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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 12 April :: 9.45pm
:: Music: some show

jealous?
I feel irrational
So confrontational.

so i never really update this. but oh well. i dont really do much. i --> moved <-- out. =) i just got done playin with the puppy!! hes to cute! guna go do something tho!
oh! i saw alex yesterday!

i missed her.

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moomoo

:: 2005 11 April :: 9.58pm

I cant believe spring break is over. It went by way to fast and it seems like I worked most of it.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 11 April :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: say goodbye-theory of a dead man

prom . .<33
not for updates . . im so damn lazy

heres some pictures though ::
it's not all . . most got lost in the scramble of things . .but .


. . .enjoy !? <3

at the house beforhand


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lindsey & myself

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lindsey

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myself =))

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once again . .

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my "hott" date

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meeeee

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a few to many times . .


picking everyone up


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katie

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katie . . lindsey . . myself

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mike. . and myself



at the dance


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vanic and shantell

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jenn & cory --> kind nd queen

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freaks

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"dancing" ;)

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rj & myself. .

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eric !!


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katie jamie lindsey and I

sorry for the loss of pictures. . i was madd at cvs ;) . . wanna see more . . ask for the realy ones . . in person ;)

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 11 April :: 2.03am
:: Mood: chipper

i made a promise . . wich brings me here . .


. . ya kno what stinks though ?!

im not REALLY gunna update this . . untill tomorrow . . but this is an update SO it counts . . but im about to pass out . . and im waiting for you to say good night . .


thank you for the night though . .
i have " friend " again huh ?!

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 April :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: crazy

PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!<333333333333333

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 6 April :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: theory of a dead man

he said . she said . no

god, i havent been in this thing in forever but thats alright =) . . been keepin myself busy. . and entertained. . and what not. .

anywho . . lets see whats been going on . .

monday ::
ran around . . did a few things getting ready to go to work . . i drop lindsey off at sals, richies sitting outsite "" im waiting for matt "" i guess hes gunna try to get a job there . . well the la chalete one . . alough he has a job bein a manager somewhere else ?! weirdO . .soo i left to go to papas ;) . . .got another fucking flat tire !! lmao . . i was pissed . . they didnt put it back in the right way so whatever. . i pulled over right behind payless . and i see matt drive by. . hes liek ash ?! whats wrong !! and pulled over and tryed to fix it but then hes like ahhh your gunna be late lets take you to work. . sooo him and richie took me to work thanks !! and bla bla i worked . .got off dad came to get my . . and then went out and chilled . . went and saw mike, and dan . . then went back to chris. . and colored !! hah <333

tuesday ::
called off work . .only to have an extreamly entertaining night . . =)
loved every second of it . .

well lets. .first went nd woke up matt chris and leah . .cause for some wackie reason they were all STILL sleeping at 4 fuckin o clock . . damn bitches lol . . stayed for like 45 minutes . . then went baCk to lindseys to have a "family dinner" .. yeah the two of us went over to sals and picked up food. . saw eric !! havent seen him inf forever !!. . i was really surprized he gave me a really big ol hugg and stuff it was cute <3. . we got back ate . . and went back to chrises, and of course ashley still has to see her movie. . soo after we chilled for a few hours . . its 8 something, and we drove around trying to find a time. . no one was fuckin playing it untill 945 so we didnt wanna wait . .matt and his girl met us up at the ice cream shop --> he stole my damn smoothie !! =\ . . i called 411 to find some movie times, and we decided to go to city place, so matt and leah got in his car, the rest of us got in mine. . were racing down i-95. . . and all the sudden i see lights flashing im like fuckkkkkkk... --> guys were getting pulled over.. i know it. . but the lights started fading and im like okaayyy maybe not, and then we all flipp out WHERES MATT !?? yeahh. . he got pulled over.. they started arresting him and shit [[ was on the phone with his girl ]] and they were flipping out on him, he was in the back seat in handcuffs, and hes liek did you know we were goign after the white mustang but you cut me off so you screwed that up for youreself, DID YOU KNOW THEM !! he of course said no to cover my ass ;) thaaannkkkksss .. anywho, so we went to richies untill everything settled. . and like an hour later [[ felt liek it anyways ]] matt and leah pulled up. . he got 10 points on his lisence. damnnnn and a 400 dollar ticket . . but hes gunna fight it because the sherrif said he was goin 115 and his fucking pieace of shit car. . only goes 100 . . soo whatever . . we all still wanna go to a movie by this time we can make the boynton 945 . . so we all head over there. . somewhere along the line troy showed up . . and followed too. .suddenly matt calls, and goes i got pulled over again meet us at that italint restraunt by target . .ill call "" click "" we all think wtf? leah was driving everythings okay . .hes makin it all up its just matts personality. . ya kno ?! so we sat in the parking lot of carrabbas, and waited for a call . . leah calls crying . .mumbbling only god knows what and hung up . . matt calls and tells us to call his mom . . suddenly the joke was over . . we were explaing everythign to matts mom on the phone, and we have her on the phone crying almost . .and matt is calling me back. ."" hahah im jokin !!"" soooooooo NOT FUNNY . . he got bitched at soo bad, and of course had to tell her about the points and the ticket, but there said fight it because there both police and think its bullshit . . yeah so whatever we finally got to our movie . . and we left 20 minutes befor the end of the movie . . because we had to go to my house to get a bizzilon sweaters and take chris and richie home [[ matt and leah had already left ]]. . and yeah we got back to lindseys and eric and tom were there to pick up the sweaters for kriss !! [[ GOOD LUCK SWEETHEART !! I FUCKING lOVE YOU !!! ]] yeah so he got the stuff, and we went inside, and liek 10 minutes later im like linds... hes still here !? so i walked outside . . and im liek whats wrong ?!
and he explain and i helped him for the next 20 minutes fix it =)
and then he took my bottle of smelly good stuff. . so he can use it for his sisters car while shes gone . so it stays "" girlie "" lol he promised to get me a new one . . causes hell prolly use it all . . no worries !! =))

today ::
same ol shit . . except doctors =(
and work . .

lindseys - sals - mike - them -


now im home happy and about to go to bed !!
debating on pictures. . . hmmm ?!

<33 you !!

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 5 April :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: busy

ill be the one to pick you up, when you cant take it..

.. you know when your heart stops racing
when you fall to your knees thinking you just cant take it
the nights you wish you were somebidy else
the days you wish you were some place else. .

---> all you'll have to do is look to me, and ill hold your hand saying " yeah baby, your gunna be alright"



. . . . hope my help . . helped you tonight ;)

<333

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innocence

:: 2005 3 April :: 9.59pm
:: Music: daddy yankee - gasolina

its been a while

Yo Yo! Well its been forever and a day since I wrote in here .. sorry .. Ive been so busy dilly dallying with my myspace and doing homework every time im online. Anyway, I'll try to pick it up where i left off, but i cant promise ill hit every detail.
WARNING :: Long Entry :: :p

Saint Patricks day was great! At school we were supposed to dress up in green. Me being me, I went all out. I got a cat in the hat ype of hat with green nd white stripes. On the white stripes, there were green clovers. I had a green tinsel thingy wrapped arond my neck, 2 clovers glued next to my eyes, green shirt, stickers all over my body and jeans and shoes, a lei wrapped around my waist, and an irish flag. For a real italian girl I went CraZy. So that was fun !!

I honestly dont remember what i did for the rest of the weekend or the nxt week. But we got report cards, letter grades, not number grads. I got 5 "s'' and 3 "e". i did alright i guess.. Easter was good, family came over, fun times. I bought a volleyball. :) Bookd my flight for florida :D .. I saw hostage, pretty good movie. uhh the scleroderma walk is in june nd im trying to get as many sponsors as possible so please sponsor me..

all these things are in random order bc i cant remember nething special that i did. LAtely me laur and john have been going to 194 and playing volleyball after school which has been fun.. Rob made a mix for me.. hung out w/ mike and shannon after school... hug w/ rob andd kris fri night nd sat n still lookin for houses.

WHOAH -- had a great day friday 9th pd -- wont get into it .. but -- WHOAH lol

I <3 you .. how do you still have ALL of me


cant remember nething else, maybe i will by next entry. peace

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 April :: 1.12am
:: Mood: cold

im sos sick of the hospital

this feeling


blah.



anywho its finally friday an im so freakin happy, no plans tonight. just sleep, weell needed sleep



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livelikejackandsally

:: 2005 1 April :: 7.51pm

last night rocked. haha

thanks .

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 31 March :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: crushed

im so broken


you cut a scar so deep inside me it wont ever heal
promises have been broken
lies have been told
honesty has been abandoned
but what do i do ?! . .

do i leave you alone ??
not talk to you at all

fight for what we believe in ?!

forgive sins, move on

sit back--> watching her make you smile

i need you to get through . .


can we sit down and talk ?!
let everything out, scream and fight , laugh and __

put all fronts aside, and everything all out.
tell the whole truth. everything ever done wrong

isnt that what we want ?!
the truth ?!

or do i say no thats okay . .
shes gunna make you your happiest some day ?!



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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 30 March :: 3.21am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: getting away with murder- papa roach

buuuurrrrr

well heyyy

everyone just left my house = \
lindsey went to go fix things with chris, cause they got in a fight, or something stupid and he was at his house...sooo shes supposed to be coming back butttttttt its almost 330 in the morning, so who knows.. im sure they will tho, and wake my ass up lol, anywho.. we were laying on the trampoline, and it was cold !!

yeah, so i havent updated in a while, aye ?! not much been going on.

_____* and I, are apparently no longer speaking, because
---> well ask him I couldnt tell ya.

school is goign good.

ehhh, been at the hospital ---> way to often --> way to many nights.
itsa really bad, but im not going into details, because if your special you know the problems, the attack i had, and the ambulance call, and all my test, and bla bla everything else. . .
its been really scarey =\ ... i hate facing it alone

im surviving --> so far <-- thought =)


PROM !! is next saturday

WHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOP !!

im so effing ecited.. i got my dress picke dup and bla yesterday, and everyone i know came over to see me in it today ---> befor the hospital.

nothing but amazign comments =))
hehe.. =) im so excited.

apparently --> no more date though
!?!? don't know what went on there either.. but... !?



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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 March :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: bouncy

You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.

The Beast

75%

Peter Pan

69%

Goofy

63%

Ariel

56%

Cinderella

56%

Pinocchio

56%

Donald Duck

50%

Cruella De Ville

50%

Snow White

31%

Sleeping Beauty

31%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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moomoo

:: 2005 23 March :: 10.08pm

8 more days
Life has been pretty awesome lately. Last week was the bomb. I saw lots of people I hadnt seen in a long time. It was great, just to hang out and swap stories. It reminded me of many things. I need to do that soon. I cant wait till next Thursday. Its gonna be great.

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 23 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: wedont giva fuck

grow the fuck up

you think you know, so god damn much.

you dont kno anything.

stop judgin what isnt yours to judge. you dont know him
you barley know me

all your dowing is pulling me down, why dont you take the time and understand why things are they way they are.

im so over this bullshit EVERYTIME with somone.

and im not your person fuckign taxi
dont you EVER fuckign call me for anythign again.
you wont fuckign be helped.

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