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2004 14 September :: 3.24pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Oasis-
hehee
lol well its been a while since i wrote in here....
havent been able to really write since scholl started and shit and im not home till later.. then i have homework to do... but today i came home after school.. lol and i dont have ne homework so i decited to write in here....
nothign really new.. im a boring person.. but yea.. yesterday some fucked up shit went down.. lol look at mandas journal if u want the scoop lol... other then that shits been same old same old...
im lookin to change this again.. but idk cuz i like this bg alot... lol but yea...
i have an obsession with the band Keane... i dled a song by them in july( the one in my last entry) and then liek last week Manda sent me 4 songs by them to.. and i fell inlove wiht all of them! lol espically this one...
Keane
We Might As Well Be Strangers
I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well
I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know
i think im gonna get some grub then hit the sack and take a nap.. haha im soo cool huh!?
I <3 U ALEX!!!
<3 Lizzy
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2004 14 September :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: you had me..joss stone
la la la la
wow shops boring...lol Heidi does my hair everyday...we call it Cosmo in Graphics
but yeaaa neways....
NATICK = DRAMA
wow sooo much fuckin drama its fuckin scary...
ahh I HATE HER SO MUCH!!! (yea u know who the fuck im talkin about!)
hmm so last nite i talked to Ryan about "us"..it was a much needed conversation :-)
tomaro i have an assembly on class rings...lol
wow all i can think about now is how FUCKED UP people in natick are...damnn so much fuckin shit rite now
whatever...certain ppl need to keep their fuckin mouths SHUT and some ppl really need to NOT talk to me EVER cuz yea i hate you....
im out
-emily
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2004 13 September :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: blah
i guess...
i guess people forget. or lie. or they do things for no reason.
i will never understand...
have i been lying to myself?
im sick of everything, i hate it all.
i hope you like the new setup. (sry nikkie! i was ahving fun with my photobucket)
comment please
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2004 13 September :: 7.24pm
worst day ever
BlckTangldHrt35x: no, i was walking down the street with lizzy kelsey meg katie and jessie
BlckTangldHrt35x: and they were all behind us
BlckTangldHrt35x: a HUGE group
BlckTangldHrt35x: cozzy and robbie and all those gay ppl
michaud815: o jesus
BlckTangldHrt35x: and fucking and im talking anf having a nice conversation with kelsey and all of a sudden i get fucking punched in the fuckng side of the head from the backk.. and cozzy and robbie are like "yeah forest ave" and all this shit and fucking i turn around and im liek what the fuck is that what is your problem with me
BlckTangldHrt35x: what the fuck did i do
BlckTangldHrt35x: and shes like you were talking mad shit
BlckTangldHrt35x: i was liek ok then tell me what i fucking said
BlckTangldHrt35x: and she was like i dont know what you said but you were talking mad shitr
BlckTangldHrt35x: and i was yelling and shit
BlckTangldHrt35x: and kelsey pulled me away
michaud815: omggg
BlckTangldHrt35x: and we walked away
michaud815: thats horrible >:o
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then we decided to turn around and go follow them but we didnt know where they went
michaud815: lol oh shoot
BlckTangldHrt35x: so we were talking by danas and i called him and had him come outside
BlckTangldHrt35x: and we stayed iwtyh him for a little and i told him what happened
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then we walked dt
BlckTangldHrt35x: and there they were
michaud815: ew
BlckTangldHrt35x: and lizzy went up to lindsey and was like so whats your problem.. is this setteled and lindsey was like yah i guess thats what i anted toi do and lizzy was likem ok but if this gets fucking brought up again.. or you anna fight amanda your gonna fight me too
michaud815: me too i'll be there
BlckTangldHrt35x: and we went into georges and ate some pizze
michaud815: swear to god, im tough, may not look it but wen im angry grrr
BlckTangldHrt35x: and dana was there and stuff
michaud815: aww
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then we went outside
BlckTangldHrt35x: and were siting on the little step thing and they were all like over a little bit from us
michaud815: stalkers
michaud815: god i cant beleive that
michaud815: who the fuck is lindsay
michaud815: or w/e
BlckTangldHrt35x: and they were talking shit and stuff and were just sitting there like this is gay shut the fuck up
BlckTangldHrt35x: and so this chick alyssa who hates all of us and is really fat walked by and matt screamed "YOUR A FUCKING FAT ASS SHIT TALKER" lol
michaud815: haha omggg
BlckTangldHrt35x: and now they all congragated closer to us
michaud815: omg
BlckTangldHrt35x: and dana was just like "shit talkers"
michaud815: i know right
michaud815: dude if this lindsay girl ever does this again, hell, not even that, tell me who she is im gonna go pick a fuckin fight with her, i want to fight so bad hahaha
BlckTangldHrt35x: and dana walked over to talk to someone who he was freinds with and lindsey was like why do u like her shes fucking jail bate and he was like look at this crew all around me your all jailbate
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then dana and john had to leave so they get in danas car and he yells out "so its a no go" lol our joke
michaud815: haha aww
BlckTangldHrt35x: and this chick keri was like "soo john likes his best friends girlfriend"
michaud815: ew
BlckTangldHrt35x: and taht fat chick alyssa was like "oh girl is his fucking girlfriend"
BlckTangldHrt35x: that girl*
BlckTangldHrt35x: and all this crap
michaud815: wow, shit went down today
BlckTangldHrt35x: and they still havent said anything to us
michaud815: :-(
BlckTangldHrt35x: and we start walking away to go to johnson to just sit around
BlckTangldHrt35x: and now they start screaming
BlckTangldHrt35x: "meet us at 6 at johnson"
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then we walk down and they drive by in a car and yell "6 at johnson" and we were like ok
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then they drive by again and change it to 530 and then they drive by again and are like riught now
BlckTangldHrt35x: and so we go up there
BlckTangldHrt35x: and theres little kids all around so we were like fuck its
BlckTangldHrt35x: it*
BlckTangldHrt35x: and lindsey was like 7 at johnson
BlckTangldHrt35x: and so we all left
BlckTangldHrt35x: and steph picked us up and we went to gonchas cuz goncha found out about me getting hit and she was heated and wanted to fuck lindsey up for touching me
BlckTangldHrt35x: and we went there and goncha was like that chick is gonna die for touching you and i felt so loved lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: and so we all drive back downtown
michaud815: aw
BlckTangldHrt35x: and theyre all on the common
BlckTangldHrt35x: and we pull up and dana just happens to pull up behind us
michaud815: sweet
BlckTangldHrt35x: and so were all standing in a big circle in the middle of the common and everybodys talking shit
BlckTangldHrt35x: and then robbie and cozzy just happen to ride their bikes up
BlckTangldHrt35x: and im screamingf at them and everybody was yellingm and all this shit
BlckTangldHrt35x: and goncha was liek so is this going down yes or no
BlckTangldHrt35x: and lindsey wouldnt
michaud815: hahahha
BlckTangldHrt35x: and steph drove me home
BlckTangldHrt35x: but i KNOW that this is not over
BlckTangldHrt35x: trust me
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2004 13 September :: 3.14pm
:: Music: bahh
nothing
i hate school!!i havent made any friends lol. i hate it there!i wanna come back to nhs...where i belong :-(well thats my complaint...
comment
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2004 12 September :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: watchin charlies angels..
ehh
so the party wasnt that bad. . .
i got to see my baby cousin Gabriel!! i was soo happy my cousin Danielle and I played with him the whole nite, hes soo adorable, i took pictures of him lol
every1 loved the collage that i made :-)
it was a lot longer then wat i thought it was gunna be tho lol ppl didnt leave until like...11:30
i had a SIP of my moms smirnoff twisted..and maybe a FEW MORE SIPS of some other stuff... JUST SIPS! haha i swear!
i woke up and my tummy kinda hurt.. :-[
hmm today i just sat around cuz i was REALLY tired, then i took a wicked long shower cuz i pretty much fell asleep lol
marks a bum and has been in the basement the whole day, and says that i cant watch tv down there, wens hes there..umm no thats not gunna work out kidd
ehh im gunna go finish watchin charlies angels...
shop tomaro ...ehh boring
much love lol
-emmyd
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2004 12 September :: 12.34pm
i hate being in the middle of all this drama.. all i want is to have fun and be happy.. and people always have to start shit and make shit difficult why cant people fucking live their own lives.. everything is all fucked up and so good at the same time i just like wish for once issues would fucking go away so i didnt have to fucking deal with all this shit and i feel like im causing drama too when really its fucking people who cnat live their own fucking lives.. i dont know what the hell i keep ranting about.. im fucking sick of all this shit..
god damn
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I see dark clouds out my window
I know the storm is coming any minute
and the thunder just confirms my fears
and I know the tears are in it
I'll be cryin unable to stop
look here comes the very first drop
'Cuz every time it rains
I fall to pieces
so many memories the rain releases
I feel you
I taste you
I cannot forget
everytime it rains
I get wet
Darlin I am still in love with you
as time passes by it just intensifies
I know I'll never be with you again
I'll never find another with that kindness in his eyes
I'll be trying unable to stop
look here comes the very first drop
'Cuz every time it rains
I fall to pieces
so many memories the rain releases
I feel you
I taste you
I cannot forget
everytime it rains
I get wet
On sunny days I'm all right
I walk in the light
and I try not to think about
the love I live without
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Always have, always will
I was mesmerised when I first met you
wouldn't let myself believe
that you could step right out of my wildest dreams
but you didn't know
that secret part of me
until we kissed an made it open up so easily
I always have
even when it didn't show
I always will
you know that I just wanna touch you
whenever you're close to me
I always have
doesn't matter where we go
I always will
you know that I just wanna show you
just how much you mean to me
always have, always will
Everything that you give in to
everyting you'll ever need
is locked up somewhere deep inside of me
you gotta know
but more importantly
you've got to stay and hold me while we live this fantasy
I always have
even when it didn't show
I always will
you know that I just wanna touch you
whenever you're close to me
I always have
doesn't matter where we go
I always will
you know that I just wanna show you
just how much you mean to me
Sometimes we try too hard to please
we should let love come naturally
and sometimes I don't know
just what you really do to me
that is O.K.
cuz it's all part of the mystery
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2004 11 September :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: nooo
:(
still soo unsure about everything.
i can never tell how people feel. i guess people play too many games. or do they? i dont even know.
im just sick of always not knowing
tell me how you feel.
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2004 11 September :: 7.05pm
i fixed dariens background and icon becasue i love her and miss her.. i love julie too!
<3 NikkiE
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2004 11 September :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: tupac..
wtf
ahh this fucking family party shit is gunna drive me fucking crazy!! my dad is in the WORST mood ever, which is bad cuz then tonite hes not gunna enjoy anything...baa wtf and hes ignoring my mom, again...ahh she did so much for this fucking party, for him...hes gunna see so many ppl that he hasnt seen in forever...becuz she figured she would do sumthin nice for him and hes fucking being an asshole!! omg and i fucking cleaned the house this week for this thing and-- BAA im so pissed rite now...my dad is such a fucking ass...
and my mom today asked me in the car..
"If your father and I seperated who would you live with, me or him?"
i was like UMMM....?!?!?!but yea prolly my mom...but if i never got arrested then i would say my dad...cuiz b4 that he would let me do anything and we never fought....now we yell at eachother every fucking day and i hate him most of the time....baa rite now i really dont care if they get divorced..i hope they fucking do..ahh im sooo mad
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