The Lilly Pad

:: 2005 24 April :: 2.23am
:: Mood: restless

he never updated . .

so this is mine

nite

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innocence

:: 2005 23 April :: 12.15am

heyy.. well i just got back from bobbys birthday party thing. ohmigosh it was so much fun lol. at first it was kinda awkward cuz i didnt realy know anybody and some people were being dicky, but it all got much better.

john dropped me and lauren off at francis lewis, and we met up with bobby, samir, and jeremy.. from there we walked to the pool hall and played pool. playing was fun, so was watchin, bobby oopeneed his birthday present and im pretty sure he liked it hehe i love the card. pool was a lot of fun especially when we really got into it

after pool me lauren and bobby went to the pizza place and met up with jeremy, we all talked n shit and then after we finished eating we walked to arbys to meet up with a few other people. we ended up drinking bobs gift haha and then we talked and chilled for a while. after that we went back to the pool hall to play ping pong.. that was funnnnnyyy..

john picked us up at like 1130 -- i wish it coulda been later =( .. im not very pleased with john tho, im actually really disappointed in him, but thats a different story.. kissed everyone bye and dipped. dropped lauren off, came home, changed and got online.. oh yea, and i sorta think he likes lauren.. eh what can you do?

all in all fun night and i hope to chill w/ him n his friends again soon. g'night!!

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:: 2005 21 April :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: shittie
:: Music: --

begging please
The day has come to an end
The sun is over my head
My polyamorous friend
got me in a mass of trouble again
so
Just when you think that you're all right
I'm crawlin out from the inside
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all

They've come to get me again
The cloud is over my head
My polyamorous friend
Got me in a mass of trouble again
so
Just when you think that you're all right
I'm crawlin out from the inside
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all
just stay away from the white light
I'd say your worst side's your best side
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all-

well how do you know?
well how do you know?
well how do you know?
well how do you know?

Just when you think that you're all right
I'm crawlin out from the inside
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all
Just stay away from the white light
I'd say your worst side's your best side
I never hurt anyone
I never listen at all
Let's go

:: 2005 21 April :: 12.33am
:: Mood: cold

you cant be in love alone

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:: 2005 20 April :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: creative

i want to go to the kenny chesney and rascal flats concert SO BAD !!

=(

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innocence

:: 2005 20 April :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: staind

longg timeee

wassup!?! well its been a year and a day since i updated. yes i know ive been neglecting woohu but i guess its because i have a myspace now too and that thing has something new everyday, plus ive been completely bombarded with plans and homework. anyway, heres whats been happenin'.

so there was this kid at my school named bobby that i thought was pretty hot and i told myself that before the end of the year i would go up to him, tell him he's hot and just have that be that, just so i know i did it lol. i ended up finding him on myspace and we've been talking ever since. no, i dont like him or anything, i just think its kinda weird yet cool, and im glad we're talking bc he seems like a fun person to chill with. anyway, so yea, ive been talkin to him a lot and we're gonna chill soon.

friday after school lauren came over. we all ordered chinese because i wanted it lol =) .. then john drove me paul and lauren to my school play [grease]. when we got there we got seats, thanks to paul we were in row X out of A-Y lol. we had the bitchiest lady sitting in front of us, i wanted to ring her neck.. the play in itself was okay, some of the singing could have been better and they took out good parts of the movie, but for a francis lewis school play, it was good. i saw shannon there, haha that was a trip.. then john picked us up, we "rolled out" to some funny songs, dropped lauren off, and then headed home.

saturday morning lauren came over. we just hung around for the most part, i did my homework n shit. john came home around 1 and brought home some sandwiches so we all had lunch. then after that john washed his car outside and blasted the music while me and lauren played volleyball in the street. it was great, we listened to all sorts of music, then we did the electric slide haha fun fun. then me lauren and john went to the store and got shit to barbeque. we got back home, put on music in the jeep, john cooked, we played volleyball, then we ate. after dinner john took me and lauren to college point movie theater so we could see amityville horror. bobby called about 10 min before it started bc he just got off work n wanted to chill, but he wasnt able to get to the theater on time, so i told him id call after the movie.. fuckin annoying ass people sitting behind us, the whole row full, i swear i know their life story now. after amityville -- which was a kickass movie - laurens pops took us back to my house. we called bobby back, he was going to play pool and invited us, but my ride was a tad too drunk to drive me and it was getting late anyway. so we went back to my house, talked for a lil while and then passed out.

sunday we woke up around 10, had breakfast, lauren went home to shower n shit, then she came back.. we did each others hair, had leftover chinese food for lunch, watched the italian job and oceans 11. then we researched the amityville horror bc we were bored, that shits whack. aroudn 630 my pops picked us up and took us to get pizza and italian ices, it was okay i guess. then we dropped off lauren and i went back home.

we had some guy over this wk to fix our computers, mine crashed, aunt lee had 500 viruses, and pauls was fixed already. i got a new computer and thats the story. this friday im gonna chill w/ bobby, lauren and a shitload of other people and play pool for bobs birthday. [happy 17th]. then lauren leaves me and idk what im gonna do during the week.

i guess thats about it, oh yea, im still not over him. : \ whatever
good luck in orlando ECE!!..

two days left :: then SPRING BREAK!
woot

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:: 2005 20 April :: 8.30pm
:: Music: oxycotton

" cause im a pill popper "
- Name: brittany
- Birthplace: fl
- B-day Month: feb
- Current Location:megans room
- Eye color: hazel
- Hair color: red
- Height: 5'2"
- Righty or Lefty: Righty
- Zodiac sign: aquaries
- Shoes you wore today:reefs
- Your weakness: hm lots
- Your fears: Heights, lizards, being alone
- Your perfect pizza: cheese?
- Goal you'd like to achieve: dk
- Your bedtime: whenever im tired
- Your most missed memory:my dad
- Pepsi or coke: pepsi
- Dr. Pepper or Mr. Pibb: dp
- McDonald's or Burger King: mcds
- Single or Group dates: Single
- Best friends: megan, alex
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: --
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: lipton
- Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
- Cuss: eh?
- Sing: sure
- Take a shower everyday: Yea
- Have a crush: Yup.
- Do you think you've been in love: yup
- Want to go to college: ehh
- Where: --
- Like(d)school: No.
- Want to get married: idk
- Believe in yourself: not usually
- Get motion sickness: no
- Think you're attractive:no
- Think you're a health freak:def not
- Get along with your parent(s): no
- Like thunderstorms: sometimes
- Play an instrument: im learning
- Ambition: I have a lot.
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: idkk

I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: yup
- Smoked: yup
- Done a drug:yup
- Had sex : Nope
- Made out: yup
- Gone on a date: No
- Gone to the mall: Yes
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos:no
- Eaten sushi: no
- Been on stage: No
- Been dumped: No
- Gone skating: No
- Made homemade cookies: No
- Gone skinnydipping: No.
- Dyed your hair: yea
- Stolen anything: No

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
- If so, was it mixed company: yea
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
- Been caught, you know: yea
- Been called a tease: yea
- Gotten beaten up: Nope
- Shoplifted: yes
- Changed who you were to fit in:at one point
- Age you hope to be married: --
- Describe your dream wedding: --
- Thought about how you want to die: yea

I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally:2 i think
# of CDs that i own: Countless
# of piercings: 4
# of tattoos: 1
# of scars on my body:1

S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? pantene
- What are you most scared of? hm
- What are you listening to right now? oxycotton
- How many buddies are online right now? 22
- How many are away: 6
- What would you change about yourself? lots

F a v o r i t e . . .
- Color: pink
- Food: duno
- Boy's name(s): caleb
- Girl's name(s): kylie, chloe
- Subject(s) in school: i hate school-
- Animal(s): Penguins
- Sport(s): football

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? Yeah
- Got high? yea
- Bungee jumped? no
- Made yourself throw up? yeah bc i was already sick to my stomacn
- Skinny dipped? yes
- Been in love? yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes
- Pictured your crush naked? dont think so
- Actually seen your crush naked?no
- Cried when someone died? yes
- Lied? Yeah
- Fallen for your best friend? Yes
- Been rejected? Yes
- Rejected someone? Yes
- Used someone?yea
- Done something you regret? Yeah...

R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Time where you are:836pm
- Smell: megs perfume
- Favourite artist: [[ shrugs ]]
- Favourite Group: blink
- Current Desktop picture: megs bg
- Book you're reading: --
- CD in the player: A Mix
- DVD in the player: None

L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
-Touched: meg i think
-Hugged: ryan
-Felt loved by: um
-Spoke to: megan

:: 2005 19 April :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: cranky

i hate the doctors. .

they make you sit aorund for 3 hours . . and then talk to you for 10 minutes . .

. . point is--> i have 3 doctors appoinments next week
. . two the following . .

damn

i spent my night::

aty the doctors untill 6 . . and driving around untill 9 to find something for someone <3 but !! they wernt there =\ so they didnt get it . . and i dont think im going to give it to them . . cause i feel retarted ?!

. . thenn i spent a good 2 or 3 hours looking for tickets to::
kenny chesney
toby keith
rascal flatts
brad pasily
brooks n dunn
my chemical romance
good charlotte
green day
the used
3 doors down

. . . witch was a waste of time .. =\ no results
I REALLY WANT TO GO TO THERM ALL !!! . .
i want good seats . .and i guess it would help if i had someone to go wiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttthhhhhhhhh !!

god damn . . im cranky =(

i love you . .
goodnight guyssssssss

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:: 2005 17 April :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: awake

that sparks been burnign longer . .and is becoming so much stronger
[( Basics)]
-Name: Ashley
-Nickname(s):ashh,bashy,twinks,huckaroo,love,ashy
-DOB:april 11th
-Hair Color:: brown
-Eye Color::hazel/green
-Hieght: 5'4

[(This or That )]
-Tv Or Movies- movies
-Pop Or Rock- rock
-PC Or Laptop- pc
-Aim Or Yahoo- aim
-Black Or White- black
-Prep Or Punk- pubj

[( Love Life )]
-Do You Have A Bf/Gf?- negative
-If So, How Long?-jkdnbhkg
-Crushing Or Loving- i love you <3
-Ever Been In A Relationship?- duh . .
-Ever Had Your First Kiss?- mhmm
-If So, When?-oh god . . ummm . .aziel
-The 1st Person You Ever Had A Crush On- SCOTT !!
-Your Dream Bf/Gf?- not goign there.
-Have a crush- yesem
-Have a chance- no ideaaa

[( Friends )]
-Craziest-rich
-Shyest- none
-Ditziest- lindsey
-Funniest-kriss. . lindsey
-Most Honest- fuck that
-Weirdest-lindsey
-Most Trustful-kitchen
-Known Longest-victor
-Just Like You-kriss. .

[( Random)]
Who was the first friend you've ever made?: princples office
Which friend have you've known the least?:hmm richie
Your most best friend ever? jenn jenn. . rubiano --> FUCK YOU =\ One of most memorable memories with a friend:"friend"-->i took 8 hundered and some pictures. . went broke . . and has the time of my life . . -->
and . ."swing swing" chirp !! wait whha? lmao
Who can you trust through your whole life?: no one

my daddy played a mean trick on me tonight =\\
blahhh . . anywho . . i had a good night at work --> wayne was in a good mood . .and i want to see _____* but i think thats going to be a no go . .

. . lindseys out with richie. .annnnddd i think shes ocming back here tonight who knows ?!?

---> last night. . i missed that =\

peace fuckerss

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moomoo

:: 2005 17 April :: 2.33pm

Well this weekend was actually pretty good, Besides the fact that I had to work like everyday. But I got to hang out with some people that I havent hung out with in a while. I got my stuff for my senior pics. My mom wants me to get them done in June. Shes been driving me crazy asking me about them. I'm taking segment 2 in a week. Then hopefully soon after I will be able to drive soon. I cant wait.

:: 2005 16 April :: 5.11pm
:: Music: goin crazy

ive got a crush on you
hey hey. well its saturday adn im leaving soon. i got into another fight wiht my mom, bc shes a whore. but im trin to go getmore of my stuff.. soooo we'll see. im chillen with krystina tonight and i chilled with her last night, which was cool.
the night before i chilled with her meg and jen too. we went downtown and i saw tom!!!! i havent seen tom in like 6 mths! lol of course, cause i see him.. like literally every 6 mths. hes cool. hes livin wiht justin now.. how cute. we are supposed to chill soon. but --- > justin? urmmmm ... idk how well thats going to work. so we'll see.. right? yeahh.. alright ima go.. xo xo

:: 2005 16 April :: 12.12am
:: Mood: annoyed

mwah haha

another hundered dollard spent on cds tonight !! <33

:: 2005 13 April :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: giggly

does it hurt you to think of me !? . .and how broken my heart is ?!
hey guys whats poppppppppppin ?! . . nadda lots new . . i havent worked since sunday and it feels so weird . . i was supposed to go to work today . . but ?? i had someone cover for me because i was so so tired . . becaus ei havent gone to sleep untill 3 30 and im up at 6 everyday since monday . . but its okay --> well worth it =). . .and i plan on doing it again tonight . . i dont know if im aloud to say why !? though . .?? makes me madd =X . . i was talking to josh and i almost said something and realized i didnt know if i should ??

gay .

anywho. . lindseys over at the hospital with james . . he hurt his foot . .HOPE YA FEEL BETTER KIDD !!. .shes really worried . .though ?? dunno why . .?! [[ shrugs ]]

OH YEAH !!
james <3 lindsey
4.12.05 =)
flavor of the week

----> my birthday was monday . . and it really blew . . big time . . like every year =\. . so much drama . .and fights . . arguments . . but it had a happy ending !! =))

tuesday i went out to dunner at the cheesecake factory YUMMMMMY !!
had fun . . <33 . . stayed out tunill 2ish again . .

school today was actually not to bad ---> besides the fact i slept in every class except law . . and sociology . .=) happen to actually like those classes . . after school i went and bought oceans tweleve . .and 3 more cds . . you know in the past month iv spent atleast 300 dollars on cds . .its great . .

chris and richie came over to talk to lindsey . . i sat inside . . i lost all respect for them . .and matt knows better then to show up . . alought . . he dosent care enough to . .they didnt stay long because . .they took a hint. . made me really frustrated . .

hmmm?? what else . .

my dsl is broken again . .damnit . . im thinkin since . no one will put the car in my name for me [[ TEAR !! ]] . . that ill save my money and buy a really nice computer . .and get rid of this piece of shit . .maybe first i should try to get the virus off . . with the stuff dell sent to me ?? lol . . whatever . . buying a new on is so much easier !!

welllllllllllllllllllll . . .thats my boring update on this life of mine . .
im off to find an adventure . .

yall besafe have fun . .
<33

ps. ITS YOUR TURN !! =))

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:: 2005 13 April :: 6.42pm
:: Music: let me go

de-martini
Hey hey guys! well, im not really doing much, sittin @ megs right now, like ive done allllll week. duno what im doing this weekend. im hopefully guna see krystina, bc i havent in a week. schools okay. i took ashleys realllllyyyyy cool pilot looking sunglasses a few days ago, and i stripped robert in lunch..? idkk that was cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =) <3 him

i think im crushing!!