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2004 23 January :: 10.20pm
Well this is the second update today.. usually they are just short, but not this time.
I am tired of this shit i have to put up with .. i feel like no one truely cares for me, i feel like my cuzzin amanda is using me. she ditched me for a fucking stoner.. how pathetic. thats a bitch.
I'm tired of shit in general. i just want to fine a warm place where i can just sit and be alone and think to myself and listen to loud loud music.. somoene please help me..
well i'm done.. this is the longest entry i've ever had.. woohu.
*Big Grindle*
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2004 23 January :: 7.31pm
:: Mood: crushed
well.. i was having a good day.. i great day infact.. until my cuzzin's gf started pissing me off.. now we are fighting and i'm tryin to make her feel better and she disagree's with me. screw this.
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2004 22 January :: 6.56am
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY! NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where the hell is mike? he should come into town and go sleding... but not hurt himself like beaver did.. LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2004 17 January :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: pissed off
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2004 17 January :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: pissed off
Aight, for you that put you don't like me, if you don't like me why the hell don't you tell me huh? your not goin to hurt my feelings anyway. so just fucking tell me.. thats why i'm doing this.
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2004 16 January :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: confused
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2004 16 January :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: confused
Well.. my life is goin to hell, i have fell for someone i never thought i would.. i am gonna forget about shorty because yeah, and now i'm messed up in the head.. plans keep changing on moving and not moving.. i'm confused about life.. how's everyone else?
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2004 16 January :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: cheeseburger in paradise
so, yeah, we had exams these past two days. they were half-days, which actually kinda sucks. i mean why do they have to drag exams on for two days??? why not just have one full day and one day off????? i'd like that alot better, but maybe its just me.
so exams, yeah, they sucked. none of them were as hard as i thought. the only one i thought was hard was the geography exam. most of the answers didnt make any sence, so i used the all powerful INNY MEENY MINY MO spell and guessed on half of em!!!
but yeah, i missed having band today. isnt that sad??? but what im gonna miss most is all the low brass. i mean im not gonna see the people in concert band much anymore, and it sucks.
but um.....yeah....... anyone know when robucks gonna have challenges???? if you were in my position, would you challenge??? i mean i dont have anything to loose, but i dont wanna piss rueben or addison off...... so yeah, im kinda confused on what to do. i just wanna do whats best for the band. i know this sounds like im making shit up, but honestly i've gotten used to playin a crappy part, and its not important anymore.
but yeah, our trio for solo ensemble is gonna suck ass!!!!!! i mean we only have a little time to practice, and we've only looked at it once. so yeah, we're screwed...
so, yeah, im done
im gone,
-me
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2004 15 January :: 11.52am
ha, i told you all that i was the next einstein!
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2004 11 January :: 12.47am
:: Mood: not bad
:: Music: blah..... um....music
NONE
yeah, so today i went to the movies with brandi poole, alisa, jesi sly, chet, the foreigner, and laatz. we went to see big fish. addison, katie, chis, and katie were there too. it was a decent movie if you caught all the crap that was meant. i dont think to many people did though. but like i said, not a bad movie.
yeah, i went to the dance yesterday.... a waste of time as always. had fun with it though. i think i embarassed jessica, but oh well, thats her problem. yeah, i dunno what else to talk about, so im gone.
-me
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2004 10 January :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: infuriated
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2004 10 January :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: infuriated
If you read my journal fill this out.. please.. i'm sick of the world.
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2004 10 January :: 12.20am
:: Mood: Shitty As Hell
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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2004 10 January :: 12.09am
:: Mood: Shitty As Hell
You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
get angered, but when you do get angry things
can go really wrong really fast. You are
generally very passionate in the things you do.
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What force is your soul?
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2004 9 January :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: Shitty As Hell
Your element is Fire. Wild and free. Your emotions
lead you everywhere. You are a very passionate
person, though sometimes forceful and
destructive you have a goal in life, even if
that goal is just to make it another day. Fire
consumes and purifys, it also protects. There
is always caution with fire because once it is
started on something there is no telling how
much it can destroy. Fire people have the same
tendency when mad you could be a candle burning
but if someone tips you over...
What's your element
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You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
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screw the world man.. i'm sick of this.. i can't get a girl i like.. i can't do better than stephanie davis, and the one girl i dance with at the dance my worst enemy cuts in and takes her from me...GOD.................................................................................................................................
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2004 3 January :: 12.29am
:: Mood: amazingly not to bad
:: Music: mix
blah.......
so, today my mom and i went to a music store and spent a shit load of money on sheet music for me!!! im really glad, cause i needed some more!! but yeah, we bought 3 books, one of Bach music, one of Gershwin, and one Hits of the 60's. the bach is my favorite, but all of them are awsome! so yeah.....
i've realized that im a complete and utter band geek!!! but i actually dont care anymore!!!! i mean why should i?? but yeah....... im just rambling now.......so.....
um.......how is everyone's break going? mine sucks!
yeah, i have an essay to write too, well not write, but finish..... and yeah, i should do that! um..... oops! this is gonna suck, cause its a HUGE part of our grade!!! and i have a lot of work to do on it! oh well, its due tuesday.......that means on monday night, i can add all the crap i dont have here!!!! yep, monday night is gonna suck!!! its gonna be a late night monday, i can tell!!!
but yeah, im done wasting your time
im gone,
-me
oh yeah, thank all of you for listening to me ramble on and on
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2004 1 January :: 12.03pm
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5 foot 10
AGE: 15
HAIR COLOR: kinda darkish blonde
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: kinda blue kinda green
PIERCINGS: ick
TATTOOS: ick
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: the song my band made
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: cherry coke
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: haven't been outside in a while
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: not usually
HAVE A BAD HABIT? no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sometimes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: scared of driving
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: conan, snl,south park,the screen savers, x play, unscrewed
CONDITIONER: ummm the good kind
BOOK: i don't like to read that much
MAGAZINE: i don't read many
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: mountain dew
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND:practice with the band, hang with the homies
BAND/GROUP or SINGER:TOOL
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: no
RAN AWAY FROM HOME:no
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:no
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL:yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY:yes
USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD:no
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: last year i always skipped science
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY:no
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: i don't assoicate with a lot of criers
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: no
GIRLFRIEND: no
CHILDREN:i don't like kids
CURRENT CRUSH: sexy people
BEEN IN LOVE?: no
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE:no
BEEN HURT?: well i broke both of my arms, my fingers, a foot, and the list goes on
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i don't know
GONE OUT WITH SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:a perfect circle
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: a happy color
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: playing music, video games, cracking jokes with friends
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: cool people that I like
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: I pirate my music
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Tomato, Kevin, Jessica, Chris, Roman, Robby, Sarah
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: stuff and things
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: I don't think my tear ducts work
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: a long time ago in a magical time
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: lunch at arby's
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: conan o'brien
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: lord of the rings 3 (disapointing)
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2003 31 December :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: blah
stuff and things of that matter
I am going to kevin's house tonight. Do not know if it will be fun now that matt isn't setting up a lan. I am taking my xbox so if it gets too boring i can play some gta3 or vice city. but still I am uncertain in the quality of it all. maybe if tom goes it will be cool.
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2003 30 December :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: a random assortment of music i have downloaded
same as always: NOTHING!!!!
i feel the need to update, but im not sure what about.
i mean, theres no lack of things to bitch about....i mean with me there's always SOMETHING to complain about. i dunno, i think theres something wrong with me. i dont feel like complaining......its not right!
and im starting to think that this whole rob having a girlfriend thing isnt really that great of an idea. i dont like to allow people to get close to me........i mean she doesnt seem the type to, but still, its not how i work!!! i work alone.....i flirt with who i want when i want.........and i dont wanna hurt her.... i mean i've stopped but it feels weird!!!!
i dont wanna slip and do something stupid that ends up hurting her! but, i dont wanna break up cause of me being stupid either!!!!!
IM SO SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ah......its just so odd to actually think about stuff like this........i usually let it go, and see what happens....but i dont wanna hurt her!!!!!
okay enough about that........ for now
so yeah.....i've also realized that what i thought was a good friendship with one of my thought to be best friends is basically a one way friendship.....with me doing all the work!! but oh well, if im alone im alone, i've been there......might as well go back
hm.......i've also realized that people ignore me alot to.......and its usually when i actually wanna talk to them about something semi important.....but when im just messing around they hear every word i say!!!! i hate it!!!!!!!! im sick of it.....i dont know what to do or how to fix it but i've had it!!!! to hell with people, i'll just stop talking to people, that'll fix everything, right? okay, now that that's settled on to the next issue
oh wait, i think that was it.......hm....... oh well, i guess im done
im gone,
-me
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