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cowsgomoo!!! (profile) wrote,
on 11-26-2003 at 12:35am
im so..... bah..... theres no point complaining about anything, no one cares.

ever get that feeling of self hate, only its not you that your mad at????
yeah, thats how i feel, only worse

err........... theres no words to describe how horrible i feel. its inbetween self hatred and not caring. actually its a mix of both.. and i cant stand it!!!


but yeah, we went bowling tonight (for band) and it sucked. i was with rueben, DeAna, brittany, and rachele. and it seemed that like whenever i left they were all talking about me, and that pisses me off!!!

but whatever, i dont care anymore.... i just want all this crap to end.... somehow..


-me
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daleearnhardtjrishot

11-26-03 8:23am

*hugz*

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cowsgomoo!!!

Re:, 11-26-03 1:50pm

thanks

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daleearnhardtjrishot

Re: Re:, 11-26-03 5:12pm

anytime

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pamela

11-26-03 6:37pm

i'm sorry, i hope you feel better soon!

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sportsgirl

11-26-03 7:50pm

im sorry your sad hun.
love you

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cowsgomoo!!!

Re:, 11-27-03 10:21pm

thanks, i appriciate it

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daddyslildiva

12-01-03 1:37pm

Can't really say I've ever exactly felt "self hate" But I certainly know what your talking about. Thats half the reason I left. I kinda remember feeling like whenever I left, people talked about me. Oh well, this is stuff that eventually blows over.

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PaintedOnMyMemory

12-01-03 4:48pm

It'll pass in time.

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