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Northstar1492: yay you're on!! ive been trying to reach you all day lol
DANIBANANNI: lol oh really?
DANIBANANNI: u call?
Northstar1492: yep!! a few times
DANIBANANNI: omg?
DANIBANANNI: *!
DANIBANANNI: anyone answer?
DANIBANANNI: cuz i didnt get the message
Northstar1492: lol well the first time it was busy, second time, no answer
Northstar1492: where were ya all day?
DANIBANANNI: i went to kellies at like 215 and then came home at 615 only to go back to the fair at 745
Northstar1492: you went to the fair?
Northstar1492: and didn't call me or tell me?
DANIBANANNI: bc u said u didnt want to go
Northstar1492: you goofball!! i said i probably wasn't going since you "weren't allowed"
DANIBANANNI: oh sorry
DANIBANANNI: well if i go again ill tell u
DANIBANANNI: i might go wednesday but not sure
Northstar1492: who did you hang out with? i was moping around all evening feeling sorry for myself
DANIBANANNI: awww
DANIBANANNI: i was jus with kellie
DANIBANANNI: and i saw sarah and she waved and i talked to jenn who sia du were comig wiht ur family
DANIBANANNI: but thats it
Northstar1492: i came at around 4
Northstar1492: and left because i thought you weren't coming
Northstar1492: grrrrr
DANIBANANNI: i go ther at 745 until 945
Northstar1492: but if i had known you were going i would have gone!! i supposed your not going tomorrow?
DANIBANANNI: well im not plannign too but i might if people go with me
DANIBANANNI: i kno im goign wedensday hopefully with kellie but not tom with her
Northstar1492: grrrrrrrrrr
Northstar1492: fine ill just stay home by myself
DANIBANANNI: no i was hinting we couodl go tom
Northstar1492: w/e happened to not being allowed to go?
DANIBANANNI: i have no idea
Northstar1492: well you shoulda called me and let me know you were allowed!!!!!!!!!!!!1
DANIBANANNI: my dad liek said i could totally go and my mom didnt want me too
DANIBANANNI: it was sorta spur of the moment... next time i will
Northstar1492: augh augh augh
DANIBANANNI: like they said yes and we left
Northstar1492: im banging my head against the wall
DANIBANANNI: if i had a celli woulda called u
DANIBANANNI: lol
Northstar1492: its not funny!!! seriously i thought you had lied to me about not being allowed to go!
Northstar1492: seriously look at my xanga...i was all depressed and everything...
DANIBANANNI: i swear, i didnt lie
DANIBANANNI: my mom said thatr
Northstar1492: i know...but you coulda thought about the fact that last week we were really excited to go
DANIBANANNI: yea but now im not
DANIBANANNI: cuz of the hoes who torment me
Northstar1492: so? that has nothing to do with me you know
DANIBANANNI: yea
DANIBANANNI: it was with me naggin her and basically her hating kellie
Northstar1492: yeah...and...
Northstar1492: im just a little upset because we decided we were gonna hang out together at the fair last week
DANIBANANNI: well we can tom
Northstar1492: remember...you were upset about the whole mini golf thing and that didn't even have to do with anything involving you
DANIBANANNI: and another hting is im really feelign terrible about the oven and theat is botherign me
Northstar1492: so you dont wanna hang out with me because of that?
DANIBANANNI: no i jus feel so bad
Northstar1492: whats ure point?
Northstar1492: ....?
DANIBANANNI: iono im sorta ashamed of my actions
Northstar1492: the fire thing you mean?
Northstar1492: i can understand why you would feel bad (i would feel bad too)....but at the same time, it doesn't really have anything to do with us hanging out at the fair
Northstar1492: i mean, you of all people should understand why im upset...how would you feel if me and you decided to hang out at the fair but then i took off with jen and didn't even bother telling you? you'd be mad right?
Northstar1492: .....
Northstar1492: ??
DANIBANANNI: yea
DANIBANANNI: i sia diwhy dont we hang out tom but u dont want to i ghuess
Northstar1492: well yeah i will but i just want to make it clear that ure not blowing this whole thing off
DANIBANANNI: im not
DANIBANANNI: but im not sure i want to go cuz of those hoes
Northstar1492: well you certainly had no problem going tonight
DANIBANANNI: well now they really on ma back
DANIBANANNI: sayin they gonna jump me tom
Northstar1492: so what about wednesday then?
DANIBANANNI: ok i could meet ya wednesday
DANIBANANNI: if i go
DANIBANANNI: i think i may
DANIBANANNI: if im allowed
DANIBANANNI: i hope so
Northstar1492: no...i mean weren't you going with kellie on wednesday/.
DANIBANANNI: if im allowed
DANIBANANNI: and i can still meet u there and hang out
Northstar1492: you guys have more in common together than with me...i would feel left out
DANIBANANNI: naw
DANIBANANNI: mayb thursday then
DANIBANANNI: or friday or saturday
DANIBANANNI: pick a day
DANIBANANNI: lol
DANIBANANNI: except sunday
DANIBANANNI: or monday
DANIBANANNI: cuz they wont work
Northstar1492: ure not getting it...my point is that the "hoes" if thats what you want to call them, are going to be there every night
DANIBANANNI: so they are a bunch of pusses
Northstar1492: oh? just a few seconds ago, you said you didn't want to go tomorrow because you were afraid of them
DANIBANANNI: im not excatly afraid, i jus odnt wanna get in troub;e
DANIBANANNI: cuz if they jump me, ill fight em and get in trouble and nto be able to go the rest off the week
Northstar1492: but you have that hanging over you no matter which day you go
DANIBANANNI: not if they get the point
Northstar1492: well im confused then...are you or are you not going tomorrow?
DANIBANANNI: well i could go tomorrow, but id try not to
Northstar1492: im soo confused...why tomorrow?
Northstar1492: why not wednesday?
DANIBANANNI: bc kacy siad tom they want to jump me
DANIBANANNI: iono
Northstar1492: they're going to do that no matter what day you go
DANIBANANNI: hmm i dont kno
Northstar1492: you
Northstar1492: you're really confusing me
DANIBANANNI: its a confuzing situation
DANIBANANNI: i think they would more liekly jump me if i was with u than kellie
Northstar1492: aha...i thought it had to do with kellie
DANIBANANNI: sorta
Northstar1492: and why the crap would they do that? wouldn't they more likely jump you if you were with kellie? aren't they mad at her too?
DANIBANANNI: they dont kno who she is but yet are mad at her
DANIBANANNI: its weird
Northstar1492: yeah but why me?
DANIBANANNI: cuz ur little
DANIBANANNI: and they arent afraid of u
Northstar1492: so? are they afraid of kellie?
Northstar1492: she doesn't look THAT intimidating
DANIBANANNI: i think they are actually
DANIBANANNI: dont ask why
Northstar1492: why?
Northstar1492: lol
Northstar1492: no seriously...why are they afraid of her?
DANIBANANNI: i have no idea really
Northstar1492: how do you know they are afraid of her?
DANIBANANNI: bc they didnt even talk to us tongiht
Northstar1492: ok? lets put it this way...does this really have to do with the "hoes" or does it have to do with you having more fun when you are with kellie?
Northstar1492: be honest
DANIBANANNI: the hoes
Northstar1492: are you sure?
Northstar1492: it doesn't seem like it
DANIBANANNI: well it doesnt have to seem liek it cuz it is
DANIBANANNI: after i can update ull be able to read
Northstar1492: whoa that confused me lol...ill just read
DANIBANANNI: i didnt update yet
DANIBANANNI: ill tell ya when
Northstar1492: ok
Northstar1492: meanwhile...ryan likes heather eh? lol
DANIBANANNI: yea
DANIBANANNI: but dont tell
Northstar1492: no i wont..i dont even talk to ryan lol
Northstar1492: heather knows though
DANIBANANNI: i kno
Northstar1492: ok just makin sure you weren't telling me to not tell her
DANIBANANNI: yea jus dont mention it to anyone else
Northstar1492: no i wont
Northstar1492: awwww i feel bad for him...and heather
Northstar1492: what do you think about what he said about not looking for girls who are "too sexual"? i dont think ive ever heard that from a guy before
Northstar1492: but now that i think about it...it is kinda true
DANIBANANNI: it could be
Northstar1492: although guys do like you
DANIBANANNI: like hwo?
Northstar1492: like steve
Northstar1492: and nick consoli used to although i think hes back with sarah
DANIBANANNI: really?
DANIBANANNI: hmm
Northstar1492: and joey kern hehe
DANIBANANNI: they dont/ didnt like me
DANIBANANNI: they jus thought i was hott
DANIBANANNI: DIFFERNCE~
Northstar1492: steve likes you
DANIBANANNI: arg
DANIBANANNI: jus him
Northstar1492: so? its more than i can say for myself
Northstar1492: but, you know, maybe ryan's right
Northstar1492: it kind of has to do with that article
DANIBANANNI: yea it does
DANIBANANNI: i updated
Northstar1492: ok
Northstar1492: well remember...we did have that agreement lol
DANIBANANNI: i kno and its fufilled
Northstar1492: yeah i know...but if you think about it...its more than just not doing stuff with guys...it changes your whole attitude...just like it changes mine
DANIBANANNI: didya read?
Northstar1492: im workin on it
Northstar1492: ok done
DANIBANANNI: yes so there u have it
Northstar1492: i really think ppl wont talk to you if im there...they dont know me
DANIBANANNI: i have no idea
DANIBANANNI: i have no idea baout anytign
Northstar1492: i dont either
Northstar1492: i mean...its horrible that they are treating you this way...but i mean, what can you expect really? you did go tell off nate and travis
DANIBANANNI: so they will leav eme alone
DANIBANANNI: and id be happier
Northstar1492: if you wanted them to leave you alone, you could have stopped accepting their phone calls and blocked them online and stuff
DANIBANANNI: then they will call me in another few months
DANIBANANNI: i had to let it down on em
Northstar1492: but they will still call you in another few months...remember, nate was so mad at you last year, but he came back...and he'll do it again
DANIBANANNI: but i didnt tell him off i wanted him to clal em again
DANIBANANNI: now he wonr
DANIBANANNI: *wont
Northstar1492: and do you want him to call you?
DANIBANANNI: no not ast all
DANIBANANNI: he dotn respect me
DANIBANANNI: enough to talk to me
Northstar1492: it seems like you are sad he doesn't talk to you
DANIBANANNI: not noe
DANIBANANNI: *now
Northstar1492: he never respected you before either
DANIBANANNI: i kno but he really crossed the line now
Northstar1492: what did he do exactly?
DANIBANANNI: he would dick with me
DANIBANANNI: he never did that before
Northstar1492: meaning...?
DANIBANANNI: like he would be my firned ont he phone wiht me then he would tell nickie other htings and act differnet aroiund her
DANIBANANNI: and beaver
DANIBANANNI: like act liek he didnt care around them but difernt aroun me
Northstar1492: he did that before too
DANIBANANNI: no he didnt
Northstar1492: you sure? i could have sworn he did it before
DANIBANANNI: no he didnt
Northstar1492: o ok
Northstar1492: but still...i dunno...and i think its sad when ppl are labelled as "hoes"..i hate that word
DANIBANANNI: well they defiantly are ones
Northstar1492: not necessarily...thats horrible...you have no idea what kind of lives they lead...maybe they've been abused and stuff...calling them "sluts" or "hoes" is pretty demeaning
DANIBANANNI: but they ar ones
DANIBANANNI: u are missing the picture
Northstar1492: ok so under that, i could call you one and you could say "no im not" and i could be like but you ARE one...does that make it true?
DANIBANANNI: a hoe is a girl who plays with all these guys and smokes and does all the guys and is goign no where in life
DANIBANANNI: i do not fit that discription
Northstar1492: yeah but they are going nowhere in life for a reason...they are going in that direction because ppl label them as such and because their parents aren't always supportive
DANIBANANNI: and they choose not to try harder
Northstar1492: well you choose not to try harder
Northstar1492: you could be in honors, but you made that choice
DANIBANANNI: at least im not FASILING
DANIBANANNI: *FAILING
DANIBANANNI: lol
Northstar1492: heather failed geo...does that make her a hoe?
DANIBANANNI: no these hoes are still in 9th grade!
DANIBANANNI: that was only one class cuz she jus cant learn... heather tried tho
Northstar1492: the reason these people dont try is because they've failed at almost everything they do...trust me, i know...my mom worked with these kinds of people for many many years...many of them are in abusive situations and don't have supportive parents
Northstar1492: if you saw the ppl in one of my mom's past classes, you would call them "hoes" too...but you have to understand their lives
DANIBANANNI: well i could care less really.i jus wan thtem to stay outta my life
Northstar1492: well the fact that you call them hoes gives them a right to be mad at you
DANIBANANNI: i only di dthat cuz they messed with me first
Northstar1492: well the whole reason they are mad at you in the first place is pretty much because you guys labelled travis and nate "ghetto wannabes"...which i also dont get because i think ppl should be allowed to wear whatever they want without being dissed
Northstar1492: they aren't just randomly mad at you, they are mad at you for a reason
DANIBANANNI: um no
DANIBANANNI: this started beaver and nate who diss me first and i me askinthem to leave me alone an dturned into all the girls afte rme
Northstar1492: you didn't just ask them to leave you alone
Northstar1492: nicki was obviously mad at you in the first place because you "dissed them"
DANIBANANNI: so its nto her buisness
Northstar1492: but they are her friends
Northstar1492: i would be mad if someone was dissing oyu
Northstar1492: for no reason
Northstar1492: i mean, you guys had a right to be mad, but not to call them "ghetto wannabes"...that had nothing to do with anything
DANIBANANNI: its not for no reason
Northstar1492: well what does the "ghetto wannabes" part have to do with anything then?
DANIBANANNI: cuz they are
Northstar1492: it still has nothing to do with anything
Northstar1492: it would be like if, let's say, emily wilcox and i got into a fight (this is very farfetched lol) and meanwhile, i screamed at her "you're an emo wannabe"...she'd be like what the crap does that have to do with anything?
DANIBANANNI: well emily didnt call say u look liek a dog or anythign or say u were nasty
Northstar1492: yeah but when you argue, you stick to the topic...if you kept on about how they had been downright mean to you, you would have had a much better case
Northstar1492: saying that you look like a dog or that you're nasty (both of which you are NOT) have nothing to do with anything either...it made them look stupid so you could have really gotten on their case.....but you did exactly what they did to you which gave them an equally justifiable case
Northstar1492: if you guys had just completely told them off saying how it was not right of them to call you a dog and stuff, and then their friends still came after you, THEN we would have issues
DANIBANANNI: who the hell listens to that
Northstar1492: well you wouldn't have gotten into this crap with their friends
Northstar1492: and you can be intimidating with anything if you want
DANIBANANNI: but thats not what got them started
DANIBANANNI: i really dont appreciate ur lack of support
Northstar1492: well prove your point and i might support you...but as of now, i can't really see it
DANIBANANNI: i odnt need to fuckin prove my point
Northstar1492: well w/e then
Northstar1492: im just trying to look at both sides, thats all
DANIBANANNI: ok u do that
Northstar1492: and once again, ppl get mad at me for trying to be fair
DANIBANANNI: well mayb its not all about beign fair
Northstar1492: well what else is it about?
DANIBANANNI: its about being loyal to urfriends
Northstar1492: there are other people in this world though...besides, thats exactly what got you in this mess in the first place...those girls who are being mean...they are being loyal to their friends
Northstar1492: and you're suffering
DANIBANANNI: i really could care less right noe
DANIBANANNI: ur not really understandign my point of view
Northstar1492: ure not understanding mine either
DANIBANANNI: mayb i odnt want to
Northstar1492: and im really really trying...but i just dont see it
Northstar1492: well why should i understand ures then if you dont wanna understand mine?
DANIBANANNI: i can but they shouldnt use their background as excuses... its called a will to do better
DANIBANANNI: kellie didnt have a good life growing up yet she has straight as and isnt all trashy
Northstar1492: there
Northstar1492: ooops sry lol
Northstar1492: anyways, there are some people like her...but there aren't a lot really...its not that easy just to want to do better...plus her mom seems nice...she's really nice to kellie right?
DANIBANANNI: yea but her more has been a prosititute and done many drugs
DANIBANANNI: and takes kellies money too
Northstar1492: has she abused kellie in any way?
DANIBANANNI: she use to live with her dad until she was 14 an dhe use to lock her int he house all the time
DANIBANANNI: and she would be afraid to even ask for anything to eat
Northstar1492: see kellie is a strong person...she seems to have goals and stuff....a lot of the stories ive heard are much worse
DANIBANANNI: but it jus proves that if people tried they could rise about their life
Northstar1492: yeah but it isn't easy...this one lady in my mom's class had acoholic parents, then she was adopted and sexually abusedby her adoptive father...and she had a really hard time pressing charges
DANIBANANNI: so this isnt as comman in etown
Northstar1492: how do you know?
DANIBANANNI: actually more liek i could care less
Northstar1492: do you know the stories of any of those "hoes"? have you been nice to them or gotten to know them?
Northstar1492: but you still call them hoes
DANIBANANNI: i have always been nice to em'
DANIBANANNI: they talked shit first
Northstar1492: nate and travis talked shit...then you guys called them ghetto wannabes...then the "hoes" wanted to stay loyal to their friends
DANIBANANNI: they arent friends to them
Northstar1492: nicki is
DANIBANANNI: kacy isnt
DANIBANANNI: she jus wantzs beavers nuts
Northstar1492: ugh i give up
Northstar1492: but you realize that they say the exact same things about you probably...now i cant go up to them and say "an eye for an eye and the world is blind" because first of all, i dont know them, second of all, they dont give a crap...but i can say it to you because you understand...and if you understand, then you can start understanding them and you guys can all leave each other alone
DANIBANANNI: they dotn give a crap abotu me they jus want some drama and want to look all tuff an dliek the shit
Northstar1492: you dont know that
Northstar1492: besides, if you really believe that, and if its true, there's quite an easy solution...walk away and they will get bored and go look for some other stupid drama
Northstar1492: even if they try to beat you up...there ARE other people around, they will probably be prevented and you can just walk away...and if they call you "chicken", just ignore it
Northstar1492: besides, you think im going to fight back or just stand there watching? course not, im gonna try to break it up
DANIBANANNI: olivia u have never been in this situation so like jus drop ir
DANIBANANNI: u cant
Northstar1492: hey dont discriminate against little ppl...and besides, my brother has been in situations like this...he just ignores ppl and it works
Northstar1492: and the reason im saying this is because im trying to get you to go to the fair tomorrow
DANIBANANNI: oh isee
Northstar1492: (although also because i hate the slut/hoe words, they make me cringe)
DANIBANANNI: hmm
Northstar1492: but anyways, if you totally hate my guts and want me to stay home tomorrow and not go with you to the fair, i can do that too
Northstar1492: your choice
Northstar1492: ...
DANIBANANNI: no
DANIBANANNI: i dontthinkur concerned abut my safety
Northstar1492: wait, so you do want me to stay home?
DANIBANANNI: u can go
DANIBANANNI: jus go with out me
Northstar1492: does this mean you do hate my guts?
DANIBANANNI: no i jus odnt htinki should goto the fai rtom
DANIBANANNI: ill prob go wed, thursday, and saturday so i dont think i need to really go tom
DANIBANANNI: btu u can go
DANIBANANNI: go with jen
DANIBANANNI: no one takes her ever
Northstar1492: jen has to work
DANIBANANNI: not the whole entire time
Northstar1492: yeah but judging that her mom is going to be there? they'll probably leave right away
DANIBANANNI: not if u ask her to stay longer
DANIBANANNI: and mayb offer to give her a ride home
DANIBANANNI: sheeze jen never gets out of her house
Northstar1492: yes she does
DANIBANANNI: why not think of her
DANIBANANNI: not often
DANIBANANNI: this whole summer, golf, band, mall once... thats it
Northstar1492: plus shes been to ure house
Northstar1492: quite a few times
DANIBANANNI: so thats down the street, not out in the social world
DANIBANANNI: and no one invites her to anyone elses house
DANIBANANNI: shes very lonely
Northstar1492: was she complaing this to you or something? lol
DANIBANANNI: no but i can understand what she feels like
DANIBANANNI: whens the last time u had jen over
Northstar1492: i dont really have jen over
DANIBANANNI: see
DANIBANANNI: my point exactly
Northstar1492: but depending on jen's mood tomorrow, she could be really depressed
DANIBANANNI: so then u should have her over and make her feel better
Northstar1492: trust me, having her over isn't gonna do it...i spent a whole week with her, i should know lol
DANIBANANNI: well iono
Northstar1492: when jen's depressed theres not much to do
DANIBANANNI: well im ognna go so i can have some sleep
Northstar1492: alright...do not go to the fair tomrrow or i will find out and murder you lol
DANIBANANNI: ok
DANIBANANNI: bye
Northstar1492: bye

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