:: 2020 20 November :: 9.21 pm

I've decided to start keeping a planner to keep track of when I diet or when I have to eat because someone buys food for me. I never have to worry about not having food. Everyone is too focused on eating.

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:: 2020 20 November :: 9.16 pm

Trying to lose weight all the time
It's been nearly 15 years since I tried keeping my weight off but never successfully kept it off. I've lost weight and at the same time gain weight easily. Most of it was the food people gave me. My dad bought a lot of food in my younger years and he still does it recently but not as much. I tell him often I want to lose weight. He has lupus and often feels ill so he's not paying much attention to me dieting. He loves to see me eat and will spend money on food, but his illness kept him from checking to see what I eat in a day.

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:: 2020 19 November :: 4.15 pm

So, I've been listing things for sale online with free shipping worldwide but the problem is I don't think anyone sees my listings. I don't have any following on Depop because I just created the site 3 days ago. I'm giving it half a year to see some sales. I remember posting on WordPress and getting a sale within a day but this one might take more time.

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:: 2020 15 November :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: creative

Memo Pads Obsessed
I'm thinking about getting myself some gifts for Christmas. I've been obsessed with stationery especially memo pads and sticker sheets. Not just any stationery though. I'm obsessed with Korean stationery because I've never seen anything like it. It is so cute, beautiful, creative, and imaginative. I don't think they look like memo pads too because the artwork/design takes up the whole page. If you're curious about what I'm talking about, google put_so_nyeon and click images. If someone wanted to give me Christmas gifts, I would want them to know they should order from the put_so_nyeon website to get those memos to send to me, lol.

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:: 2020 1 October :: 12.38 am
:: Mood: creative

HAPPY October 1! Who's active on here?

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:: 2019 20 October :: 10.29 pm
:: Mood: disappointed

The number one thing to do on my list is getting my tattoo fixed. I really need to see a skin doctor. I made a huge mistake by not consulting anyone about getting it removed after ten days. I wanted to make my own decision and it was the worst decision I have ever made.

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:: 2019 20 October :: 1.31 am
:: Mood: bored

I'm finally able to blog freely without having to feel afraid of someone hovering over my shoulder and also not having to clear the history anymore.

I used to feel guilty about having a secret blog that my family doesn't know about. I'm separated from my two family members for good. They're not visiting and I will never see them again because they claim I'm disobedient. They want to know about my personal life and what social media websites I use. It's my personal life. I only tell the people I feel close to. I no longer have to worry about that because I'm not living with them anymore.

I have several blogs, but most entries here.

I always think about death because my mental health problem makes me dizzy. I always try to cure it by eating some sweet drinks and eating more. I never used to have this problem.

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