Tomorrow I have to get up early and make Tony drive me to Wolvorine so i can get some money from Venita. I hate waking up early!! haha!!
Umm...I dont think we are going to see Brothers Grimm today. Which is a total bummer. And I hope we are still going shopping tomorrow.
The only good news so far is that I have been talking to my friend Brianna Rouhan about her switching to Cedar Schools. (cus she is like 15 minutes away from us and like 25 minutes away from her school) And I think she REALLLY wants to do it and she is gonna talk to her mom about it sometime soon. Oh Im so excited!! We are both pretty sure that her mom will say yes because her mom is a sweetheart!! SO yay!! everybody keep that in mind!! Just sit around and wish for Bri to come to Cedar!! YAY!!
K well, I got my Scheduale....and it is such a mess. As of right now it looks like this:
1. KCTC
2. KCTC (But I am not going to it anymore)
3. Modern Lit/Comp. With Olsen
4. Economics with Cooper
5. US History (Which I alread took and passed last year)
6. Algebra I with Taylor
7. Seminar with Olsen
But what I am going to do is take painting with Hazel 1st hour (because Dufty told me that he wanted me to because that is his prep period and he will be in there) Then take that new Intermediate writing class with Mr. Young 2nd hour. i will do my best to keep3rd and 4th the same. I dont know what Im doing for 5th hour yet. So if any of my friends have classes 5th hour that they want me to be in with them tell me so i can have some choices. Then for Algebra I I am gonna try to switch to Mrs.Holt for my teacher. Dont get me wrong, I love Taylor, but i cant follow the way he teaches and i Love the way Mrs. Holt teaches. Then I am gonna try to switch my Seminar teacher to Mr.Dufty cuz i think he said something to me about trying to switch it to his class. So yea, theres my school stuff.
I am going to see Brothers Grimm tomorrow. Im super excited. And I am going to meet my stepmom to pick up $100 from her for school shopping.
Then Friday, i am going school shopping at Woodland i think. And i LOVE shopping!!! As of right now, I have $300 of my own to go shopping with (well, i got the money from my parents...but its cash in my wallet right now) and Mama Putt will prolly buy me a few things as well. So Im really happy about that.
Then sometime later on in the week, i think my dad is going to take me shopping again so...yippie!!!!
Well, thats all i suppose. Talk to ya later!!
I guess this is what friends do. It doesn't even matter now. You missed the whole point. I really need to stop caring, that could be a start. Why even have feelings for you? Why even have friends?
Anyways I just got home from the mall or malls we could say. Lisa and I went to The Lakes mall just so we could go to Hollister. We had to bring Brina with us and she was horriable. She made me carry her the whole time and when she actually did walk she would run away from us and then I would just ignore her and she would scream "Ashie, Ashie hold me". It's sorta funny how she can't say my name right. Oh well shes cute anyways. Then we went to Olive Garden and she kept talking to the people directly behind us. I thought they were going to get mad at us but they actually liked her. We wanted to go to Woodland mall so it tooks us forever to get from The Lakes mall to Woodland mall. We got lost and then when we were on the freeway I accidently made Lisas car go into Neutral and we didn't know what happend until ten minutes later. It was fun but we suck at directions. Seriously.
I got The O.C. Season Two today in the mail so that makes me happy. It definately made my day. I'm going to stay up all night watching it.
Thats all for now I guess. I've got too much on my mind.
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2005 31 August :: 4.17pm
:: Music: 3 doors down - here by me
i hope you're doing fine out there without me..
i like this song, a lot.
the 3 doors down concert was spectacular. staind blew it up. and breaking benjamin's lead singer looks like andy bekins, only taller. he was hot. i guess.. that means.. andy's kinda hot too then? not the point. point is, he was hot and he was funny. i want their cd, so i think i'm gonna get it from zach when he comes home for the weekend. oh, and no address. i do know a song by them. it's.. that one song, lol.
let's see.. burger king. i just got home a little while ago, and i had a lotta fun. that's.. a first, in a long time lol. but i had a lot of fun. mike came in, and we talked.. about gas prices lol. fuckin $3.19.. what is that? anyway, i didn't do back cash at all, ah, so exciting. shannon wasn't working, but he came in to get a good $50-$100 dollars worth of free food for his home boys lol. the one in red was hot. anyway, yeah. he didn't look all ghetto tho.. shannon that is. the other ones did, but he didn't. i was disappointed. but.. yeah. i got ta do counter. =) hurrah.
i'm gonna go to the new middle school with liz today, but i have to clean my room right now because i feel like doing that. if i don't, then it'll take another 2 months for me to actually feel like it lol. anyway, i'll go do that and then take a shower for this burger king smell to go away.
oh, and be happy for anne. i am.
ps:
jason said in 2009 (or 2011) there's gonna be a hurricane named after me. =) lol
hes wrong. it's gonna be juan, not jejuan. im not a spanish boy.
ok well, I was having a problem tonight. And this is how it went....
I REALLY wanted a drink of juice and we didn't even freakin have kool-aid!! We only had water and milk, and let's face it, neither one would have solved my craving for juice, orange juice would have been perfect, but we didn't even have the kind in a can! SO, after like the fifth time I went and looked everwhere for something to make juice with, I found the honey. SO, I am now drinking honey water.......and it looks a LOT like beer....it's as close as I've ever came!! ahah, yes, I want you all to think I'm so innocent!! ahaha!!but really, I've never drank beer! ahah, but anyways, this isn't going to exactly fix the problem I'm having but it helps! and that's that!
Today umm let's see...Jon and I went down to Van Andel where he got a job, and then when we came out I got my first parking ticket, ugh! my first traffic violation! Gosh! This is what happened, we parked at a meter, and we put 50 minutes on it, and we were gone for like 25 minutes or something, and the freakin lady traffic bitch was at my car when we walked up and I was like umm...my time is not expired, why did you give me this? and she was on some ego macho I'm a freakin dyke lady cop thing, and she was like, you're in two spaces, and I looked around and I was parked behind the truck in front of me, AND it was a freakin brick road, with NO lines painted as designated parking spots, so I don't know what he definition was of a space, but there were no spaces, I just parked behind the next truck, and I was next to the meter!!! UGH!! I hate people who think that because they can, they will! seriously!! Flippen power trip son of a ....grrrrrrr!!!! but anyways, after that we went to GRCC and umm....found our way around? ahha, well we went around the campus anyways, and got the rest of our books, we have out of 4 classes we have 3 of the same books...hey Jonboy!! this could be a VERY good thing!!! oh, and two of the same teachers and one class together!! YEAH!!! so after that, we found our way back to the car and went to Alpine to eat. We finally made the big decision of going to Friday's and we got a TON of food, we both brought stuff home. Man alive! but I had raspberry lemonade, and it was REALLY good, better than Outbacks strawberry lemonade for sure!! ahaha, ok well then I dropped Jon back off, and he came over and made a cd, and then my parents got home and they talked to him about his new car, and then he went home, and now Kourt and I just got done watching Laguna Beach, and man oh man, I don't like Alex, what a mean girl, and I sometimes don't like LC either because she's so rich, but I always like Stephan because he is gorgeous, but today he really annoyed me because he was playing Lauren and Kristen against each other, even if he didn't know it, he can't have them both! OH and Jason...grrrr!!!
ok well tomorrow I'm going to the dentist and I have to babysit and they get to come to the dentist with me!!! ohh yea!! no I'm totally kidding. One hour with them in the waiting room unsupervised...eeek! I'm sure we'll have to do some damage control! ahah, but anyways, I guess I should be off to bed, mostly because I'm tired and have been yawning all day, and also because I actually have to start getting up at normal times and going to bed at semi-normal times. So ummm....that's all folks!
HAVE A GREAT NIGHT ALL YOU HUSSIES!! I'm just gonna finish my honey water! hahahah! (maybe it would be better warm?)
well im really freakin happy. i think im getting a job at ace tattoo on edgerton and 14 mile. a girl works there all bye her self and i asked if she does piercings and she said "no im actually looking" so i told her everything and she pretty much is going to hire me. im going to talk to her a little bit bye bit so i hopefully will ya'kno hire me.
Yay! We went to the zoo today! I had SO much fun (even though i had to wake up early) But it was SOOOO worth it. For me anyway. The thing that sticks in my mind the most is the BAD ASS Green Tree Pythons i saw. They were awesome. But my all-time favorite thing was when we were doing this African Safari like thing, and we were walking a path where they had Zebras, Ostiches, Girraffes, Vultures, and like Gazelles or Antelopes all in one pen, and we went up this ramp and there were like 4 Girraffes right next to the fence. There heads were over the fence where people could touch them and feed them. And i got to feed them. It made me so happy because i have never seen a girraffe before. It was awesome.
Bri, what zoo are you and Dan going too?? If you havent chosen yet, you should definitly go to Binder Park Zoo. Its great.
Well...I guess thats about it. Im gonna get to sleep soon so i can get my sleep back on track for school.
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2005 30 August :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson- Because Of You
Boring...
Nothing really exciting has happened.
Sunday night I went to Jordans, and then we went to orientation the next day. Which of course… dumb. I have the same locker and same locker combination as last year. We start school next Tuesday. Yay, not really.
I think tomorrow: Jordan and I are going to Club Revolution, and maybe ‘job hunting’ in Cedar and Rockford. I guess it all depends.
I cant wait till I can drive, ug. Everything would be so much easier, and I wouldn’t be so bored all the time. Oh well- my time will come.
I was fine with everything. I accepted the fact that things were always going to be this way and I moved on until something happened that shouldn't have. I do not need a reason to be mad. I shouldn't have to feel like this anymore when two weeks ago I could care less about you or what happened but it looks like im not fine with everything now does it!? I'm back in the place where I promised myself I'd never be again. Cleary, it's my problem now.
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2005 30 August :: 10.29am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: You Don't Have To Say You Love Me - Elvis Presley
Well.. Two Words.
Hot Damn!
5 Days.
>>>Last night, it was really, really nice to have a real conversation. To talk about anything/everything. Overall, it was just..nice. Your a great listener. Who would have thought two people, barely knowing each other could be in the same situation!? Well it was just nice having someone who understood EVERYTHING that went on in my life.THere needs to be more of you on this hell-hole planet, because everybody needs someone like you, but you'v already been claimed!
I woke up early this morning, went to the grocery store and just GUESS who I saw? Oh of course. My stalker. Haha. That's great ashley. I suppose he's good people...But.. just so weird.
Anyways.
I have some stuff to clean. THe effing monsters .. All they do is eat and destroy. I swear. So thats where i'll be all day.
Hooray. I'm going the zoo on friday. I havent been there in like 8 years. It sounds childish, but dont hate me cos you aint me. Hahah I'm hilarious.!
Love you ALL, Even you. I'm sorry :( Bicycle.
Hey! I'm really tired so I'm not sure why I'm even on the computer lol. Nothing really is new. I went to Brittney Themms yesterday and at like 11:30 we made these things over the fire called doughboys and then she felt like roasting hotdogs lol what a weirdo but it was fun and then today we had to get up at the crack of dawn for dumb orientation. We talk about the same things every year but I wont get into that. I think my pictures turned out okay. I hope. Then Emily, Me, Brittney, Megan, and Ashley all went to Big Boys after that. After that Brittney and I went and developed her pictures. They were interesting. I swear I'm always there developing pictures or with someone who is *cough Andrea cough* lol. I don't remember what we did after that but my dad and I had to go to Detroit to get my two year old cousin Brina. I'm watching her for a week. She is laying in my bed right now watching Finding Nemo, she was watching Laguna Beach with me but it's over now. Wednesday I'm going to The Lakes mall with Lisa and then after that we are probably going to both of the other malls. Of course Brina has to come. Everyone will probably think shes my baby or something haha oh well. Thursday I'm going to the football game with Brittney and Kourtney. Brittney is making me bring Brina to the game so that should be intresting. She'll probably be bad. Then Friday I'm going to Micahs. For the rest of the weekend I'll probably hang out with Kevin.
I changed my mind. I don't miss him or care right now. Screw that. You'll just walk away like you always do.
I worked today, then tomorrow, I'm going with Jon, and I'm not sure who else, down to GRCC to find our classes together and to pick up our books. I need an agenda too, those things help BIG time, I don't know why people don't use them in high school, I LOVE my agenda! I've always used them, since like 6th grade when we got them! Anyways....I need to go school clothes shopping, I haven't done that yet...hmmm....maybe I just don't care. I think that's it, I didn't wear new clothes my first day of senior year either, I had them, I jsut didn't want to look like I was trying too hard. So oh well, I'll wear something, who cares what though. anyways............I am FLIPPEN BORED right now. Maybe I'll go rent a movie.
I got gas today, I was glad too because I had money and before I could spend it on something stupid, I spent it on something I needed, and I'm glad I got in there before prices go up, I heard today that they're going over $3.00, get gas TONIGHT everyone, just a warning! haha, ok, I'm gonna go.
Oh My gosh!! I am sooo tired it is not even funny.
I had to go to orientation today....eww. So Im registered as a Junior and all that good stuff..but by next semester Im gonna be registered as a senior like im supposed to. Im still gonna go through my first semester doing things with the senior class. Thats what I did last year when i was registered as a Sophomore but i was really a Junior. Grr...thats what I get for being a slacking dumbass my freshman year. I can only blame myself. But at least I get to still go to the Senior All Night party with my class....i think. But it was really great seeing everybody today.
And Oh my gosh...again...I have to wake up at 6am tomorrow to get ready to go to Binder Park Zoo with Tony, Sam, Mama Putt, Tony's Aunt Lisa, and Tony's Uncle Wally. Aww i love them!! Its gonna be a lot of fun....all except for the waking up at 6am thing......thats gross.
Well, I guess thats all I have to say. See most of you in a week!!
Oh....P.s.....TARYN I LOVE YOUUUUUU!!! If you ever need to talk to someone....here i am!!!
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2005 29 August :: 1.28pm
:: Music: 3 doors down - let me go
oh.. my goodness
the concert was fuckin sweet. you all missed out on something big. not dane cook, i didn't go see him, but whatever. i'm talkin bout 3 doors down, staind, breaking benjamin, and no address. good ass fuckin concert man. i loved it. it was fabulous.
i can't explain how fun that was. i love 3 doors down now lol. i went for staind, came back for 3 doors down.
best part: aaron lewis & lead singer of 3 doors down duet. it was nice. =)
this girl started crying during here without you & when i'm gone. they played a video in the background. it was.. sad. showing all the soldiers and stuff. good concert.
Hey! I'll update this really quick since I don't really go online much anymore. Last night I hung out with Lisa and then we went to the football game which was alright--I never pay attention to it anyways and then Andrea, Lisa, and I went over to this guys bonfire and then we left at like 2am and went to Nicks house and we just ended up staying the night. It was a blast and then in the morning we went to chinese and to get her pictures developed and then after that I went home and slept for a while. After that we went to Aarons house and now were here at GVSU and I only came on here too update but I will be home from GVSU tomorrow and Im probably going to Brittney's, But I g2g I have better things to do. <33 Ashley
Fan-effing-tastic.
Waiting, Just as I always end up doing.
The sad part is, I had this big night planned. So.. Romantic. He has no idea about it and now its just too late. It would have been so.. Beautiful. So perfect. Well... No more nice suprises from Brianna, Everytime I get something together the world turns on it. Or he does. I'm So stressin right now. This is the LAST thing I needed on my shoulders.
I don't know what to believe....
Anyways...
I'm gonna get going into this big web of lies...
nothing to do ever...
well i get to do a bunch of piercings on labor day weekend at the trufent jublie festivile. so if anyone wants to come and get something done ill be at the hair salon all day. so yea im getting another tattoo soon its gona be a chest piece. its gona say "what lies after death is only the beggining" and theres gona be a coffin that has a door insted of the normal lid and theres gona be a raven on a pirch and theres gona be a black rose and a pink rose and all of this is going to be infront of a night sky with a full moon in the back ground, so what do you think?
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try