Jesus Girls: Strength, Hope, and Love~Live for Him

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:: 2004 9 October :: 12.33am

I honestly couldn't be any happier right now. The Schaub's are my family! They've taken me in and given me everything! I live w/ my best friend and always have someone right there for me and vice versa and I honestly don't know what I would do without Kate.

Mitch and I are finally happening and Homcoming is just around the corner and I honestly wouldn't want to go with anyone else. Not a single person. :)

I love my pappy!

And most importantly, I'm happy with myself with my life and owuldn't have anything any other way!

I love you~~~ Jess

Glitterkisses

:: 2004 8 October :: 7.24pm

So Mitch asked me to Homecoming today! I'm so happy,y ou have no idea!

~Jess

:: 2004 8 October :: 1.20pm

I�ll pretend like it doesn�t bother me, but this past week�you don�t know how much closer it�s driven me to just breaking down because it�s the one thing that I have been looking forward too. Yeah, I�m sure there are a million �reasons� why , and maybe I should just handle it myself, maybe I *AM* over thinking it, and maybe I do have it all wrong.

But Maybe I have it alright and the one thing I think I�ve found, I�ve found the complete opposite. Maybe I am right, and maybe this is just going to make everything so much worse.

I guess I�ll find out after school�

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:: 2004 8 October :: 11.22am

Mat's birthday went well yesterday. I got him an Ireland poster, a pillow (like those Fum ones or whatever), and a CD of Irish drinking songs. His mom went crazy on the Irish stuff. She got him an Irish history book, Irish map (it's HUGE!), and a walk through of Ireland, like driving through Ireland. All in all it was nice, very Irish, and I'm glad Mat liked it, because that's all I wanted.

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:: 2004 7 October :: 9.30am

This just might be the worse day I've had through this entire month.

I hate her more than words can describe. I never want to feel this way after today. If that means just cutting you off completely, I will.

I hate you.

:: 2004 6 October :: 9.44pm
:: Music: John Mayor-My Stupid Mouth

I'm never speaking up again..it only hurts me
You know what? Honestly, I don't think it's a big deal anymore. Well of course it IS a big deal, but not "that." It is my choice, I'm a junior in High School. I am old enough to make my own choices, make up my mind about my life and what I *want* This is what I want, and if I want it of course I'm going to be smart and SAFE about it.

I don't trust myself around you, and something about that makes me want you even more.

Homecoming is soon, and I just want this to be figured out. Because it makes me Happy, and Sad, and Anxious, and Nervous all at the same time.

~jess

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:: 2004 6 October :: 9.04pm
:: Music: Utada Hikaru - Devil Inside

I GOT THE UTADA CD! IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO FINALLY FIND IT BUT I DID AND I LOVE IT!

:: 2004 6 October :: 1.07pm

JUST ASK GOD DAMNIT!!!

UGH i'M GETTING MADDDDD

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:: 2004 6 October :: 12.30am

You know what sucks? I just found out the the Utada Hikaru English CD has been out for a while now and I don't have it. I was going to get it but Best Buy closed when I found out. So, I'm hoping to go tomorrow and get it. Wish me luck. Yay!

:: 2004 5 October :: 9.21pm

Lol I'm so happy now! You have no idea. Even though I haven't really gotten what I've been waiting for, the fact that I'm pretty sure I will is what makes me happy. heh. *smiles.

Allergic to laytex lol hehe, that cracks me up.

YAY!!!!!! *smiles

I'm so excited for Homcoming!!!

~Jess

:: 2004 5 October :: 5.45pm
:: Music: John Mayor-My stupid Mouth

My stupid mouth, has got me in trouble. I'm never speaking up again, I'll never speak up again
Some of the day was good, and other parts we're really shitty. Then work, just really made me sad. I hate it so much. Then I got home and I just feel even shitter. But Katie Jo is coming over, so hopefully she'll cheer me up.

We talked about it a little bit, but not enough to get out of the conversation what I wanted. There's still a lot of time though, and I don't want to rush things at all. I want to make sure that he means it and wants it as well as I do. I know I do, I just want him to be ready. So hopefully sometime this week it all get sorted out, most likely this weekend, I'm hoping. That would make everything I want, actually happen.

I really just need the biggest hug because I'm on the verge of just breaking down and crying, and I don't even really know why. I'm sure I could pull some reasons out of my ass that actually are some what true but honestly...there isn't an exact reason. Just one of those days. One of those days where I seriously cannot handle any jerks or bitchy people. Anyone willing to spear a hug?

*sigh

~Jess

:: 2004 5 October :: 1.05pm

WTF? ughhh I'm so pissed at you. Well not really, just the way you handeld that. It wasn't the way you should have gone about it. And sometimes I think you really don't ever think about what you do before you do it or say it, because if you really had thought this one through you'd see that you're just going to end up messing it all up, for all of us. Thanks a lot genious!

I didn't ask yet....I'm going to in about 25 minutes when this class gets over. Yay! *blushes* I'm so excited!!! "She's got the bomb ass pussy" *laughs

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:: 2004 5 October :: 12.09am

So where does everyone think they're going to go to college? Or want to go to college?