(So Many Assume) <marquee>...So Little Know...</marquee>

:: 2005 21 October :: 2.46pm
:: Mood: gloomy

I just need a hug.

brokenmentality

:: 2005 21 October :: 1.53pm

i love when nobodys home and i can just relax and take a shower and not worry about whats going on outside my house.

im going to the game and dance tonight with the girls.. then afterwards i think we're gonna watch both ring movies cuz brandis never seen them. im preparing myself for the nightmares.... in case you dont know.. i DONT watch scary movies. these are single 2 scary movies i think i've ever seen. and YES they're scary! lol... maybe other people didnt think so, but to me there are dead people and mirrors... *shivers...

tomorrow is my keegan day. he has to work a double at logans today... mmmm, but its ok. i kind of wish he was comming to the game with me since its the last one... but he's got a car payment due next week, so i understand.. he's so cool. i love that. :)

well.. i guess i dont have much of anything to say. see ya'll at the game i spose.

:: 2005 21 October :: 12.12pm

We used to be able to talk about everything but now it's hard to start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny things haven't changed, we've grown apart and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me. The truth is what it is and that is, I do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now, you're just another face in the crowd.

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wierdo

:: 2005 21 October :: 9.25am
:: Music: Wake me up when september ends

Well, i haven't updated this thing in a while.

Hmm......lets see, whats some interesting stuff that has recently happened?

Oh yeah, we had to give my dog tazz away. It was quite sad. I guess my parents came to the conclusion that nobody is ever home to give him attention, so we gave him away. I didn't know he was even gone until 2 days after it. I didn't even know we were giving him away, so that was some bull shit. Besides for my dog, not a whole lot has really happened. We basically rebuilt most of the inside of my house. We took out the kitchen floor, dining room floor, and living room floor, and we put down this wood grained floor. So that was pretty cool. Then we got a leather couch to match our chairs. Then we got a new dining room table, its glass. It has 8 chairs to it and the table sits up like bar counter height. Then we got a bunch of new glass tables in the living room. Then we got a 20" flat screen plasma tv that we put on the wall next to the dining room table so we can watch tv when we eat lol.

So yeah, not like any of that was interesting to any of you, but it is to me cause its where I live, ya know? But anyways, i'm working today, while all of you losers are home because you don't have school. So i think tonight i'm gonna go to the football game. And by the sounds of it i think me and Jessie are hanging out after the game.

Jessie, i haven't seen you or hung out with you since saturday night at my house. So we need to make a point of definately hanging out tonight after the game. We were doing a little bit of joy riding after we left my house lol. You just pulled up to the drive thru at BK, then backed up and left lol. So yeah, we need to hang out cause we haven't in a long time and i miss you and stuff.

But anyways, i gotta go WORK now.

Kevin

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just_peachie

:: 2005 20 October :: 11.46pm

So once again another long gap inbetween actual good, fulfilling, updates. Hmph.

Well, as I am sure that most of you know, Kevin and I are getting married. Although, there have been rumors surrounding this event (of course, its cedar, what am I to expect?). *sighs

Forget the fucking rumors. I'm telling you, Kevin and I are getting married because we are in love, NOT because I am pregnant, which, for the record, I'm NOT. Even though that may be hard for a cedar resident to understand, but these things do happen: people don't always get married because they're forced to because they made some stupid mistake. And if anyone wants to tell us we haven't been together long enough, or we're too young, blah blah blah; save it. It's just going to go in one ear and out the other. We really don't care. The only thing I do care about is stupid people degrading our relationship by saying that we're only together because I'm pregnant. Not cool. I've had enough bullshit with people gossiping and lieing to me, backstabbing and talking behind our backs.

Something else that I have wanted to address was back in August Brie wrote and entry and someone mentioned Katelyn. Brianna replied that Kevins relationship with Katelyn "was a joke". There have been some misconceptions about that. Brianna was only stating that compared to what Kevin feels for me and I for him, and the whole magnitude of our relationship, It was a joke to compare mine and Kevin's relationship to his past with Katelyn.

Whew. Ok, now that all the dirty jobs are done!

Life's been great. I love this new independant me. I didn't end up going to college this fall; I wanted to take a year off and figure out what exactly I want to get out of my expensive college education, and plus, it's nice to relax after 13 years (k-12) of monotony! It's also helped Kevin and I adjust and find our rythyms in life. We've started attending our grandparent's church again, and we've become partners in an e-commerce business called Quixstar.com. It's a really great opportunity that we were fortunate enough to have come across, and the whole prospect is looking great. We basically make money by shopping online. We get paid a certain ammount of money to endorse these products. The company has over 1,000 name brand partners, including Reebok, Nike, Circuit City, Barnes and Noble, just to name a few. If anyone is interested, you can call me or Kevin 835-7000 or 520-3270. It's a really great opportunity. By this time next year, we'll be making $50,000 a year, and it's only 10-15 hrs a week, so we'll be able to have other jobs. It's really worth-while. You just have to be 18 or older, or with parental permission, 17.

Well, I think I'm out for the night. Night all.

~<3 Amy

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:: 2005 20 October :: 11.47pm

I think that you are an ASS! if someone tries to do what is right, you don't do what you did. So much for you, I'm done.

No wonder I never wanted to talk to you again, I almost forgot but you completely reminded me tonight.

Don't bother trying to talk to me, cuz I won't be willing to listen.

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:: 2005 20 October :: 11.34pm

you are my BAD dream that will not end!! GET OUTTA MY LIFE!

I hope you accomplish something.

:: 2005 20 October :: 11.01pm

oh my goodness, so much for having a blast house sitting, I'm so freakin paranoid, I can barely stay here, I'm all alone!!! It's too dark outside!! Oh man!

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:: 2005 20 October :: 7.53pm

I'm back at the tanner, no more being alone here at night, too much shit going on. Good Grief! I wish people would get a freakin life.

I LOVE YOU!

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:: 2005 20 October :: 3.19pm

Great. Great. Great.

Isn't everything always wonderful? Life is just so... great?

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:: 2005 20 October :: 2.40pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: Polaris~Jimmy Eat World

whooo!! Started housesitting today, and the next week is going to be AWESOME!

:: 2005 20 October :: 2.33pm

HASH(0x8afb2a4)
You are a Shy lover! You tend to shy away from the
one you love, but that doesnt make your love
any less pure. In fact, shy love tends to be
more pure than many other kinds of love. If you
would just put some force into being noticed by
the one you adore, then you can get them
interested in you.

What Kind Of Love Do You Show?(With Pics)
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yea, that seems really right.

tonyp.

:: 2005 20 October :: 9.45am

well the tattoo convention was awsome. there were around 70 tattoo shops there and there was a lot of buzzing going on, i love the sound a tattoo gun makes. i got my picture takin with the lizard man he was freakin cool as hell and funny too. i didnt get a tattoo there because of the money factor but i didnt get some cool stuff. well im gettling all of my tattoo supplys for christmas as gifts so im pretty happy about that. i still need to get 500 bucks around some how. oh well if she dosent want to hire me ill talk to other shops that might need a piercer.
with that said good bye

:: 2005 19 October :: 10.13pm

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Thats a gorgeous song. It reminds me of someone :(

6 Chances | Words Of Hope?

just_peachie

:: 2005 19 October :: 5.08pm
:: Mood: cynical

KENNY IS AN ASSHOLE!

~Kevin :)

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just_peachie

:: 2005 19 October :: 4.11pm

So I made Kevin take this quiz...

Stephen
You are Stephen!

Which Laguna Beach Cast Member are you?
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:: 2005 19 October :: 11.26am

He's really gone this time.

If he wasn't, it wouldn't hurt this bad.

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:: 2005 18 October :: 11.22pm

The famous work of Mishy lol

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Her creation:

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kellilynn21

:: 2005 18 October :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: [My Humps- BEP]

[Why Cant It Just Be Friday?]
I just got back from shopping with the lovely Kari Ann. It was fun. I <3 hanging out with her. She makes me giggle.

Has anyone felt like yesterday or today feels like Friday? Yesterday felt so much like a Friday, and today KINDA did.

So yesterday after school I went to Jordan�s, Duh. We had a Disney day. We watched Aristocats (sp). I loved it. I named my fish, well its not MY fish because its in her fish tank, but I got to name it. I names it Tulus (sp) from the kitty on Aristocats. I love Jordan. She�s like the only one that I would watch a Disney movie like that with and not feel retarded at laughing at the movie.

So yeah this weekend: probably the Forest Of Fear with Brianna and Jordan and more then likely Joey and Dan� Mmm well maybe I shouldn�t go. Kinda seems like 5th wheel to me but idk. I�ll figure it out lol.

Always: Saturday is my DrIvErS tEsT. Im scared shitless. Pray for me!

<3 .kell$.

*14 Days*

brokenmentality

:: 2005 18 October :: 9.11pm

Erika, hey it's Keegan.

Just wanted to say hi, and that I care about you. and that I love it when we resolve our arguments. no matter how long it takes or how hard it is.

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?

:: 2005 18 October :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: listless

Okay, So as if last night wasn't bad enough for me. God does this:

In school today this BITCH was just ..... omg. yeah ash. I said it omg. She was talking so much ... bullshit about me like 2 feet away. As if i couldn't hear her. I turn around and say something like hey grow up and do this on your own time. I turn around *this was in the gym* and she threw a basketball at the back of my head.

BITCH!!!

So i was going to the principals office because i cussed her out and the teacher sent me there and i was like ya know... The lunch bell just rang im going home. Got here. Hung out for a bit. Calmed myself down, when my mom and brother come home. I was like "WTF?"

*He's supposed to be gone* and brandon was crying, you can tell my mom had been crying and I was laying there like.. uhh hey brandon, what are you doing here and my mom said that "Granny", my childhood grandma pretty much died this morning. I was really, really fighting tears on this one. Right then and there i stopped talking, faced the wall, and i wanted to scream. I didnt even know what to say to that. My mom took my brother to the showing thats why he hasnt left yet. He is taking a later flight which means my mom will have to drive him to lansing tomorrow to catch it. THe funeral is tomorrow. It makes me so mad, everyone called her granny, except me. To me she was my gramma. I was her punkin. I hate this. I really, hate it all. My brother called me about 10 minutes ago crying his heart and soul out to me. Then we were this big, crying mess and my god. THings change so fast. I just saw her maybe a month ago. SHe was doing so great. I cant finish.

BigBen61

:: 2005 17 October :: 8.52pm

true stuff
Not really a big Jack Johnson fan but i love this song

Well, you win, it's your show now
So what's it gonna be
Cause people will tune in
How many train wrecks do we need to see
Before we lose touch of
We thought this was low
Well, it's bad, getting worse so

Where'd all the good people go
I've been changing channels
I don't see them on the TV shows
Where'd all the good people go
We got heaps and heaps of what we sow

They got this and that
With a rattle'l'tat
Testin, 1, 2
Man, what you gonna do
Bad news, misused
Got too much to lose
Gimme some truth
Now whose side are we on
Whatever you say, turn on the boobtube
I'm in the mood to obey
So lead me astray, and by the way now

Where'd all the good people go
I've been changing channels
I don't see them on the TV shows
Where'd all the good people go
We got heaps and heaps of what we sow

Sitting around, feeling far away
So far away, but I can feel the debris
Can you feel it
You interrupt me from a friendly conversation
To tell me how great it's all gonna be
You might notice some hesitation
Cause it's important to you, it's not important to me
But way down by the edge of your reason
Well, it's beginning the show
And all I really wanna know is

Where'd all the good people go
I've been changing channels
I don't see them on the TV shows
Where'd all the good people go
We got heaps and heaps of what we sow

(Where'd all the good people go)
They got this and that
With a rattle'l'tat
Testin, 1, 2
Man, what you gonna do
Bad news, misused
Gimme some truth
You got too much to lose
Now whose side are we on
But everyday anyway, ok whatever you say
(where'd all the good people go)
Wrong or resolute, I'm in the mood to obey
Station through station
Desensitizing the nation

Where'd all the people go

Going, going, gone

:: 2005 17 October :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: sad

WHAT

THE

F***??????????????????

Paradox

:: 2005 17 October :: 7.03pm

I Might get an Xanga, but it just seems like so much work to make it look even remotely cool. So I probably wont. Anyways. The past couple days have been great. No need to get into detail, but things have just been awsome.