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jennapie

:: 2005 23 November :: 7.31pm

as most of you know, my cousin Amanda is in Iraq, and wasn't supposed to be here until before Christmas, but we got the call a few days ago, that she is going to be flying in tomorrow, so we are SO excited. being Thanksgiving and everything. well anyways, we're having my whole family over for Thanksgiving tomorrow, just like we always do, but my sister just called me and WZZM 13 is coming to my house to interview my family, about her coming home and coming over tomorrow. They want to know what we're preparing and doing for when she gets here. Isn't that crazy!?!? I'm at work so I won't be there, but I think it's pretty awesome, Stacey said that she was going to hide! ahhaah! I bet, they'll want to talk to everyone. I'll watch it on tv, but I'm glad I'm not there! haha! Sometimes it's good to have a job to go to! My mom's gonna be cutting potatoes or something, preparing for Amanda! ahahah! My mom is so funny! Good thing we cleaned today for tomorrow! seriously, we are having 34 people over. It's gonna be so much fun, just like everyear! Anyways, I have a tanning bed to clean, so all of you have a VERY Happy Thanksgiving, and watch WZZM tonight, or tomorrow, I don't know when it's going to be on. NIGHT ALL! I love you! muah!

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kellilynn21

:: 2005 22 November :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: Tired... Again.
:: Music: Hey Mama- Kanye West

Im Really Tired*
I just got home from hanging out with Ashley. We went to Alpine and went to the book store for like 3 hours lol. They have some pretty school stuff there… besides books lol. Then we went to Olive Garden. I pretty much ate like a pig, lol jk. I had… Fettuccini Alfrado, mmmmmh. It was funny cuz we went there wanting to get the soup and salad for whatever it is… $5.79 or whatever they advertise it for, and like before I could even say how much is the soup and salad, our waiter like read my mind and was like its $8.00. I was like oooohkay then. Then she like looks at me and Ash and was like do u need help with the menu, lol. We were like uuuhh no, lol. Then on our way back to Ashley’s, (I kinda think this was a had to be there thing) but earlier when we were leaving the book store Ashley was telling me how at school she always like almost gets run over and I was like ‘by cars?’ and Ashley was like ‘No, by cows!’ lol, so yeah on our way back to Ashley’s we were talking about how I should dress up like a cow and run her over and I was laughing so hard that I could like hardly drive. And I showed her that paint spill on Shaner. Every time I go by it I like crack up. Anyways: so yeah nothing to exciting for you guys to read but I had a fun night and that’s all that really matters lol.

<3



Ya Know: Im Really Starting To Not Like You Anymore*

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 November :: 3.32pm

So at strike on Sunday it was pretty fun. When H went into the girls dressing room he was shocked. He said that it looked like a buffet gone wild lol. There was food all over the floor and clothes and makeup. It was gross. It was 10 times worse than the guys dressing room. H was picking stuff up and I'm like "omg there is my other sock that I couldn't find" and then he picked up some food and I'm like "oh that was mine" so since alot of it was mine he made April and I clean it. It was sooo gross. Then he told us to go through the teachers lounge to go get the mop so we did but we found tons of food so we just started eating it and we couldn't figure out what chemical to put into the water to mop the floors lol. We are pretty dumb. We finally got the mop into the makeup room and we didn't know how to mop so he had to show us. Haha all in all we had fun and I'm really happy that April and I are friends now since we weren't last year. Haha I can't imagine why!?!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 November :: 3.31pm

Yeah so maybe you should call her again. Let's see where that gets you!?!?

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 November :: 9.35am

on a side note... can we say irresponsible.

*rolls eyes... moron.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 November :: 8.58am

ok... in case anybody was NOT aware.. which im assuming most are not... the Holly Hop this year is a semi formal dance just like swirl or homecomming and is on saturday december 17th. yes ladies.. this means pretty dresses. ok, now im getting fairly frustrated.... and just for your further reference it is the freshmen that are planning this dance. if you knew about the dance prior to this entry please comment and tell me how you found out.... im trying to see how many people have actually HEARD hazels "announcements" because i havent... and he cant get it through his head that nobody is aware of when or what the dance is. most people only know of it through "rumors" or from me. so yeah... please comment on this issue.. EVERYONE... PLEASE.. because im very displeased with the planning of this event.



in other news.... *ponders if displeased is even a word* things have been going fairly smoothly. (in all aspects)

thursday is mine and keegans first year.... thats what we've decided to call it. why limit ourselves to "one" when we can say it's the first. its on thanksgiving.. so the day will be filled with family, food, and lots of US time. i think it works out nicely because we REALLY have something to be thankfull for. :)

GUESS what.... keegans dance crew (61syx technique) just got hired by the GR Rampage to dance at all their home games. its a paid contract deal and they're getting sponsered by a gym... they'll get jerseys with their BBoy names on em, 2 free tickets each to all the games and lots of publicity. im so excited for them! there's 5 of them... which just goes to show how good they are.. to get such an amazing opportunity... not to mention all the money they'll be making. *smiles....... as if enough people dont recognize keegan wherever we go... the guy told them that about 9 thousand people come to each game.. and there's 8 home game games.... say about 72 thousand people... yeah.. i'd say this is their big break! im so proud......

i'm VERY MUCH looking foward to sleeping in everyday of break. i have to work every day but thursday though.... aww well. i think friday im gonna get up really early and go shopping. i'd like to get a video camera for my mom for christmas.. figure that'd be the best day to get a good deal on one.

so yeah... i think that about covers it..

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swimfan14

:: 2005 21 November :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Anything But Ordinary-Avril Lavigne

So I was going to write this whole long entry but I don't really feel the need to anymore.

Friday-kids show, pizza, charlie & the chocolate factory, went home for two hours, show, IHOP.
Saturday-show, annalise's, show, cast party. At the cast party I cried for a long long time and so did April and alot of the seniors. I don't feel like explaining why so if you were in the play then you'll know why and if you weren't then don't bother asking.
Saturday night-Mikki's house.
Sunday-Aprils house then to Strike.


That was it I guess. I wasn't going to come to school today because I wanted to sleep in but then I remembered April I promised I would go and she promised me she would go so we both just, went.

I'm really happy that we talked today. I haven't talked to him in so long.


I'm happy that tomorrow is our last day of school.

Lisa and I are going shopping on Friday since it's the biggest shopping day of the year!!! I'm excited. We now have Lisa and Ashley days which are like once a week lol. We are dorks haha but I'm going to post pictures from the play soon.

Love always, Ashley


Your so predictable.

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kellilynn21

:: 2005 21 November :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Heard Em Say- Kanye West

Pictures:)
Play Pictures:


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swimfan14

:: 2005 21 November :: 4.02pm

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
But hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I try to make it seem ok
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted the movie screens
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is and open soul for all to see

I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me sew them up

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whispers

:: 2005 21 November :: 11.28am

hur-fucking-ray for getting calls from your manager saying you have the day off.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 20 November :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: Depressed

So I was going to write all about this weekend but now I'm out of time and I typed out everything and then I didn't like how it sounded so I erased the whole thing and then I typed it again and I still thought people wouldn't understand and I want them to so I just decided that I'm going to write it tomorrow when I have more time to think and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
<3 ashley

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 20 November :: 9.12pm

Holy Crap!! These past 4 days have been INSANE!! I spent most of those 4 days at school. On Thursday, i was at school for 16 hours (7 in classes and the rest doing stuff after school for the play) Friday I spent 17 hours there, and then Saturday I spent 13 hours there. All of this was for the play. And after being there early in the morning and then late at night, i had to wake up again today and spend 4 hours sewing with my mom for school!! Yikes. I love being with my mom, but not when all we are doing is sitting there sewing!!

So i should sleep good tonight...and thank God there are only 2 days of school this week!!

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jennapie

:: 2005 20 November :: 8.04pm

ok, here are some pictures from my weekend. Sorry about your screen sizes everyone.

Amanda, Me and Dani, at the CMU girls b-ball game.
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These are just some of Dani and I! As I'm sure you can tell! ahah!
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This is when we went out to dinner at The Embers Restaurant. Our bill came to 150.00!!! BUT IT WAS SO GOOD!! mmmm! look at that raspberry cheesecake! It was huge!
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This is Dani, Me, and Molly, in Molly's room!
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and I would have taken some at the Casino, but I wasn't allowed too! : (

all in all, I had SOOO SOOO much fun!

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Paradox

:: 2005 19 November :: 4.45pm

It's been a real bumpy weekend. Highs and lows, and there of the highest and lowest points.

Example: Yesterday I decided to go to the play (again). And everything was good. Then we went to Ihop, and that sucked badly.

e.g. #2: I went to breakdance today, learned some new flips I was happy. Only to find out that someone stole 60 dollars from me at the gymnastics place. I'm pissed. But tonight. I'll be with erika, and most likely things will be better...

Damn roller coaster we call life.

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jennapie

:: 2005 19 November :: 1.18pm

OH my goodness. I'm having so much fun here. I think I'm really considering coming here, and not in a year either, I mean next year! We're going to a basketball game right now, and tonight we're going to this restaurant called The Embers. Dani's parents made reservations weeks ago for us to go there. After my campus tour last night at like 3 AM I think I know my way around already and it's really nice here, and I already know tons of people. Kevin is so hilarious, and Erik is really nice too. And everyone that I've met so far are people that I can see myself becoming really good friends with. Even if I don't end up going here, I'm already friends with all of them, it was really easy to be comfortable with them. I don't know.


Jon Glerum.....I'm missing you!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 19 November :: 10.56am

This isn't going to happen.

I wont let it.

Now my whole day is ruined.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 19 November :: 10.06am

the play is going really well.

and if anyone ever goes to eat at the IHOP on the beltline i will personally kick your ass for being stupid. im sure ashley will too. that place can burn....

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jennapie

:: 2005 18 November :: 7.30pm

ok ok ok! I'm going to Central tonight to stay with Dani!!! I'm so flippen excited!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 18 November :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: The Used

I have an hour before I have to be at school for our second show of the day and I don't even know what to do. I haven't had time to myself or time not to do anything in forever. Today we had to be at school before it started to get ready for the childrens show. After we were all ready April, Mikki, Megan, and I all watched Laguna Beach. I love that show. Anyways the show was so much fun. Little kids are so adorable. Afterwards we could pretty much do whatever we wanted so Megan and I hung out with Emily and Pam since they are office aids and they weren't doing anything. We got to go to our normal lunch in full costume and makeup and see everyone. Everyone was amazed when they seen us..haha like we wouldn't normally be wearing tutu's and monkey costumes? Kidding. Afterwards we ordered pizza and then we just watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory in the auditorium. Most of us fell asleep on the stage and when I woke up school was over so here I am now. Tonight after the show the whole cast is going to ihop to eat and we have to go in full costume and makeup again even though it's like 2 degrees outside lol. Oh well. Tonight at the play I have to wink at Emily when I'm on stage lol. She's such a dork but anyways I should get going.

<3 ashley megan

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jennapie

:: 2005 18 November :: 1.16pm

I don’t know what to say
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me

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jennapie

:: 2005 18 November :: 11.23am

everything is so....twisted. I hope it doesn't stay this way, I'm about to have a breakdown. I'm leaving tonight, I hope things don't get more out of control while I'm gone, and most of all I hope that I don't get replaced like it already seems I have. I at least hope that it isn't all forgotten over nothing.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 17 November :: 10.51pm

The play was really awesome tonight!! I wasn't even nervous at all but Annalise and I couldn't stop laughing in our munchkin house's. I got a dozen roses and then Missy gave me a single rose too. I miss her. She is one of the nicest people I know. Anyways tomorrow is going to be a long day but at least we don't have to go to any classes. Two shows tomorrow=tiring.

What the hell? You really upset me sometimes. I just need to go to bed. I have a long weekend ahead of me.


sweet sixteen . beauty queen looking
through her magazine && everyone
thinks she has everything while deep inside she’s crying



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jennapie

:: 2005 17 November :: 9.56pm

Joe Lewis, I think that you are the love bug, and you have just bitten me!



(no, not really, but you're pretty awesome!)

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kellilynn21

:: 2005 17 November :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: Surprisingly Happy*

What A Day!
Today was.... totally unpredictable.


This morning was like the worst morning ever. But then it got a little bit better, then it was horrible again… but then the afternoon was wonderful.


I drove to Kerrilynn’s today after school and staid there from like 3:30-9:00, and her dad cooked us all dinner and stuff. Little Katherine hung out with Kerri and I, and watched Charlie & the Chocolate Factory with us. I’ve fallen in love with that family.<3


Haha- Today during 1st hour me and Jess sat in there for like 20 minutes just catching up on like... EVERYTHING. We should so do that more often;) lol jk.







Im Not The Only One Who Thinks Im Making The Right Decision.

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jennapie

:: 2005 17 November :: 9.44pm

oh man, now I know why I'm the way that I am. I hope nothing gets worse. I already have so many things stressing me out. One major one that I don't know what I'm going to do about it, and the rest just have to do with me making better use of...myself. I know why I care so much, but like I would ever tell anyone. gosh, I won't even truly admit anything to myself, like I know why in my head, for sure...100%, but I'm never going to say it outloud. It's so stupid. I just wish that they way I think about things happening in my head was the way that they really happened. If that was the case, then I would be totally stress free, I'm always so optimistic in my head, but in reality, I can't do half the things I thought I could do, and I can't be to anyone what I thought that I could be. And I guess I'm jsut feeling really awful because I don't know what to do, I always have a plan, and right now, I'm really lost, and I have nobody to talk to for real, that I can trust at the moment. ohhh gossshhhh! what the heck seriously, I can't take this anymore, I'm going to get sick after all this is figured out, yea, it's really bothering me that much.

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