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2005 7 February :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: content
Tomorrow is the FCAT Writing + periods 1 - 3. Then in fourth period we're having a party of sorts. Meaning Hope's bringing Japanese pancakes, I'm bringing blueberry muffins and my ps2 and DJ's bringing Napoleon Dynamite. Then sixth period I'm hoping Blanco will cave in and have us play games, and hopfully I'll get Taboo with Hope and DJ.
Went to the suppermarket with Mum after school then multitasked between cooking the muffins for tomorrow and some overdue science work.. I don't have science tomorrow because of FCAT, so I'll finish it tomorrow. Because Mystery Men on USA is much more interesting.
"We're not the classic superheros.. we're the other guys." Eddie 'The Shovler'
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2005 3 February :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Shake The Sheets - Ted Leo + The Pharmarcists [in my head]
Well.. I've missed school for the past few days on account of the fact that I'm sick, but I'll be back at school tomorrow. Which I'm looking forward to.
I found out that DJ came to school today, so he's obviously well once again. I also found out that tomorrow in Language Arts we're going to play games once again, which is a real treat. And it gets even better! Monday and Tuesday we're also going to be playing games and then on Wednesday we're having a pizza party! [once again. x3]
My lips are much better now, the swelling went down and only a little bit of the edges are still that dark shade of maroon. And I can finally open my mouth wide without feeling like the skin on my lips and tearing to bloody shreds. [yey]
I've still got those Algebra and Science tests tomorrow... but otherwise the aspect of going back to school tomorrow seems bright and cheery.
There was a meeting for parents and students to talk about freshman coarses last night. And think I have my schedual pretty much figured out.
I know I'm going to be taking Geometry, Band, an advanced reading class, probably regular American History so I can have an easy class, most likely regular Science, and maybe English honors or something.. Then I'm taking this one boring coarse online during the summer so I can have an extra elective, which will either be like Art II, Photography or Acting I.
Then I'll have French for tenth and eleventh grade for sure.. Oh joys.
I'm off to study up some and listen to my new Ted Leo CD, which I utterly adore.
"Dude, did you see the seven hairstyling classes they have?" messa.
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2005 2 February :: 5.07pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: The Postal Service
Well then, sickness seems to be spreading like wildfire lately.
DJ's been out of school for the past three days and I asked Briana if he was dead yet and she said he's had a 102 fever. That's not good.
So then yesterday in third period I started sneezing and getting a stuffy nose, which continued to get worse as night fell and became extra-nasty this morning. I had a test in Science today so I was planning on going, even though Mum had her protests. But just five minutes into first period I was back on my way home. I knew I wasn't fit for school, everyone was comments on my lips (which have swollen, became chapped and scarlet) and I was starting to feel dizzy. The real reason, I think, I was so bent on getting to school was to see if DJ was well yet, which he wasn't.
Poor boy, I might not feel well, but my temperature is barely peeking 99.
Freshman thingy at the highschool in an hour.. I should probably take a shower and get ready soon. -cough-
Oh, the Shake The Sheets Cd I ordered came in today, so I'll pick that up on the way maybe.
'so\just say how to make it right\and i sware i'll do my best to comply\tell me am i right\to think that there could be nothing better\than making you my bride\and slowly growing old together'
China is writing a story. It needs a lot of work. Like, seriously. She keeps switching tense in the writing and the style's really... Well she doesn't really have a style of writing at all, truth be told. And the character isn't really interesting, he has a bad judge of character.. One of those, 'Oh, he rapes me; but I just try to shut it out.. He's really a good person you know.. blah, blah.' It's sickingly not thought out.
I might buy the Sealab: 2021 Season Two box set when I get my CD since it's new, and most likely on sale.
So there you have it. My most recent entry.
"I will not walk; so a child may live!" - Master Shake
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2005 1 February :: 8.38pm
{s}ex cures {c}ancer
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2005 31 January :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World
Geeze.
My weekends always suck.
'Pooooour you misery down on me\You can't keep me company as long as you don't care\I'm only happy when it rains'
That's a neat song. I'll try to get Hope to burn it for me or something.
We did poems in Blanco's class today. I'm terrible at poems usually, but if I was just being silly I suppose I could do okay.. But anyway. Ben read his it never really ryhmned, but it was funny as hell to the melody of Mother Goose. Repeating and stuff. Hilarious. Hope's was good, like most things she does. We both wrote about Tobias. I'm not sure what he is, since we once named a baby mouse Tobias, but then later that night it was fed to one of Bianca's pet snakes... So maybe he's a spirit or something.. But he was eating and drinking so I'm pretty sure he's a solid being.
Anyway. I got a B on the Algebra test from last week, way better than a lot of people did. I think we're taking the test again, since the curved average was something around 44. So I might go over it later tonight.
I have A's in all my classes right now except for Band, since I bombed two practical tests. Oh well, Band'll be easy to get back up, and we have ten point extra credit when progress reports come out.
I missed DJ today. Like his jokes, cleverness and presence. But I don't think I have a crush on him or anything.. Ha. He makes the day less boring. Everyone will agree with that. Anyway, I drew a picture of a pirate and used him as a referance. I'm so stupid. X3
"Life would be so boring if you weren't so eccentric, Shelby." DJ
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2005 30 January :: 11.59am
do they win
if you sit there and take it?
or
when you hit the roof and flip the fuck out on them?
when is it they win?
How do you win?
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2005 28 January :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: I-D-I-D-O-T-H - Group X
coupon for free punch to the face
Random good things of the past few weeks:
learned how to properly fold a shirt
played Taboo! for the first time
started a rubberband ball
ordered a Ted Leo CD
found more similarities between Hope and I
Garden State soundtrack
ate a mint Aero Nestle chocolate bar
was given amusing Vondage magazine ad
got a new sweater
got new strawberry shampoo
fully discovered albinoblacksheep.com
drew a full body
bruise seems to be fading nicely
learned the names of some human bones
visited Arissa at her first job
new SAT vocab consists of fun words [Gesticulate, blathering, somnambulist, oh my!]
DJ makes a good pirate
Yep, I'm looking pretty optimistic right now.
Well then.. sorry for not updating. Well, maybe not, since maybe only Ambar reads this. :B
Pink's gettin' old, so I dunno, maybe browns next time? Mint green? Both? I'm open for suggestions.
I'm planning on taking this one bussiness course online Fressman year so I can have two electives. One's going to be Band and for the second, I'm torn between Choir and some kind of Drama\Art class. Almost everyone is going to be in Choir, plus they have an abundance of awesome field trips; but I don't think I have much of a singing voice at all.. not good with high notes and such. Also, I haven't been in an Art class since fourth grade and I've never been in any sort of Drama class or club- so I'm pretty keen on that idea. Maybe I'll make s'more friends, or have Hope or Arissa in one class.
I also heard you can take P.E. online. That's killer.
Steven's attracted to me, I guess. "Cause there's nobody as cool and calm as you... At times, that can be a subtle turn on." I'm flattered.
I-D-I-D-O-T-H
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2005 17 January :: 10.03pm
good night, sleep tight, my gun
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2005 15 January :: 11.13pm
i try...
or mayb i dont.
lets ask the magic 8 ball.
it knows all the answers
to the riddles.
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2005 12 January :: 9.21pm
i want to be pure. hallow. silent. perfect. thin. i want to be glass. slender. silent. perfect. mysterious. i want to be alone. the girl with the mysterious smile upon her face. thin and pretty. pretty and perfect.
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2005 9 January :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: tired
My knuckles are bruised from last night, like woah. I hope it doesn't swell, it's gnarly enough already. :(
Hug me please.
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2005 9 January :: 11.32am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
Fuck
Oh gawsh. Everything flippin' sucks right now.
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2005 7 January :: 8.12pm
people say so many things... and i know i am adopting the phillosphy of not caring what the hell people say, but i cant help but ask, am i doing something wrong?
i mean, people call me a skank... they must have a logical reason. and when i say people i dont mean a specific group of people and their friends, i mean a few random people.
is it cause i flirt too much? ---- i like flirting too much
is it the clothes i wear? ---- i like my clothes
is it my body? ---- i cant help my boob size
is it my actions? ---- i am still a virgin and i have never given head and i dont do things with random guys...
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2005 5 January :: 7.37pm
[light one small candle rather than curse the darkness]
i close my eyes...
wash away all the tears
i sit still
listening to every sound
then blocking it all out
i will clear my mind
think of nothing
want no desires
i will reach,
my perfect
...nirvana
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2005 1 January :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: singing "Drug Like" to myself
"And I think, that I'm starting to scare myself.."
Oh fuck, I'm so pissed right now. And like most times I'm really pissed off, it's just about stupid fucking shit that just keeps building up. Things a lot of people wouldn't care much about. Like for instance, it's almost at the end of winter break, and I haven't slept in my bed for the most part of the vacation. Because I'm at my grandparents' house while my Mum and Scott are up in Michigan. Which means many things I'm not bery fond of. Which shall be listed below.
1\\I don't get to sleep in my own bed.
2\\I have barely any privacy
3\\I have a bedtime during vacation
4\\I have no freedom
5\\Grandma's computer sucks ass
6\\I don't have any clean clothes or shampoo's here. Which means I've been having days without changing clothes or bathing or brushing my teeth.
7\\I have to tell them whatever I do and I have to eat when they want to, or then it's somehow my fault that they didn't get to eat at the 'right time'.
Just... Fuck. They make me feel so guilty when I don't like something, but I'm not going to have them run the show. They have to understand I'm not going to do whatever they say and that I am going to talk back like I'm their equal if they piss me off. Because that's how I am and there's nothing they can do about it.
Let's do a little Xmas recap, shall we?
Xmas morning was fine, got some cool stuff, then lunch time rolled around and I had to go to my father's parent's house for food with that side of the family. I really don't like any of them at all. I mean, but three cousins never really did anything to have me hate them, it's just that we never talk and so it's awkward. Anyway, I just sat there being extremely bored for a few hours. I guess they're trying to buy off my love because all they gave me was an assload of money. They don't really love me. I supposed my dad does, but he does things sometimes that make me think he's a complete dick.
I spent new years with Aaron, watching Rushmore twice. And then I went back over to his house this evening and watched Garden State. A few days ago I was at his house to watch Napoleon Dynamite. All great movies.
I tried Starbucks' Peppermint Mocha Latte a few days back. It was my first real coffee drink. And I liked it. I bought a bottle of the peppermint syrup there, so I can make it after the holiday deal is over with. There's this cute guy with neat sideburns there, he's pretty nice.
Only conversations I've had with Shane while he's been down here:
Me Shane
Hello there
Hi, I like your scarf
I like it too
-chuckle-
Hello
Hello
Speaking of which, I went downtown about a week ago and actually went shopping with my Xmas money. I ended up buying two adorable scarves, one vintage-y skirt and a tight blouse. That brown and pink CAKE shirt that I haven't bought would go great with the skirt.
Confound it, I miss DJ and Lauren and and the other fun people I hang out with.. Like Hope.
I want a hug. :(
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