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2005 12 February :: 2.56pm
I walked downtown today to watch the crazy people jump into the river. Brrr...Tom Radamacher (sp?) wore a speedo, that's all. Brought back swimming memories from Deutschland ^_~ except only the old men and little kids wore them, not the teenagers.
I saw a husky puppy down at the dam, she was soooooooo cute!!! I want a husky now as well as a welsh corgie.
Happy 8 months Rachel and Nick!
Happy birthday Brigitte!
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2005 9 February :: 6.05am
I agree with Tracey, Herr Panter is a very hot sounding name.
Zero hour soon, I'll be bored out of my membrane again if we continue to review the passive voice.
We watched some MTV:Choose or Lose with Drew Barrymore in Government yesterday. I think she's a bit of a ditz. A lot of a bit of a ditz.
I'm half finished with my popsicle project for Senior Comp!!! Yay!
Wednesdays suck.
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2005 7 February :: 6.48pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Iris
My tea is making funny noises, which are making me giggle. Hee...noisy tea!
School was blah today, plus Joe wasn't there *sob cry*. I need to work on my project for Senior Comp sometime soon before it's due on Thursday. I told Laura that I might go to Shakespeare club tomorrow...like I did last week but didn't go. I should probably go, then find a ride home.
It was strange not having Benoit at school today.
Mir ist muede.
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2005 5 February :: 8.23pm
:: Music: So cold-Breaking Benjamin
Today I slept in until 11:30, man did it feel great! A little while later I walked downtown where Ashley and Michelle picked me up and we went over to Michelle's house. There we played DDR, watched Descendents of Darkness and Card Captor Sakura, and talked. Good time, good time.
So I've had a day with the boyfriend and a day with the girls so far this weekend, fun fun fun! Tomorrow my grandparents will be coming over to see dad. w00t.
I wanna go and see Joe maybe tomorrow. If I can.
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2005 5 February :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Molly Smiles -Uptown girls soundtrack
Circus-Getting out
You know its strange, once you start to date an out going girl, you yourself seem to go out more. For instance, just an hour ago I returned home from the Circus Royale, where we watched many different acts for two hours, received a free balloon, flashing ring and big box of popcorn because Lauren's friends boyfriends sister (thats a mouthful) works at the circus and is also a performer.
Some of the stunts and tricks were truly amazing...I dont know why but I rather hated the animal part...They just...I dont know, seemed sad, I know that sounds weird but they honestly had this look in their eyes like...I suppose like they were almost crying...But what they got them to do was cool.
I also came home with a keyring insetted with a photo of me, Loz, Nicky and Alex...I didnt look half bad.
Also, on a *growl* note. They got me up. In front of the entire bloody circus with three other guys. We did this stunt where you sit us all on chairs and then make us lean in each others lap then take the chairs away so we are supporting each other. It felt weird, and the guy that was on my kept laughing, it nearly made my knees give way and fuck up the whole stunt...Loz seemed to love that I went up. I despised that freaking clown when he pointed at me. I think I went five different varieties and shades of red...
Also spent the day before the circus with Lauren, we played scrabble and spent time alone in her room. She won scrabble, but hey who wouldnt when they feel like spelling bugger as buger. I'm still doubting if Kiln's is an australian word.
On a whole different note, and yes for the person who left a note last time this does switch content ;-). I love the feel and look of Lauren, I mean obviously if I made love to her I must...but its different. Ive never felt anything like lauren before. And oh my god...lauren in a G string...especially this sexy one she picked up ages ago and has never worn. It fitted to her bottom perfectly, it made everything that should stand out stand out. It seriousley made me want to rip off her clothes and just....*ahem*
*winks* You all sleep sweetly.
Love,
Matt/Fade
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2005 4 February :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Los-Rammstein
Ahhh...today after school was great. Lil' Ben, Tracey, and I went to eDen after school. We played DDR for a while, then Joe came and we played Far Cry for more than an hour. That game is very addicting.
After using up our time, we hung around for a while talking and whatnot. Jacob offered hanging out at a house and watching a movie, so we got some pizza and went over to Jacob's house. There we watched 'I, Robot' in the basement; Lil' Ben and Tracey on one couch, Jacob and Rachael on another, and Joe and I on another couch as well. Sigh, what a great evening. Mmmm...
Yay, it's the weekend!!! I get to sleep in tomorrow ^_^
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2005 4 February :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: Radio
Still not moving
Well...said meeting with Chris did not occur, he seems to be taking his sweet time with that actually. He was meant to call me this Friday/Thursday...well as of current its 12oclock at night on Friday so obviously he has not gotten back to me...I really wish to be out of here so Im hoping he quickly gets his act into gear.
Also distance education/correspondence is going well, Miss West, a coordinator at my school has written the application letter for DECV so hopefully that all goes well. I have to fill out the enrolment and subject selection forms ASAP.
Also should be going down the street/back here to my place/to loz's house tommorow. Not sure which yet...though Im hoping, with what Lauren was hinting at tonight, that its her place...*grins* She's had a few very interesting dreams and daydreams lately...very detailed elaborate ones...And when she stated and told said dream...well...yes...it left me in a very *ahem* mood. God shes so freaking sexy *whines that he cant see her at the moment*
Anyhow...not much time, father is coming to get the computer...Shall write more next time...Promises promises right? Take care all.
Matt/fade
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2005 2 February :: 5.55pm
Life is good.
In Senior Comp we need to build something out of popsicle sticks and everyday items found around the house. We'll have to write down the steps that we took to make our creations as well. I'm beginning to really like that class.
Mr. Kennet is a very uber happy person. Almost like Pickerd. He loves to advertise his "handy dandy pocket-sized constitution". I'm gonna show him Dave Barry's version of the Bill of Rights tomorrow. Heh.
Hee.[insert random giddyness here]
NEVER learn about passive tense. Never. Unless you want to be bored out of your skulls.
I get to watch Andy play basketball tomorrow. *excited* He keeps on telling me that his team is good, so I'm gonna go see for myself.
I hope that you all had a nice day. Bis morgen!!!! *skips off*
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2005 2 February :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: Crazy town-Butterfly
Cold feet
Im wondering whether or not discontent is an apt enough word to describe what Im feeling...As I am also wondering whether or not this is cold feet that I have, adding to that the fact that Im not getting married and am therefore curious as to whether or not I can say I do have cold feet.
Your wondering what the hell Im on about.
Well...It's only the...what? Third day of school for Lauren and already things between her and I are..."slowing down"? Her mother is becoming more and more anal, enforcing stupid rules like "Monday and Thursday are homework days" *Add sarcastic smile here* What is she in primary school or something?
Add to that her sociallism has flared again, now Im not going to mention anything about this to her as all it will do will cause problems. But her passion for stupidity at parties is amazing...smoking pot, cigarrettes and drinking herself stupid seem to be among favourites. Im fine with sociallism, but...and how bad is this going to sound...Charn's type of sociallism. The kind where you dont go out to get piss drunk or stoned...but the kind where you go out to see FRIENDS. Not the kind of party where you hook up...but the kind where you chat and have conversation with just one or two drinks...Its smart sociallism...Laurens friends...their lack of intelligence seems at a high...and the constant amount of guys after her at parties severely bothers me...
I've never been in a relationship where Ive had to work hard to see my girlfriend...I've never really needed to be in a relationship where effort was required to be together...Although effort to stop arguing was present...but it was always made up after. And it just seems that if Laurens mother continues to be like this....I dont know, Im just going to end up in a very unhappy relationship.
I dont know what to do about her desire for stupid sociallism...nor those guys after her. I do trust her...but I worry that she will end up in a state like last time...where she passed out as soon as she was in bed...will leave her in trouble...or hurting me...And it will all end and come crashing down. I could, in a very self inflicted pain type of way, deal with her dumping me....but I could not, in anyway handle her cheating on me, or dumping me because she cheated on me...And because of the party last time, I am so worried that this is what is going to happen.
As for her mother...well...I suppose we'll see hmm?
I shall leave you now, I complain far too much...
P.S Last night, Lauren had a severe...severe burst of confidence...and went down on me in her parents car. I found this amazing and amusing enough to place in here for all your perverted satisfaction, right Jade and Chrissy? *pokes out tongue* Wish me luck with this guys...We've been together 2 and a bit months....I want it to be 200 and a bit months you know? Here's hoping...*crosses fingers*
Love,
Matt.
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