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insomniac

:: 2004 17 November :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: 1000/mph - Ok Go

I can't wait until Michelle gets here. Kathy and Mark too. They're all coming down for Thanksgiving this Saturday and staying for a week. I still haven't finished cleaning my rooms for their arrival, which isn't good.

Friday Bianca's having a Anime-themeish birthday sleep over. I think I'm going to get her a DCFC CD to introduce her into some other bands other than ones that scream a whole bunch. X3 Or a manga.. or money.. whatever, I'll find something cool.

Olivia's Bat Mitzvah is Sat around 5 in the afternoon. I want to go, but that's about the time Michelle gets here.. I haven't decided whether or not to go yet.

I have a B- in Algebra now. This isn't good. We had a test, which I got a 69 on, then we took it about and I got a 72. And after getting those grades I keep procrastinating on my math homework, which just makes everything even worse.

My bed sheets are filthy, I need to wash those too.. Oh and buy a new calendar soon also.

I need to trim my nails, they're horrid.. And my guitar callouses are really soft since I haven't touched it in a month or so.

Shit, I need to get my life together.

One lump or two?


insomniac

:: 2004 13 November :: 10.05pm

What you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful.

One lump or two?


jus4fun06

:: 2004 8 November :: 9.31pm
:: Mood: ugly

im so upset with myself
these guys were callin me ugly today. it makes me so sad. i jus wanna cry. im sick of being ugly... i think some day soon i will post a picture of myself to show you and let you decide if im ugly or not...

2 sugars | One lump or two?


jus4fun06

:: 2004 7 November :: 11.10am
:: Mood: no other way to put it, happy

the contrastign of the tired trees never made the sky so blue...
today is such a nice day. the sky is cloudless. i looked out my window as i lay in bed and i see this tree. the leaves are a golden brown. through them, you can see the sky peeking out. the contrast makes the site quite lovely. i personally like the golden yellow trees that really stand out against the sky. it makes me have hope of finding good in this world. i plan to go to the movies today. im hoping that may be a very plesant experience. ill get to see him. happiness.

1 sugar | One lump or two?


insomniac

:: 2004 4 November :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: tired

Name Swap
Kerry lost the election, we're.. how do you say? Totally screwed.

I went out to eat with my grandparents at Outback earlier tonight, then went to the highschool band concert.

They had The symphonic, jazz, steel pan, concert and marching band play a few different songs, it was great.

I saw Jessica during intermission. She had on a black shirt that said HARD CORE, and had an apple core on it. I asked her if she was hard-core and she said I already asked her that last year. XDD What a pervy girl.

In gifted we're doing a Puritian Simulation, my Puritian name is Millicent McHaven. And I'm a cooper. Coopers make barrels.

Doesn't that sound fun?

You know it. Ben's a brewer and his name is Sam Adams. DJ decided on Mattias Obidias.
Hope's Charity and Kaya's Hope.

Hope I didn't confuse you again. X3

Crap.. I have a science test tomorrow third period and since my books were locked at school I didn't get to study. Fuck. ;-;

http://neighborhoodies.com/catalog/default.php

The shit.

One lump or two?


insomniac

:: 2004 4 November :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Missing Link - Hives

OMG, bomb threat!
Ha, today was exciting.

At the beginning of fifth period they bell rang extra early, then a few minutes later the fire alarm was set off. It was one of the messiest ones yet. It took almost five minutes to get everyone out on the courts. And after ten minutes Mrs Sheehan moved us over to a shady place and we sat there for about twenty minutes.

Mrs Sheehan was saying things about a possible bomb threat or what not, or the building caught fire. All the students and teachers started moving everyone into the cafeteria, where we sat and watched a few minutes of Shrek. :B

Everyone was kinda scared and really noisy, then Mr Spoto, our principal on the stage and explained that the Police/Fire Station next to the school had received a supicious package and if it was a bomb we were somehow all safe in the old, old cafeteria of H.O.B.. At that point, people were getting out their cell phones and calling parents and cousins to pick them up.

I was letting Bianca read my Nightmares And Fairytales comic so I was getting pretty bored. Everyone else seemed to be leaving so after some Rock, Paper, Scissor matches against Ben I borrowed Morgan's phone and called my mom at her shop (Which is a block away from the school). But mom couldn't hear me over all the screaming kids and Morgan was picked up so I had to hang up on her. A minute later I picked up Reva's phone and called Mom again, and she said my grandma was already on her way to get me.

Confused?
I think this little chart might help:



Yep. X3

School food isn't really heathly. D:

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 4 November :: 2.09pm

. . . . . . ..::.:.::* wishing upon a star *::.:.::.. . . . . .
she doesnt mean to hurt him when she turns away. more than anything, she wants to hold his hand as she walks down the hall. when she looks past him its only for her friends. they think she doesnt pay enough attention towards them. they are the ones that were there before the boyfriend and they are the ones that will be there when he leaves. does it not make any more sense to give more attention to her friends than him? at night she calls him to talk and none of her friends. it balances itself out in the end, right? she doesnt want him to be hurt. it has only been a week. are they rushing things? expecting too much? so much goes unanswered.

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 3 November :: 9.03am
:: Music: coheed and cambria

the world is at ease...
maybe for a little. i am content enough. i still hide the scars from him. he knows of them but has never seen them. i am tired of iding them. i think i may stop. it is simply beautiful in the mornings. the clouds are out and simmer in the golden rays. quite entrancing. sometimes i wish i was as pretty. i noticed more and more that people are starting to leave me. is it really my fault? i try to be a pleasant enough person. i dont talk about people behind their backs. sure, i get a lil hyper sometiems and i talk a little too much, but does that really annoy them? it confuses my mind and im not quite sure how to deal with it. i have tried fixing myself but i cant seem to change. maybe i am not trying hard enough. im not quite sure. life is so confusing.

How do i change the entries so they go to the left or right???

1 sugar | One lump or two?


insomniac

:: 2004 1 November :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: eh.. half and half, like the stuff you put in coff
:: Music: Antidote - The Hives

Okay, after I finished dinner I went to Aunt Linda's house, where I played some Grand Theft Auto- San Andres before Aaron, David and I went out to walk around the neighborhood. They some some people they knew, then Kaya came up, covered in shaving cream, and hugged the both of them. Myself narrowing escaping her grasp. So then we returned home to check in with Aunt Linda and Uncle David, and they said we could go do whatever since Aaron and David were already messy.

We met up with a friend of their's he shards some of his cans with them and we walked around some more, and they got a few people.

After a while I just sat down on the sidewalk and just let them get into a big shaving cream fight on the next block since I didn't want to get shaving cream on one of my favorite skirts. XD

I just sung to myself and stared at the stars for maybe fifteen or twenty minutes. One little girl who was driving by in the backseat of an SUV waved at me and said something I didn't catch. Then some kid's dad asked what constellation I was searching for, I really didn't know. Ha. But then this family of two little kids, a father and two highschool boys came up to me. One of them was in a hoody with the hood up, the other with long blonde hair and a dracula cape. The blonde one commented on the marvel of statues these days, how they could talk and move and such, of course reffering to me. Hoodie-boy rolled his eyes up so the whites showed, which I said was clever, and he laughed a little. Then the blonde introducted himself as Micheal and shook my hand, then asked for a hug, which I gave him.

Hoodie-Boy mentioned that Micheal just liked getting hugs from random people. Micheal then asked me to dance, and I said no.. He said something about rejection, and the little girl game me a packet of skittles.

Hoodie-Boy took his hood off. He had shortish brown hair and a cute face. <3 I never got to find out his name though, since they had to go then. What a shame.

After Aaron and David found me again, both of them covered in shaving cream, he returned to their house, where I hosed them off. Aaron and I were planning to go trick or treating then, it only being around 9:15ish, but Aunt Linda said that everyone was closing up by now, so we had some hotdogs and played more Grand Theft Auto until almost eleven, when they dropped my off back home.

Over all it was a great night.

I must seem like I'm obessing, but I have a 84 B in Blanco's class. Language Arts. Language Arts has to be the easiest subject ever invented! And that grade can't be right anyway, since I checked online, and the report said I had all A's for assignments save for three, two of them being B's and one being a zero. Which is fucking crap because I turned in that assignment, and found it just now, totally done too. And I did turn it in one time.

She's cheating me every chance she gets, and I'm fucking tired of this shit.

She used to teach at the highschool, but got kicked back to middle school for not being able to keep up with the lessons.

She also thinks she's so much more superior than us because she has a major in English, which she truly flaunts. What an imbecile. First off, a major in english would much, much eaiser to get than a major in anything else.

Second, we are in fucking EIGHTH grade, we are far from getting any kind of degrees, especially with her teaching nothing.

I mean, she's giving us crossword puzzles and wordsearches for assignments. Half the words in the wordsearch aren't even there, and two days after she hands out the paper she goes, "Oh.. When I printed that out, some of the colums didn't come up, but to get an A, you should be able to find at least 28 of the 44 words.." And she says it all nonchalant, with that nasty smirk on her face.

This woman will be the death of me. :x

One lump or two?


jus4fun06

:: 2004 1 November :: 2.25pm

they see it.

i cant hide



help me

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insomniac

:: 2004 31 October :: 4.46pm
:: Music: Antidote - Hives

Damn, I really wish people would comment in here.. Oh well..

Today's halloween, another holiday going by which I have no effervescent feelings from. Yet at least.

I just got out of the shower, and after a yummy fish dinner with my mom, Scott and the grandparents I'm off to my Aunt Linda's house to hang out with the boys then go trick or treating around their house. I'm not going to dress up, but I'm wearing black and orange, so isn't that enough? :\

>> Mum's calling me off and complaining how my CD player in the bathroom is still on.. She just turned it off.. Bloody hell, I was obviously listening to it and my grandparent's won't be here for at least fifteen minutes. So I have plenty of time to remove the CD player from on top of the toliet seat.

I'll finish my thoughts when I get back home tonight.. ATHF marathon tonight.

One lump or two?


jus4fun06

:: 2004 29 October :: 10.58am
:: Mood: guyish

just lose it~
for halloween you are allowed to come dressed up for school. i came dressed up as my buddy chaz. hottness! including his boxers(!!) i borrowed his titans hat. it doenst really match though. meh. i thought about slightly cutting my hair, but idecided against it and i have about 20 bobby pins holding my ends in front of my forehead. when i walked in to school. i saw kellie so i walked over to her and she kept walking. i had to run into her. she then looked at my face and saw that it was me. so many people i called out to them or walked over to them and they told me they didnt reconized me. so many tell me they actually thought i was a guy or that i looked good like a guy. hmm. i think i may have to do this more often. its quite amusing on my part. the challenge is remembering to talk in a deeper voice. i walked into this class and sat on grants lap (cause all the guys thinks it so weird to be hugged by someone who is wearing baggy clothes) and so he pants me. im standin there in boxers. ha! then i had a few guys ask me if i was wearign anything under the boxers. {smirk} tee hee. wouldnt they like to know. this is hottness!

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 26 October :: 2.25pm

playing the guys. flirting with too many?
she flirts too much.
damnit.
she jus wants to be loved.

1 sugar | One lump or two?


insomniac

:: 2004 25 October :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Carnival - The Pillows

God damn.. I need after-shave lotion.. Wait, I have some Roxy stuff.. The little goes a long way one..

Shit.. I need it. x_x

Okay, I'm back.

School was pretty much the same-old, same-old.. I'll be expecting a lecture from Mrs Dallas tomorrow, but not because of me. Even though I didn't write the essays I was supposed to on Brahms and Bach.

I crapped out on the Essay for Blanco too, since it was about dressing up in costumes and I don't do that anymore.. Save for cosplay... Okay I'm a hypocrite. But It's kinda annoying when people have no idea of what I'm going on about, then I get stares.

XD

I still haven't cleaned my room, oh well.

Everything on my wishlist is either a CD/vinyl/Turntable or a shirt/scarf/hat from genkigang.com. I've never had a list like that before.

I still need to send in donation money too.. Yep..

Steven and I finally talked for the first time via gay AIM mics.

He has a sexy, sexy, sexy voice.
He's funny too. <3

That was the highlight of my day. Yey.
He just sounds so snugglable. X3

One lump or two?


insomniac

:: 2004 21 October :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: lonely

I want Steven here. Now.

This is fucking rediculous [sp?], I've had a headache all day, a project on a book, project on colonial times and a fuckin' long assignment from Blanco due tomorrow. Mom took Supersize Me back to Blockbuster this morning and I didn't have a chance to watch it yet. Pop-ups are overriding my computer.. I just feel so terrible.

There's a dance tonight at the school. School dances suck. D:

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Fuck.

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