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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 17 December :: 12.29am

Fuckin' hell.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 16 December :: 10.07am
:: Music: The Beatles - A Day In The Life

he blew his mind out in a car/he hadn't noticed that the lights had changed...

I feel the same, but I'm a different person. I suppose that is worth something.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 16 December :: 3.45am
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug

i've got my head, but my head is unravelling/can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's travelling...

Wow.

I'm addicted.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 15 December :: 8.03pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Coldplay - A Rush of Blood to the Head

honey, all the movements you're starting to make/see me crumble and fall on my face/and I know the mistakes that I've made...
Maybe this is a test, maybe a lesson is being taught, maybe this is fate kicking me in the ass, or maybe this is just me being paranoid, but I can't help but feel we've pulled a role reversal in the past couple of days.

I'm trying, I really am, and I don't know what else to do.

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JediBumblebee

:: 2003 13 December :: 10.15pm

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
‘Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
‘Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 13 December :: 8.54pm

It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
Regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Makin' love to his tonic and gin

He says, "Son, can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger mans clothes"

Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke or he'll light up your smoke
But there's someplace that he'd rather be
He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me."
As the smile ran away from his face
"Well I'm sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place"

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with Davy, who's still in the navy
And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone

Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright

It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, "Man, what are you doin' here?"

Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 11 December :: 3.08pm

Anticipated Grades for Fall 2003
MKTG 250- BA
HNRS 490- A(+!)
SOC 282- BA
CS 105- B, pushing for a BA
THEA 100- BA, pushing for an A
HNRS 399- better get an A

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 11 December :: 12.16pm

It is funny how whenever I have to decide between sleep, or studying, i always choose sleep....

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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 10 December :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: very good
:: Music: Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - Walls

Good thing of the day #1 - I got a 96 on my awesomely good final paper for Greek Tragedy.

Good thing of the day #2 - The exam for said class went much better than I thought it would.

Good thing of the day #3 - I got accepted to a practicum position at the Center for Autism, which I think will be very beneficial for me and allow me to continue working in a field that I am developing a lot of interest in.

Good thing of the day #4 - I get pizza at my exam tonight for World Cinema.

Bad thing of the day #1 - I ripped the sleeve of my nice new leather bomber on my car today.

Nonetheless, I'm doing very well right now. Time to finish getting ready for tonight's class.

Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - Walls
Some days are diamonds,
Some days are rocks.
Some doors are open,
Some roads are blocked.

And sundowns are golden,
Then fade away.
And if I never do nothin',
I'm comin' back some day.

'Cause you got a heart so big it could crush this town.
And I can't hold out forever; even walls fall down.

All around your island
There's a barricade.
It keeps out the danger,
Holds in the pain.

Sometimes you're happy,
And sometimes you cry.
Half of me is ocean,
Half of me is sky.

But you got a heart so big it could crush this town.
And I can't hold out forever; even walls fall down.

And some things are over,
Some things go on.
Part of me you carry,
And part of me is gone.

But you got a heart so big it could crush this town.
And I can't hold out forever; even walls fall down.
You got a heart so big it could crush this town.
And I can't hold out forever; even walls fall down.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 9 December :: 2.11pm

isn't a martyr someone who dies for their cause? so wouldnt "a wounded martyr" be a really ridiculous and redundant phrase?

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 9 December :: 12.51am

now my eyes are still itching and burning
but i know that pretty soon i won't feel anything at all.
just have to wait it out.

but where are my friends when i need them?

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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 9 December :: 12.47am

how can I fight for you when I don't believe in myself?

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 9 December :: 12.43am

"smile, someone loves you."
who is that someone?

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TaoMan1121

:: 2003 9 December :: 12.32am
:: Mood: ???
:: Music: Dido - Life For Rent

I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love

it's just a thought, only a thought

but if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
well i deserve nothing more than I get
cos nothing I have is truly mine

while my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
while I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
well how can I say I'm alive?

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jedibumblebee

:: 2003 9 December :: 12.12am

when i'm upset, all i want is for you to hold me....
i guess i cant have that anymore.

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