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2005 22 August :: 7.53pm
I had a bad day today. Hopefully tonight will be better. :)
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2005 22 August :: 12.28pm
The O.C. Season 2 comes out tomorrow and guess who just bought it!?!?
Thats right. Me!
Brianna now you have to come over and finish the 1st season and then we can watch the 2nd one.
LUKE- Shut up queer!
SETH- Well at least I don't shave my chest!?
LUKE- What did you say!?
MARISSA- Luke..come on.
SETH- I just said you look nice in a sweater vest. It was a compliment. --The O.C.
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swimfan14
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2005 22 August :: 11.55am
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Thats my favorite song as of, right now.
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2005 22 August :: 11.20am
woohu.... im going to buy new scrubs.
i hate scrubs. girls at school wear scrub bottoms and think they look all hot.... if they had to wear them to work everynight i doubt they'd be so excited to wear them. i haaaaaatttee scrubs.. bahh.
i have a red flannel thing tonight on this tv show called heaven is my home... aparantly its on channel 22 or 23 and their gonna ask us questions and then air it on and off for 2 weeks... so thats cool. and then sunday we're going to WGVU to take part in their telethon thing.... and we're gonna be on tv then too. woot woot.
me and keegan watched the aristacats last night.... i love disney movies.
heyy.. does anyone know of a good place to have a birthday party? my little sister is turning 5 and we want to have a really fun party for her.... and before you say chuckie cheese.... dont. thx.
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2005 21 August :: 10.40pm
I was camping all weekend and some umm....very interesting things happened. ahah..yea, if you wanna know you'll have to ask me about it though, cuz it's too much to sit here and type, and I just got home from work so I wanna go take a shower now.
I love you all!!! Especially you Jonboy! cuz you came to see me, even though you really shouldn't have! ahaha and you too Jess!! and Taryn!! muah!
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2005 21 August :: 7.56pm
Today I slept all day. It was so nice.
Yesterday morning I went to the mall with Andrea. It took us like five hours to get there. The traffic was horriable. I was extremely tired so after the mall I went home and not even five minutes after I fell alseep, Kevin Meek calls me and wants me to go to the mall with him so even though I just got back from the mall I went anyways. I was so tired. I hadn't slept in two days straight. So we went to the mall, met up with Andrea and Brie and then I went back with them and we went to the mall again to see Dan. I was at the mall three times in one day, it was great. Then we went to a party but we didn't stay long because I was extremely tired from lacking two days of sleep so I went back to Matt and Stuarts house with Amy, Brie, and Chad. The minute I got there I walked right into Matts room and went to sleep but like an hour later everyone at the other party showed up so they kept coming into Matts room every five minutes and waking me up. They all insisted that they wanted to see/talk to me so I really didn't get that much sleep. Everyone was being loud as hell so I was listening to my iPod and I woke up and it was missing. I freaked out because if I lost it then I would be in soo much trouble but it turns out Andrea came in there and I was sleeping so she took it from me. Thank god Andrea told Stuart the truth or otherwise I would have felt even worse than I already do now. Last night when we all finally went to bed there was like six or seven of us all laying on the floor. Stuart and our friend Brock who we now call Broccoli locked Andrea and I outside. It wasn't cool at all. Stuart was mad at us because we wouldn't tell him what we talked about with Matt. It was the dumbest thing ever and we were out their for like 20 minutes just chilling on the porch with Matt. We had to two way Amy and make her wake up and let us in. Thats really all I remember about it.
Where is Fred when you need hiim!?!?
-EDIT-
Matt: "Well if you guys don't want to come with us you have to stay here with Stuart!"
Me: "WE DO!?!??"
@ Olive Garden
Waiter: "Do you want a box for that?"
Me: "Umm *thinking* yeah...
Brie interupts: "you can bring it back for Stuart"
Me: "Actually....no, no thank you"
lol what insides jokes we have brianna and andrea
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2005 21 August :: 1.40pm
i slept till 12:30 today.... it feels so good to sleep.
im trying to remember what i did yesterday..... but im drawing a blank.
ohhhh... we had the greenville parade yesterday mornin... scott and keegan came out to see us. half way through the parade sue picked up a couple of "hitch hikers" too..... laughs.
then after i got out of work me and keegan watched the wedding date.. it was gooooood. then we fell asleep... i got home around 4, slept till 12:30, had a hamburger.... found out one of my friends is "engaged to be engaged" whatever the hell that means, and now im sitting here waiting for keegan to bring me my scrub top for work tonight.
he's gotta work at logans tonight..... you should all go see him.
hmmmmmm.....
senate meetings wednesday and thursday.... my only 2 days off.... tears.
well... im pretty boring right now... guess i'll go.
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2005 20 August :: 7.15pm
Yay! I got my Nextel!! WOOHU!!! Im so happy.
Umm....I went to see Red Eye the other day. It was WAAAY better than i expected it to be. The commercials made it look like it was gonna suck...but i decided to take a chance anyway...and it was definitly worth it. And Taryn...I thought about it....and you were SO right....that Cillian whatever-his-last-name-is guy is pretty cute. I admit it.....I was WRONG!!
But ya know what? I was watching Mean Girls today while i was babysitting....and I was looking at Regina and thinking......"Wow.....she looks EXTREMLY familiar" and then I though...."Hmm....I think thats the girl from Red Eye" And i was right. Thats crazaayy!!!
Well, I suppose thats all going on in my life. Love ya guys!! Bye!!
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2005 20 August :: 6.47pm
i did four piercings yesterday it made me feel pretty awsome, they all turned out great. bens coming back in february and were getting an apartment together probly, well thats really all i have to say thanks
tony
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2005 20 August :: 12.03pm
That was seriously a bad idea. I hate having a cell phone for the fact that when you call I hate having to answer it but then I hate not answering because I then feel bad.
Yesterday I went to Michigans Adventure with Andrea, Brianna, and people from Andrea's work. It was fun and we went in the waterpark and it was freezing cold and there was barely anyone in the waterpark because of that. We still had fun though. After that we went to Andreas and got ready, went to Olive Garden, then we went to Stuart and Matts house for a while. Andrea stayed there but I left at like 3am to go to hang out with Kevin. I don't even know whos house it was but we stayed the night their and watched Old School. We didn't go to sleep until 7am and I haven't slept in two days. I'm extremely tired.
Today I'm going to the mall with Andrea and later Chris's party.
I really don't have anything else to say so I'll get going now.
Ashley
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2005 20 August :: 7.52am
greeeeat... the greenville parade is this morning and is raining.. bahh.
we saw the 40 year old virgin last night, it was really funny. i liked wedding crashers better... but it was pretty good.
then we got back to keegans and for an hour and a half went through clothes and priced them for their garage sale today... the rain helps for THAT too.. damn rain.
i need to finish school shopping. i just dont feel like it. im all shopped out.
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2005 19 August :: 12.31pm
my computer is toooooooo slow.
i am now without a user pic. till i can get to keegans because he has a good comp. bahh. well, which is tonight.. but still.
NOTE TO SELF: dont ever leave your car at his house with the hopes that he'll beable to get you back to it. he has no self control when it comes to sleeping... hmph. awww but he's so cute when he sleeps.
i have to work the next 4 days in a row.... AND our hours got cut. people keep dying at metron... we need to go to a grocery store or bingo tournament and recruit more old people... maybe that'd solve the problem. you never know.
i really SHOULD go work on the goodbye letter for the post that i assured sue was nearly done..... mehhh. i dont want to! i still have a month left! its not over yet! *cries.... im going through denial. i ALSO dont know who all is trying out for red flannel this year... so if anybody knows... leave me a comment pleeaaaasssee. and good luck to all futrue prospects! mmmm..... here comes the sadness again.
blueberry pancakes sound good.
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2005 18 August :: 5.37pm
:: Music: Ali- Breathe In, Breathe Out
Do The Chicken. BUCKAH. Do The Chicken.
-K. Loye
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2005 18 August :: 4.32pm
:: Mood: bored
Well, how is everybody doing? ...........cool, thats good to hear. I'm doing pretty good actually. Things aren't the best, but they could be a lot worse. Last weekend I went to Tyler Mull's party. That was quite the blast.....from what i remember. Then Friday night i went with Lee Armstrong, Danny Rector, and Jake Holland to The Grill. That was a lot of fun too. But then we got kicked out because of a fight. But it wasn't our fault, so its all good. Then saturday i went with Lance up to Howard City and went to Amanda's work. It was the first time i saw her in like almost 2 years. She still looks good. Still as pretty as she was last time i saw her. I miss hanging out with her. We talk every now and then, but we never get to hang out and it makes me sad. But hey, what can ya do. I've been working and keeping busy lately also.
I have more to say, but i have to say it later cause i have to go cause i'm at work.
Kevin
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2005 18 August :: 2.45pm
:: Music: Goodbye To You
HAPPY!
I don't really have anything new to talk about so I'll just re-cap this week.
Sunday & Monday I was at Lisas
Tuesday I went to Bries house then Andrea, Jordan, Brie, and I all went to Matt and Stuarts house and hung out with their neighbors and Rich Chapman. They live on 28th street. We stayed the night there and hung out. It was wild and crazy but extremely fun.
Wednesday morning we got back to Bries house and slept for like 3 hours and then we came over to my house and watched The 1st season of The O.C. and then Kevin Meek came over and we went to Kevin Drumms and hung out with a bunch of people there. We came back to my house at midnight and we started watching more episodes of The O.C. and Brianna is still upstairs watching them now as I speak!!
Today were (Brie, Dan, Andrea, and I) are going to Stuarts and Matts and were staying the night.
Tomorrow I'm going to Michigan Adventures with Andrea and some other people.
Saturday I'm going to Chris's party and thats really all I know for the weekend.
I've waited so long to finally feel this way. Anyways I have to go because I want to watch The O.C. "Im happy which never used to be an accomplishment"
MuCh Love-Ashley*
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2005 18 August :: 12.21pm
i hate cleaning... i get distracted to easily.
went to blues last night... totally got hit on by the guys in the olive express.... even got a discount on my lemonade... ooooh yeah.
scott came down, and i talked to wyatt quite a bit... what a doll he is. i talked to yancy too... always a plus. i love how i can talk to him so easily about anything.... sighs* if only everything was perfect.. he'll never fully grow up though.
KEEGANS here..... gotta go... i love seeing his car pull up the driveway.
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2005 17 August :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: jealous
[How I Feel... Within A Song]
I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
No place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Her feeling she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
She's lost inside
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2005 17 August :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: sad
why is she so mean? She makes me feel like crap about her leaving and then next week she's gonna be gone, and I feel so guilty for all of the horrible things that I say to her, but I really can't help it, they just pop out before I can stop them. She makes me so sad about her leaving, like she is so upset herself, and then I always say things like "good, take all your stuff with you so then you won't have to comeback, or worry about us using it" and it makes her cry, cuz I guess she thinks I'm kicking her out of her home, and that I don't want her here anymore. Well I do, and it makes me cry just thinking about her leaving...for good. But I say things before I can think about them and what they might mean to her. But after tonight, I don't know, she was only gone one flippen night and then she's home, and she's so MEAN, to everyone, that I just can't help but want her gone. But then I think about all of the good stuff that she brings to our house, all of the crazy dancing, and obnoxious laughter, and I don't know, she's really great, when she wants to be, but then...when she isn't being wonderful, she is the meanest person, and she hits me with all of the worst things...not like physically hits me, but she throws things in my face that hurt the most. And the only person that she seems to be ok with are my parents and Kourtney, so yea, I guess it's just me, and she makes me feel so bad about myself. I can't do anything right, and she says that she can't wait to move away from me either, but I know I'm going to miss her like mad, and I don't want her to be happy about leaving us. I know she's going to be fine and everything, and she has everything going for her, and I....well...I'll get it together one of these days. But she's always had it together. I don't know....I'm just really sad, and my mom won't let me go to Dani's, even though it's ok for me to go over there.
And then Kourt and I are supposed to go up to camp tomorrow to stay a night with all of my cousins, and we were going to go after Kourt got dome with soccer practice, cuz it's the onyl ngiht all weekend that we could go, and we normally go every year, and now she ditching me for Emily, to go shopping! I'm so mad, and I don't wanna go alone, but right now, I think it would be kinda good, but if I don't do that, then tomorrow, just like today, is totally worthless. I don't know what I'm going to do. This is all so stupid. I'm stupid.
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2005 17 August :: 8.02pm
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2005 17 August :: 2.28pm
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2005 17 August :: 2.25pm
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2005 17 August :: 11.12am
burger king
i can't hear you burger king! ha ha ha.. that dane cook is a silly bitch.
anyway, i dont wanna go to work. i'm tired, my head hurts, my teeth hurt, i'm hungry, i'm irritated, i'm.. tired. very tired. i'm sneezing, my eyes are watering, i feel like shit.. i dont know why. i was fine last night. i'm coughing. i should call in, but i only work 2 days a week. ugh.
maybe dennis will be working today. probly not, cause nothin ever goes my way. when i want to feel great, i feel like shit, when i want dennis to be working, he wont be lol. actually.. no fuck that. well, he can.. but charles needs to work. i gotta talk to him about something, and he's always there to give constructive advice. i love charles. who else do i like working with.. ross.. i dont want him to be there tho. anne. she'll be there at.. 3 i think she said. for a meeting. i love me some anne juice. and.. cheryl. i dont think she's working. liz quit. nick.. i think he works. and shannon can go straight to hell.
i dont want to do back cash. i don't. not today. i dont have the patience for "do the dishes" while im doing something else. no. i can't. i'll explode again. i know i will. that's just the way i've been today. i dont now how to do anything else though. pick up. that's all i know how to do. god.. i'm gonna quit. i want to. so bad. but.. no. that places gets me gas money every 2 weeks. i need a raise, then maybe i'll enjoy crawling out of bed to go smell fast food for five hours. 4 f's.
i'm done.
update:
dennis was working, nick was not. he works friday, my bad. anyway, i didnt have to do back cash for all day today, like i wished. i had to clean the fucking dinning room instead. i do enjoy it tho. not too much has to be done there. i'd rather do that than back cash anyway. just lettin you know.
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2005 16 August :: 2.48pm
Ok.....so I was gone like....3 more days than I planned.........sorry. :(
But Im home now! YAY! PARTY TIME!!
Ohh.....im prolly getting a Nextel this thursday.....so anybody who wants to talk to me ever, gimmie your beepie number and i will add you!! :)
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2005 16 August :: 10.42am
Im awake again...Very early because of these effing cramps. It's un-bearable. :( I'v been up since 7. Doing absolutely nothing. Waiting for people to call me or get online, but since it was 7 i figured nobody would be on. I'm really upset that today is dan's day off and he has things that "he has to do". That's gay. ugh.
I'm stressin ashley..........!!!!!!!!
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2005 16 August :: 12.59am
pity entry
don't you just love it, when you plan something for so long, and then it just never happens. i do, i do.. not. but you'd think after it happening to me so often, i'd get used to it. too bad it never works out that way.
i'm not going to see dane cook anymore. i can't. i want to, i really really really do. i've never wanted anything anymore in my life, well.. yes i have, but anyway.. this runs close second, and i'm not going anymore. there's no way i'm going to detriot alone. i'll feel like shit going down there, i'll feel like shit sitting alone watching dane cook, and i'll feel like shit coming back. so i just.. won't go.
jill backed out on me, liz and cheryl dont have the money, anne backed out. it's fine though. you'd think i'd have more friends, but i really dont. i'm a picky person, and i just.. dont have a lot of friends. wendy doesnt have the money, allison.. hasnt gotten back to me, and she wont. nobody else has the money. so the.. 3 people that said "yeah i'll go" won't. i don't want anyone to feel bad, cause i'm not saying this for that purpse. i'm saying this because.. i just need to let it out before i go do.. something.
i want anne to have a great time in chicago, i want liz and cheryl to have fun doin.. whatever they'll do, i want jill to have fun.. not bein around me which im sure she is cause we never hang out anymore, and i hope wendy and allison.. ditch me and go with eachother without talking to me. cause it'll happen. it always does to me.
god.. i'm.. upset now. whatever. my pity entry is over. i'm done.
anne, if you cancel on ross, i'll be mad at you. i know you want to go to chicago, so go.
okay good. glad that's off my chest. :)
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