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moomoo

:: 2005 7 May :: 11.01pm

So this weekend has been pretty uneventful. I had to work everday so far and 12 to 8 tommorrow. Seems like my hours have really sucked lately. Today we celebrated mothers day, since I have to work Tommorrow. We went out to Applebees, I love that place. Well last week for seniors this week, kinda sad to not see some people, but in a way kinda glad I wont have to see some ever again. Is that a bad thing? Oh well, I'm off to bed.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 6 May :: 9.34pm
:: Mood: gloomy

FUCK EVERYONE




... that is going to the keeny cheesney concert



=( x 497u546897689749867985476585795475 and ten

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 4 May :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: crappy

well school was gay --> liek always . .

work was --> muchhO fun . . i had a `dustinator' fight with kris & i soooooooo won . . mwahahah . . iis till have it ALL over me . . im going to jump in the shower in a few . .

tomorrow . . danny & i are supposed to hang out . . well we ARE hanign out =)) [[ yay ]] i miss him !? --> its been like 2 whole days !! hah ;) <33 but hes gunna be busy and wont call untill like 6 =(

and i got into with my drunk father . .and i think he tryed to kick me out . .?!

anyways . . im goin to take that shower

peace fuckers.


dan<3

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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 4 May :: 9.13pm

sooo--> guess who im seeing on saturday??

yes. kenny chesney. how hot! lol
then friday i believe im hanging out with mike.
and tomorrow. im hanging out with the fuckin love of my life!! [[robert]]. soon he leaves school = / no fuckin good.

anyways. im chillen with megan. sooo im out

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 3 May :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: crazy

xxoo i just fucking love you !! xxoo

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innocence

:: 2005 2 May :: 10.10pm

what up gangstaa?

what up peoples?! not much here.. well spring break is OVER! and i think the best days of my spring break were the first and the last! lol

i already updated about friday and bobbys party, so that was a good night. then for the rest of the spring break i just basically lounged around, woke up around 12, 1 , 2... fuckin wondeful!

hung out with rob and shannon n met Mel. AHH I LOVE HER. she's fucking awesome and i cant wait to chill with her again!

anywho.. soo i think it was friday .. yea. i met up with rob and me . rob . dj willie [will] . anthony . jeff . mike . cathy . and marissa all met up and went to this studio by old country road and they started doing their mixes n their raps which was tight as fuckkk .. it was so awesome! so that was a good night, had about half of jeffs 40 of bud n then anthony busted out the tequila but i didnt drink it lol. anyway, so we chiled n got to know each other n we're all friends n shit n we're prob. chillin again this saturday which would be nice. it was a lot of fun. they're my kinda ppl n i hope we chill again sooon..

then sunday lauren came back yayy!! i missed her so much, anyway so she came back, she did my hair ,we did my homework lol tankies sweetie. and then we headed over to 194 .. we met up w/ some kids and the same lil one who always fucks w/ us, but we had backup this time so it was hysterical.then the kids left and we went to the deli and then ant. called me so we went back to 194 and met up w/ ant. and mike and played more volleyball n just talked n shit.. was fun. then greek mike showed up which was cool. he got caught on a fence lmfao. then i went backto laurens to get my hw, n then went home. after that me and lauren talked for a while n shit n that was that

first day back at school was iight, just suckd gettin up so damn early!! school in itself went by pretty quick i guess.. got some sponsors WHOOOP and that was that. afte rschool i got on the bus to go home but ant. called me and told me to get off the bus and him n greek mike were gonna come get me, so htey came and got me and then we got lauren. then we went to deli bizz and just fucked around, then went to my house, then to ants. n then to the park. played volleyball boys played football thenwe all played volleyball. after that we went to queens college so mike could go to 10min of class lol hope ur aunts alright.. haha. and then i got dropped off and ant called, talked for awhile but i had to fin. my hw. n then i calld back, mike picked up, hasnt called back so i dunoo!! but imma get going, im talkin to madd pl and im tired. byeee

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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 2 May :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: blahhhh
:: Music: ^_^

<333

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 May :: 3.03am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: lets go to vegas

its finally fucking over

wholey shit !! im not sick anymore . . can you believe it ?!
okay maybe im gettin carried away . .
im still sick BUT, im better. . i can move and breathe . . =) hehe. .

so whats been up ?!
i havent been doing much. . jsut relaxign and taking care of my honey <33

lets see ::

wensday`*::
i was sooo soo soo sooo sick i had passed out the night befor, and was upp all night throwing up . and it was aweful, i was felling so shittie. .no school. . i slept all day . . layed around, i was jsut blah . . it blewww..

thursday`*::
o had a doctors appointment earrrrly. .and ya that whent shittie. .but again no school called my boyfriend <33 cause he had teeth pulled . .=\ ended up over there of coursE =) we just layed around and didnt do much he was pretty effed up =) he was trying so hard to stay awake. .it was really cute he did sleep for a little thought . . and i played this vedio game
i love it !! its soo great , i want an xbox so i can play it. . right now . . heh ..we jsut talked, hung out, and i went and bought us ice cream,and a movie . . wich btw is an awesome movie baby !! hehe. .then we watched it ate are ice cream . .bla bla blah =)
i spent the night

friday`*::
he woke me up at 630 !! "baby are you gunna go to school". . noo he layed back down,and we slept untill like 1230<33

woke up,and hung out . . played some awesome xbox !! ate cheez itz =) yummmy and what not . . =). . cory came over. .and we hung out . .watched a movie. .anger managmentits so funny i <33 it. .=), i eventually left though. . had to go to work . . ended up getting sent home for the weekend . .whatever more time to spend with my love <33 once i got back it wasnt long befor we. .whent to get outback after a bit . .then back to lay down !!
spent the night again

saturday`*::
woke up, hung out . . kinda helped it dad build his pond. . but he was grumy soo we didnt . .juss kinda hung out all day . .
cory. .zac . narv. . came over for a halo thinggy at like 9. . i was kinda outta it thought, and really not feeling well blah.
they left not to long after. .
narv moved to california today. lucky bitch
danny<3 and i hung out after . .got in a little tiff . .but we ended up a okay and watched i robot
spent the nightduh.<33

sunday`*::
my baby woke up late, and was late to work, i was really hopin he was gunna end up coming home buttt he called and said he actually had to close i was very upset
=\. .soo krystina and i decided she wouldnt go to sunfest. .and we woulod hang out =). .we ran arounnd getting phone chargers and looked at her new cell phone . .its really cute !! we mostly sad around and watched tv & talked it was funn . . we were watching willy wonka. .when my boyfriend finally got off work [[ yay ]] =) heh, so he took a shower, and came and watched some of the movie . . then we went to play monopoly. . i of course LOST because it wa son xbox. . but on the actual board . . i whoop his ass ;) hah. .and we talked and blah blah. . jusss were us <33

sadly i jsut got home from there . .to return home
butttT the past 4 days have been amazing with him <333 its been. . ahhh undescribable . . =) hes so great i fucking adore him and that feeling i get falling asleep in his arms. . like no other feeling <333 cant wait to get our appartment together ;). . our fish tank will be together asap !!=) hehe. .
god,i love you more than anything in the world . .your my life <333


dream*sweet

|x|o|x|o|
forever yours
ashy <33
i love you daniel jones =)

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 April :: 11.14pm

i love you krisss . .everything will be ohkayyy

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 April :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: crappy

Basics`


name:: Ashley
Age:: 17
Height:: 5*4
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: hazel // green
Number of siblings:: none
Glasses/contacts?:: nopeee
Piercings:: ears and belly button
Tattoos:: no . and whats more depressing im actually starting to want one . . . =\
Braces?:: nopeee

Favorite`


Colour:: blue // purple
Band:: hmmm ?!
Singer:: some country shit im sure
Stuffed animal:: my baby white tiger
Video game:: halo- gauntlet- mwahah =)
TV show:: i never watch tv anymore
Movie:: a walk to remember, a cinderella story, 10 things, so many
Book:: white olenander
Food:: cheez itz
Game on a cell phone:: bowling -- baseball pros annon. hah
Flower::white roses
Scent:: tommy for guys or nautica
Animal:: tiger
Cereal:: cinnomon toast crunch
Website:: journals . . quizes

Do You`


Play an instrument?::used to
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no wayy
Like to sing?:: yesss =)
Have a job?:: shore do- that gay shitt
Have a cell phone?:: yup yup
Like to play sports?:: hmmmhmm
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: ha no way jose =)
(( deff kidding --> i love you more than anything in the world )) <333
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?:: nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: old house-6 new houes-3
Have any special talents/skills?:: yeap
excercise daily?:: used to =\ --> should be .
Like school?:: FUCK SCHOOL !!

Can You`


Sing the alphabet backwards?:: cant say i'v tried. .
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yess
Speak any other languages?:: sing ?? some spanish
Go a day without food?:: yeaaaa
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes sirey
Read music, not just tabs?:: yess
3 leaf clover with ur tongue?:: shoreee cann
Eat a whole pizza?:: a small one ;)

'Have You Ever`


Snuck out of the house?:: duhhh
Cried to get out of trouble?:: prolly
Gotten lost in your city?:: not in mine
Seen a shooting star?:: yeap
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yesem
Had a serious surgery?:: just once on my mouth and soon on my tummy . .again
Stolen something important to someone else?:: yes hah
Solved a rubiks cube?::yeapp
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yes
Cried over a girl?:: yes
Cried over a boy?:: yeaa
Kissed a random stranger?:: naahhhh
Hugged a random stranger?:: yea. .
Been in a fist fight?:: nope
Been arrested?:: close . .for bein out too late
Done drugs?:: noooopeee
Had alcohol?:: yeaaa . .once !!
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: ieww yeah i was in 2nd grade it was wacky . .and hurt
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: of course . . who hasnt ;)
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: hell no . . i know my days off
Swore at your parents?:: yea =\
Been to warped tour?:: once
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: awww no
Been in love?:: yes <3
Been close to love?:: hmmm
Been to a casino?:: las vegas !!
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: noooo
Broken a bone?:: nope!
Gotten stitches?:: urm, kinda ??
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: lol yea
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: Yuckie
Made homemade muffins?:: yea . i wanna make brownies right now tho ?? =\ but danny dosent have the mix . .
Bitten someone?:: yeah lmao . .megan over a video game .. her arm was black and blue for 2 weeks . . her mom was soo mad at me , i felt so bad to pocahantes was the game it was on sega . . soooo old but i still feel bad !!
Been to Disneyland/Disneyworld?:: yeap !! recently even to animal kingdom and seaworld =) i love you
More than 5 times?:: i used to go 6 times a year for baton . .
Been to Niagra Falls?:: yeap . . its Really pretty too.
Burped in someones face?:: ewww no . .
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yeap . . barley tho


whens The Last time`


Brushed your teeth:: 15 mins ago
Went to the bathroom:: and hour or so ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: ms cong. 2
Read a book:: pshhh
Had a snow day:: never ever
Had a party:: no idea ??
Had a slumber party:: hmmm
Made fun of someone:: 20 seconds ago !! sorry baby
Tripped in front of someone:: today lol
Went to the grocery store:: noo idea
Got sick:: im always sick in some ways
Cursed:: no idea ??

either or


Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: lights off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: truck
Body spray/lotion:: body spray
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankie
Headache/stomach ache:: headache. . im soo sick of my tummy hurting all the time
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chinese Food
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: COUNTRY! or rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla !!
Sprinkles/icing::sprinkles
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: french fries !!
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
Hugs/kisses:: huggs & kisses
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve
Pants/shorts:: shorts
Winter break/spring break::winter
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: depends
Moon/mars:: moon

Friendship


How many friends do you have?:: a few
What are their names?:: --
Do you have a best friend?:: yesem
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: course
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: hum, always have . .
Have you ever lost a friend?:: as in passed away ?? yes . as in they fucked me over and were not friends yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: theres so many . .so many people
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: sadly
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: theres a few things. .nd if i care about you enough . . id do anything for you some already know that <33

Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: been there for my and actually listend to me . .
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: cant say i really do ?? anymore . . i got over it . .maybe one ??
What friend have you known the longest?:: meg o.
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: ehh . . yea . .its no one ever would beileve tho . . or for the reason ??
If so, what is it?:: i stole her boyfriend from her . .
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: most
Do any of your friends drive?:: yessssem
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: casey =(
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: wow too many to name !! =) mwahah
What do you think your friends think of you?:: hmmmm ??

Love & Stuff


Have you ever been in love?:: yepp
If you have, with who?:: no worries . .
Are you single?:: noooo <3
Are you in a relationship?:: uh huh
If so, for how long?:: 10 months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: i think so . .
What is your idea of the best date?:: hmmmm
What was your first kiss like?:: i was walking out the door, he was walking in he grabbed my arm and kissed my check . .and thenn we kissed ??
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: [[ shrugs ]]
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: untill you get to a certain point & or age . .
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: haha
Have you ever been dumped?:: duhhh
Have you ever dumped someone?:: mhmm

word Aassociation


Slippers:: fuzzy
Hard:: core
Free:: time
Taste:: great
Good charlotte:: brittany
Red:: heart
Deep:: blue sea
Heart:: break
Cord:: phone
Cheese:: itz
Rain:: fun
Work:: hard
Pedal:: to the medal! hah ;)
Head:: ache
Bed:: time
Fluffy:: pillow
Hardcore::punk
Race:: track
Knife:: fork
Jump:: n Jacks

I. . .


am:: tired
want:: to sleep
need:: sleep
crave:: sleep lol
love:: --> the love of my life !!
hate:: you.
did:: nothing most of the day
feel:: fuckin tired
miss:: my brain isnt working . .
am annoyed by:: my brain saying "fuckkkk youuuu" ;)
would rather:: be asleep
am tired of:: this survey
will always:: be in love with you <33

Random


What is your favourite genre of music?:: COUNTRY! n punk
What time is it now?:: 925 danns clocks fast though. .
What day is it?:: urm .. saturday the 30th !!! =))
Whens the last time you called someone?::in like 4 days ?! iv been with him no need to call =) heh
How much money do you have right now?:: untill i cash my ceck just 35 =\
Are you hungry?:: fuck no . . i feel sick =\
Whatcha doin?:: wondering when everyones comin back in the room to play halo ??
Do you like the moon?:: whatcha wanna do ?! - go to the moon !!
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: playin halo .. or sleeping while everyone else plays
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: i wouldnt know
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to read peoples mind
Have you ever had a picnic?::yesemmm
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: oyea i loved that thing !! and my pongo stik thinggy
What about sock em boppers?:: yea there annoying tho lol
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: nope

do You Think You Are


funny?:: can be
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: yup
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: most of the time
evil?:: mwahha -- can be bitch
smart?:: when i wantg to be . .
strong?:: not emotionaly
talented?:: yup yup
dorky?:: oh yeaa

For Or Against


suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: for (i dont get everyones problem with Canada?)
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage::for
school:: against!!
surveys:: for obviousley im doing this gayy shit
parents:: depends on whos
cars:: for
killing:: for
britney spears:: for
coffee:: for
pants:: for

Woould You Ever


Sky dive?:: yea if i i ever got the guts too
Play strip poker?:: i have
Run away?:: kinda have
Curse at a teacher?:: maybe
Not take a shower for a wek?:: No wayy
Ask someone out?:: nooooo
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: nope
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes..
Go scuba diving?:: yupppss
Write a book?:: no
Become a rockstar?:: shore


More Random


What shampoo do you use?::swauve
What kind of computer do you have?:: dell
What grade are you in?:: junior
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: sometimes
How many posters do you have in your room?:: none
How many cds do you have?:: too many to count
What time is it now?:: 938


omg im so fucking sick =\ goign to take a showerrrrr

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 April :: 12.51am
:: Mood: cranky

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.



ps i didnt mean to fuck up tonight =(

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 April :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: irritated


i went to the hosptial to see my grandma . .

i got really pissed off when i realized . .

linda . .joann . .my mom . .dad . aunt kathy . . were all there


and none of them were there for me . .


either time

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 April :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: pringles theme song !!

im boreddd

i forgot i had this thing . .and once again im amazed !! =) haha . .anyways . . im not going to work tonight . . blahh didnt go to school today either . . im SOO damn sick its aweful . .im supposed to be going to get blood work soon . . but well see because my grandma just got rushed to the ER . . so i think im shit outta luck . .=\\ i dunno ?! imma go call danny though .. befor he goes to work . . soo yall have fun and be safe !!

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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 25 April :: 7.09pm
:: Music: criminal

=)

extremely long survey

Created by xfallingforyoux and taken 73230 times on bzoink!

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:Brittany Gandee
Age:17
Height:5'2
Natural hair colour:brown
Eye colour:hazel
Number of siblings:3
Glasses/contacts?:no
Piercings:4 @ the time
Tattoos:1
Braces?:no
FAVOURITE
Colour:pink
Band:blink 182
Song:gettin away with murder
Stuffed animal:--
Video game:halo
TV show:real world
Movie:crazy/beautiful
Book:white oleander
Food:-
Game on a cell phone:bowling
CD cover:mudvayne
Flower:white rose
Scent:adidas(( guys ))/nautica
Animal:peguin
Comic book:baby blues
Cereal:cinnamon toast crunch
Website:my journals
Cartoon:tom and jerry
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:attempting
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:no
Like to sing?:yes
Have a job?:no
Have a cell phone?:used to
Like to play sports?:ehh
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Have a crush on someone?:yes
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:duno
Have any special talents/skills?:singing?
Excercise daily?:no
Like school?:no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:no
Speak any other languages?:no
Go a day without food?:yes
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:yes
Read music, not just tabs?:yes
Roll your tongue?:yes
Eat a whole pizza?:no
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:yes
Gotten lost in your city?:no
Seen a shooting star?:yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:no
Had a serious surgery?:no
Stolen something important to someone else?:no
Solved a rubiks cube?:no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:yes
Cried over a girl?:yes
Cried over a boy?:yes
Kissed a random stranger?:prolli
Hugged a random stranger?:im sure
Been in a fist fight?:yes
Been arrested?:almost
Done drugs?:yes
Had alcohol?:yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:no
Swore at your parents?:yes
Been to warped tour?:no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:no
Been in love?:yes
Been close to love?:yes
Been to a casino?:no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:yes
Broken a bone?:no
Gotten stitches?:no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:yes
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:ew gross
Made homemade muffins?:yes
Bitten someone?:yes
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:yes
More than 5 times?:yes
Been to niagra falls?:no
Burped in someones face?:no
Gotten the chicken pox?:yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:this morning
Went to the bathroom:20 mins ago
Saw a movie in theaters:no idea
Read a book:not lately
Had a snow day:it doesnt snow in fl
Had a party:err
Had a slumber party:every night!
Made fun of someone:today
Tripped in front of someone:i dont keep count
Went to the grocery store:yesterday
Got sick:few weeks ago
Cursed:oh god, idk
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:fruit
Black/white:black
Lights on/lights off:off
TV/movie:movie
Car/truck:truck
Body spray/lotion:idk
Cash/check:cash
Pillows/blankets:pillows
Headache/stomach ache:neither.
Paint/charcoal:paint
Chinese food/mexican food:chinese
Summer/winter:winter
Snow/rain:idk what snows like
Fog/misty:fog
Rock/rap:rock
Meat/vegetarian:meat
Boy/girl:ooo tough one
Chocolate/vanilla:vanilla pudding!!
Sprinkles/icing:sprinkles on icing=)
Cake/pie:cake
French toast/french fries:depends on what time of the day it is
Strawberries/blueberries:strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:ocean
Hugs/kisses:depends
Cookies/muffins:cookies
p33n/bewbz:wtf
Wallet/pocket:pocket
Window/door:depends?
Emo/goth:emo
Pink/purple:pink
Cat/dog:idk
Long sleeve/short sleeve:depends
Pants/shorts:pants
Winter break/spring break:spring
Spring/autumn:autumn
Clouds/clear sky:clear
Moon/mars:moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:very few
What are their names?:megan, robert, alex, erick
Do you have a best friend?:yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:yes
Have you ever lost a friend?:yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:then it wouldnt be an inside jokee duhhh
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:i just cleaned megans room, cause shes sick
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:idk
Do you miss any of your old friends?:of course
What friend have you known the longest?:alex
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:yes
If so, what is it?:cant say
How often do you spend time with your friends?:i live with my best friend
Do any of your friends drive?:yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:many things
What do you think your friends think of you?:idk
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:yes
If you have, with who?:jeremy
Are you single?:yes
Are you in a relationship?:no
If so, for how long?:--
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:sure why not
What is your idea of the best date?:idk
What was your first kiss like?:blahhh
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:like 12?
Do you think love is a load of shit?:sometimes
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:with the what
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:yes
Have you ever been dumped?:yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:sex? im not a virgin
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:bedtime
Hat:davids
Hard:penis
Free:food
Space:alien
Taste:bud
Good charlotte:okay
Red:blood
Deep:blue sea
Heart:filled
Cord:phone
Cheese:head
Rain:bow
Work:eww
Pedal:bike
Head:penis
Bed:sex
Fluff:cotton
Hardcore:punk
Race:car
Knife:kill
Jump:the fuck up
I....
am:tired
want:him
need:sleep
crave:him
love:megan!
hate:danielle
did:nothing bad today
feel:.. idk
miss:my dad
am annoyed by:nothing
would rather:be with..
am tired of:school
will always:be me!
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:punk/ska
What time is it now?:658pm
What day is it?:monday
Whens the last time you called someone?:urmm.. idk
How much money do you have right now?:haha
Are you hungry?:not really
Whatcha doin?:this
Do you like parades?:sometimes
Do you like the moon?:yes
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:dk
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:sure
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:im not sure..
Have you ever had a picnic?:yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:yes!!
What about sock em boppers?:yes!!
Are you wearing any socks right now?:no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:soemtimes
pretty?:not really
sarcastic?:yes
lazy?:yes
hyper?:sometimes
friendly?:yes
evil?:umm
smart?:when i want to be
strong?:in what sense
talented?:not really
dorky?:sometimes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:mike grant
skip:um
dance:megan
lonely:akon!!
pen:wtf
flower:
window:
psycho:
brain freeze:
orange:
sassy:
jelly:
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:not my problem
love:for
drunk drivers:against
airplanes:for???
war:idc
canada:i have nothing wrong with canada
united states:for
rock music:FOR
gay marriage:FOR
school:against
surveys:sureee
parents:ehh
cars:for!
killing:okay
britney spears:okay
coffee:i dont like it
pants:for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:yes
Play strip poker?:yes
Run away?:yes
Curse at a teacher?:yes
Not take a shower for a week?:no
Ask someone out?:yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:i have?
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:dont think so
Go scuba diving?:yes
Write a book?:no
Become a rockstar?:yes
Have casual sex?:yes
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:suave
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:depends on wat u call something sexual..making out??? friday..
What kind of computer do you have?:i had a dell
What grade are you in?:11th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:soemtimes
Or just make out?:yes
How many posters do you have in your room?:2
How many cds do you have?:234792834y12.. idkk lots
What time is it now?:706pm

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:: 2005 24 April :: 11.29pm
:: Mood: cold

its gettign better all the time
im updating !! what in the world is wrong with me ?! =) mwahah . .

well yeah .. iv had a busy - yet not so busy weekend !?. . i havent sleept a damn bit . . thats for sure . . lets see . .
friday night i went to work . .and i left to get bitched out and kicked out by my mom . . went and drove around. .and an hour later or so . . i met my dad up at JFK . .lindsey showed up and left 20 sceonds later because kriss came . . so whatever . . i was pissed . .but didnt care . . i wasnt there to hang out . . i was there because i wanted to die practically . .so yeah i sat in there with kriss and my dad for a little and then i got my wrist band and they took my blood everythign then sent me back to the waiting room . . then danny<33 showed up with his dad . .tom left after 20 minutes or so . .and my dad went to sleep in the truck. . danny went outside to smoke a cig and walked back in with zac !! i was very surprized . .=) soo the 4 of us hung out talked and what not for awhile then krissss went home ---> i dindt want her to be up there all night . . sinc eit was already 1 am ;) hah thanks for coming ohh yeah and staying !! =)). . around 3 something they took me into a room . .and took more blood . . of course had a problem findomg a dman vain . .soo i have a bazillion brusies like always =\ no fun . . but yeah my dad went to the car again to go back to sleep [[ zac nd danny<3 ]] had gone to get him to sing some papers . .soo we all sat around and watched tv . . danny was layin in my hospital bed with me . . [[ lol ]] trying to sleep . .and around 430ish we were all laying around half asleep even zac . . who had been extreamly intertained by the needles in my arm. .and the gloves !! . . =) he ended up going to his truck to sleep . and danny <33 slept in the bed . .around 530 we were woken up to take my testes . . wont go there =\ .. but we went back to the room and sat around for 20 minutes or so . . doctor offered me to chocies --> another 45 minutes or a fax . . ill take the fax !! . . so we got my stuff and left . .only to find out my dad had left . .and danny <3 nor myself had any money . . so zac paided for the copay --> thanks soo much !! .. i have to to give back to you . . next time i see you !! =)) and we all headed home . . for some slllllllleeeeeeeep god, was i tired .. i ended up being awoke at fucking 10am !! and had to run around and do shit so i got NO sleep . .=\ at work that night i felt miserable . . it was gayyy wayne told me i looked like i was going to die . .and he was worried lol. .and yeahh had a decent night tho . .untill i became 930 and i wanted ot go home . . and the second kitchen says . . take care of the last customer and clock out . .this guy walks in . .[[ he has long brown hair . .dirty . .leather jacket . .FREAKY looking ]] and runs up to the counter grabs my arm and yells call 911 !! call 911 !! call call . . so troy calls . and i back up enough to get him to release my hand . and he goes . . my wife is drunk . and she jsut beat the shit out of me . .he was actually pretty calm . .[[ shrugs ]] then . .he starts telling me abou7t how she stabed him last week and all this other bullshit . .and all the sudden this short skinny pregnant lady runs in black dirt marks all over her face . .bottom of her shirt a little torn . .and screams .. call 911 this man just raped me hes crazy call 911 this is a fucking emergancy call 911 !! and is screamin and cursing and carrying on . . .and starts to come around the counter threating me and screaming .. finally by that time kitchen came back from being outside and i wasnt by myself. .and pressed the button for the cops and scared her away from the counter . .and yea she walked outside as the cops pulled up . .and yeah the cop made me go outside and answer 300000000 questions and blah mucho drama with that and finally i got to go home . and went to fucking bed . .untill 12 cause danny <33 woke me up so we could talk.. even though he was paying more attention to his movie --> that he owns !! lol [[ shrugs ]] went back to sleep at 3 and then today ---> sunday <--- i woke up to go get thereasa's tounge periced butt that fell through . . so i went out to eat . . at . .urm ?! damn i cantr remember thats really sad . and annoying mee .. .whatever . . and then i drove aroudn did a few things, , got REALLY sick .. threw up for a good 3 hours [[ yuckie --> ickie ]]and headed to work, had an awesome night went by really fast !! =)) and that crack head guy .. walked by the store. . i got scared lol . . i tryed to sleep wen i got home but danny <33 wanted to talk =)) soo we talked for awhile then he headed off to zacs . .and im just bored . . but i think im going to hitt the hay in a few momentos . . im so beat . .


tomorrow is supposed to be just us, <33
hopefully goes thorugh . .


goodnight
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