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swimfan14

:: 2006 10 September :: 1.29am

I don't know why that bothered me so much, but it just did.

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triple

:: 2006 7 September :: 7.46pm

...

I missed the season premiare of nip/tuck

....

*cuts wrists*

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swimfan14

:: 2006 4 September :: 12.23am

So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away

Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have

So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away

I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.

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Triple

:: 2006 29 August :: 8.01pm

Brenton, Colton got Mrs. Holt

your little bro get anything "cool" Teachers ?

I have tuesday off (the 5th, NIP/TUCK!)

we should pay her a visit tuesday

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just_peachie

:: 2006 28 August :: 10.07pm

If only you would just sing it to me...
I have to block out thoughts of you
so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that
make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride,
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you.
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one
accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing I won’t touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

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just_peachie

:: 2006 27 August :: 6.52pm
:: Mood: Empty shock

How could someone be that cruel? I thought shit like this only happened in the movies. I honestly didn't think I would ever meet someone so heartless and fake in my life. And to think that I was with the unbelievable for a year and a half, and only now just find out the true oneself. And to know that I was the one who was made to feel crazy because of the 1,000's of times I called it out I was miraculously right because I knew this foul being inside and out. Oh, the 1,000's of faflse reassurances I was given. But the keyword is false. I was right all along. I was cohersed into not believing in myself, and I am ashamed that I was. How could I let someone tell me who I am and who I will be? I don't think I've ever felt so foolish in my life.

He is
FAKE
1. prepare or make (something suspecious, deceptive, or fraudulent): to fake a report showing nonexistent profits.
2. to conceal the defects of or make appear more attractive, interesting, valuable, etc., usually in order to deceive
3. to pretend; simulate: to fake illness.
4. to accomplish by trial and error or by improvising: I don't know the job, but I can fake it.
5. to trick or deceive (an opponent) by making a fake (often fol. by out)
9. anything made to appear otherwise than it actually is; counterfeit: This diamond necklace is a fake.
10. a person who fakes; faker: The doctor with the reputed cure for cancer proved to be a fake.
11. a spurious report or story.
13. designed to deceive or cheat; not real; counterfeit.
Synonyms: affected, artificial, assumed, bogus, concocted, counterfeit, fabricated, false, fictitious, forged, fraudulent, invented, make-believe, mock, phony, pretended, pseudo*, reproduction, sham*, simulated, spurious
noun: actor, bastard*, bluffer, bum, bunk, bunko, charlatan, cheat*, counterfeit, deception, deke, fabrication, faker, flimflam, forgery, four-flusher*, fraud, gold brick, gyp, hoax, imitation*, imposition, imposture, junque, make-believe, mountebank, phony, pretender, pretense, pseudo*, put on, reproduction, scam, sell, sham*, sleight, spoof, swindle, trick

CHEAT
verb (used with object)
1. to defraud*; swindle: He cheated her out of her inheritance.
2. to deceive*; influence by fraud: He cheated us into believing him a hero.
3. to elude*; deprive of something expected: He cheated the law by suicide.
–verb (used without object)
4. to practice fraud or deceit: He cheats without regrets.
5. to violate rules or regulations: He cheats at cards.
7. Informal. to be sexually unfaithful (often fol. by on): Her husband knew she had been cheating all along. He cheated on his wife.
–noun
8. a person who acts dishonestly, deceives, or defrauds: He is a cheat and a liar.
11. an impostor: The man who passed as an earl was a cheat.

Synonyms- con man, conniver, cozener, crook, deceiver, decoy, defrauder, dodger, double-crosser*, double-dealer*, enticer, fake, hypocrite***, impostor, jockey, knave, masquerader, pretender, quack, rascal, rogue, scammer*, shark, sharper, shyster, swindler, trickster

MALICIOUS
Having the nature of or resulting from malice; malicious gossip.
1. full of, characterized by, or showing malice; malevolent; spiteful: malicious gossip.
2. Law. vicious, wanton, or mischievous in motivation or purpose.

Synonyms: awful, bad-natured, baleful, beastly, bitchy, bitter, cussed, deleterious, despiteful, detrimental, envious, evil, evil-minded*, green*, green-eyed*, gross*, ill-disposed, injurious, jealous, low, malevolent, malign, malignant, mean, mischievous, nasty, noxious, ornery, pernicious, pesky, petty, poison-pen, poisonous, rancorous, resentful, spiteful, uncool*, vengeful, venomous, vicious, virulent, wicked

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triple

:: 2006 21 August :: 11.55pm
:: Music: Three days Grace-- The Animal I've Become

God damn, I love this song


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jennapie

:: 2006 20 August :: 10.27am

I'm coming home today!!!!

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triple

:: 2006 17 August :: 9.26pm

ok so last night I had the weridest dream ever....prolly due to the watered down vodka I was drinkin' mixed with those god damned woodchucks... ok so her it goes...

ok, so I'm drivin the Grand Prix, in some city at night, I pick up Brenton and we cruse, Amy passes us in the Grand Am and I floor it, I'm laughing my ass off ,Brenton turns in my Bio-dad, grabs the wheel, and I roll the GP, I'm Hanging up side down by my seat belt, I look around and the car seems fine but I'm fucked up, my dad grabs my neck and starts chokein' me

then I wake up

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Triple

:: 2006 9 August :: 8.10pm

Had a badass time at your house yesterday bizz, The three of us will have to do something this weekend, we gotta polish off wha I have left...you know >.> *cough*pill bottlle*cough* we can always cruise and burn after I get outta work too.

Buuut anyways, You'll get threw this shit, it's just a little deep now.

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gangles

:: 2006 8 August :: 12.42pm
:: Music: BFKAFL "Hello Hello"

Shows
So I have a new band, we dont have a name yet but its josh gates, Nick Webbinga, and I, and we are playing at Ten Bells this friday if anyone wants to come check it out, which i think you should!! But if not then you can come see us August 25th at the intersection. We will be having alot more shows so I will post later and let you know what they are. Oh and we are still waiting for word on the Demo we sent into Capitol Records. But when I know you will know!!. Any ?'s on the shows give me a call or post on this weblog..........
Gangles.......................................................................Out.

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Triple

:: 2006 5 August :: 11.14am

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Introducing...
Fords newest youngest technician, as of yesterday, 8-4-06 I'm a offical liesensed Mecanic, Time to get in gear and get trained in bigger better shit, I'm so happy, My career is actually going somewere, in about 1 year to 6 months i'll be making 12-14 dollars a hour, get full Health benefits (for free)

I gotta go down town, I gotta go buy something, I'm thinking cake, CDs and boooze

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triple

:: 2006 31 July :: 2.43pm

All work and no play make Craig...something something...

God Damn it's fuckin' hot out My shirts soaked, and my guys are down to my kneels (>.<;)

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 July :: 6.04pm

I'm in Washington D.C. right now at our hotel. This place is definitely beautiful. Our flight was at 6:30 am this morning and we were an hour away from the airport so my cousins and I have been up since 3:00am. I barely slept on the plane either. Tomorrow we are going to Virginia Beach for the rest of the week. *Smiles*.

<3

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jennapie

:: 2006 21 July :: 5.26pm

I hate having bad days.

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