Muahahahaha! (Don't ask, I don't even know!) :P
Joe just told me I sucked!! *Bawls uncontrollably* okay, wait, he just came up and gave me a hug so its all better now. THE MYSTERY BOX!!!!! THE MYSTERY BOX! Heeehee. Don't ask, Jeannea is a pain and got that stuck in my head. Hey Brianna I think I'll call him buttercup. I'm going crazy, anyone want to come with? Oh yeah, and if you can see the point of this entry, I'll give you a treat!

The ever spastic,
Harley

God Bless, and get a monkey.

*Long content sigh* Its over. I have never felt so relieved. (this whole "Connie" thing still has to work itself out, but I will take my life one step at a time thank you. ^_^) He don't like me, but that doesn't really bother me, I guess it was just not know what was going on that bothered me, not the actually fact that he didn't like me. *smiles* You know, I have never felt so happy when someone hated me....a'course, I'm suppose to be happy and I suppose that this is a pretty immature time to be happy so I'm fufilling my life! :D heehee, oh man, that was not nice, I should delete that, but oh well, I suppose that I'm entitled to my opinion just like he is. :) Later days ya'll!

Kate or Harley, oh well!

Okay I need to breathe! I am not the only person here ya know! I do need my own life besides you! *Grrrrrrrr*

Harley (who is somewhat preturbed)

What in the monkey lovin' world???
Okay I know that I have been complaining about Nate alot, but its not like he actually cares to take the time to check his journal so its not like it really matters and if you people are getting sick of it just tell me and I will shut up. (that discludes any "Anonymous" people who want to be butts). But I seriously think he is dilusional. He told Brianna that he was mad at me because he asked me to Swirl and then I went "obsessed" about this "other guy that I supposably liked forever" (Which would be Dan-who I don't obsessively like or anything)-so yeah- but the wierd part is that HE NEVER ASKED ME!!! Talk about odd. Its a little creepy actually. And I never even talked to him about Dan, the only way he could even have heard about it was when I told Connie that he had said yes when we were at my locker. But all I know is that he is really pushing it because I am really sick of him expecting me to fall into his arms (or something else) suddenly. Its like "hello pal-I didn't like you that way when you were nice, so what would make you think it would turn me on being a complete JERK?????" Yeah, but I can't say that to him....it really wouldn't work...I think I am gonna ask him why the heck he suddenly desided to hate me and is having all of these delusions though. Go figure.

Harley (I'm gonna get me a BAT!)

Live, love, then kick a bat-wait a sec!

NATE! I DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN SAYING!! And I must say that I really don't like how you have been acting. But telling Josh that I was a false Christian because of my somewhat "punkish" apperiance is not exactly Christainly on your part either. Neither is going around and (what it looks like) playing all these girls. You are getting out of control again, and all I can say is...I REALLY don't like it. In fact I must say that I am appalled. So here's the deal, since you obviously are not talking to me anyway, (for a reason I will not disclose but have a feeling I know) I don't mind that you don't talk to me, in fact, its somewhat of a relief. I am more then happy to obligde and stay out of your life, just do me a favor, if and when you get over your whole new testosterone rage, concider it VERY carefully before deciding to try to pull me back into one of your hollow friendships again. Thank you, God Bless, and good night.


A very wounded Harley (that has her bazooka on hold)

Hmm....some of that does make sense?
Hmmm...a few people brought up a few good points...about other people....I knew about these points....but never really admitted them to myself until I realized the damage that they do without even realizing it sometimes. I guess that more then one person can be oblivious to their friends feelings.....I just wonder what's gonna happen when its mine. :/ Hmm.....ponders.

Oh well, I guess I'll just get out my bazooka and blow something up!

Harley

Live, love, then get a....monkey-yeah a monkey!

Grrr....
I wanna smack him in the face. (no not you Nick! :P) Sounds real Christian, eh? Grrr....I finally start to let him back in and this is my thanks? Oh no! Sorry, this room is now occupied! Door is closed! Your butt is out in the street! Missed opertunites! BAH!

Harley with a bazooka and a bad attitude! ;)

Live, love, then get a monkey.

God's FAQ's
Grace- Use or abuse?
Rom. 4:2/3-"For if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God. For what does the Scripture say? 'Abraham believed in God, and it was accounted to him for righteousness.'"
~This passage means that it was through God's grace, and Abraham's faith that he was saved, not through any acts that Abraham did while he was on the earth. That is where Grace comes in.
Even though we can't get to heaven through good deeds alone, it is always important for us to stay away from sin. Grace was a gift given to us through Christ from God. It pardons all of our sins, so why bother to not sin if we are forgiven anyway?
~Abuse~ Purposely taking advantage of God's Grace is actually taking a step backward. The sin that we fufill puts a barrer inbetween us and God. We end up stepping out from underneth his loving Grace. We end up abusing the free gift that He had to sacrifice so much to give to us in the first place.
~God's levels~ God comes in three levels: Grace, Mercy, and Judgement. Grace is free and easy to obtain, all we have to do is ask for it, and repent. (Which means to say that we're sorry-which means that we will try not to do it again). That is where the fault in our understanding of Grace comes in. We believe that God is Graceful, but yet, we do nothing to change ourselves in our own sinful ways, therefore, pushing God into His second stage-Mercy. When we step out from underneith God's Grace, He gives us mercy. That is the time that He spends attempting to get us back under His Grace. After all, "Grace" comes from the root word meaning "joy" and why would such a loving God not want us to feel joy in our lives? But whether we acknowledge His mercy or not, depends on what stage we step back into. If we do not acknowledge Him, he goes into His final stage-Judgement. God is a god of Judgement, not the booming voice with thunder from the heavens type of judgement, but He does judge against wrongdoings. While it may not seem like it, but sometimes sickness, failures, anything that will draw us back to Him, and get us away from the possesive, materialistic, world will be dropped upon us. But what we also must keep in mind is that God did NOT bring these things upon us, we did. By allowing Satan to rule our lives, no matter how little it may seem, we bring our own judgements.
~There is good news (as there always is with God) we can turn back, even if we have faced judgement. God is always willing to help us and lead us if we just humble our hearts and ask.

Hey anyone not busy?
ATTENTION: One of my wonderous buddies needs a date for Swirl. Its the 13th of Feburary, and will be just bundles of fun. If any of you young eligable cuties want the privilage of taking her, just reply! Love ya lots all!

Mistevious and Evil,
Harley

Live, Love, then get a monkey

He said yes.

Heehee. I am naughty
I thought about visiting you today Ray, but by the time I got to the school, I could hear the bell ring for class to start. But I was there for a while. I mischievously wandered the halls until a bell rang and I ran so I would not get lost. (making my entire adventure time ohh about 3 minutes.;) ) But still, it was fun. I was there to visit my mom. She had let me stay home today because of our mare. She was acting funny, and she's due to foal in march, so we have to keep a close eye on her because its her first baby. :) (I just love little baby horses!!!) Heehee, so anyway, that is why I was evil. Oh and plus, after I visited my mom, I went over to my school and left a note in my locker for Connie, only to find that she had stole my sweatshirt! :P *dork* Brianna called tonight, that rocked. :) We are making some mega cool plans. I hope that they all turn out good. But anyway, I have to get to bed early, got to get up early tomorrow...and clean the house...fun. :/ well, love ya all, later!

Harley (for today at least)

Live, love, then get a monkey.

Well someone is a bit grumpy!
Well, it seems that someone is having a bad day, or more like week. Oh well, I guess if he wants to start acting like a butt again, that's cool. I'll just ignore him like I've learned to do. (And he wonders why I don't like him) :P Heehee, oh well.


Harley

Live, love, then get a monkey

Hahaha, wow, this day turned out better then I would have figured a couple hours ago. Ray got me in with some of his friends on msn and needless to say we had some interesting conversations. Plus I watched an awsome football game. And staying up until two to watch "signs" with Connie...that was interesting! haha, well later days!

Here I sit, some of my closest friends in terrible dispair. I want to hold them close, tell them that there is so much more to life then what they are feeling now. They deserve better, much better. They deserve to feel the happiness that I feel everyday, to know the joy of just being alive, instead of wondering what it would be like to be dead, and you know who I'm talking about. (Not you Connie, but if you are concidering, please, reconcider). Life is such a gift, why do people see it as such a curse? Yes, I know its not easy, its not suppose to be. If it was, then where would the fun be in Heaven? And how could we test our faith, if we never had a challenge to test it with?
..............I know I know, just a lot of Christian junk that probably none of you want to hear anyway, but please, think about it. None of you can tell me that not one person cares for you. That not one person would cry if you were gone. Do you really want to be selfish enough to hurt them that much, just so you don't have to deal with anything anymore? I think that it sounds kinda different spoken that way, huh.


Kate aka Harley