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EyesOfCrystal

:: 2005 8 September :: 4.16pm

Yay.
So this weekend I am going to either Taryns or Andreas, But either way, Taryn, Andrea, and I are having a girl night. This is the plan:

We are gonna spend the beggining of the day telling our sob stories, then have fun at night. YAY!

Then sometime this weekend I am either going to Bri's, or she is coming here. So YAY for that too!!

Umm....Friday tomorrow. Woohu!! Cant wait till the weekend!

I need to go shopping. I should get some money and call somebody and go shopping.

Love ya'll. Bye

2 Chances | Words Of Hope?


breezeyluvsu

:: 2005 8 September :: 3.25pm

IT'S OC NIGHT BITCHES!!!!!!!

Words Of Hope?


whispers

:: 2005 7 September :: 11.13pm
:: Music: fall out boy - sugar, we're goin down

me & dennis are awesome
WHAT IF:
1. I died from natural causes?:
2. I kissed you?:
3. I lived next door to you?:
4. I started smoking?:
5. I stole something?:
6. I was hospitalized?:
7. I ran away from home?:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality?:
10. Eyes?:
11. Hair?:
12. Family?:

WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?:
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
15. Hold my hand?:
16. Take a bullet for me?:
17. Keep in touch?:
18. Try and solve my problems?:
19. Love me?:
20. Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?:
22. Wanted to kiss me?:
23. Wanted to kill me?:
24. Broke my heart?:
25. Kept something important from me?:
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE:
27. Who are you?:
28. Are we friends?:
29. When and how did we meet?:
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?:
32. Do you still think that way about me now?:
33. What reminds you of me?:
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
35. How well do you know me?:
36. When's the last time you saw me?:
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?:

do it, and enjoy it, and i'll do it for you if you.. want me to =)

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


Paradox

:: 2005 7 September :: 9.04pm

I Dislocated my shoulder dancing again today. Scott Wilde popped it back into place. Damnit. It Hurts.

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


swimfan14

:: 2005 7 September :: 8.01pm

Hey. I haven’t wrote in here in a while. I haven’t been online in like a week and a half but I don’t really have a reason to anymore. Things are pretty good. School started yesterday (obviously).

First hour I have math with Modisher. It’s pretty dumb if you ask me. Cohen is in my class and he sits right next to me ;) We have five Ashley’s in this class. Three of us sit at one table too so whenever he calls on us we all get confused and so now April said she is going to change her name to Ashley so we all can be Ashley’s. She was joking. If you didn’t get that.
Second hour I have US History. It’s really boring but I have Elyse in my class. Of course, the one person we can’t stand, "Samantha" is in there. Ugh. This year should be interesting.
Third hour I have Spanish Two which also will be boring. Mrs. Ryan is crazy and I established that last year. I sit by this boy and he talks to himself. He scares me but Luke and Aaron sit behind me so I guess that makes everything alright. Mrs. Ryan wont let me change my spanish name. It was Preciosa last year and now she insists that I keep it since she can't let go of it. Why I don't know, thats just what she said and plus Matt and Bruce would always call be Precious so I guess I'm keeping that name. Not that it really matters.
Fourth hour I have Advanced Drama. It is going to be really awesome this year since I know most of the people in it. I’m excited for that.
Fifth hour I have English with Eilola. She is weird and I don’t think I like her. Who knows.
Sixth hour I have Anatomy. This will be a really fun year because Bruce, Sam Ballew, Amanda, Megan, Tyler, Jewski, Logan C, Ashley, Austin, etc are all in there and it’s fun. I sit by Megan, Jewski, and Logan.
Seminar is actually cool. Kourtney is in there which is cool since we don’t have any classes together.

I seriously have like 4 classes with my cousins. Everywhere I look Travis is sitting next to me or behind me and then theres Tyler there too. It’s crazy.

School is fun. I have had a lot of homework in these past two nights but it’s alright.

Things are that much better without you at school. I don’t have to deal with your drama and neither does she. I’m so glad your out of school and off to college.

All I wanted was my life back and that’s what I got.

Lisa is at my house every morning and after school. Were always hanging out now and somebody has a problem with that. Oh well they can get over it. We’ve been friends for a long time and we always will be!

My grandpa is flying in from Oklahoma this weekend. I haven’t seen him in like, I don’t know, five years maybe. I miss him and he’s coming up to see us since we haven’t seen him, duh!!

I’ve been busy lately with shopping, hanging out with friends, school, modeling, homework, everything you can imagine.

My mom seen my old fourth grade teacher yesterday (Mrs. Underwood) and she asked her if she remembered me and she was like “Ashley, Ashley Sonego” and then she went on telling my mom how she would love for me to come in and see her and how she hasn’t forgot about me and how she’s definitely coming to our graduation since we were her first class and that she misses me. It’s good to know that I can’t be forgotten.

Oh, and OF COURSE she would like him. Why wouldn’t she, because I LIKE HIM and here she tells me that nothing is going to happen anyways. I can’t help but like him even if I try not to. He’s just him.

It’s pretty clear that your obsessed so I’m going to stop wasting my time liking him and like the other person that I’ve liked for a while now.

Yeah well I have to get going. I need to do my US History homework and my drama homework.

This weekend-Matts with my pie!! I loooovee you. And thank you for helping me with (boy) haha.

Alright this is long but I just feel like I should update since I haven’t in a while.

Oh and The O.C. Season Three is on tomorrow!! I'm so excited I've been waiting my whole life for it. J/k but I've waited all summer so I think I should celebrate it and have a party with Brianna!!

I want to go on msn messenger but I just can't. I don't want to even see your online because I'm so disapointed in you and we'll probably start fighting over something so I'm just not going to go on it for a while. A loong while.

I just love how I keep typing even though I said I was going to go five minutes ago.

I am now though.

Love Always,

Ashley*

6 Chances | Words Of Hope?


eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 7 September :: 4.13pm

Wooh! So here I am....back from the store. Yay!! I got paper, folders (pink and green), a pack of highlighters (blue yellow orange pink) a white out pen, a pack of pens ( dark blue, black, yellow, purple, light blue, green, red, pink) Hairbands, bobby pins, eyelash curler, and Fruit Stripes Gum. Yahooo!!!
Umm....so yea... Im thinking about doing PowderPuff football this year. I dunno though. Im leaning more towards 'yes' as of right now. Woohu!
Oh.....and GIRL NIGHT WITH ANDREA AND TARYN!! WOO WOO!!!
I think thats it.
k, love ya!! bye.

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tonyp.

:: 2005 7 September :: 1.58pm

lifes at a stand still
i feel like im getting nothing done, nothing at all and it really sucks.
at the trufant jeublie festavil i was suppose to do piercings all day long well, i did a wooping two piercings...which was a hugh let dawn but i know that sometimes this business isent a garented money maker. i need more people to come and let me pierce them so i can make money so i can freakin get the damn apprenticship so i can work at ace tattoo. i need $500 bucks for the apprenticship which is good for what ill learn but i just need to make the money. i miss school astually. but at least i can work out for awhile ever day. i know i can lose the weight i gained this past year. im SOO bored but what ever.

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 7 September :: 12.48pm

Wooh. Im happy to be home.

So whats up with you assholes not commenting to me anymore?? Hhuh?? Haha, jk, your not assholes.

So yea, today went really good. It was the first day that i got to go to ALL of my classes. Im gonna switch my 1st hour painting class to Spanish I with Mrs.Warwick. So yea...thats that.

Umm...i gotta go tanning. If there arent any comments by the time i get back....ohhh boy, Ima be mad!! haha.

3 Chances | Words Of Hope?


jennapie

:: 2005 7 September :: 2.15pm

well, first few days of college are over and ya know what?! I LOVED THEM!! AND...I am seriously like the most nervous person ever! and I didn't even get nervous, the whole idea of it never even bothered me a little bit. and I HAD SO MUCH FUN! I met somebody in my algebra class and we're going to sit together tomorrow, and Jon and Mary are in my psychology class, and I don't know anyone in my music class or my english class, but I KNOW I'll meet somebody, ahah it's easy for me to talk to strangers! yeah!! but I have to read a whole entire chapter in my psychology book, so I really should get going on that, and I have to read for english and type out some answers to questions and stuff....hmm...I already did my math!! yeah!! man!! I'm lovin' it! ahahah, and this weekend I'm going to Ferris to stay with Alice and Dani is driving over from Central!! It's gonna be so much fun!! YEAH!!! I can't wait!! muah!! you all make me so happy!!!

there was something else good too! OH YEAH!! I got a new job, so when the ice cream shop closes I'm all set!! I don't have to freak out and worry anymore about what I was gonna do for my car payment!! YEAh!! but I bet you're all wondering where I'm working, right?! ahah.........well.........I guess I can tell you. I am going to start at Awesome Tan, on the corner of 17 and Northland, you know the one, !! in the little strip! Yea, go me!!! ok all you bitches! and those of you who arn't too!! ahhahaHAHAHAHAH!! love to you all!! MUAH!!!

I hope everyone one of you is having fun at school, or whatever you're doing! I'll come to the high school someday and see you all!! and I'M ABSOLUTLY COMING INTO YEARBOOK!! ok that's enough!! BYE!

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


Paradox

:: 2005 7 September :: 1.09am

Welll... Erika's got school in the morning, and that stinks, I'ma miss her while she's there, so if you see this and your at school, I miss you! or well- if we're not together and you see this, same thing applies. Lol.

Anyways, battle in benton harbor on friday whoo hoo! 3v3 hopefully we can bring home some casssshhhhhh.

It's sad that everyone's gone. well all the peopel I graduated with, Micah left up for Eastern on saturday morning, and even though I didn't get to hang out with him that much, just knowing that he's 2.5 hours away makes me miss him. Damn.

Anyways, that's all folks.

-B.E.Z. Lol. I'm Gangster.

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 6 September :: 4.43pm

Oh my gosh!! Ive got a sunburn on my ass!! Ouch!! I went tanning today and now my ass hurts. So great. And it just so happens that i have to go to school all day tomorrow....and SIT. So woohu haha!!

SO yea, I went tanning a little after school today. Got done at about 4:30pm....then Tony and I went to the park and hung out with David and Mindy. And Tony and David and I JUST got back and it is....7:46pm. So yea, we were all at the park for.....about 3 hours and some odd minutes just talking about stuff.

And thats how my day went. So yea.... do i have any classes with anybody?? I know who i have class with in 5th-7th but 1st-4th im not sure cuz i wasnt there. SO yea...check my schedule on the other entry and let me know!

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breezeyluvsu

:: 2005 6 September :: 3.53pm

Yesterday was great. We met him at the air port and went tubing. I really hurt my neck because joe's fat ass like, fell on me and i feel cripled. But over-all it was a great time. Just being around him. It was nice to see him. I have to go get ready, MY BOYFRIENDS COMING OVER. For some weird reason i really missed him today. Like i really needed to see him. I wanted to hear his voice as much as I could and i just wanted him next to me, holding me. It's crazy.

And B, Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. Think about it...

Words Of Hope?


eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 6 September :: 12.32pm

Ughhh!! I am in such a bad mood right now and I dont really know why! School was crazy today. I showed up in the morning, and didnt end up going to any classes until 5th hour because i was busy MAKING my schedule. So...... here it is:

1) Painting and Printmaking - Hazel
2) Plant and Animal Science - Reyburn
3) Modern Comp/Lit - Olsen
4) Intermediate Comp - VanDerHeide
5) JA Economics - Busen
6) Algebra I - Taylor
7) Semenar - Olsen

So yea, tell me if i have any classes with you guys. I really dont want to go tomorrow because Hazel is kind of being unfair right now. But hopefully i can talk to him and straigten him up a bit.

Well, i guess thats it. See most of you tomorrow.

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 5 September :: 11.47am

Oh my GOSH! This is SOOO crazy. SO I spent the night at Bri's the day before yesterday, met her family, fell in love with them, they fell in love with me, ect. And then Bri came to spend the night at my place last night. So I was downstairs changing into my pj's and I hear Bri yelling "your lying!!!" To Papa Putt and Papa Putt was just cracking up laughing. So I go upstairs and I hear Papa Putt describing things about Bri's dad. Turns out....Bri's dad and Papa Putt (which is the dad of the house that I live in) are like Best Friends!!! AND Bri's dad was at my house THAT very day that Bri spent the night last night!! HAHA!! PLUS I just found out this morning that Bri's Dad works with my Uncle Douggie. HAHA!! This is so crazy!! Bri....we have everything else we can think of in common....and now it turns out our families have known eachother for ever!! hehe. And I guess Bri's dad wants us to all meet up for a grill out or something like that. This is so cool!!

What a good frikin day!! I tell ya what.

Except for the fact that I am starting school tomorrow!! Yuck!

Well, i guess thats it.

Love ya!! Bye

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 5 September :: 2.43pm

last night was the perfect last night of summer.

i love waking up to you.

Words Of Hope?


breezeyluvsu

:: 2005 5 September :: 2.27pm

Here I go...

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whispers

:: 2005 4 September :: 11.53pm
:: Music: jet - look what you've done

well that's nice..
it's always great to know that after we stop talking, you completely let yourself go. that's.. disappointing. by a lot. i bet your mom is very proud.

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 4 September :: 1.19pm

Hey guys. Just thought I would update real quick.
Im at my buddy Bri's house! I spent the night last night and she is spending the night tonight. YAY! Girl time!!

1 Chance | Words Of Hope?


breezeyluvsu

:: 2005 4 September :: 12.47pm

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight


I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything


Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down
(down)

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BigBen61

:: 2005 4 September :: 10.36am

Dumbledore dies on page 596, hes killed by snape. Thank you internet.

Harry potter sucks

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kellilynn21

:: 2005 4 September :: 2.08am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson- Hear Me*

Yay For November!!!
Ok So I've Realized Today... That *November* This Year, Is Going To Be Great lol.

A Lot Of My Friends Birthdays Are In November... Like *Tia *Robin *Amanda *Jess- And I'm Sure There's Others.

AND TOTALLY MY BIRTHDAY! Not Only Is It My Birthday, But My Sweet 16, So I Can ((FINALLY)) Drive.

PLUS: This November Is The 'Fall Out Boy' Concert

Also: Thanksgiving... Yay. Who Can Turn Down That Holiday... FOOD!

And Kerrilynn Comes Home Too. (Big YAY)

ANNNNNNND: Its Closer To Christmas. (HHHEECKK YESSS)

Well- And (This Is Kinda Way Out There) But You Have Like A Bunch Of Candy From Halloween.

So Yeah- I'm Dedicating This Entry To This Up Coming November... I CANT WAIT!

:EDIT:

Also, The Wonderful Ashley's Birthday.

(How Did I Forget That, Its Both Our Sweet Sixteen's YAY Finally)

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whispers

:: 2005 3 September :: 6.47pm
:: Music: 3 doors down - let me go

that was fun
alright, so i had such a good day yesterday, it was amazing. i woke up, on time, and got to bk, on time. that rarely ever happens, but it did.. so that was fun. i was on counter, and shannon barely talked to me. which is even better. after that, i went to br, had fun there, left, went back to bk to talk to miss anne. that was fun.

after the bk anne visit, me and her went to grand rapids for the hell of it. okay, we almost died.. twice. seriously. we were scared. =) it was awesome. we were driving.. around, and this white truck fuckin got on my ass like crazy. and we were at a red light, and this truck was squealing his tires like crazy, and people were yelling at us. it was not fun =( scared me. then we turned and lost em, but because i'm a thrill seeker, i drove back there.. and the bmw car that was there yellin also was still there. sitting in his car. and i stopped next to him, then he.. followed us for a little while. i was scared =( then we came back cause that was more than enough excitement for the night lol.

i've been talking to anne a lot. she's nice. well.. lol. she's a bitch, but i think that's why i like talkin with her so much. ima bitch too, and we can be bitches together.

anyway, i fixed my journal, so go ahead and enjoy it now. woohu doesn't support .png files, and i don't know why. that's stupid, so i had to make the images .jpg. ugh, so annoying. it's uglier to me. anyway, i'm gonna go get some food cause i'm hungry.

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breezeyluvsu

:: 2005 3 September :: 12.01pm

Yesterday was AMAZING!
He's wonderful.
Woke up at like 7:45 to get ready for our big day. We were supposed to go to the zoo, but i could tell he wasnt really interested. He got his books and whatever. We went to the beach. It was alot of fun. We had a day, where we didnt argue. Even just alittle bit. THere was no tension, no frustration, NOTHING. It was absolutely perfect. The water was freezing, but on the beach was hotter than ever ;). That's a joke. Hah im funny. When we got back to his house we played alittle mario, i so won.. But then we took a nap and his mom said we looked so cute. I had drool all over his pillow. Oh yeah in the car on the way back i had my head rested on his arm when he was driving, I fell asleep and i woke up and there was drool all over his arm. It was great how he didnt even care.We spent the WHOLE day together. from 9 am to like 12 am.
It was a taste of forever and I loved it.

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 2 September :: 6.15pm

Pheww....what a hectic day. But Life could not be better!! :)
I woke up again around 11ish to go meet Venita to pick up some school shopping money, but my daddy beeped me and told me that he didnt have it and to wait next week. Sooo...I went inside and took a nap for a while. Then, Tony woke me up and i got dressed and went to the mall for school clothes shopping. Ohhh my gosh! i had so much fun. I notice that Im alot pickier about my clothes when its my money...which is a good thing. Ummm...when i first got there, I saw my buddy Bri with her sister, we talked for like 5 minutes and then she left (because she was on her way out) Umm, went to Forever21, bought 2 shirts.....went to some other stores...nothing there i liked....went to The Buckle....got a sweet pair of jeans for frikin 70 bucks. Umm.....went around some more...got bored with not buying anything so i went to Starbucks for my all-time favorite Mint Mocha Chip Frapp. Yumm. Then i went to Hot Topic cuz Tony wanted to go, I found a shirt for 4 bucks, which is the cheapest i will ever find there....so i got it. Then I went BACK to Forever21 and bought 4 more shirts. So all together i got a pair of jeans and 7 shirts for about 180 bucks. Which is pretty bad ass because i still have about $200 coming from my dad. So YAY! I love shopping.

Umm.....lets see....tomorrow my friend Bri (as mentioned above) is coming over to stay the night again. So Im pretty happy about that. I gotta figure out what we can do though, cuz last time we just kind of sat around catching up on the last 2 years that we hadnet seen eachother. Which was alot of fun, but now that we are caught up.....we need to actually go out and DO something.

Hmmm.......Sunday, I think we might go see Brothers Grimm. Bri might go, Im not sure yet. And we are also haveing some kind of Barbeque or something. And Mama Putt bought me Veggie Burgers! Yumm. Im not a vegitarian....i think they are annoying as hell, but i like the taste of them better than actual burgers.

And.....well, i think thats it. Besides starting school tuesday....theres nothing else to say.

Oh.....Hey Bri....(not Brianna Rouhan) How did your date with Dan at the zoo go?? Let me know chica!!

K Love ya guys *muah*!!!

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whispers

:: 2005 2 September :: 4.56am
:: Music: theory of a deadman - no surprise

brand new look
i just took like.. 4 hours of my life doing this damn layout. look at it, please, and tell me what you think. or if something looks.. wrong. i'll fix it because i am a perfectionist at heart. =)

i know when you look at the friends page, things aren't right. that's mostly my friends' fault lol, but oh well. if you want to read what they have to say, go to their journal. it's not that hard. that's what i do.

oh, and i stole the picture.. from a different diary, because i'm a theif. don't touch me grandpa, nana is a cheating WHORE. ha ha ha, that dane cook is a silly bitch.

anyway, i have to work innn.. 7 hours, and i'm not tired at all. i suck.

look at my journal, right now.

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