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2004 8 June :: 5.58pm
KrAzEd BlOnDiE69: IM GONNA STAB U WITH A SPOON!!!!!
BaBii roO 2 9: IM GONNA DROWN U IN D ATOILET!!
KrAzEd BlOnDiE69: OOOO YA WELL IM GONNA STRANGLE U WITH A SOCK!
<3. memories.
i know now
i will never
find someone like y0u
so promise me
we will never let go
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2004 8 June :: 4.55pm
bored
First best friend: anna foley
First Job: havnt had 1 yett
First screen name: sunshine sumthin
First self purchased album: dont kn0w
First pets: Tasha muh pup
First piercing/tattoo: ear 4 yrz 0ld
First true love: =] Every1 kn0wz this 0ne
First enemy: codie
First big trip: dk
First play/musical/performance: 5th grade
Last cigarette: hate cigarettes
Last big car ride: lyk 2 weekz ag0 t0 Michigann
Last kiss: nick -- last time i saw him 2 thursdays ag0
Last good cry: that time after sunsplash =/
Last library book checked out: um it was called Last summer -- lol jay
Last movie seen: Monster
Last beverage drank: pepzi =]
Last food consumed: c0okie
Last crush: umm nick obviousily-- b4 that evan
Last phone call: mike
Last tv show watched: Vh1 last nite
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: blak flip fl0pz
Last item bought: umm .. my white pantz
Last disappointment:
Last soda drank: lyk half hour ag0
Last ice cream eaten: yesterday -- sully fed me his ch0clate l0l..can i bring the br0om?
Last shirt worn: this one .. its kaelas black tank top
Last hug : Sully yesterday
Last time you told someone you loved them: brett yesterday
Last time someone told you they loved you: sully 0n myy messages =]
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2004 6 June :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: lonely
i wanna go home
< / 3
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2004 6 June :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: accomplished
hey, wow. i just now woke up. and it's 1:28.
go me.
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2004 4 June :: 9.38pm
i love mia.. to the stars and back
hey kayla this is mia..umm i just wanna say that im really sorry bout this hole thingy i meean i know that u were just trying 2 tell me that im being stupid n im sorry 4 saying that u didnt care when i kn ow u did ur els u wouldnt hav stopd me..n thatz how i know that ur my best friend n we hav been 4 3 yearz n 5 mounthz..i think around ther..but n e wayz i dont want all of that 2 change over a lil thingy like this...n i justr wanna say thank u so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 much b cuz i could hav just mad e a mistake that could hav changed my life in the worst way ever n im so happy that u told me not 2 n i dont even know what i wwaz thinkin if i didnt think u cared n if u dont think that i care 4 u n e more that ur nuttz b cuz i care 4 u more that the world.. n u should know that by now..n if u didnt well now u do i luv u kayla ur my best friend ever ur more importent 2 me than the air i breath..i dont know what i would do w/ out u n 4 i second i thought that u didnt care n i think that once im done writeing this im gonna go n slap that shit out of my self 4 thinkin that...well i g2g cuz itz like 3:09 n i g2 get ^ at 9:00 so yeah but i wont b able 2 sleep evry well w/ a big red mark on my face..lol..but really g2g now ttyl..~xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0x~
i love you bubyezz
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2004 4 June :: 1.35am
for a reason
i hate skanks.. friends are supposed to care.. i care. i did care. not ne more. she doesnt care. her life.her desicions. her stupidity. she will. she does. he say he cares. he doesnt care. why would he care? its only her. he leaves her. she cries. her best friends there. for a reason
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2004 3 June :: 4.48pm
:: Mood: flirty
Sleepin all day stayin up all night <3*
`* Heyy guyz .. s0 far summer `o4 haz been pretty dam g0od .. but i miSs fl0rida ='[
amber has guitar leSsonz & me & miSsay went 2 a lil c0ffe sh0p & g0t sm0othiez n Italin s0da .. =].. yum in m0re than 1 wayy .. lma0 .. walked bak - p0urin rain piked up amber went 2 starbux cuz i was hungry .. as always .. lol .. g0t br0wniez n frapz =].. then we went to the m0viez till b0ut 1 in tha m0rnin .. were lyk the onlie ppl in there =] hehehe saw raisin helen <--- cutest m0vie ever !
g0t up real late - me MiSs n amber jus sat r0und all day n watched m0viez.. n then theyy went 2 an art sh0w..n i came h0m n talked 2 nick m0st the night .. watched part of thiz m0vie b0ut thiz reallie cute lil gurl who g0t aten by her t.v... lol...poltregizt or somthing?? .. it was sad ! s0o i turned it 0ff n watched a diff m0vie - then g0t 0ff the f0ne r0und 3am n went t0 sleep
t0night d0nt kn0w what im d0in .. pr0bly hangin 0ut with mas0n n karly.. 0r g0 t0 miSsyz 4 dinner idk.. t0marr0w iz the m0viez with Brett n Trev0r n s0me ppl =]
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2004 1 June :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: b0red..
:: Music: adams song
i never thought id die alone. i laughed the loudest whod have known? i traced the cord back to the wall. no wonder it was never plugged in at all. i took my time, i hurried up. the choice was mine, i didnt think enough. im t0o depressed to go on. you'll be sorry when im gone. i never conquered, rarely came. 16 just held suh better days. days when i still felt alive. we couldnt wait to get outside. the world was wide, too late to try. the tour was over we'd survived...
summers been 0ok.. nuttin much.. mias been at jessicas and um.. we went to winn dixie yesterday dressed like wiggers.. me and jessica were "hollerin" out the window to these girls that passed by and this one sk8 boarding kidd matt.. he was makin fun of us.. meanie. um. sunday i think it was.. bailey and me met chris and mike at the sk8 park and we were gonna go ice skating but we didnt have money$$ so we threw rocks at eachother instead. um.. kayla goldman came over on friday and spent the night.. we were crackin on catherines boots.. combat. lol kayla.. um.. today hillary ad lacey are coming over and were gonna go to the movies.. again for the 2nd time this week, i went with bailey last time and we saw shrek 2 again lol. today we're gonna see raising helen.. with my favorite actress.. kate hudson i think hillary looks like kate.. a lot. in the eyes.. and ive been puttin a lot of periods latley.. <<< see?!?
lol.. well.. lacey just tryed callin me but since my celli sux she couldnt hear so ima go call her back!!
-x0x [[since calli took my -x0]] lol love ya girlie!!
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2004 1 June :: 9.40am
:: Mood: busy
havin the time of my life, but i wish it was with y0u
w0w.. al0t has happened in the past c0uple dayyz ..
lazt day 0f miDdle sch0ol =[ .. it was really sad.. everyone was crying.. we had the last like 15 minutes 2 walk ar0und n say byye 2 everyb0dy .. im g0nna miSs that sch0ol.. even th0ugh i hated every day that i spent there.. im g0nna miSs markus n mRs hampt0n fighting.. im g0nna MiSs me n kaela going to sch0ol 2gether every single day n c0min h0me every single nite =].. im g0nna MiSs stealin jayz every1z f0od huggin kayla every dayy @ the buS ramp .. me n dani c0untin the dayyz .. Jenna me n Ash playin with clay .. me n cassandra sayin WEASEL UP ASS lol.. whore game ... .. me n sarah g0in t0 the office every single dayy .. fakin sick ..Jeremy the chinese cricket, Frisc0 the white boii , n Lindsey the stupid pueartarican .. and every1 else..i l0ve y0u guyz im g0nna miSs y0u s0o much =[
ANYWAY.. after sch0ol markus,sarah,,n daniel, came h0me 0n the buS with me n kaela n came 2 my h0use.. then nick came n we all went t0 sunsplash.. which was fun 4 lyk 15 minutes.. n then it g0t kinda b0rin n we were stuck there till 9.. al0t funny things happened th0ugh markus swallowed a fly ! l0l.. n then kaela n nick came back to my h0use n we made pina c0ladaz n then nick went h0me n me n kaela watched a m0vie n she went h0me r0und 3 am.. l0l =]
dr0ve 2 atlanta
dr0ve 2 michigan.. g0t there r0und 1o .. miSsy n amber came n picked me up went to there h0use n watched m0vies n ATE n fell asleep
walked 2 CVS 2 get hair die 4 Amber met j0sh n sully .. there s0o funny n aws0me =].. went 2 a garage sale .. b0ught bellz n b0otz..lma0.. came back h0me n drew all 0ver j0shz face .. i have never laughed s0 hard that kiDd is hillari0uz .. then an0ther j0sh came 0ver .. n then we died ambers hair .. this redish purpleish burgendyish c0l0r.. n then we watched face 0ff .. then watched PARENTS of the caribean .. MICHIGAN imp0Ssible n listened 2 sum LINKIN LAW .. l0l ..
w0ke up early went t0 a parade started -p0uring* .. chelsie came 0ver.. went t0 CVS 'gain t0 get men miSsy hair die .. g0t ice cream .. went t0 the Park came h0me died my hair =] n miSsys but she put wayy 2 much in and its BRIGHT ORANGE..lma0 .. then me missy amber chelsie n craig n his gurlfriend all cramed into his lil 2 seater convertablen went t0 A&W -- started p0urin again .. came h0me fell asleep 4 lyk 4 h0urz l0l.. w0ke up ate.. then went bak 2 sleep .. l0l...
t0day im all al0ne at miSsy n ambers h0use cuz there at school <--hahahahah .. s0o any0ne call my cell if y0ur b0red cuz i will be .. mwaaazzzz
I LOVE KAELA N NICK <-- i miss u 2 !!
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2004 31 May :: 10.19pm
a boy with blue eyes and a hunger for destruction is luring me to the dark side of the force.
there's no saving me now.
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2004 30 May :: 4.47pm
:: Music:
Saturday Night
WOW pretty much says it all ...only if you all knewwhat im talking about.. lol... Well I had a great weekend lets put it that way... Rachel & Kristi i love you so much and i miss you and being with you two i used to be with you every weekend before i meet Kayla and i just wanted to let you know i still love you all.. Very very much We have to spend time together this summer still tho... Kayla goldman i love you to sooo mucho and after Basketball stops maybe you will have time to hang out with me again. lol.. me Have lots of fun... Robbie you will find th4e right person eventually You will always be my playboylol....
Markis is gay dont worry about it Garet Garrett... lol Garrett dont hurt me..Dont play with me PLEASE I went to the gym today to loose wieght and to loose my butt... I Hope but i dought that it will happen....Lucky GARRETT..lol .. well Heather and Lauren i had fun friday it was fun other than the fact that i like broke my ankle well i didnt Frankie did .. lol.. I love you both and i hope to see you again sometime this summer and Lauren good luck with Frankie... Hope everyone has a good MAmorial Day Everyone....
luv ya B@iley
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2004 27 May :: 11.52pm
:: Mood: Crying
:: Music: Blink182
Damit
Nothing ever goes Wrong right.. My life is so fuckedup sometimes i feel like the little nerd who sits in the corner all by himself who has only one friend that he can trust and that will never make him bry or unhappy or mad or sad or scared. Always Possitive never brings them down and i alwasy thought thats what best friendsdo. But tongiht i learned that even sometimes your Best Friends let you down. So this goes for everyone believe whats inside not what other people think at times like this all you want is yourself noone else matters because noone else Cares. Ive learned this in the last year from many people doing things that only i can help i dont care what anyone else tells me or tryes to make me feel better it doesnt word.. And to make fun of every little think i say or do ... THE WAY I LAUGHT THE WAY I CRY My come backs Me saying something i think i herd, (Please dont sing that lissy magire song again) Im sorry but i just have to say i get so sick and tired of being made fun of and cridisized every single day for every single thing i do.. Im sorry for everything i have. Done from Brainwashing people to making a mean comment. Im sorry and i luv you all
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2004 26 May :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: obligated
:: Music: ride - the vines
"The intricacies of your fates are meaningless."
so. i took the lamest exam ever yesterday. it was my art exam. sigh. man, we were supposed to draw our sculpture and then describe it, explain why it's there, etc.
describe it?? you're looking at the fucking picture i just drew ms roeder!
ah, so retarded.
anyways. my math exam was yesterday, and im crossing my fingers, hoping i passed. it became a mantra in my head about half-way through the darn thing. let me pass, let me pass, please, at least a c..
graahh. and today was the ceramics exam. guess what it was. the sculptures. i swear to all things holy that i will come back and blow those things up just for the hell of it.
i got to use the chisel and hack mortor off the tiles. and you know, clean them with a sponge. fun was had all around.
biology exam. i just looked at it and said "i dont want it."
the entirety of the exam was of everything ms freis has neglected to teach us. honestly. ive never heard of anything on that thing. the only thing i have remembered from the test today was seeing the word 'glucocorticoids' and thinking is that an actual word? it was a traumatic experience to say the least.
1 day of school left, fuckers.
and now everyone wants to do something with me this weekend. sabrina-sleepover thursday. lyn & carrie-sleepover thursday and then go to heather's party on friday, which is a sleepover too. sydney-sleepover here on friday. melissa-go bowling with her and her youth group. sunday, im pretty sure i have to do something with my mom..
and my guitar-playing skills are improving. which is cool. i've been messing with my amp alot. and pure undiluted lameness, my friends, lies within my inability to find something useful to do with my digital camera. i ended up taking pictures of myself. and i solarized them. rah.
summer is upon us. what on god's green and burdened earth will i do? seriously. i have a month to be with my friends, and them i get to be shipped off to another country. fun.
oh yea, i remembered what i have to do on sunday. church.
ta.
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2004 25 May :: 9.42pm
were an "item" again..as kaela would say .. <3333333
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2004 25 May :: 7.38pm
Friday was the best day of my life
I went to the movies to see Shrek 2 and i went with Mia Kayla and Heather we saw people there thought... But the one person i saw there and made my life feel like a dream was Garrett.Me and mia Went into the movie with him and all his friends kayla and heather stayed in the other theater. Me and Garrett Found out that we both like each other there I still dont believe it to this day. lol
I like Garrett
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2004 24 May :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: echo - incubus :D this is my favorite song..ever
if we took a holiday...
we were driving home
my belly full of osaka japanese steakhouse yummy food
grinning about the way dinner turned out and how i have the best family
the windows were down
blowing that cool 80 degree florida breeze in
madonna's 'holiday' playing on the radio
i was singin in the wind
remembering the words from when i was around 4/5 and i loved madonna and i would sing 'cheerio girl' instead of 'material girl'
and that moment..was the happiest moment of the day for me :)
andie*
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2004 24 May :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: happy...remembering..
:: Music: 11 am - incubus
second sister
i can still remember once riding my bike down to your house cause i was scared of the thunderstorm
i was there everyday it seems, like my second home
to me, it was a second home with my second sister
looking back now, i smile and laugh at the silly things we did to have fun
how many times did we talk til the battery on my phone died?
how many times did i have to refrain from eating so i wouldnt have food travelling with my laughter?
we'd chat about school, boys we liked, and how we would show the troublesome boys in the neighborhood who is boss
but then something changed
we both met new friends and talked on the phone to one of them til the phone died
i feel so distant now
like im peering in to the bubble of your world except im not really in it
although i know that i still have my second sister
andie*
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2004 24 May :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: disappointed
thanks f0r n0thing..
omg..im not gonna go over what has happened in the past week like usual. no one cares. i sure as hell dont. doesnt even matter. ill just start with friday..when me markus kaela n nick went to amandas party. if you could even call it a party..more like hell..i feel really bad for draggin nick there.. i didnt even wanna go ..from the second we got there we all just stood there watching everyone cry and scream and run around from being so trashed. high drunk..everyone. havin to sit with one of my best friends as she throws up all over me and the floor as she was screamin at me but telling me she needs me at the same time.. be...markus's mom picked us up thank god..
saturday was the8th grade dance.. that was pretty good i guess.. danced with alotta ppl.. .. then the lim0 took is to mugz n jugz .. that sucked..sept 4 karoke.. rest of the night sat alone..nick got there round 11:3o after me beggin him.. ignored me for a while then hung out with me for about 6 seconds then we left..
sunday.. me n kaela went to sunsplash n met everybody there.. hung out with nick in the lazy river then left 4 a minute to go talk with kaela..then mark comes back and tells me nick doesnt wanna go out with me anymore so im jus like WHY and markus xplains its because i "cheated on him" with kevin at the dance and they all heard from brittney detrick who "saw the whole thing" who by the way wasnt even at the fuckin dance..s0o i wanted to go home right then because i couldnt stand seeing him all day but bailey n kayla boyd made me stay..had an awsome day with them.. we made a NERD HERD picked dildoz from the dildo tree and used up all our last freakin pennyz 2 get abuncha ice cream n a slurpee..go0d timez..they cheered me up s0o much and i l0ve them 4 it.. =D thankz tatter t0t n wh0pper !! MWA! .. nick kept trying to talk to me but i didnt wanna talk to him.. i guess he didnt want mark to break up with me he was jus mad .. i dont know if were broken up for good or not.. i hope not cuz i miSs him already..='[ ..
well im gonna go..
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2004 24 May :: 5.18pm
:: Music: out of control hoobastank
calli burnt me the ho0bastank. thanks sweetii t0daii was really fun... it was a g0od day. l0l. x cept catheryn was talkin m0re shit.. grrr. my br0 and his gf mite get back t0gether. yay. my sister wh0 takes me t0 nifty places. l0l
wat happened to us> we used to be perfect...
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2004 23 May :: 12.47pm
Beach dayz ; flip fl0pz - bAthin SuiTz
tAnk TopZ - BlAzIn BoiZ * NicE TaN :: h0t DayZ :
WaRm SAnd ~ VaCa Time ; LiL Fightz *
Drinkin bEeRz -->ParTyin @ NiGht -
SuN s0 Bright - m0on aLl hAzy
_Hell Yea Babii _
sUmmer `04 iZ g0nna bE KrAzii
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/xXx/ReMeMbEr WheN..
ReMeMbEr WhEn BoYz HaD ¤.cOoTiEs.¤
WhEn FrIeNdS aLwAyS «-lIsTeNeD-» 2 u..
wHeN ((dReAmS)) wErE uNsHaTtErEd
& [[wOrRiEs]] WeRe ::fEw::
WhEn ReCeSs WaS tOo |sHoRt|
aNd LiFe WaS *2* «---LoNg---»
wHeN DeCiSiOnS cAmE .:eAsIlY:.
wItH ((nO NeEd)) 2 ¤..bElOnG..¤
wHeN :.:StOrKs:.: DeLiVeReD bAbIeS
aNd *PaSsIoNs* WeReN't sOo o¤sTrOnG¤o
wHeN [[fRiEnDsHiPs]] WeReNt bRo|KeN..
RiGhT wAs .RiGhT. & wRoNg wAs :WrOnG:
WhEn (((BaD))) tHiNgS dIdN't HaPpEn
OnLy _sKiNnEd KnEeS_ bRoUgHt ::TeArs::
aNd tHe «_NiGhT . LiGhT_» iN OuR rOoM
((.QuIeTeD.)) aLl oUr FeArs
wHeN :.dEcIsi0ns.: wErE s0|VeD
bY [eNi mEaNi . mini m0]
wHeN «.»b0yS«.» wErE sOoO !yUcKy!
& *gOoDbYe* MeAnT OnLy tIl ::ToMoRrOw::
WhEn Ur ClOtHeS DiDnT »..mAtCh..«
& *r E a L* fRiEnDs DiDn'T p|A|r|T
tHe ((..FuN..) wEnT oN *4eVeR* aNd
NeVeR LeFt a _BrOkEn ... HeArt_
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