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:: 2003 14 November :: 10.36 pm
:: Mood: hyper

whee!! Today is
glowing text
Governator Spawn!!!



Governator Spawn!


Governator Spawn!





F33l_ l)4 l_337!

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:: 2003 12 November :: 1.15 pm
:: Mood: krank/müde
:: Music: the tv

hola all, as you've pro'ly noticed by now...i FINALLY stayed home from school because i felt sick and like i was gonna throw up. I didn't even know that we had a 2 hour delay until mum woke me up and asked me if i felt good or nichts. I shook my head and groaned cuz heck, i felt sick. So i slept in majorly today and now have a headache. Joy.

Sorry i wasn't there today, i just couldn't take it anymore. Plus dad said that if i felt sick again today, i shouldn't go to school. Erg, so i miss a day of useful learning of new stuff in math, reviewness in chemistry, notes in civics, newness in deutsch, newness plus notes in u.s. history, and research in englisch. Moof, i frown. And i'll be missing anime club *sigh sigh sob cry*and i don't know if Tom'll have a way to get home or nein...

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:: 2003 10 November :: 9.11 pm
:: Mood: bleh

hola...wow, i just noticed that i haven't updated for awhile in this journal...a lil less than a week. Meh, that ain't too bad.

God Squad was fun tonight, and i had fun turning Rogue on my Toad whenever he decided to be Toad-like ^_~


wheeee!!!!!!! i played around w/ my background and whatness so now my journal layout is super fun!!!!!



ummmm...i really don't know what to say so i'm gonna vroom!!! Cheers!

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:: 2003 5 November :: 6.38 am
:: Mood: erg

ugh, my stomach is going back and forth between being queasy and not....I'm still going to school tho, i don't wanna have to make up anything. This is just an apology in advance if i seem half asleep or dazed or throw up on you ;p

have fun

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:: 2003 4 November :: 4.29 pm
:: Mood: krank/müde

hola, i be sick...i woke up and felt like scheisse. Then fifteen minutes or so after i took meds and my vitamin, i threw up (sorry, tmi i know, but still...)so i've been krank and sleeping/dozing all day...i just hope i don't get the rest of y'all sick -_-


soooo, hope y'all had a fun day off! Cheers!

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:: 2003 1 November :: 3.25 pm

w00000000t!!!!!!!!!!! U of M won!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 30 October :: 9.09 pm

Gabe
You are Gabe! Damn... I could have sworn I rigged
this qui-- er... Wow! Yay for you! (mutter)


Which Penny Arcade Character Are You?
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i be amused

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:: 2003 27 October :: 7.41 pm

hola all, been awhile since i updated (erg, yesserday) so .;jQW;LRIJER/LTIJQW/AL;GKAMWE-P[0;LWE54RP;TOAJWERPO;TLKAHWRYL;TAKWH/AWER.T

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:: 2003 26 October :: 3.50 pm

hola all, i'm baaack!!! grandma's house was nice, but it's great to be back home...especially since i was majorly missing Tom the whole time *sigh sigh sob cry*

Creative
Your lover should have purple eyes. Sorry, does
violet sound better? Yes. You need a creative
person in your life, or at least someone who
won't taint your own creaitivity. You'll make
your own world beautiful, won't you?


What color of eyes should you look for in a lover?
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tom, i hope you have violet eyes ^_~


usagi-chan
You've lived with Dance Dance Revolution for years
because you're Japanese! Maybe you like it,
maybe you don't, but whatever your opinion, you
really can't avoid it. May I buy you earmuffs?


What kind of Dance Dance Revolution Player are you?
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wheee!!!!


Pirate
You're a pirate! You sexy beast! You do whatever
you want and whatever profits you the most. You
also get to see the world while searching for
booty. You are feared by your enemy and adored
by others. Or just plain out feared. Whatever
floats your boat.


Ninja vs Pirate
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oh! so i'm a sexy beast now eh? *laughs for 5 minutes* loo!!!! i giggle!!!

w00t!!!!! the bears won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we beat the lions!! we beat the lions!! kinda pathetic, ain't it? cheering just because da bears beat the lions, and the lions are a very crappy football team (sorry if i'm insulting any lions fans out there)

Destruction_Demon
Destruction


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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yeep!



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:: 2003 23 October :: 5.48 pm
:: Music: the beginning theme to excel saga

http://animeart.com/music/a/excelsaga/

i hope that html worked, if it didn't then i'll just post the site and y'all will hafta copy and paste ;p


i saw jennifer cry today
her face red and sad
tears falling down
crying into adam's arm
it scared me...


well, the damn dealy didn't work...i really need to write down all the new htmls i'm learning...

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:: 2003 22 October :: 7.43 pm
:: Mood: torn to pieces
:: Music: automatic flowers

i hurt
bad
my heart is torn to pieces

is this what you truly think?
is this what you truly feel?
i can't change your mind
or harp at you
because it's your own thoughts
and i can't dictate over your feelings

are you trying to open my eyes?
help me see what you see?
please show me then
and help me stop hurting
deep down inside...

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:: 2003 22 October :: 6.49 pm
:: Mood: meh/kinda sad/hurt
:: Music: sommat from the lion king 2

i just finished reading a book last night called Keeper of the Night by Kimberly Willis Holt. it's a good book. I'll type down the lil' blurb thing for y'all to see what it's all aboot....

Whenever i think of my mother, something fills up inside of me like water filling a bucket.

Isabel's mother died peacefully. At least that's what Isabel likes to think, since no one will talk about the truth. But the truth has a way of revealing itself at night. Tata sleeps curled up on the floor right where her mother's body was found. Olivia wets her bed and wakes repeatedly from nightmares, and Frank starts carving his anger into the bedroomwall. It's up to Isabel to help her family get beyond the pain and loss-to be the keeper of the night. But who will be there for Isabel and help her through to the other side?

Kimberly Willis Holt has written a painfully beautiful story, set on the lush island of Guam, about a young woman's struggle to protect her family after her mother's suicide. At once devastating and hopeful, disturbing and honest, Isabel's voice is aching to be heard-because some wounds can't heal until the truth has finally been spoken.


it was a really good book...there were three poems in it that really...caught my attention....


The boy who likes to bleed

some can cry
he can only bleed
every drop of blood
is a tear shed
he wears his scars like badges
for his eyes alone
i wish he'd scream
i wish he's cry
but he just bleeds



I hat

razor blade on the floor.
frank asleep.
asleep?
"i h-a-t" carved in his arm.
no "e".
no "y-o-u".
blood on his bed,
on his floor,
on his arm.
son! cries tata.
dr. johnson plays doctor.
what's wrong? we ask.
what's wrong? we cry.
call 911.
the ambulance from talofofo arrives
and carries frank away.
tata and dr.johnson follow.
we stare at the road
even after the ambulance and truck disappear.
now who is going to eat
besides the flies
circling the fiesta table?



frank's hospital room

white
windowless
two beds
two boys
too many scars

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:: 2003 17 October :: 6.53 pm
:: Music: innocent

Johnny wishes he was famous
Spends his time alone
in the basement
With Lennon and Cobain
A guitar and a stereo
While he wishes he
could escape this
It all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
In a song that has no soul

I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
I remember all the feelings
And the day they stopped
We are we are all innocent
Tina?s losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music
hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery
And a new nose
Every calorie is a war
While she wishes she
was a dancer
And that she'd never
heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her
some answers
And make her feel beautiful


lime
You are Lime.
You are quirky and misunderstood. You are
definitely your own person. You don't let
anyone tell you who you should be. You never
sell out your values and beliefs, no matter
what. However, you can sometimes have trouble
fitting in, but only because you are
misunderstood.
Most Compatible With: Wintergreen


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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spider
Your soul is bound to the Seventh Totem,
Pandora: The Spider
.

Pandora appears as an amethyst spider. She
embodies creativity, imagination, craft, and
virtuosity
. She is associated with the
color amethyst, the season of autumn, and the
element of wind. Her downfall is daydreaming.

You are most compatible with Tortoises and
Cockroaches.


Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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wow, i like how i'm a spider and i hate spiders...


sandwich
You are my Half-Eaten Ham Sandwich!


Which object in my refrigerator are you?
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loo!!! i giggle!


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:: 2003 17 October :: 6.08 pm

wow, i was looking at my friends journals on woohu and realized, hey, i haven't updated in a while


school was school-like:

1st hour-englisch:took a vocab test that shoulda been waaaaaay harder than it was

2nd hour-u.s.history:listened to mr.crane talk about the wonders of Prez Garfield's assassination.joy.

3rd hour-german:watched the world cup game of germany v.s. sweden. it was awesome.

4th hour-algebra 2:listened to rinehart ramble on and on

5th hour-civics:nearly fell asleep and drew a nice gothic angel. it was sw33t, i gave it to my friend kim

6th hour-chemi:listened to mrs. whitney and did my homework...sorta. and talked w/ my bestestestest buddy ^_~


viola, my day. i get to take the psat nmsqt tomorrow early in the morning, not fun. wuvs yous! cheers!

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:: 2003 14 October :: 8.50 pm

whee!!!! i'm borrowing tom's ps2 for a lil bit!!!! i'm no longer video game system deprived!!!!

d'ya know what's the best??? Actually being able to play FFX instead of watching y'all *cough*benoît*cough*ray*cough* play it and me watch. I love controling peoples's lives!!!!


mum and i walked outside in the rain after dinner today. i caught a toad on the way back up and saw an even bigger one closer to home. But mum held me back from catching it *sigh sigh sob cry*

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