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2005 31 August :: 3.43am
Alright, so I haven't much to say here right now. In fact, I can some up most of my general sentiment tonight with two words: Insomnia sucks.
I have been trying to fall asleep for a solid 3-4 hours before I gave up and decided to sit down here and start writing. I suppose, there is honestly quite a bit on my mind right now. I guess I won't post it here for now, for fear of sounding even remotely angsty. Though, I will still say that I really am getting pretty damn sick of being single. I mean, yeah sure, the freedom is nice. However, if you happen to have morals like I do and look at the notion of a purely physical relationship with disgust (not that I'm not guilty of having such a relationship in the past, but I assure you I felt bad about it the entire bloody time), then you know you really lack certain freedoms you only get in a relationship. For instance: the freedom to cuddle, and kiss. Heaven knows I've been missing those quite sorely for a rather long time now. That isn't it though, this isn't just me craving for cuddling and whatnot, I really just want a girlfriend, a companion, you know?
Well, so much for altogether avoiding angsty shite, though at least I managed to circumvent the majority of it. The time is now 3:53, which basically means that I have just few minutes more than 4 hours to sleep before I wake up (hopefully), and set out on a 25 minute hike to get to my calculus class.
Thank you to anyone who actually read my ramblings here, and allow me to assure you all that I am actually doing far better than I probably appear to be doing.
Farewell my friends, y va con dios.
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2005 30 August :: 10.15pm
:: Music: Billy Talent
Disinter
I used the pick axe (motivation) and shovel (inspiration) that you so graciously handed me, and I started digging. Concreteslabs (bones) were hard to get through, and I think I punctured a couple waterlines (veins).
I dug and dug and dug and dug and
dug in search of the light you knew existed. Some new consciousness I never percieved. Or so you thought. Cuts and blisters made way for scars and callouses. (Sorry about the blood on your shovel.)
Two days later I reached a burial ground in one of my ventricles or atriums (I was never good with anatomy). No headstones or flowers or graves, only crumpled up balls of paper littered the ground. They were stained with the words I was once too young to understand. Long lost but never forgotten.
I moved on. (It wasn't a bright place.)
It seemed I'd been digging for months when I suddenly
crashed! through a wall and landed in a fading bed of coals. They weren't even hot enough to burn me.
Could this be what you were talking about? Did I find my treasurous light?
Yes.
This fire was my light, and you put it out.
But I knew it was there. You were not the omniscient bitch your ego made you believe. I only came to stoke the coals and add some fuel (thoughts,). It'll be blazing in no time.
Thanks for the adventure.
PS: Don't (bother) comment(ing).
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2005 30 August :: 8.39pm
September is a big band month.
Switchfoot's new CD comes out on the 13th.
Socialburn's new CD comes out on the 27th. (I'm glad they still sound like Socialburn. Even when they got a new record company. I don't think I can take another Eisley transformation.)
Our Lady Peace's CD came out today.
The Arcade Fire is going to be on David Letterman on the 14th.
Deerhoof's new album's coming out on October 11th so maybe it's just a fall thing.
I'm really excited for Socialburn's CD. Actually, I'm really excited for both Socialburn and Switchfoot. And Deerhoof.
The Books changed their site around. I like it.
I love you all.
P.S. Wouldn't it be nice if The Cranberries weren't "taking a break" or The Smiths were still together? Sigh.
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2005 30 August :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Million Things by Cloud Cult
Life is awesome. College is awesome. Here is a song for you lazy folks now that you're back in school.
I love you all. Cloud Cult rocks. They have a sad backstory though.
Read more..
P.S. I know my icon is awful. It's a placeholder until I find something less tacky. Plus it just makes me laugh.
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2005 30 August :: 1.49pm
I have an interview at Jonnhy Carino's at 2:30. Wish me luck!
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2005 29 August :: 8.40pm
Hi friends. So I made it thru my first day of classes. The first (and hardest) one was calculus. So hard in fact that I dropped it. Long story short, it went right over my head. So I'm taking geography instead. And then I had intro to philosophy. I'm rather excited about this endeavor, although there's a lot of reading/analyzing essays involved. It might hurt my brain. And my last class today was French 202. The professor spoke mostly in French but amazingly I understood most of it. But my homework took way longer than it should have.
On the morrow I have American Lit and more French. Wish me luck!
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2005 29 August :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: iPod
Yay! I'm so not the only one with a computer [in the TV room] here now!!!! Booyaka, matey!
There's a mandatory hall meeting with the RA today at 9, w00t upon w00ts.
Funny story, y'all! Just sit down and listen to aunty Kittie tell her tale...
So I was purchasing a couple of special order passes at the bookstore in Bernhardt Center. The cashier knew I was a female. This older man comes up to help her and keeps on referring me as he, him, and sir. She looked mortified, I was doing my best not to laugh.
The man leaves and the cashier keeps appologizing profusely while I laugh my ass off and reassure her that it's happened before. And the thing is, I looked like a female. I'm damn sure I did. Sure I was wearing a guy's t-shirt, but it was tight enough to show that I had boobs.
Boooooobs. <--for all you guys out there ;p
So I went back to my room and told Tara, but she didn't seem to find it funny. That girl has no humor when it comes to stuff like that, I think.
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Bronco Bash sounded awesome today. Sounded. I never went in, I just stayed at the entrance and talked to this chick about anime. She's nice.
Then I walked back and talked to this guy that was in my group. The one that likes Rammstein. He's awesome, and nice (in my opinion). He and Heishutter (probably spelled that wrong, oh well) would get along well. He hatest the French.
Classes start tomorrow. I'm nervous.
My first one starts at 11. German conversation.
Wish me luck.
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2005 28 August :: 9.40pm
:: Music: Heaven by Lamb
This could be heaven right here on Earth...
I kind of want to see the movie Just Like Heaven for a few reasons.
1. In the theater, the preview had the song Heaven by Lamb in it. And I love Lamb.
2. I'm curious as to how it would end. Like 50 First Dates, there's not really anyway they can end it. She's dead.
3. I'm a sucker for girly movies.
4. Reese Witherspoon is in it.
I love you all.
P.S. I just wrote my first rough draft for my first paper in college!
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2005 28 August :: 9.03pm
:: Music: Guy playing the piano and singing
Hola all.
I just got a phone hooked up in my room. I can't remember the number for the life of me, and it would be long distance for you all, so just ask Rachel or someone else for it;p
I hunged out with my grandparents today and had chinese for linner. I am now stuffed and enjoying the jamming tunes that someone is slamming out on the piano in the TV room. Damn, he's good. Makes me kinda wish I'd continued piano....
...then I remember my teacher. And how I swear he was a pedophile.
Well, at least there are more people in the TV room, still no one else on a computer though. I feel special ^_^
I do wish that dad would've let me have internet in the room. That'd be so much more convenient.
Blah, Bronco bash tomorrow. Y'all are invited ~_^
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2005 28 August :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: content
Alright, so I just managed hook up a phone to my hardline ^_^.
In case you want to reach me, just call up: 517-313-8164.
Otherwise college has been pretty blah. I start classes tomorrow, so that will be interesting.
I hope everyone is doing well, y va con dios mis amigos.
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2005 28 August :: 4.39pm
It's a big joke at Aquinas that the squirrels are evil. It stems from the fact that any squirrel you come upon will not run away, it just stares you down.
Now I didn't believe this because I hadn't seen any squirrels on campus. But on Wednesday, I was walking back through the woods and there was a squirrel by the path just staring at me. He wouldn't move.
So I guess I believe it.
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2005 28 August :: 9.33am
Mats family reunion was fun. ^_^
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2005 27 August :: 12.11pm
Dormroom slideshow
Hi all, I finally uploaded the pictures I took of my dormroom.
Read more..
Tara and a couple of her friends came in at around 4 this morning, right when I was in the middle of a deep sleep. They attempted to be quiet, but they didn't succeed at all. They all fell asleep on the floor, and when I woke up they were asleep. And when I came back 3 or so hours later they were still asleep. I hope that they wake up soon because apparently my family, the Germans, and my grandparents are coming by to visit. *hint hint nudge nudge*
Love y'all. And miss y'all terribly a lot.
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2005 27 August :: 1.02am
Uncontrollable
Break the bars on this cage of my skeleton. Rip through the straight-jacket of my skin. I want out of this flesh and bone, I want release.
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2005 26 August :: 3.48pm
Hey all, how's life?
I'm here in the tv/pool room where there is wireless network. It sucks that I can't have internet in my room (dad wants me to not be on the computer 24/7), so there's this guy watching tv right now. And it's a Victoria's Secret commercial, and you can just tell that he's enjoying watching these chicks parade around in only their underwears.
Oh good, now the show's back on.
I got my books today. They didn't cost an arm and a leg like I thought they would, but that's also because they ran out of the two English books I need. So I need to go in next week and either make a special order or hope that some more are in.
The walk up to the bookstore wasn't too bad, but the walk back with a bag full of books was treacherous and evil. I actually splurged and used the elevator. Hnnn, tired.
Today, before the book experience, I went with a group downtown Kalamazoo. There's this hippie shop that I want to check out sometime. I could tell that they were burning incense ^____^ I saw a guy with hot pants on. He's also a freshman, that much I could tell. Too bad I had to go with my group...*sighs* But he was definitely raping and stealing pants-worthy ~_^
More people are starting to move into the dorms. I'm happy, more people to meet then ;p
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