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2004 28 September :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: sad
wantign what you cant have is the worst thing ever
i jus want him.
is that so wrong?
i dont want to mess anythign up though...
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2004 27 September :: 1.58pm
Band Names[I need these for later]
Dismemberment Plan- Change
Aqueduct [5song EP in Oct]
Kind of Like Spitting- Bridges Worth Burning
The Prom- Under The Same Stars
Rilo Kiley [undecided]
Divine Right- Sweet Confusion
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2004 27 September :: 1.44pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Barsuk records
Today has been a pretty good day so far.
I went to bed really early in the morning, then woke up at 5:54 with my alarm clock, went back to sleep, woke up again at seven, went to sleep, then finally woke up totally at 7:43. Which is really late if I wanted to take a shower.
I ended up taking a really quick one and jogging out the door to the car. Mum drove me to school and usual and I wasn't late. As usual.
First and second period weren't really special.. Third we had to take notes on a video. After the video was over I had enough notes for a D. Then in a period of fifteen seconds and jotted down enough for a B-. Now you tell me that's not skill.
Now it's fifth period, Mrs. Sheehan's still not back so the gifted class is just chilling in front of the computers in the library. I really like it 'cause I'm just updating while I listen to DCFC and random songs by other Barsuk bands.
I'm listening to Change now bu DCFC. I've never heard it before, but it's nice.. so.. I'm talking in choppy sentences again.
Sorry for being annoying.
[Edit- I also fixed my DDR dance pad Saturday]
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2004 25 September :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Beastie Boys Recorded Live
I hurt myself
Ha. I hurt my foot playing DDR an hour ago. Silly me.
I think it's for the most part- better now... So I'm going to go play s'more DDR. Yay.
Oh.. When I draw stuff, which you may or may not find interesting, it sits here for a bit:
http://oekaki.yumedust.com/index.php?artist=psychoflexic
When I drew the Egg Head picture last night, I was eating this almond pocky that smelled like coffee. It was very good.
Choppy sentences hurt my mind.
[Ta Ta <3]
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2004 24 September :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Music Samples Online
Okay, the new world in Sly Sooper is freakin' Canada.
There are moose.
Le awesome.
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2004 21 September :: 8.43am
no one understands her love, her passion. she looks through the magazines, tryign to capture out the beauty of the models. their eyes emotionless. they look at her weird. make funof her. call her things she isnt. she wonders if it is so wrong to want to collect beauties? collect them and hold them since she knows she can never have it herself.
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2004 18 September :: 11.06pm
<<,,/`hiding takes too much`\,,>>
she felt the remorse of the day seeping throughout her hatred. a hatred for people, but the strongest, for herself. she was a bad, bad girl. no one could doubt it. it was written across her forehead as she stared at herself in the mirror. she could see the blood dripping down, contrasting with the paleness of her skin. she only imagined it. the desire to see it was too strong. grasping her head, wanting to tear it apart... wanting to make the voices stop as they keep echoing in her head. stop the noise... the noise... the screaming... she hated herself and she couldnt hide behind her mask anymore.
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2004 18 September :: 3.31pm
:: Music: Recycled Air - The Postal Service
The Postal Service's tempo is a lot slower than Death Cab for Cutie's. What a transformation.
Anywho. I've been a long, what? Three or four weeks? They went by fast, but already I've missed a week of school from three hurricanes that passed by. I also switched from Advanced Math to Algebra, wrote four essays in the first week and my ex-criminal Language Arts teacher dropped my average eleven points because she lost my work when I switched from first to sixth period. Isn't that wonderful?
A few days I bought the new Morrissey CD, You Are The Quarry. It's great. <3
Well um.. What else has been happening?? Nothing outragiously interesting.. Steven's been a really nice guy lately.. Though he's nice all of the time.
I must be really obsessive-compulsive about my layout, because I think I'm changing it again. Pah.
I can never find a good icon picture. I guess I'll keep looking.
Does anyone what to read my revised, extra early X-Mas list?
You do? Really? Great!
_Keane- Hopes + Fears
_The Strokes- Room On Fire
_Dexter Freebish- Life of Saturdays
_Dexter Freebish- Tripping Into Divine
_Harvey Danger- King James Version
_Ben Kweller- On My Way
_Oasis- (What's The Story) Morning Glory?
_Maroon 5- Songs About Jane
_Ambulance LTD- self titled
_Any book by Stephen Chbosky or James Kirkwood besides P.S. Your Cat Is Dead
_A new DDR Dance Mat [Mine be broken]
_Napoleon Dynamite on DVD
_Harold And Kumar Go To White Castle on DVD
_Clothes. [I'm the non-conformist]
_A digital camera
_Moola
I'm greedy, ne? No, this is merely a wishlist. I don't expect to get half of this stuff without buying it my self.
I'm going to go see Napoleon Dynamite again with my dad in a half an hour. I love that movie.
"Sorry I'm late. I was out all day taming this wild honey-moon stallion."
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2004 15 September :: 7.11pm
help me!!
how can i add a freakin background to this thing??? i have been trying and trying and i cant get this cool image for the background!!! help?
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2004 14 September :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: looking up
...::`` past the clouds and into the spacious sky ``::....
she looks in the mirror, trying to be beautiful. the days change her apperance. she smiles, because she is happy. sadness seeps in behind her eyes. she looks at everyone else. she wants to be different. everyone else is sad. she will be happy, because everyone else is not. they laugh at her because she is different. she closes her eyes to block it out, and then continues on. outside, the sky is spread across the horizon.
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2004 9 September :: 11.22am
She puts her head down and stares beyond to an open space. Her thoughts were confusing and you could read it upon her face. A bit of sadness made her frown. Her hair perfect, perfect and maybe too wild. Chaos of a mess, yet oddly something she favored.
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2004 9 September :: 9.10am
:: Mood: meh
the who what now?
Save a horse, ride a cowboy?
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2004 6 September :: 1.16pm
for all the members of xanga:
i have a freakin xanga, go to it ok? thats where my life is going. i dont want you ogign here and readign this shit.. i need to have somethign private, so fuck off!
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2004 6 September :: 1.06pm
i wish a certain perosn wouldnt read this
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2004 6 September :: 11.32am
boooooored
Hiding. You deal with your depression by wearing a mask. No one ever knows your depressed, so no one can ever pity you. On the outside you're calm and collected. Inside, your blood boils... But that's ok, as long as everyone thinks you're normal.
How do you deal with your depression?
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