Honestly, I only try to please everyone, it's not like I deliberatly defy you, I don't tell you that I don't have time just to be a smart ass, just because you don't have time for anything doesn't mean everyone else is just sitting around not doing anything. I have a life too, and let me tell you doing the freakin dishes isn't my top priority at the moment. There are some things that are a little bit more important to me, and when I don't feel like stting around and listening to you bitch I'm NOT going to. You can't sit me down anymore and make me hear you. Especially if your only way of communicating with me is by yelling and being sarcastic and mocking everything that comes out of my mouth. I'm sorry that I don't have time to clean the house, I didn't know that I was the only one who freakin lived here who knew where the vaccum was. Don't yell at me if you're going to say shit like you just did, because I'm not listening to you. You may think I'm being a bitch but I'm not, I'm just not bending to your every will anymore, if it's not ok with you that I'm growing up and have things that I HAVE to do, then too bad for you. Get someone else to do everything for you, by you yelling at me and bitchin about how nothing ever gets done around here, and then not taking any inititive to do for yourself, I'm sure as hell not going to help you, when I move out and you live in a shit hole, because right now...I AM the only one who cares enough to clean around here, you're going to finally appreciate everything that I did. I wouldn't do a damn thing around here if it wasn't for the fact that I'm a neat freak and I get crazy when its messy, but because I do care, and I like where I love even more when it's clean, I do clean and so many other things that you never even notice.

It bugs me that I can be in such a wonderful mood, and then you come home and seriously are only here long enough to yell at me and tell me what to clean next and my whole day is messed up to the point where I don't want to be here anymore. Why am i the only one that you ask to do anything? Kourtney is here more than anyone else, why is it that she gets to take naps on the couch and we have to tip toe around while we clean, just so she doesn't get woken up? Who made her queen? GRR! I don't want to talk about this anymore, it's stupid and the only person who cares is me, and Kourtney, I know that you read this and I don't care what you think about it.

and that's another thing, why is it that everything that is mine is also everyone elses? Why can't you all just stay out of my room? oh I know why, cuz it's the cleanest out of all three of us, so you two have to trash mine, and I have to clean it like every freakin day, and you know that I will because it bugs me so much. I can't help it that I want to be organized a little bit! seriously this is so stupid. I'm getting out of here.

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