Oh what a day. Back to school so it felt like a monday. Yesterdays day off was nice though. Lizz, Tom, Steve, and I all headed up to \"the new mall\". Lizz and i went solely for the ice cream. I did buy a Dashboard shirt and a Green Day poster, heh only in my bag would you find both items together. We talked about homecoming, and Tom acted strangely so that conversation stopped fairly quick. Came home and had dinner with the father. That hasn\'t happened in a while...and i was the one that cooked. A definite rareity (sp?) in this house. He left for Canada today, don\'t know when he\'ll be back though. I did however fail to finish my physics homework. Fortunatly for me she forgot to collect it. Signed up for the Racketball clinic, Lacrosse\'s is (is that right?) coming up as well. Quarter grades came out. I\'m not failing anything which is always a plus. I have a c in both English and Physics. My physics grade was wrong though i was happy to hear. So if i\'m lucky with all the points she missed i\'ll add up to a B. Now that i\'ve rambled on pointlessly about grades and what not i might try to move onto something different...

Lauren decided we were all going to get Chinese tonight for dinner. So, evidentally there will be a bunch of UA girls at \"The Webster Wok\" tonight. I was invited, so i suppose i\'ll make my way down there sometime this evening. Chinese is actually sounding pretty good.

Called Nathan last night. His Dad said he\'d call me back...and sure enough, a little after 10 he did. I felt like i was in 7th grade again trying to sneak a phonecall with him. Though neither one of my parents care anymore, i still do. It was a very boring conversation...basic small talk. I miss when he used to call to tell me what seemed like the biggest or greatest thing to him. I miss when i knew i could call him and cry, and it would be ok. He had to go, so we hung up and i put my headphones back on. Standard Lines started playing and i almost cried. I can\'t help but think of him when i hear that song...

A funny thing happened today. Mike Dusman im\'d me. I should explain. Last February, i went up to visit Sarah and Mike and Lowell came over to her house one night. Mike and i clicked pretty well. So the next night this kid Abhi has a party and Mike was definitely there. All in all at the end of the night we ended up making out in Abhi\'s basement. I left a few days later and i haven\'t seen him since. We kept in touch little, but nothing big. So today, pretty much out of no where he starts talking to me. And we actually talked for a while. I hate to say it, but it was kind of nice. He\'s been such an ass to Elyse, and i told myself i wouldn\'t let myself like him again the next time i went up, but i\'m scared i won\'t be able to keep my promise. I\'ll talk to Ray, see what she says.

I suppose i should get ready for my chinese food outing, seeing as i\'m still in half my unifrom. I guess i should really get that physics done too...my phone has been ringing like crazy, i wonder who it is...

\" I used to live in a room full of mirrors all i seen was me but i can\'t stand it no more so i smash the mirror and set me free\"

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