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swimfan14

:: 2005 2 July :: 9.33am

I'm home now....

Someone called me yesterday to tell me that one of our friends died. My friend Dakota. She was in the hospital and she had something called anemia, and im not sure exactly what it is but its something to do with red blood cells and she went into a coma and then she came back out and everyone thought she was going to be okay but then she just passed away and she was a really good friend of mine. I don't exactly think I can deal with this but I guess I'll find out. It seems unreal. I can't believe it and I miss her so much already things will never be the same without her. *cries*

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Paradox

:: 2005 1 July :: 5.13pm

Well, I'm back from Umass. I took 4 flights total and each of them were delayed by at least a half hour. BLAH. But other than that and how much I missed Erika, I had a good time. learned alot and it worked out for the best. I've got a promotion coming up at Lazer Skate so yay for me.

Now I'm chillin here at Micah's house. computer's still busted, so I can't do much online. Shitty deal.

Been breakin alot lately, gotta show 1 week from today at Hope College. Gettin that paper biatches! haha....

Erika is amazing. simple and plain I don't even know where to begin. Thats all I'll leave it at.

Take it easy all...

-K. Loye

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tonyp.

:: 2005 30 June :: 8.11pm

well my dad just told me that im not going to get anything out of tattooing, that i wont get paid or anything or wont make good money, nice thing to hear right.....kind of a spirt crusher huh, well my hopes just kind of got stepped on by my dad..well im gona start working at chads..im excited and i need people to start..i know it sounds bad...but practicing on and theyd have to pay me so i can buy more supplyes....and if anyone is brave enough theyed let me tattoo them too (keep in mind that ive never it before)

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jennapie

:: 2005 29 June :: 11.57pm

I'm going to the zoo tomorrow!! I can't wait!!! It's gonna be fun!! A little road trip in my new car!!!!!!!!!!! yeeaaahhhh!!! First the beach...and now the zoo.....what's next!!!? oh yeah...I think I'm driving to Cinncinnatti!! Whoa!!!!!!! ROAD TRIP!!! YEAHHHHHHHHH

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jennapie

:: 2005 29 June :: 11.17am

Jon, seriously, STOP changing my journal, I'm getting annoyed and I"m gonna change my password if you do it again!! Don't make me do it please! Control yourself my man!

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 28 June :: 8.35pm

keegans mom is picking me up at 10 so we can go get keegan from the airport... he was supposed to be home by 4 today but his flight got delayed... so now he should be in by 11:30..... mmmmmm, darn this weather makin me wait.

yayyyy... i have a consultation with studio 630 about being one of their models... my friend alyssa was their top model last year and her pictures just turned out amazing.. im crossing my fingers..

i should probably put some clothes on.
yeah.. thats generally a good idea..........

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whispers

:: 2005 28 June :: 3.59pm
:: Music: frankie j - story of my life

goodbye, tigger & piglet
the voices of tigger and piglet died on friday and saturday.

piglet died of "undisclosed causes" and tigger died in his sleep.

goodnight, tigger & piglet

:(

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Paradox

:: 2005 27 June :: 3.08pm

I miss erika.... and my plane's delayed till 7 tonight, it was supposed to be at 12 noon... Blah...

I'll be home soon... :)

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jennapie

:: 2005 27 June :: 10.36pm

Jon! Quit changing my journal on me!! Geesh! lol

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 26 June :: 11.35pm

he never hangs up first....

fucking.. ahrl;akejrl;kj.ac....





on a brighter note, im hanging out with matt tomorrow... i've misssed him.. he's always on the road with his band. it'll be nice to sit down, have some cofee, and catch up.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 26 June :: 7.08pm

me and my mom and shelby went to traverse city last night... that was fun. its nice spending time with my family... we havent really done that in awhile.

i miss keegan... i hate massachusetts.

the yearbook thing was awesome... im so sad this was my last year going.. but im almost sure my experience with yearbooks wont be over this year.... awwww... i love kourtney too.. she's so cute!

hmmm maybe i'll call emma and see if she wants to see a movie... just cant get enough of the loye family! laughs* we were planning on seeing the sisterhood of pants movie or whatever... might as well see it tonight...

alright... goodnight dolls.

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paradox

:: 2005 26 June :: 1.41pm

Well, here I am in U-Mass, chillin, I got some down time so I got on a near by community comp and checked my mail and such. It's goin good, I've got alot of down time really, I went shopping actually. Lol... And during other times I'm juss chillin here at the skating rink. It's a good ole time. see you all when I get back.

-K. Loye

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jennapie

:: 2005 26 June :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

HEY EVERYBODY!!! I GOT MY NEW CAR, AND IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!! YOU ALL HAVE TO SEE IT!!!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 June :: 11.24pm

So I'm leaving tomorrow. I think I'll be home next Monday or Tuesday. I'm going to spend the week hanging out with my cousins that live in LA so that should be fun to be with them and it will be nice to get away from home again even though I've only been home for about three days but thats long enough. As much as I'm gone all the time, I never get home sick, not once. Not even when I spent more than a month in California last summer, I didn't get home sick and I cried when I had to come home and I kept changing the date I had to come home so each time it kept costing more money to change my plane ticket so I eventually had to come home but if I had it my way--I never was going to. Anyways I really don't have a point but I can't wait to move to California, its gonna be great.

I'll try to get online and post while im away but I don't know if I will be able to since I think my laptop is at my dads but i'm really excited because im getting a new one soon and when I get home i'm getting a credit card!!

I have to go finish packing.

<3 Ashley*

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TonyP.

:: 2005 24 June :: 11.41am

well my open house is tommorow
chad told me that im gona start working with him like next week how cool is that he really wants me to learn and have me start piercing soon cause hes leaving the shop and opening two new ones which is pretty cool and then im gona learn how to tattoo soo im really doing what i want to do i hope im just good at it is all but im pretty sure im gona be just fine. well i hope you all come to my open house if you need directions just give me a call 696-9784 and ill tell you where to go see you all sometime soon

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swimfan14

:: 2005 23 June :: 9.18pm

click on the pictures to make them bigger and to make them clear!!
-"I'm shopping....straight!" ~Jenna

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Im adding this in or editing in w/e.

well those are a couple of my pictures from my photo shoot and yes in the first picture I am wearing a shirt you just can't see it because it doesn't have straps..lol theres like 25 more pictures still. It's 1:00 right now and I just got home from Jennas lol..we had fun times. I like your purse" "Straight" ..."I have 4 horse, a dog, a cat, they are all very nice" "journala" haha.

Well thanks for scanning those pictures lol

Anyways..when I looked at the second picture it just shows how dark my hair really is naturally..its like DARK brown, almost black..its weird but right now it is light brown and I have natural hightlights from the sun that are really blonde. It just changes all the time by itself beause I don't dye it or highlight it ever. It's just retarded, but Im so tired I have to go to bed now.


good night lovers.


Ashley*

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jennapie

:: 2005 23 June :: 5.48pm

ok Liz, you keep taking these and they sound fun, so here I go again!

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable


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swimfan14

:: 2005 23 June :: 12.47pm

OMG! Today my photo shoot pictures came in the mail. I've been waiting for weeks for them so I'm pretty happy about that. My sister and my friend Amber already want all of them but they can't exactly have all of them lol my sister wants to hang the big 8x10 ones on her wall..shes crazy but I'm happy I got them and I have to make more copies of them and my photographer gave me the copyright too so I can make more to give to my friends. :)

<3 Ashley!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 June :: 8.49pm
:: Music: An Honest Mistake-The Bravery

My Vacation!
Okay well I'm home now. Pretty shitty feeling but w/e Michigan is ugly, depressing, boring. You figure it out but instead of saying welcome to Michigan it should say welcome to the hell hole, where all your nightmares come true. My cousin and I decided that we are going to change that sign some day, to that.

Well this entry will be long. I know it already.

Anyways I'm going to talk about my vacation I guess.

Tuesday is when we got there and we didn't get there until about 10:30 and we stayed in this really awesome hotel and we had so much stuff in our car so my dad made my cousin and I get one of those carts and put all our stuff on it and my cousin and I had our own room and it was on the third floor so as we were trying to get to our room with that stupid cart we kept running into things and everyone was laughing at us and then after that we just went to bed I assume lol.

Wednesday we didn't do anything exciting. We got up at like 7:30 and we went out to breakfast and then we had to go see my great grandma because we haven't seen her in like 5 years and then we went shopping and then we went out to dinner with all of our family that lives there and then we went back to our hotel and went swimming in the pool and we met this guy named Kevin and he lives in Miami and he was there with his family so we just hung out with him for a while and talked. It was fun.

Thursday we went out to lunch and then we went to Ripleys Aquarium and it was soo pretty and I took so many pictures and we got to pet sting rays and the sharks were so ugly they make me want to kill them. *stupid sharks* then after that we went to The Ripleys Believe It or Not Museum and when we had to park, you have to pay to park anywhere in that stupid state I swear and we went to park in this place and my dad was driving in and the lady was like "eight dollars please" and my dad was like "what the fuck, I never put my wallet away because I always have to pull it out to pay for some more things" and my cousin and I were laughing hysterically because my dad said that really weird and the lady was like "okay pull forward and my friend peggy will help you park" and by then my dad was annoyed so hes like "I don't need Piggys help" but her name was peggy it was funny and we went to park and that stupid peggy/piggy girl was telling us what to do and its not like my dad doesn't know how to park and when we got out he goes "thanks for the help piggy" it was so funny. Hes cracks me up but anyways the museum was really cool and they had this thing where you could get your hand made out of wax so I did that and when I had to put my hand into the ice for like 2 minutes it hurt so bad but anyways it was cool and so I got to pick the colors of it and I got pink and orange and they had this thing about how kids always try to chase their shadows but could never catch them so you could go there and stand up aganist this wall and it would take your picture and then you would move and your shadow would be on the wall and my cousin and I were doing really dirty poses on the wall it was funny. Then we went to this thing called a "moving theatre" and it was 4D and that was pretty cool and then we went to the the Ripleys Haunted House and we went into this room and the guy made us walk single file and he said you had to put your hand on the persons shoulder in front of you and through-out the haunted house you can't let go and anyways we went through it and it was really scary and the group we went with was really fun besides there was this little boy who was crying the whole time and I kept screaming and we went into this room and it was pitch black so we had to feel for the door and we were walking in circles and the walls were closing in on us..it was weird and then I accidently let go of the person in front of me and the guy that worked there was just messing around but he started yelling at me and I was like "dont tell me what to do" and he goes "this is my house" so I spit on him haha I didn't even mean to I just did it, on acciden't and then after that we went up this sky lift that takes you all the way up to the top of one of the mountains and it was really scary beacause all your sitting in is the chair thing that you ride up to go skiing and we got our picture taken and all that and there were stores at the top of the mountains so we went shopping and rode back down and then we went out to dinner at Texas Roadhouse and then it was night time so we went back to our hotel and went swimming and we met more people named Tyler who lived in South Carolina and Trevor lived in Mississippi and Jullian but I can't remember where he lived. They were really cool but they liked us and they kept asking us questions like how old we were and if we had boyfriends, stupid guy games.

Friday we went to Gatlinburg again and we went up the sky lift and I went with my dad this time and then we went shopping and I bought two shirts and a necklace and my sister a skirt then we went out to eat and then to this stupid boring art gallery thing that my grandma insisted on going to and we just went back to our hotel for a while because I wanted to take a nap and then we went out to the back of our hotel where their are ducks and we fed them and then I went into the river for a while until I figured out that there are poisonious snakes in there and then we went golfing and since my whole family is obsessed with golfing we always try to do better than each other and of course my dad did better than me and then we went out to dinner and then we went back to our hotel and hung out with Tyler, Trevor, and Jullian and the pool was surronded by hotel rooms and there was this boy on the second floor and he looked like he was 17 or 18 and he was standing up there just staring straight and he never stopped and all of us got annoyed so we started trying to talk to him while we were on the 1st floor in the pool but he ignored us and he would look at us and look back and these other people were talking about how he was sitting there for like an hour and he was there earlier doing the same thing so everyone in the pool noticed him and were just freaked out so when the pool closed he tried to go back into his room and he couldn't find it and he couldn't get the door open and then finally someone opened it for him and Jullian and I walked by their room and they were sitting on the floor..they had to have been on drugs or something but they were crazy.

Saturday we went out to breakfast and then I went bungee jumping it was really fun but scary at the same time and when I got to the top I kept looking down and the guy was like "don't look down or your never going to jump" so anyways he counted to three and then I jumped and I screamed as I was falling and since im pretty small I kept going back up higher than I was supposed to but it was really fun and then I went back up there and did it for a second time. I would do it all over again if I could but it was really expensive and then we bought the tape of me doing it so when I got home I made my mom watch it lol and then my cousin has a fear of go-karts because when we were little we were riding them and she crashed into someone so she has always been afraid but we made her go on them this time and she didn't crash and it was fun and then we got our nails done after that and then we had to go see some family again and then we went to this really good italian resturant and I had the biggest crush on our waitor. I'm going to marry an italian guy someday so my kids will be all italian too..it would be cool haha and then after that we went shopping and I spent all my money while I was there so my dad decided he would give me more money so he gave me $50 and then I went into one store and I bought two purses and they both were about $30 so there went all my money again but I didn't get anymore after that then we went to this place called Marble Slab Creamery and I've never been to one before but they make your ice cream on this marble slab thing, hence the name and then they have all this stuff and you can choose what you want in it and they mix it together on the marble and I got this ice cream called Birthday Cake and I got marshmellows put into it and then I had this huge cone that had white chocolate on the outside with sprinkles it was awesome lol then I don't remember what we did after Saturday but one day I dont remember when but we were in the pool and these annoying kids kept jumping in and all these old people were swimming and they kept drowning the old people lol so this lady told us to go tell the security that they were doing that because they were already told not to jump in anyways so we went to the front desk and there was this cute guy that worked there and we told him and he goes on his little walkie talkie" we have some tattle tails here and they said there are annoying kids jumping in the pool, do you copy that" and so anyways we told him thanks and we started walking out and he goes " come back if you need anything" and as we were walking out my cousin was mocking him and she goes "come back if you need anything and give me a blow job" and I'm pretty sure he heard us and then the next day we were walking into the lobby to get something and I have no idea how he seen us but hes like "hi ladies" "bye ladies" and I turned the corner and he was right there and he was on break so we went and sat outside with him. He was really cool. I wish people were like that here but it never will happen. I can't really remember anything else about that but anyways yesterday I went and stayed with Chloe and we went to the store by ourselves and then her parents friend called my cell phone and told us to come back so were like okay why and we went back and something was wrong with Chloes dad and he wouldn't tell us what was wrong and then Chloes parents went outside and talked for like an hour and nobody knew what was going on and Chloe was scared and so was I because her parents are like my second parents and were like family and so finally they came back in and we all talked and Chloes dad misses Chloes mom because Chloes dad lost his job in FL and got one here so he moved up here and Chloes mom has a job there so she stayed there but Chloes dad was only with her mom because they have a wedding to go this week, otherwise he would be at home working. Anyways Chloes dad wants them to move back to MI--to Cedar so its not set in stone but I'm praying it will happen because It would be nice to have my best friend back and after that we went swimming in their pool and we talked to skyler and corbin for endless hours and they were having a party there .but after that we played pool for a while and finally on the third game I won..I suck at pool. It's sad..last time I played with Kevin I lost all of them too but oh well and then earlier today I went to the beach and then left and got packed and now Im home.

Wow that was really long but on Saturday I'm leaving again for a week to go on vacation again and I'm going to hang out with my cousins that live in LA!

okay this is getting boring now

<3 Ashley!


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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 June :: 8.03pm

i leave for my yearbook workshop tomorrow morning... and then keegan leaves friday morning for massachusetts on a business trip for lazer skate... so im not gonna see him for 6 days.... call me pathetic.. but that'll be the longest i've gone without him.... :(

but asides from that.. we'll do fine.. cuz even though we SOUND pathetic, we're not... and unlike alot of couples, we're perfectly capable of not seeing eachother for a couple of days... i'll be here when he gets back, he'll come over to my house, kiss my forehead... and all will be well.

i got 40 dollars worth of new makeup yesterday... im very excited... i was gonna go to blues at the mall tonight.... but ended up not, and still put all my make up on... its lovely.... *smiles.

the saying... "all dressed up and nowhere to go" that sucks.... but at least every time i look in the mirror im like..... awwww.

i fell in love with an A&F polo yesterday... but it was 40 dollars... sometime i'll get it... keegan got his first polo yesterday... mmmmm i could just bite him he looks so good. *thinks about it...... he's SO fine... ALL the time.

alright... well im bored now.

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jennapie

:: 2005 22 June :: 11.04am

ok, so, we took mom and dad to go to Florida today. TO GET MY CAR! They won't be home till Saturday or Sunday, so we have the house to ourselves for a while. It will be nice. But...I have to work every freakin day, which sucks but that's about all. I hope nothing bad happens, after being freaked out about my house burning down cuz all the alarms were going off, nothing else has to happen. I had to get up at 5:30 and drive them to Grand Rapids. It was waay to early. But anyways, now I'm at Wireless Land with my sister and were putting out new cell phone displays, and I got my dad's oil changed in his car this morning, and then I have to babysit at 1 till around 9:30. But that's all I got to talk about right now, nothing much is going on.

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BigBen61

:: 2005 21 June :: 8.34pm

Some people need to stop acting like 4year olds and stop hurting people who care about them for stupid reasons

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jennapie

:: 2005 21 June :: 7.56pm

How many times will you have sex?

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swimfan14

:: 2005 21 June :: 11.47am

Despite all my best judgments I cannot not like him.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 20 June :: 9.31pm

I find this fucking hilarious, I really do.

I swear you all strive on drama. Before you tell someone else to grow up, grow up youself.

I saw you going down, but you never realized, that your drowning in the water, so fix yourself. I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried, I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.

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