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2004 4 October :: 1.09pm
You fucking little bastard. You are a rat. All of you stupid boys. WTF? Honestly, who the fuck does that? Maybe you didn't go there yourself and rat me out, but dont think I didn't know it was your idea! I will never EVEr in my life be nice to you again you fucking asshole. I swear to God, I'm going to give you the hardest time you've ever gotten from anyone. You dumbass, you are going to wish you had NEVER been my friend, and you're going to regreat crossing me like this.
I'll make it happen.
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2004 4 October :: 12.54pm
:: Music: Kajiura Yuki - Fiction
What am I suppose to do? How am I suppose to feel? It's not that easy, you know.
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2004 3 October :: 7.31pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: John Mayor-Comfortable
I won't run from it this time. I'm promising myself, no more hiding. I want this more than I've wanted something in a long time. Nothing but good can come from it. And I can't be afraid of something possiably happening before it's even happened. If I don't go for it, don't let it happen, then later I'll regreat it so much more than I know I will, and I'll hate myself for not just letting it happen. I know he won't hurt me, I know that he's an AMAZING guy. He's so understanding and loving. Which is exactlly what I need. I just need to go for it, and let it happen. Stop over thinking everything.
Tomorrow I'll do it.
*smiles*
Jess
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2004 3 October :: 3.37pm
So Mike asked me to Homecoming today. I got my dress today. Sorta lol. And Kate got hers. I'm excited. Espically since as of yesterday we weren't even going. But oh well lol. We're gonna have fun. I can't wait! I really want to go with him though. We'll see what happens tomorrow.
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2004 3 October :: 4.12pm
Mat came yesterday around noon. We went to the mall three hours later because I had to take a shower and we ate some food, watch Shawn of the Dead, and went looking around the mall for no apperent reason. Then we came back to the dorm and watch TV, then around 11:30, 12, we headed to Meijers, 'cause that's the thing to do, and came back here around 1:15 and went to bed soon after. He had to leave at 12 this morning. I'm still sad.
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2004 3 October :: 12.46pm
*smiles
I'm so happy.
YAY!!!!!
~Jess
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2004 2 October :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Nelly and Tim McGraw-Over and Over Again
HAPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So me and Kate went to the Powder Puff game, and invited pretty much the whole school over to our house for our bonfire.
Yeah, everyone showed up, and I had the best time.
That happiness I was talking about, I got it. I am so happy, you have no idea. I like Mitch so much. And I had a great night.
Thanks for everyone who came, lol which is pretty much everyone...lol
~Jess
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2004 2 October :: 2.06am
Tonight was so much fun. I'm really tired now so I'll go more into the details later.
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2004 1 October :: 9.46pm
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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2004 1 October :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Nelly and Tim McGraw-Over and Over Again
I want it so bad. So bad because it's all that I've wanted. It would make everything perfect, complete me. I promise to you my life that I mean it. I can't make you believe me, but a promise is a promise. Espically coming from me.
You know, I know, and no one else. No one else matters. What happens between us, stays between us.
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Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
and this chose I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
(Now that I've realizes that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me thought
Every time I close my eyes I like it ?
I can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head
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Today was such a good day. Not for any particular reason. I'm just so happy all the time now. THere's nothing to keep my head down.
Tonight.
I'm buying Dakota's car. yay!! For cheap too. I love that kid!
~Jess
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2004 1 October :: 4.38pm
I was watching MTV (yeah, I know...) and they have some stupid thing about getting people to vote. It's basically Christina Aguilera talking about sex and voting. In the show, they were talking about this new group of people called the "Silver Ring Thing." Basically, it's people promising to wait and have sex until they're married, they have to sign a pledge saying they won't and they get a silver ring. I really liked this idea, so I made some posters/icons for it. I googled these pictures and got a couple from altavista. Ok, I have one, two, three, four, five, and my personal favorite, six. Take any that you want, please no direct linking, and say something if you want it. :D
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2004 1 October :: 1.38pm
I am so happy!
*smiles
I'm so glad it's Friday! And Red Flannel Weekend~
~Jess
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2004 30 September :: 9.40pm
:: Music: Nellly and Tim McGraw-over and over again
I love this song! Nelly and Tim McGraw's song, "Over and Over again" *smiles. Every needs to download that song. It made me tear up when I first heard it.
I'm sorry, but I can't just do everything I use to be able too. You aren't having any understanding at all. You just get too upset way too easily, and I can't help you when you're like that, and I don't feel like I can help you. When you talk like that, it makes me just angry, then no one helps anyone. So just drop the attitude.
Me and Kate went to the soccer game and I had so much fun! I got to see everyone. My little Boom Boom :)
I'm so excited for tomorrow, heh. I dont know why. I'm just happy with everything pretty much. :)
Tomorrow is the first home game, he's comin over, they both are. lol
*Smiles. I'm just so happy that for the first time in a long time. There isn't one thing in my life that I'm not happy with. I'm just so happy!!!!!!!!!!!
~jess
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2004 30 September :: 1.06pm
If you haven't checked it out, I made a new layout. I had FFVIII, but then I found these awesome Saikano wallpapers. And if you ever want to check out Saikano (anime, duh) ask me and I'll see what I can do about Mat letting you watch his DVDs. It's a very good, but very sad anime. Other than that I can't think of what else to say without going post crazy. Oh, Mat's coming over this weekend, so he'll be here Saturday and leave again on Sunday.
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2004 29 September :: 9.06pm
I love you Stroken! I"m sorry I didn't share my ice cream with you. Next time I'll send you some. And I'll somehow involve sex, soda, and puppies too.
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