(So Many Assume) <marquee>...So Little Know...</marquee>

:: 2006 8 May :: 6.39am

Isn't this the best part of breaking up, finding someone else you can't get enough of? Someone who wants to be with you too.

:: 2006 7 May :: 9.09pm

just got back from the tim and faith concert. it was great.

my ears are ringing...

im nervous about this, but i trust you. know that ok?

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:: 2006 7 May :: 7.52am

this weekend started out rough... real rough. but turned into something wonderful.

i've stayed at keegans all weekend.. its odd being home and him being at work. yesterday we went to holland to support a crew all that (circle junkies) not like anyone knows them.... but it was the tulip festival which was nice, thier performance was really quite pathetic... what can ya do right?

we tried to go to the zoo on our way home, but it was closed, so we went to applebees and ended up running into stacy and ashley and sat with them, that was a nice suprise. then we made one more stop and came home. :)

what a beautiful day.

now TONIGHT brandi and i are going to the tim mcgraw and faith hill concert. i cannot WAIT! ahh. go ahead, be jealous. and if you dont like country music, kindly refrain from leaving a smart ass cocky comment because i dont diss your music, and frankly... it pisses me off when people diss mine. (smiles)

SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL. nooooo. oh well, its almost over.

im beginning to let go of certain things. and i really think this is going to help us ALOT. because a relationship is supposed to be based on trust right? and give and take? thats what we're doing. i cant imagine ever losing my best friend, or that feeling i get in the morning when i wake up and he's snuggled up to me, looking so peaceful before he wakes up. i love that. i love the simple things. those are the things that mean the most.

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:: 2006 4 May :: 9.50pm

people come into our lives for 3 reasons: a reason, a season, or a life time.

which are you?

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:: 2006 4 May :: 11.22pm

Tonight is just one of those nights where I can't help but think about this.

As much as I try, it's never going to go away.

:: 2006 1 May :: 8.36pm

Hmm well i'd say those pretty much fit.

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jennapie

:: 2006 30 April :: 12.19pm

Well, it's my birthday, and what a lovely day it is too!! ahehehehe!!!

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:: 2006 29 April :: 2.31pm

tired as hell.

prom was wonderful. still didnt top last years, but we werent really aiming for that. it was wonderful in its own way. me and keegan went with brandi and ryan, im so glad we didnt go in a big group. we got pictures at my house, then at the rockford dam. we had dinner at mangiamo! (the exclamation point is part of the title.. odd as it is) it was absolutely gorgeous. the restaraunt itself is in a huge "old world" mansion. its italian and suprisingly wasnt that expensive. i think it'd be a safe bet to say that we ate at the most beautiful restaraunt. seriously.... lol.

i didnt really care for st. nicks. to me it was set up really awkwardly. the dance floor in its own little room thing... odd. we made it fun though. senior prom.. gotta live it up right? i couldnt have been more happier with the way my hair and dress turned out.. i felt like a princess. and keegan just looked absolutely wonderful. it was nice to see him in black for once. he's gone white, ivory, and FINALLY black. and the black definately looked best. *smiles.... i love us together.

after prom we went to steak n shake and then midnight bowling. we didnt really know what to do. me and keegan wanted to go to oasis, but brandi didnt want to. so we kind of winged it. we didnt want to go anywhere that alcohol might be... which rules out alot of the post prom parties! no worries though. keegan and i went back to his house and stayed there. this morning he even made me breakfast. aww.

all in all i got about 140 pictures. thats gonna be a pain to print!

i cant belive this was my last dance. no more getting dressed up. no more extensive hair, no more beautiful dresses. its about time though. im assuming the next time i get ALL done up like this will be my wedding! bring it on..... all the more reasons to get an expensive dress!

tonights a rampage game. i should probably get ready.

HOLY my goodness did it take forever to wash all the hair spray out of my hair. i havent yet gotten to blow drying it.. but i know thats its mega snarled.

have a good rest of the weekend.

:: 2006 29 April :: 4.13pm

A lot has changed lately.

My dad called me on Thursday and told me that my stepmom was moving out. I don't really know what to think of this. At first I cried but then I realized the whole reason why I was crying wasn't because she was moving out it was because I was just scared of what was going to happen and I didn't want my dad to be alone and it hurts me to see him hurt. I guess I don't really have feelings towards this. I think it's for the best. I hated her anyways. Once she moves out my dad wants me to come over Tuesday-Thursday because he is always in Detroit all week and we need someone to take care of our dogs but there's no way I'm moving in there. I'm not going to be at a house all alone and plus once Summer comes I wont even be here anyways so it's not going to work out. I don't know what we are going to do and we are also going to put our house up for sale and move too. This whole thing is really stressing me out.

So then today my uncle needed me to drop something off at my dads so I planned on going to see my dad anyways so when I'm about five minutes away my mom calls me and tells me my dad called her and said that I can't come over right now so I wanted to know what that was all about and I called him and he said that my stepmom was there and that it just wasn't a good idea for me to be there. I got pissed off because I basically drove out there for nothing and my uncle still needed me to drop something off at my dads so I just went over there anyways and dropped it off and I walked out and then my dad came after me and we got into this huge fight and it ended up with me crying and leaving.

And now my mom and I are also in a fight because of this whole thing so I pretty much feel unwelcome at both of my houses.

She couldn't take one more day
Home was more her prison now
Independence called out
She had to get it

A fight was all she needed
To give her reason
She slammed the door with no goodbye
And that it was time

Now she's driving too fast
She didn't care to glance behind
And through her tears she laughed
It's time to kiss the past goodbye

In other news besides all the bad things that have been going on, Prom was awesome. I don't really feel like talking about it because Prom is Prom but it was really weird because everyone kept telling me last night that I looked like Mischa Barton and my Prom dress looked like her Prom dress that she wore on The O.C. and the episode just airred on Thursday so a day later we had almost the same dress. Hmm..her and I ... pretty much the same person.

:: 2006 29 April :: 1.21pm

You know what? I actually thought I wanted to be your friend and now I have no idea why. No idea.

eyesofcrystal

:: 2006 29 April :: 1.38am

Hey Hey!! I got Prom Queen!! Woooooh!

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:: 2006 27 April :: 1.35pm

i just tried on my prom dress and jewlery and all that... OMG.

SMILES SOOOOOOO BIG

im excited now. it still fits. my tan is wonderful. i cant wait to eat at montiago or whatever its called. !!!!!!

see everyone tomorrow!

:: 2006 26 April :: 11.48pm

Gotta love those akward moments.

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:: 2006 25 April :: 1.56pm

*phew... sigh of relief.

in other news.. H's prom promise spiel went good today. I figured that'd be a good message instead of handing out crappy pens. Feedback?

prom.friday.ohgod.

:: 2006 25 April :: 4.21pm

Apparently I'm not being vague enough for you. Either you pretend you don't notice or you are a complete moron. One of the two. Who knows which one that is.

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miniredhawk

:: 2006 24 April :: 1.30am

It's okay. We're helping the people in Iraq. And fitting in time for golf.
'Bring it on'

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 24 April :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: Stressed

Blah...
Today Couldnt Have Gone Any Worse.

jennapie

:: 2006 24 April :: 5.48pm

ok, so I found out the other day at the ice cream shop, that there was a mini rumor going around that I was engaged. So, I'm just clearing the air, and telling anyone who might have even wondered, that I'm not. Jake and I are still going stronger than ever, and he is just as amazing as ever. But, we've only been together for 3 months and although I love him to death, we arn't quite ready to take that step!! So, now the record is straight. Enjoy your day, cuz I'm enjoying mine!!!

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2006 24 April :: 5.46pm

Yess...I WAS on the ballots! haha! I was surprised how many people voted for me. Only 3 out of the whole class I think. But those ones dont count because I was not voted for out of spite. It made for a good laugh though. "ERICA'S on the ballot!?! Dont vote for her, I dont like her" Bah! haha! I had an awesome effing day though. Thanks to all of you guys that voted for me! Your awesome! Now I get to countdown for the next 4 days....yikes!

:: 2006 23 April :: 12.27pm

Oh, and just so everyone knows, I love Stacy Cain!

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:: 2006 23 April :: 11.56am

It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby
It's gonna be
It's gonna be love

eyesofcrystal

:: 2006 23 April :: 3.18am

Ok well...Im hoping rumor is true, or else Im gonna feel like an ass. BUT...rumor has it (and I say rumor as in about 5 pretty reliable people) that I am on the final ballot for frikin PROM QUEEN! Hell yes! Im pretty excited. I want to win, but I am so happy just to be voted onto the court that I will be so happy no matter how it ends. Just thought I would let you all know!

wierdo

:: 2006 22 April :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: U2-with or without you

Wow, its been quite the time since i've been in here. Not a whole lot is new. I no longer work in the factory. I got a store on Alpine. Its just like the one in Cedar that my parents own, except its a different name, and i'm the manager of this one. So thats pretty exciting. It calls for a long summer, but it also calls for a lot of money! Umm.....i'm on crutches right now, lol so that kinda sucks. But it shouldn't last long. I strained a muscle on my foot. Let's see........my sister moved back in with me. Her and Todd are kinda having troubles. Kelsie is gettin big. She will be a year old on June 3rd. I can't wait for the day to come when she says her first word. She's crawling pretty good, but she can't walk yet, and she's really trying to talk. So all that is pretty exciting. I don't know what else to talk about really. I just recently turned 19 on April 7th. yay. I spent my birthday weekend with my sister. So that was a lot of fun. It's nice to be around her more. If any of you know me and my sister, then you know what i mean. We're a close brother and sister. Hmm......and thats probably about it. Kevin L. Meek

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