must say it started out rough.. very rough. rough as in i said maybe 10 words the entire way there... thats 3 hours of 10 words people. no no no.. 3 hours of 10 words approximately 20 thousand break dance beats and lingo between 3 dance junkys that would be enough to drive any sane person to stab 3 forks and a spoon into their eye.
we got there 2 hours early. 6 to be exact.
the bboying was sposed to start at 8, NOTHING started (except for the cyphers) until 9:30 and 61syx didnt battle until 11:30. now tell me, how much fun would a breakdancers GIRLFRIEND have for 5 hours surrounded by a zillion talented dancers in a hispanic youth center? tons actually....! once we got there and started driving around detroit it was just really exciting (i had never been there before) we went to this burger king and all the workers were black and they were just so funny. just like the ann arbor battle.. im amazed at the way people can move their bodies. i had no idea how INSANE breakdancing can be. i've seen clips on keegans computer of other crews.. but when you actually SEE them... hooooolly wow.
61syx took prolly 8th out of 16 which is pretty good for a crew thats only been together for a year.. versus Chicago Tribe whos been together for 6. (they won by the way)
it was just incredible... very cool INDEED. but yeah.. so we didnt leave until about 1.. got lost trying to find the CORRECT high way, seems how there's 80 of them (ish).
but above all i love curling up and falling asleep after a long day with the person who just 'gets' me most.....and then waking up and eating chilli... lol. gotta love keegans mom.
yesterday before the battle we went to a distribution center in grand rapids for toys for tots (we being me, my beloved red flannel girls, emily secor, shannon potter, and keegan) and helped familys pick out toys for their children. we did this last year for red flannel, and loved it so much that we just HAD to go back this year. its the absolute best experience we had last year, and now we have another incredible memory. its such an eye opening experience. you meet all these people who are just so blessed to have an organization to help them out. all day i was waiting for that ONE person that would teach me the biggest lesson, that i would remember most. and finally i found her. she was middle age woman, very well kept and so incredibly nice. and when i greeted her she told me that this was her first time so she would be so happy if i walked her through it and helped her out (which we do for all the people anyway) when i told her that she could pick 3 toys per child and a stocking stuffer she was in disbelief and kept saying how wonderful it was. immediatly i noticed this incredible energy to her. when we got to the teenage table i told her that she could pick one toy because we had a shortage when it got to that agegroup and told her that that's one thing we want to change next year. she replied with "oh its fine. and SOO greatfully received, truely it is. this is such a blessing" a little bit later she told me that her girls (4 of them) lost everything in a housefire. all their christmas gifts, possesions.. everything.. and then proceeded to tell me that it was their father who set the house on fire. with everything that this woman had been through, she still found the courage to be strong and ask for help when her family needed it the most. i didnt want her to leave.. i just wanted to continue talking to her and feed off her high energy. it was so wonderful.
it just makes a person realize that you never know when you're going to need help from your community. thats what we're here for. to help eachother out. this woman made the comment that "god willing, next year it will ME thats helping other people in situations like mine out" and i couldnt have said it better myself. as community members we all need to step it up to help others in need.. and no im not just trying to be corny or whatever else you might call me... but if you dont believe how much you can truely do for your community even by donating an hour of your time to talk to people who just need someone to listen.. then please contact a distribution center for next year and see for yourself how great a need even just OUR community and surrounding communitys are for added help. you never know when it could be YOU thats asking for help.
above all, toys for tots finally got me locked into the christmas spirit. i just feel like making christmas cookies and going caroling! lol.. and ACTUALLY.. i was talking to linds a bit ago and we'd really like to go with a nice sized group. so if anyone is interested leave me a comment and perhaps we can set something up for this week.
i hope everyone has a great break and a great christmas.
STAY SAFE on the roads!
*winks... later kids.
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just_peachie
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2005 18 December :: 4.08pm
So True
It's crazy, because both of these birthday blogs are so true. Here's Kevin's:
Your Birthdate: June 19 |
You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October |
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jennapie
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2005 18 December :: 10.19am
Your Birthdate: April 30 |
You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.
You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.
And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.
Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.
Your strength: Your flair
Your weakness: If you think it, you say it
Your power color: Scarlet red
Your power symbol: Inverted triangle
Your power month: March |
a little more reserved? me? who thinks that?!!! lol
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just_peachie
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2005 18 December :: 1.33am
:: Mood: dirty
Kip says "hiii"
Your Birthdate: June 22 |
You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.
Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true
Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid
Your power color: Silver
Your power symbol: Square
Your power month: April |
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swimfan14
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2005 18 December :: 12.52am
My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding, I try to make it seem okay, but my faith is wearing thin. So help heal these wounds, they've been open for way too long. Help me fill this hole even though this is not your fault, that im open and im bleeding, all over your brand new rug and I need someone to help me sew them up.
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eyesofcrystal
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2005 18 December :: 12.33am
*sigh* each day is getting harder and harder. Im so worried that Tony isnt happy right now. I want him to be having fun while he is in Florida, not worrying about when he is gonna get home.
Tony, I know i have told you this about a thousand times, but we will get you home. Your Aunt Lisa has already said that she will pay for the ticket with her credit card and brad will pay her back every cent if he doesnt get you home when he said he would (which is the 23rd at the absolute latest!!) I love you! And I will see you soon!
Oh, good news Tony, I found your free movie pass!!!
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2005 18 December :: 12.11am
:: Music: usher - bedtime
iPod +
I got my iPod. That's pretty sweet. I'm excited to play with it. I'm not supposed to, but my mom gave in and let me have it early.
So, I'm poor once again. I did good this time though.. I had a hundred dollars for a long time, but I had to spend it on a few things, and last thing I know.. I'm broke again. That's cool. At least I had some fun. Back to work.
I'm gonna quit Story's. I hate that job so much. A while back Ross told me that I just need to get out of food, otherwise any job I get that deals with food I'll hate. So, I'm gonna try and get a new job. Zach told me to apply at that clothing store in Rockford. I might do that, whenever I can get a fucking day off work. Maybe in January.
Balinda is amazing. I love that woman, and my mom hates her. It's so bad, but I don't even care. She said that she's gonna get me a job over at Mobil. Um.. right. I'll take it, if I get it, but I really don't want to work at a gas station. I was visiting with her last night there, and I met Stephanie. Stephanie said she wants me to work there cause I make her laugh, so alright. Like I said, I'll take it if I get it. Balinda almost made me cry last night. She was telling me how beautiful I am, and how she loves me for being myself, and not taking shit from Lee or my mom. And she said she feels bad for me cause of the situations I'm being put in. She told me to take Tanya up on her Airline offer so I can get out of here faster.
Tanya said she's gonna help me out with my Airline books. I have 4 left, then I can go to Florida and Georgia. She said the books mean jack shit, so she'll give me all the answers lol. That'd help a lot. I don't have time to sit here and work on those books. Plus, I'm stuck on book 9, but I can't call the airline this late.. nobody's there.
I went bowling with Tori and Tara today. They're good.. I wanted to cry lol. I had a lot more fun with Anne, Liz, Allison, Jeremiah, and Ashlee.
I have to burn like.. a million CD's. I'm gonna go do that now. Those are going to be the Christmas presents from me to whoever said they wanted one. Everyone else that means more to me than just a cd will get their presents after the 30th, cause that's when I get my giant paycheck.
Jeremiah, Leah, Wendy, Carrie, Tori, Alyssa, Conda, and.. someone else gets one.. Well, Jeremiah get's 3, he just doesn't know it yet. Dane Cook cd's lol. Shh, don't tell him.
Alright, I'm gonna get to burnin. Goodnight.
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2005 17 December :: 10.55pm
haha im seriously going crazy with these things
Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton |
Funky, bohemian, and girly.
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OMG this is weird..I keep getting mischa barton stuff....I swear were like the same person!
Your Birthdate: November 14 |
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
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You Are a Bright Star Soul |
Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
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haha it's just meant to be...theres no way around it.
What Your Pink Outfit Means |
Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.
But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.
Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.
Designer match: BCBG
Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses
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Your Heart Is Pink
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In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
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Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl |
You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend
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haha wow
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jennapie
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2005 17 December :: 2.54pm
People suck.
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jennapie
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2005 17 December :: 2.39pm
Jon Rice, you are way too sweet to me. Thank you.
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glitterkisses
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2005 17 December :: 11.18am
"I miss ----, I can't wait to see him when he comes home."
.....hmmm....you think I don't think that to myself quielty every night before I go to bed?
because i do.
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2005 17 December :: 9.23am
Jess Hazen, your bringing me those yellow friendship roses at work last night seriously made my night SO SO SO much better. That was the sweetest thing ever and I needed it so much. I love you and we're hanging out over break! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!
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jennapie
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2005 17 December :: 9.16am
hmmmmmmm...all that is going through my head is very interesting.
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2005 16 December :: 11.53pm
Ok wow! This is total bull shit! This just proves that our frikin school really only cares about sports. Ok, so we had a snow day today, but we still had the basketball game tonight at the high school. But because of the snow day we had TODAY, they are cancelling the dance that was supposed to be TOMORROW!! How much frikin sense does that make!??! That makes me really angry!
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jennapie
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2005 16 December :: 10.43pm
what is with today, and everyone being in a bad mood? I can't wait till tomorrow, maybe it will be better.
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jennapie
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2005 16 December :: 5.27pm
Gosh, I am having the worst day ever, please someone, tell me what else can go wrong, I might as well get everything bad done and over with in one day. I'm lying, I really hope it doesn't get any worse. Somebody rescue me.
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