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2004 28 March :: 1.57am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Thursday - This Song Brought To You By a Falling Bomb
I m a g i n e all the people living for today.
i slept all day
and when i woke up
i remembered again why sleeping is so perfect
like a drug
swallowing whole all the impurities and complications that burn through your brain in the form of a thought
thoughts, that, when awake, you'll never be able to ignore
well i found a bit of inspiration
and i contemplated my life
sat
bled those ever so familiar thoughts
and ended up right where i was yesterday
blank
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2004 10 March :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: diesel boy - drum n bass selection 2
before i can walk through the door , i hand over my ID and pray for it to be handed back , no problem , which it is . i open the door to hear the music for a second while the other five cross the barrier and the bassline hits so hard that my heart starts pounding ... later on , it's three a.m. and andy c. just dropped his first beat ... nothing too amazing , because aquasky's record is still on , but give it five minutes and you know i'll be out there giving it all i've got . soulslinger was kind of disappointing , but danny the wildchild would have been worth the five and a half hours that we drove to see him , even though we didn't get to . my sandals are shaking from the bassline , sitting on the edge of the speaker next to five empty water bottles and three empty beer bottles , and even though they have been abandoned for five hours , nobody would ever think of taking them . nothing can top ultra , but then nothing can top global gathering , but then new republic , loxy and ink , total science , technical itch , goldie , and grooverider makes me realize that nothing can top metalheadz . however ... before i'm even waiting in line , i can see that it stretches to the corner and it's only 10:30 , and that's when i know that NOTHING can top world of drum n bass . i'm not even through the door and i have three people to keep me entertained . at 10:49 when i do enter , i realize that 5 o'clock is far too early to leave , but after twisted individual , dj craze , bassline smith , friction and swift , ed rush and optical , dj ss and shy fx , planet of the drums , killa kela and mc trip , andy c. , fabio , and grooverider , i feel like my twenty dollars were well-spent . next ... afternoon , at 6 p.m. , after answering like FIFTY phone calls and handling them all in my sleep , i get ready for technical itch again , but he was somewhat disappointing . after ak1200 , my calves are so sore that i can't walk to the bathroom to drink water from the sink because i can't afford six dollars for a bottle , and my feet are so dirty that days later in the shower i'm still scrubbing them , but it's from five days of dancing , not just one , so it's no big deal . i hope everybody's spring break is as amazing as mine .
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2004 6 March :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: PSYCHED !!!
:: Music: CHEMICAL BROTHERS !!!!!!
Hey girls ...
Hey boys ...
Superstar DJs ...
HERE WE GO !!!!!
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2004 6 March :: 12.35am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: blindside - 'the silence'
The sparks shed from this tongue are enough to burn your whole house down.
.. just got back from the john mayer & maroon5 show.. i missed maroon5 :( so dissapointed about that. john mayer was good.. minus all the screaming bitches in miniskirts. guh. tonight really made me appreciate my tiny shows. im so happy most of the bands im into right now arent big enough to play in hockey stadiums. label me spoiled, i dont care.. but to me sitting a million air particles away from a band i love, and paying 40 bucks for it.. is not my idea of an AMAZING show. Last sunday i saw the working title, mae and copeland. Honestly.. what a fucking amazing show.. ten dollars.. three fucking awesome bands. And you dont have to worry about screaming chicks cuz the crowds mostly cool for the exception of some retarded people who in my opinion never really hear the music. I think i might have a job at cd connection. im going in tomorrow to meet the owner, Caroline. I want it so bad. Id love if i could just sell and listen to great music all day, in a place that smells like my room.. inscense infested and i can wear my own damn clothes. Jeans and flip-flops to work. And get paid for it. Oh yes. For me that is * h e a v e n * I wouldnt quit fridays though, id just work there less. Im not making enough there anyways. I need to start saving. Lindsay wants me to move to Las Vegas with her next year. I should, i need to gain some independence and so does she, so itd work out good for the both of us. We could help eachother out. Im really anticipating the matchbook romance show this month. I cant stop listening to their cd. I advise everyone to hear it cuz its a fuckin kick ass album- 'Stories & Alibis'
Until next time.. peace & love and merry full moon.
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2004 4 March :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: the beatles
picture yourself in a boat on a river with tangerine trees and marmalade skies
somebody calls you
you answer quite slowly
a girl with kalaidescope eyes
celophane flowers in yellow and green
towering over your head
look for the girl with the sun in her eyes and she's gone
follow her hair down to her bridge by her fountain
her rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies
everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers that grow so incredibly high
newspaper taxis appear on the shore
waiting to take you away
climb in the back with your head in the clouds and you're gone
picture yourself on a train in a station with plasticine porters
with looking glass ties
suddenly somebody's there at the turnstile
the girl with kalaidescope eyes
lucy in the sky with diamonds
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2004 29 February :: 1.35am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: none
*sigh* i'm too tall for this .
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2004 22 February :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: diesel boy's project human
susanis a winner (8:35:17 PM): i wish you knew statistics
Sup 4 Man99 (8:35:25 PM): how bout this
Sup 4 Man99 (8:35:45 PM): Its probable that ur gonna get a grade below 85%
Sup 4 Man99 (8:36:01 PM): *cue rimshot*
susanis a winner (8:37:08 PM): ouch
Sup 4 Man99 (8:37:37 PM): yeah that was a bit harsh...
Sup 4 Man99 (8:38:56 PM): but is it true?
Sup 4 Man99 (8:39:08 PM): id say the probability for that is blue
susanis a winner (8:39:28 PM): i think the probability is apple .
Sup 4 Man99 (8:39:36 PM): intriguing
Sup 4 Man99 (8:40:11 PM): this would fit into Homer Simpsons theory of the donut shaped universe
susanis a winner (8:40:39 PM): i hate statistics
Sup 4 Man99 (8:42:12 PM): so what do u think the the percentage of the population is that hates it too? :-P
susanis a winner (8:42:31 PM): 100 ,000 % .
susanis a winner (8:42:37 PM): is that right ?
susanis a winner (8:42:38 PM): fuck
susanis a winner (8:42:40 PM): i think it was d .
Sup 4 Man99 (8:42:56 PM): no
Sup 4 Man99 (8:42:59 PM): it was apple
Sup 4 Man99 (8:43:04 PM): jeez you really are gonna fail
... mmm .... best weekend ever . i'm SO tired .
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2004 19 February :: 12.09am
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: An amazing cover of 'Wonderwall'
.dedicated to someone else's broken heart.
rock hard exteriors built to shield a terrible disease that seeps its way into an unnoticed crack in the wall.
..he had no clue at all..
he grabbed her hand and kissed her lips
she's jaded and blinded.. headed for a fall.
she sang the words to her favorite song
a song that made her feel
throw her sugar and a smile, and it's her heart you'll steal
but it's not enough, the cut's too deep, she's never gonna let you in on the secrets she keeps
fuck you she screams.
familiar phrase.
every week's another scar from a different boy and a brand new start.
no more wishing on the stars.
she stands alone with old photos that still shine, sees the smiles
and she smiles
so much hope for a return
to make everything in her life alright
but every night she burns
fix this.. fix this
if you'd just come back to fix this
maybe then she'd be able to breathe
and every guy she ever met wouldn't make her lonely heart bleed
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2004 15 February :: 11.11am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: green day - insomniac
i will NEVER be the same ...
what the FUCK just happened ?!!?!?!!
...
nothing will ever be more amazing than last night . nothing else could ever even come CLOSE to the kind of experience i just had .
NOTHING .
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2004 13 February :: 2.31am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: chingy
i was WALKING THROUGH MY HOUSE .
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2004 12 February :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Eisley
Rooney, Tori and a sky full of sun.
K, so today i woke up at 7 am.. i haven't a clue why, i just didn't feel tired when i woke up, so i stayed up. I took toby jogging with me which was really nice cuz i never do any sort of movement other than walking around at work.. how sad. Then i went and layed out by the pool with my head phones on. I was gonna turn right around and go back home when i saw there was people there but i was like meh whatever i need a tan. So i went and i swam too. Omg.. that pool was so amazing. I'd been laying out in the sun, baking my ass off for like an hour and then i just sunk into that cool blanket of water.. it was a good day. I gotta work in a few hours. But first i need food.. peace to all.
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2004 9 February :: 2.01pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: ashanti - rock wit u
XxGHeTToTRaSHxX (1:49:19 PM): i watched the grammys last night
XxGHeTToTRaSHxX (1:52:44 PM): guess who won most talked about concert performance
XxGHeTToTRaSHxX (1:53:20 PM): CHEMICAL BROTHERS!
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2004 7 February :: 6.31pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: * Punk Goes Acoustic *
You know you could save my life.
I need a change in my life. I need to wake up and snap out of whaterver it is i've been trapped wandering in for too long. There's things I want to do, things I need to do, but still I put them off, but like every day is a new day and I just need to fucking wake up and take advantage of that.
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2004 26 January :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: killing time before work
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - 'Title and Registration'
You're no Elvis..
Last night i saw The Butterfly Effect.. holy shit that's an intense movie. It was an emotional rollercoaster. I highly recommend it to anyone, though. Besides.. Ashton Kutcher gets half naked in it.. hottt. I'd see it again. So my new found love is Death Cab For Cutie. Every once in a while i'll get a new band and love it to pieces.. a couple months ago it was Pilate, and now it's Death Cab. New Incubus album comes out soon.. very excited for that. Work time.. peace.
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2004 22 January :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: andy c. - live at telepathy
as i lean the seat as far back as it will go, i click "end" and picture you at your best: smiling, dancing, rolling your eyes (and rolling, for that matter) and laughing because you don't understand, or because you're not worried and know what's going on in my head. i turn the volume down so i can sleep better, giggle, sigh, and softly sing along "don't worry about a thing, cause every little thing is gonna be alright".
Raidel says:
I really hate Spanish
susan says:
what ??? why ?
Raidel says:
I don't know after I learned english it just sounds weird
Raidel says:
I even prefer Japanese over it
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2004 21 January :: 1.29am
:: Mood: everything all at once.
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday
the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i'd.. spit in your fucking face.
nevermind.
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2004 18 January :: 2.39am
:: Mood: cluttered.
:: Music: The New Amsterdams - 'Losing You'
.After many calenders have fallen.
Fear has dissolved through thin fingers and sad eyes.
Gray tendencies occur and reoccur.. life is seemingly easy when put together in puzzle piece form. click. and it fits. time, it's ever so slow..
But it flows.
This is the time.
It's a beautiful sky, but don't try and hold on with photos that will only fade to black.
Utopia breathes strong beneath a thousand sunsets.
Just wait.
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2004 12 January :: 1.59am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Something Corporate - Konstantine.. 9 minutes and 35 seconds of pure amazingness.
.I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar, maybe cross the country, become a rockstar.
Tonight was such a great night. Hung out with Lindsay, Greg, The Cheeseburger Club, met this guy Derek (obsessed with Sigur Ros, and set out to spread how wonderful they are rather than keeping it a beautiful secret for people like me and ben) who said I would be the coolest ever if I told him I liked sushi and frappachinos. I told him I didnt. I wasn't really trying to earn points with him anyways, I like my whole no-boyfriend lifestyle. Oh yeah, last night the ex called me at my work to bother me about some cd's i have of his.. and i was like "Uhh why are you bothering me with this drama at work?" Him - "Ooooh Fuck you!!" lol. I see. Well.. thank you? Didn't ruin my pleasant mood. I was food-running for the first time last night, and I kinda like it better cuz you're so much busier. Oh oh.. tonight, I got pulled over.. and i told the cop i didnt want a ticket and he was like "You dont? Then slow down" and that was it. I said thank you and drove away slowly and ever so cautiously. That was the nicest police man I have ever encountered. I <3 him.
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2004 9 January :: 11.52pm
:: Mood: uneasy
:: Music: Funeral For A Friend
.Breath out, so I can breathe you in.
Work.. is exhausting. I just ate some buffalo strips and now I think I'm gonna puke. I wish I had someone to cuddle up with after a long night of shit work. But I don't wanna be all.. ooh i have no boyfriend. Blah. Today i hung out with Gian Carlo.. got some new flippy flops.. annnd we talked music. Mmm music. I need to go.. collapse. Peace.
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2004 8 January :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: lauryn hill featuring d'angelo - nothing even matters
i can't live my life for you anymore because you kicked me out of yours awhile ago .
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2004 7 January :: 3.38am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The Cure - The Lovecats
hiiii
<3
this song makes me smile.
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2004 6 January :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Story Of The Year
I stand alone, im on my own, my hands will bleed, im holding on to what is gone... what's left of me
i feel, drained of emotion. like i have nothing to feel. there's a void, constantly, always there, never goes away no matter how many nights i close my eyes and try to drown it out with sleep. It has nothing to do with the ex, nothing to do with anything. It just is. And will continue to be until i find something to fill it.
Pass the time until something worth stopping the clocks comes along.
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2004 3 January :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: rolling stones - i can't get no satisfaction
today the two extremes met for the first time , face to face . the opposites , the two sides of everything . pessimist and optimist . past and present . downer and upper . and one reached over , arm extended , laughing , and i don't know if that made you like or dislike it that much more , but it was most likely the latter - that tends to be your reaction .
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2004 2 January :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: hippity hoppity
:: Music: Seal
Hi. Im better now. Im gonna go show my brother the luxurious and exciting town of Boca Raton.. wooooo. No. But really, im gonna go pierce my ear once more and then drive around until he sees something that looks remotely fun. I guess if i was a big party animal, id bring him to the hip cool parties.. but .. i am not.
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2004 2 January :: 1.08pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: tori amos - icicle
bah.
fuck you. that's all i want to say, and i want to say it to somebody because they're an asshole and i hate them for being who they are now. but i cant. they're too far gone that it probably would'nt matter anymore anyways.
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2004 1 January :: 1.37pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Poe
.Thursday Afternoon Ramblings.
I didn't make any new year's resolutions cuz I think they're stupid. I probably wouldn't keep them anyways. I burned the roof of my mouth and it hurts so bad when i eat now. I hate when I buy like 3 new cds in the course of one week. One whole week should be devoted to one brand new cd cuz if you get three new cd's in the same week, you can't really appreciate each cd seperatly. Ah well. Poe or Story Of The Year.. Strange woman singing or angry boy screaming? Let's go with Poe and save SOTY for the next time I get angry and storm off in my car. My Christmas was amazing. I got everything I wanted and more, and everyone loved the presents I got them, so that makes me happy. I got a digital camera, and seriously, it's the best gift I've ever gotten. I love it, I take pictures of everything. Anytime I see anything even remotely beautiful, I take a picture of it. I got a few good sunrises and smiles on it already. My big brother's coming tomorrow to stay for a few days, im so excited. I gotta work in two hours, season has definitely kicked in, were on 45 minutes waits on tuesday nights.. craziness. Peace world, Happy New Year.. 2004, damn, should'nt we all be using flying cars or something by now?
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2003 28 December :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: anything with hot bass ... mmm
*sigh* i don't know why i waste my time . honestly .
in other news , best new friends ever . party people , on the floor . haha . how can every day be the best party ever ?! it just is .
in other news , most amazing system ever . even if you've heard systems before . baller ? i know , i know .
spend new years eve the way you'll be spending the new year ... at the biggest party ever . mmm ! hialeah gardens , you know what's up .
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2003 23 December :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: Alien Ant Farm - truANT
It's the most wonderful time of the yearrr, Happy Holidays :)
Mmm, im chain-eating Andes mint chocolates. So good. Christmas is a day and a half away! Yayyy. I think i have a present buying problem because i went to target today and saw this candle holder and really yummy smelling candle that clearly my mom NEEDS. So i bought it. This is like the 20th thing i've bought for my mom. I guess that's good though. I bought stuff for my dad too its just that, my mom has a stocking so its like, oookay now i gotta put stuff in the stocking. Not that i would stuff a candle down there. Oh bother. Ew, you know how when you eat large quantities of one kind of candy, it starts tasting really nasty.. yea that just happened. Man i gotta work tonight. Last night work was fun, i was in the best mood. But tonight.. blah just another dull night of crap work. Ya know what i noticed while in the cd section of Target today? There are so many freakin folk/guitarist guy artists out right now, i mean okay.. John Mayer, Howie Day, Josh Kelly, Josh Groban, some dude i cant think of at the moment. It's craziness. Theyre all gonna sound the same. Tori Amos is on The Mona Lisa Soundtrack.. must buy. Still have to see that movie. K, im gonna go make myself some lizunch and watch Dr Phil.. lol i love my life.
Peace & <3
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2003 22 December :: 12.42am
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Sigur Ros
.high hopes for fire.
Nothing is felt but contentment thickening the wall's substance, where smiles are soaked and secrets are hidden in small compartments only available to my mind's everlong box of everything I've kept golden, and all I remember that made us glow. Cut tiny shreds from the embers that I buried, out of the walls that we painted, and make them breathe again, burn again..
More beauty than you, no I, could ever imagine.
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2003 21 December :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: Antsy
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional - A Mark A Mission A Brand A Scar
Hate the waitinggg
Christmas.. 3 days. Woo ha!
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