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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 9 December :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: T00L-Eulogy

boredom inspires thought
I am sitting here extremely bored and I am thinking of some pretty crazy things. It is very weird. I guess my life is doing well and good as far as school but I just seem to be extremely bored all the time.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 7 December :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: bored

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 6 December :: 4.35pm

okay... so friday night i went to mandi's party. good times.... i saw pamela... its been a really long time since i've seen her. so that was cool....i met a few new people too.. but yeah....good times....

and tonight i have to go with my family to a griffins game with jons little boy scout friends... which kinda sucks.

but yeah...just to let yall know im alive and fine....

i kinda want a girlfriend now....but im kinda picky about stuff like that.....so it wont happen :(

well, im gone
-me

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 6 December :: 12.53am
:: Mood: ecstatic

WOW!!
Today was one of the single best days of my life! Jessica, Sarah, Hilary, Spud, Rebecca, Casey, Kevin and myself went to Jessica's house and made the tea party video. It was so great. After that Spud, Kevin and myself finished the song. I think we are going to call it Clones. Then Jessica and Hilary came to Robby's house and watched us play. Then Robby Brent and Joey came to Robby's house and we all talked to them for a while. Today was great. I had a lot of fun.

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 5 December :: 6.11pm

Hey.. i'm goin a poal if you care about me as a friend tell me so in the comment's.. if your just doin it to do it then don't.

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 4 December :: 8.20pm

Rebellious
You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 3 December :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: the used-pieces mended

Feeling not-so un-important
Today I actually did something and didn't just sit around like a fuck. I went to Kevin's house and went over the chorus and filler to the band's new song. Each day has been getting better than the last and I am feeling better about myself. Tomorrow is thursday and I have an algebra 2 test but I don't feel scared like I usually do. Friday is going to be a good day as well. I am going to help Jessica and Sarah with their history video and then the band is going to practice. I think this week has turned around.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 2 December :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: grateful

The Day was Good
Today I felt a lot better than I did yesterday. Yesterday was a really bad day and today was a pretty happy day. I am starting to not feel so sick which is good and I practiced my bass which makes me happy.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 2 December :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: calm

I find this to be somewhat true

Conscious self
Overall self
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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 1 December :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: tired

tire from hell!
Today Mitch and myself were helping Tom change the tire on his jeep and it was a daunting task. The bolts were all stripped and rusted. Mitch broke a ratchet extender trying to take off one of the bolts. Today was just really crappy all together because I am kinda sick and I was really tired and drugged all day.

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 30 November :: 7.11pm

you're so dumb
you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny.
you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.


which happy bunny are you?
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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 30 November :: 12.15am
:: Mood: bouncy

party-ness
today I am at kevin's house and we are partying with people. Tom is here. Jessica and Casey were here for a while BUT THEY WOULD RATHER GO TO THE MALL!, bastards. Sarah was here for a long time, that was grood. I started to play a really awesome game called Knights of the Old Republic. It is cool. Tom and I are spending the night. Tom and I are sleeping on this big bed that pulls out from kevins couch. Tom said that if I put any moves on him I have to sleep on the couch. Today was SHWING all the way.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 28 November :: 5.11pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: queens of the stone age-no one knows

Today was fun. Jessica came over and we watched Donnie Darko and CKY2K. Donnie Darko was really strange. The ending was pretty sad but I think it was a really good movie. The band is practicing tomorrow, well Kevin, Roman, and myself. Chris had some other business, I respect that. Roman and Kevin said they got a chorus to the song we were writing. I hope we can generally put wraps on the song. I think it is a really good song and I would like to get some more material around if we are to play a show in Febuary.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 27 November :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: the used-maybe memories

thanksgiving was lame
Thanksgiving was really boring. I've just been sitting around all day with nothing to do. being bored makes me apathetic; I don't like being apathetic. I ate some turkey and that made me sleepy which added to the bordom. it's one of those times where you just wish the day would get over with.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 26 November :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: tool-disposition

vacation
vacation is boring. I have nothing to do. Sitting around all day sucks. I don't like it. Tomorrow will probably be boring as well. Friday will be fun. I think the band might practice saturday. anyone ever notice that woohu time is about 10 minutes ahead of normal time?

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 26 November :: 12.35am

im so..... bah..... theres no point complaining about anything, no one cares.

ever get that feeling of self hate, only its not you that your mad at????
yeah, thats how i feel, only worse

err........... theres no words to describe how horrible i feel. its inbetween self hatred and not caring. actually its a mix of both.. and i cant stand it!!!


but yeah, we went bowling tonight (for band) and it sucked. i was with rueben, DeAna, brittany, and rachele. and it seemed that like whenever i left they were all talking about me, and that pisses me off!!!

but whatever, i dont care anymore.... i just want all this crap to end.... somehow..


-me

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 24 November :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: the used-bulimic

my fish is the shit
on saturday i bought a little blue betta. i named it larry. larry is cool. larry likes to watch tv with me and watch me play computer games. larry gets excited when i am around because bettas remember who gives them food. larry kicks so much ass.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 23 November :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: blah

hardcore ski club
So today I was sitting in my basement thinking about ski club and how much fun it was last year that alot of my friends did it. Then it came upon me that none of my friends were doing it this year. That made me majorly bummed out. A few of my friends were going to do ski club but then chickened out, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!, bastards. I don't think it is going to be as fun this year. I hope more people I know do it next year. This could be the last year I do it.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 23 November :: 3.26pm
:: Mood: happy

the band is good
practice yesterday was good, we were very efficent in the little time we had. we get all get along well and acept each others ideas about how we should perform a song and make a song. hopefully next week we can finish our song.

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 22 November :: 11.20pm

How old are you? (how cliche of me):15
Do you like sports?:a few
What kind of movies do you like?:comedy and action
Are you a virgin? (Come on Claire, answer the question!):yep
Do you get it?:get it? whats there to get?
Are you a fan of pop culture from the 80's?:the 80's is the bomb
Are your parents still together?:yep
What is your favorite article of clothing?:on me or on someone else?
Why is rap popular?:cause rap is crap... and people must like crap nowadays
Why are you taking this quiz?:im bored
How'd you find bzoink?:woohu
What kind of IM service do you use?:yahoo, aol, msn
What is your e-mail domain?:yahoo, hotmail
Are you a thespian?:huh?
How about a techie?:nope
Do you know what a techie is?:kinda
Are monkeys cool?:monkeys are awsome
Even tho they fling poo?:thats half the fun
Where do you rent your movies from?:um.... a few places in cedar
Is the movie theater a rip off?:no, but the popcorn there is
Do you go to concerts or shows?:not alot
Is punk a fashion statement?:yep
What time is it?:naptime
Are you cold?:kinda
Do your hands get cold if you type for a long time?:yep
Have you ever seen The Rocky Horror Picture Show?:nope
Did you find Tim Curry Sexy?:huh?
Who is Billy?:maddison..... he's the best
Why can't Coke and Pepsi get along?:because coke kicks pepsi's ass
Would you ever be a communist?:yep, but a good one
Was communism just a red herring?:sure why not
Did you get that?:nope
Tim Curry really is amazing, huh?:huh?
Ever heard Lucky Boys Confusion?:no, but i bet its confusing
What do you think of them?:poo
Do you read Shakespeare?:no, it sucks
Do you like country music?:a few songs are alright
Do you find Tim McGraw strangely sexy?:nope
Isn't Faith Hill lucky?:sure
Do you like cats?:NO!!!
Is my cat's name (Kia-Ka) weird?:nope
Have you kissed someone of the same sex?:yeah, my little brother
Is it weird that I grab my friends boobs? (I'm a girl):i think its great, let me see next time
Are labels bad?:yeah
What about on food?:on food its good
Do you have good friends whose last names you don't know?:um........ yeah a few
Have you ever had lice?:nope
Do you have an online diary/jurnal?:yep
Wanna give me the link?:if your reading this you probably know it
Does having one make you emo?:um....
Or just more emo than you were before?:just a little more
Do you remember when no one knew what emo meant?:yep
Do you remember when Good Charlotte wasn't a house hold name?:yeah, and there still not in EVERY house
Is "Smells Like Teen Spirit" the only Nirvana song you really know?:nope
Did u c the episode of Room Raiders when the chik said Kurt Cobain wrong?:huh??
Have you seen "Tupac: Resurrection"?:nope
If not, will you?:maybe
Do you cut yourself?:yeah, paper cuts hurt like a bitch
On purpose?:nope
Did a friend tell you about sex as a child?:i cant remember
Who is your hero?:superman
Have you done drugs?:nope
Are you sXe?:what?
Do you know what that is?:no
Is it wrong to be brutally honest, in your opinion?:nope, i am all the time
Does it bother you that my spelling sucks?:yes
Do you know the differance between there, their and they're?:yep
Have you had your wisdome teeth out?:not yet
Wht is 69 such a funny number?:its not funny, its fun
What about 420?:cause half of america is potheads
Who actually gets high at 4:20?:alot of people
Do you get high every day?:nope
Are you a lush?:huh
Does your gf/bf hate it?:dont have one
Did you get that?:not at all
Do you know what a lush is?:nope
Do you think luch is a weird last name?:that would suck
What is the weirdest way you've seen Ryan spelt?:raiyn
Are you bored of my quiz?:gettin there
Did you take it cuz you were bored?:yep
Do you like Christina Aguleria?:she's kinda hott
Does her song about her dad make you cry?:no
Have you heard "Touch of My Hand" yet?:no
Do you get it on with yourself?:not all the time
Is it weird that I don't?:yeah
Would you believe me if I swore I don't?:no
What if I had proof?:nope
Who is Fred Larry?:Larry Fred's other half
Why do I get so much junk mail?:cause you look at porn
What will you do when you're done with this?:do another quiz, cause im bored
What time is it now?:11:09
Do you like your middle name?:nope
Are you glad I'm done?:kinda
I can keep going if you like =)

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