piiCk me up now , ii need you SOO bad .
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2004 5 April :: 8.22pm
A poem kayla wrote for me
Friends
True friends from the start
Your right there in my heart
Friends Forever That’s me and you
Friends forever we know it’s true
I’m here true the ups and the downs
I’ll be there by your side
In me I promise You always confide
When you have a broken heart
Ill stay by you and never part
You might get lonely but your not alone
And if you go on without me
Ill be with you in your mind
Cause remember girl your one of a kind!
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2004 5 April :: 8.10pm
Me and kristis poem we made up a long time ago!
Life
In front of people I am happy as can be
Alone at night I cry till I can’t see
If this continues what am I to do
My whole life revolves around you
Ur a great friend but are you a great mate
And if I don’t have you it could be my fate
Sometimes I sit finding myself waiting
Not sure for what because the 1 I love is hating
When you leave so much and get nothing in return
It hurts so much the sensation burns
If you care as much as you say
Then why do you blow me off every day
I think of you in a daze
My heart sets a blaze
When I see I see you my minds racing
My hearts pacin
I go blank I feel faint
I don’t know what to do I just loose my cool
The sum 1 I love is the one I adore
But he could care less or more
You love the one closest to me
But she wants you to let her be
The darkness is as black as coal it swallows me whole
I am now in a world of my own of my own Sum 1 help
Me I'm all alone well there’s nothing else to say e-cept you’re the one who made me this way!!!!!!!
luv ya B@iley
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2004 5 April :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: sigh..
watch me fall into stories and pages with a flourish
hm.
i am a geek.
[GEEKER JOY! haha andrea]
moving on. biology is haunting me now. i need to start cracking on that studying.
here is something to do. when you go to a movie premeire, dress up as a frankfurter and look around terribly confused.
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2004 5 April :: 7.06pm
:: Mood: wondering
:: Music: yellow - coldplay
my moviequote for the day...
Humpty Dumpty was alone...That's sad isn't it? He had to sit on that wall all by himself. He deserved to have somebody...That's really what we all need, right? Someone to sit up on the wall with us...to watch the world go by...to put us back together again when we fall
- from Never Been Kissed
andie*
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2004 5 April :: 8.37am
R.I.P.
Bubblez the fish.
y0u will be missed =[
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2004 4 April :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: wondering//remembering
:: Music: dont cry for us - justincase
kudos to robert frost
have you ever read "the road taken" by robert frost?
lordy that poem is so right
have you ever wondered what of happened if:
you went to that other school
you gathered your guts and talked to that guy
when that spontaneous burst of life was knocking on your door, if you would have answered the door
hmmm
but i shall not fret on this forever
for the past is sometimes more comforting that your past
no more looking in the rear view mirror for me anymore
for i have been dwelling on it too much lately
andie*
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2004 3 April :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: sad//disappointed
:: Music: break down here - julie roberts
home is where the heart is
i am homeless
home is where you feel most comfortable
the walls embrace you like the arms of a great aunt that you havent seen in years
that is where after anything like a break up, rough day at school, or any curve ball that comes your way, you can go and feel safe in your soul
home sweet home, they say
i am homeless
i live in a house
not a home
ready to move
andie*
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2004 3 April :: 8.21pm
we sleep with the enemy
wow. havnt wrote in here in a while..
whats been g0in on :
last friday, moviez as usual, jamie & sarah spent the night.. went to the yacht club w/ jamie sarah n josh . . than we had out *~adventure~* lma0 !! we walked frum the yacht club to kimmy's the l0ng wayy l0l . . that was FUNN .. kimmy's party was funn 2 but i didnt really have n e une 2 hang out w/ cuz everyune hadd sum1 better as usual ~ sept 4 Jay who i left out side =[ sorrie baybee.. we got thrown in the pOol =D than me n sar left r0und 1o iissh? than sunday me and sarah went to the beach & were soposed to meet Chris & Nick there but they b0th ditched us s0o we had fun jus tha two of us l0l than sch0ol was iicky =/ rep0rt kardz- 2 c's 5 b's 1 a .. thursday they gave me my referal s0o now its official - n0 8th grade dance f0r me =''[ .. friday sarah came h0me w/ me as alwayz n we went to the m0viez-lotza pe0ple were there.. moztly hang out w/ daniela, mark, josh, kaela, leighanne, markus, shannon, chris, shannons b/f mike, amanda.... -g0t reallie madd at nick there-but im 1/2 0over it.. than sarah spent the night went h0me @ midnight cuhz her momm got pissed.. n t0day i hung out w/ my cuzzinz... they are soooo cute.. abby stayed up reallie late last night cuz she said she couldnt sleep till she got a kiss frum me =D !! awwz // we went on the b0at to an island & than swam all day .. h0pefully ill see nick t0marr0w 0or sumthin but i he haznt called me s0o i guess he doesnt care =/ oO well..
next weekend is AMANDA weekend!! l0l..
i cant wait to go to jay's again i love him oh-sO-much!
and jilly !! i love u so fcukin much jillane elizabeth dahms u have no idea ! i miss talking to you intill the sun came up
`nd kill what we l0ve
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2004 3 April :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: sic transit gloria - brand new
softly spoken words ring in my ears
yesterday was dumb.
i had a math test. i completly forgot about it. i christmas-tree'd it all the way. i am so failing that one.
people are already studying for the ap bio exam. i guess i should get cracking too. i'll need serious study time.
i have to read romeo and juliet this weekend. and study for a test in english about different poetry stylings, and the first act. joy.
tonight is prom. my sister is going with her friends. julie is sleeping over.
i hate the fucking kids on my street. they were beating up my brother. they were kicking and punching him while he was on the ground. i will kick every one of their asses and bash their heads together. they need to be severely punished. by me, if no one else will. now, my brother is on his way to the fucking doctor because my parents think his shoulder might have been dislocated. if those kids see me, they better run their fucking legs off.
excuse the amount of profane language.
now, off to do more homework, because teachers seem to think that we enjoy it on the weekends. oh wow. watch me rip my fucking hair out and strangle them.
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2004 3 April :: 1.09am
:: Mood: _ConFuSed_
.,"*MaRk On THe pHONe*",.
hey, sorry i havnt updated in awhile.. ive been pretty busy. i got adios. black kenny andresons. P i m P lol.. im talkin to mark on the phone right now about mia, and her gayness and poserish life. lol.. tryin to be cool. wear mah shitt.. not happenin. grrr....
im at baileys right now!! wow.. im gettin really pissed.. AHHH.. ne whos.. im gonna go cause im gettin really tired..
muah!!!
always
LaLa
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2004 31 March :: 3.24pm
:: Mood: my head will implode soon..
:: Music: Miserable
i get lost in the voices of yesterday as they clamor in shrieks and whispers inside my head
we got a white volvo S60 yesterday. its a stick shift. i will have so much fun learning on that sucker.
hmm. i think my head is going to explode. well, i dont know for certain, but it sure does feel that way. its ok though. i'll get over it.
today at school. in a word: headache. all day man. my voice sounds funny. anyways, much homework, so thanks to all my teachers. oh! report cards came in the mail. take a gander:
ceramics/pottery - smith : A-
draw I/draw II - roeder : B+
english hon I - greene : A-
algebra II hon - bode : B
band - daniels & bennett : A+
ap biology - freis : A- BOO-YA!
business systems & tech - lefort : A+
oh yes.
um. here is something to laugh at. i was hurting myself all day. i have a bruise on my arm from a white board. i tripped over a chair. i am a pirate. stubs is a swashbuckler. and a deck-swabber. HA. that is way cool.
i like the song im listening to.
"stuck to a chair, watchin this story about me
everything goes by so fast, makin my head spin
used up all of my friends, who needs them
when you mean everything?"
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2004 31 March :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: happy//honky tonky
:: Music: country boys and girls - tim mcgraw
why brandi's room smelled like garlic...
once when i was younger, i was at my friend brandi's casa.
we had just been talking about if the barbie dolls would move when you werent looking,
if they became....alive.
we must have been like 6/7 when this happened.
so we were in her room and we heard this weird noise from outside her window
(it was really the deaf girl who lived in the apartmento nearby...but we didnt know that)
we got really scared and jetted out of that room...thinking it was the barbies coming for us....they were alive remember?
so brandi and i go into their kitchen and grab...the garlic powder'
we go back to her room, garlic powder in hand, and sprinkle it ALL OVER her room
i have no idea what we were thinking with that garlic powder
maybe since garlic wards off vampires that it will save you from evil barbies
we got in trouble for dousing her room with the garlic powder
but hey, at least we didnt get ambushed by evil barbies
after that incident, everytime i went into her room...it smelled like garlic
since then they moved
and i bet the people who live there now wonder why that one room reeks of garlic
but thanks to brandi and i
they will never be attacked by evil barbies
andie*
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2004 31 March :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: happy//singing along
:: Music: break down here - julie roberts
happy hump day :P
so here is my day in a nutshell:
-math starts with a m...whoa so does migraine
-mo-mo, jake, rina and i....incubus concerto..wanna go? talk to me
- tgs line reciting at lunch
- freakin DOUBLE wet willy from will in spanish
- i turned around and hit him in the arm askin wtf? and angel who sits next to me was like "whoa i never heard you cuss before"
-"ewwww you wet willied my ankle!" -angel
- if brandon calls me backseat betty one more time..the squirrels will be called
-singing "look at me, i'm sandra dee" while walkin to mi casa from the stop with casey
-report card...chevelle-worthy grades :)
andie*
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2004 30 March :: 10.43am
:: Mood: icky
:: Music: anthem part two - blink 182
lost in a woven idea's thinning rivulets
well, as you can see, i have changed my journal layout yet again.
here is my story for today:
went to school for 2 periods, and then got called down to the attendance office so my mom can take me to my doctor's appointment.
i have an upper respiratorial viral infection. and kinda congested too. i get to take some tylenol and then it will make me all better.
we went to the bagel factory afterwards and i got a chocolate chip bagel.
now i am home for the rest of the day.
ha.
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2004 30 March :: 8.56am
I hate picture day
Hey everyone how are you doing my life is axctualy going prety well for once.. IM GOING OUT WITH ETHAN! But then there always the downside Kristi is scaring me and will is leaving.. YUP YUP.. Well this week is a pain in my ass! I had a game yesterday and i had track practice.Today i have Practice at 7:45. Then wedsnsday i got track all day until 1:30 we come back but i really dont want to coem back to school after a while and then i gto a game at burtin against Kaylas team even thougth kayla wont be there she scared the crap out of me she told me she quit i was that is gay i was mad but she dint so its all good. Well kayla Golman I saw this kid the other day and he was an apple tree let me tell you but his friend was definitly bannana tree ~lol~ Kristi and me ~yungman
and butchue lol First i was afraid ii was petrafide ~lol~I Hate picture day even thougth it took me liek two minutes to get ready lol kayla and mia it take like an hour to get ready ..... Im sick and really dont feel good. I gto kristi sick on axident sinc ei was with her all thsi weekend i have been sick for like 2 months and it still hast gone away so im really thinking about going to teh doctor!
Hey i g2g luv ya all B@iley
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2004 29 March :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: happy//wondering
:: Music: talk show on mute - incubus
to be or not to be...that is the question.
today during health class somehow we got on the subject of what we might want to do when we get older.
i piped up and said, "i think i would want to be an art teacher."
honestly i probably go through three careers i might want to do a month.
my mind on the subject changes like the wind
anywho, back to the art teacher business.
i would love to teach art.
i love art.
im no picasso at it but i still love it
i think it would be so much fun teachin kids the wonderous artwork of andy warhol, roy lichtenstein, van gogh, picasso, romero britto, da vinci, monet, salvador dali and many others.
oh such fun.
this is a small list of other things i have considered to be "when i grow up":
-a car mechanic
- english teacher
- marine biologist
- paramedic
- vetrinarian
- surfer...which is quite funny since i dont know how to surf and i live on the west coast where there is no surf...shh i was 10
- astronaut
------many many others
i think that my view is that i shall use that list above as a checklist
i wanna do it all
andie*
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2004 29 March :: 2.23pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Thursday
sinking slowly into the midnight sky
i felt yucky and sick today.
no school for me.
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2004 28 March :: 6.37pm
This weekend had its ups and downs! Ups Me and kristi hung out all weekend Friday i had a game and may i say we won And then we went and spent the night at kristis house. Talking to ethan and David to late Because we had to get up in the morning at 6:30 Because we had to go to debs!!! WE tanned and SANG well kristi did thought and atracted these collage guys lol That was hallaris!!! Then we had a fair share of fun at the boat house playing volleyball. Played with the fur ball Dory.Then we played ninteno and i kiked ass haha ya right lol sry Kristi beet me! My mommy and Dady picked us up.. And that ride home was not the best well lets just say not fun at all... And then Kriti found out that my parents love her like there own daughter and are scared for her ! And they liked her poem to lol... It scared the shit out of them but they liked it.. It took there breath away... AND rachel has somthing to tell me that she wont tell me and i dont know why.. And Kayla saw scooby doo with Lacey and Spent the night at her house .. because of it was her brothers birthday supposible anyway.. And me and kristi went to support are best friend will at his game today from 1 to 5 and they won one game and lot another. And we hung out with Bryan today at the game because he was there and we walked to target because we were at cape highs feild . we were in there for liek 15 minutes just to get 3 slushys and jolleyranchers and some gum for Will. And will had some good hits And Matt got some really good plays also he was the catcher.well g2g2 bye
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2004 28 March :: 7.44pm
i want to feel yOu
i need to hear yOu
yOu are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
yOu are the strength
that keeps me walking
yOu are the hope
that keeps me trusting
yOu are the life to my soul
yOu are my purpose
yOu are everything
and how can i
stand here with yOu
`nd not be moved by yOu
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
yOu calm the storms
yOu give me rest
yOu hold me in your hands
yOu won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything
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2004 28 March :: 11.36am
:: Mood: rah
:: Music: dangerous - ghost of the robot
fall away in velvet whipers
here we go:
the assembly wasnt about sex. to be honest, i dont know what the hell it was about. the only thing i learned is to not sell strawberries for a living.
i had to babysit connor on friday. woo got thirty bucks.
saturday rolled around. this is the day i get to help out at the center, because there are students trying out for visual arts. oooh man. it was so much fun. hey, did you know that school coffee sucks? i mean, its drinkable, but.. i wouldnt suggest it.
I AM A PIRATE!!!
hahahahahaha lmao good times. dude. me and carolyn saw mark barron. what a little monkey. he is skipping 9th grade. come and help me strangle him.
and holy crap. the senior show is freaking awesome! you should run, jump, and skip yourselves over there.
i went to barnes and noble with chelsea and sydney. i had my frappuchino (yum), sydney had hers, and chelsea got the iced caramel macchiatto. ooo i wouldve gotten that.
bought some books, and then went over to syd's house. ahhhh, sydney's computer is slow, but we waited. all for the sake of james.
if you are not already reading it, then go and buy the da vinci code. it is the best book i have read.
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